Zaregoto

1. The First Decapitation

2. The Tragedy of 0.14

1. The Second Decapitation

2. Lies

3. A Crow’s Wet Feathers

ONE WEEK LATER: Split

EPILOGUE: Crimson Fairy Tale

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Don’t be so edgy.

Relax, okay?

The third morning of our life on Wet Crow’s Feather Island

was just greeting us. I awoke in a daze, trying to distinguish

between the dreams I had just had and the reality yet to come.

The high, rectangular window admitted just a bit of light,

so the room still remained dim. Since the room had no lights,

I would just have to wait for it to get brighter: the sun had

only just risen, and it was maybe around six a.m., judging by

my internal clock. I suspect this way of determining the time

has no more than a fifteen-minute margin of error. But even

supposing I was an hour off, it’s not like it would be a

problem.

“Getting up,” I mumbled, and slowly rose from bed.

The room was mostly empty, its only furnishings a chair

and a futon. Aside from that, it was completely bare. Its high

ceilings gave it an even more spacious feel—and that hollow,

dead atmosphere that evokes so vividly images of solitary

confinement or something. I couldn’t help but feel a little bit

like an inmate on Death Row.

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It was the second time in my life I’d woken up with that

feeling.

But while this was in fact not solitary confinement, neither

was it originally a bedroom. It was formerly a storage space.

When I asked Akari to show me the smallest room in the

mansion, this was where she brought me. The smallest room.

Even so, it was infinitely bigger than my room at the lodging

house. Boy, was that ever depressing.

“Nah… it’s way beyond depressing,” I said to myself.

Now then. I switched my cognitive channel from Death

Row Inmate Mode to Routine Mode.

Wondering what time it really was, I glanced at my

wristwatch, but the LCD screen displayed nothing. Maybe the

batteries had died while I was sleeping. But wait, I’d changed

them just a little while ago. There had to be some other

problem. Well, I could always ask Kunagisa to fix it.

Clearing my sleep-fogged mind, I did a couple of simple

stretches and then left the room. I walked around for a while.

The carpet was thick, bright red, and looked like (and most

probably was) super-high quality. It eventually led to the

spiral case, which is where I bumped into Rei-san and

Akari-san.

“Oh, good morning. You two are up early.” It was only

common courtesy to greet them, but they simply passed by

with no more acknowledgment than a silent head-bow.

“Guess they’re the quiet type,” I muttered to myself.

But to be fair, they were probably working, and I wasn’t

exactly a “guest,” per se, so I just had to live with their

lukewarm response. If I expected anything more out of them,

I’d have to throw my arms out wide and cry out, “How you

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feelin’, my freaky people?!” And, frankly, I just didn’t have the

energy.

Handa Rei-san and Chiga Akari-san were maids employed

at the mansion. Rei-san was the “head maid,” Akari her

subordinate. And there were two other maids at the mansion,

of the same rank as Akari-san. A total of four maids.

Considering who owned the mansion, and the size of the

mansion, it seemed as if a staff of four maids would be too

small. But these women carried out their duties with the

swiftness and skill of true specialists.

The mistress of the mansion, and the person these maids

served, was Akagami Iria. She was the proprietress of the

island, as well as the mansion. And furthermore, she was the

one who had invited me and Kunagisa here.

“But wait, was I actually invited?” I asked myself.

Now just how old was Akari-san? You could tell just by

looking at Rei-san that she was probably in her late twenties.

It’s not easy for kids like me to tell exactly how old a woman

that age is, but that’s definitely the impression I got from her.

Akari-san was the real challenge. I didn’t think she was

younger than me, but still, she looked ridiculously young. She

was one of those women you see downtown who can get away

with paying half-price for everything when they’re actually

adults. As I went up the spiral staircase and headed down the

second-floor hall, my mind tilled with nonsense. Maybe she has

a thing for young guys. Yeah, just babbling.

I was headed for Kunagisa’s room. Two days ago, when we

arrived at the island, a room had of course been prepared for

Kunagisa, but not for me. This was to be expected: even I had

had no idea I would be visiting this weird little island until

that very morning, when Kunagisa called me.

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Akari-san prepared a room for me at the last minute. But

I’d politely refused it. Why? The reason hit me as soon as I

opened the door.

I knocked once, then went ahead and opened it.

The interior was vast. Pure white carpet and pure white

wallpaper complemented pure white furniture. Even I knew

that white reflects light. Kunagisa was crazy about the color

white, so somebody had decorated this room this way

deliberately. In the center of the room was a luxurious sofa

and a wooden table. A chandelier hung from the strangely

high ceiling. The bed was like something straight out of a

movie set in medieval times; it even had a canopy.

“Yeah, I’d never get any sleep here.”

And so I had Akari-san show me to the storage room on

the first floor. Meanwhile Kunagisa, lacking my more delicate

sensibilities, lay there drowsily on her pure white sheets.

Looking at the enormous, antique, mechanical clock on her

wall (also ever-so-thoughtfully selected in white), I saw that it

was, in fact, six o’clock, just as I’d guessed. Pondering what to

do now, I sat on the side of her bed, enjoying the feeling of

the thick, fluffy carpet beneath my feet.

Kunagisa rolled over. Her eyes opened, just slightly.

“Hmm? Oh, Ii-chan?”

Somehow she had sensed it was me, but at any rate she

seemed to be awake. She pushed her mussed, I Hawaiian-blue

hair away from her face and regarded me with sleepy eyes.

“Oh, ahhh, Ii-chan… ummm… You came to wake me up,

didn’t you? Thank you.”

“Actually I came here to tuck you in, but what’s this?

Tomo sleeping at nighttime? That’s pretty rare. Or did you

just get to bed?” If that was the case I’d have to apologize.

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“Uh-uh.” She shook her head.

“I think I slept for three hours. Cuz y’know, yesterday,

well, some stuff happened, Ii-chan. Give me five more

seconds…

“Good morning! Ah, it’s a bright, brisk morning, isn’t it?!”

She sat up, her petite little body popping up. Flashing me an

ear-to-ear grin, she struck a dynamic pose. “Huh? Hey, it’s not

bright out at all. I don’t like this. I like for the sun to be way

high up in the sky when I wake up in the morning.”

“You’re talking about the afternoon.”

“Eh, either way. That was some good sleep.” Ignoring me,

she kept on talking. “I’m pretty sure I got to bed at three a.m.

Some really bad stuff happened yesterday and I just huffed off

to bed. Y’know, cuz sleep is the best thing when you’re

feeling really terrible. It’s like sleep is the one and only gift of

salvation God gave mankind. Now, Ii-chan?”

“Yeah, Tomo?”

“Stay still for a sec.”

Without even giving me time to be confused, she hugged

me. Or to put it more accurately, she draped herself on me,

burdening me with the entirety of her bodyweight. She rested

her tiny head on my right shoulder, with our bodies stuck

together, her slender arms wrapped around my neck.

Squeeze.

Not that she was heavy.

“Uh, Kunagisa?”

“Recharging.”

Evidently she was recharging. Thus, no moving allowed. I

gave up on the idea of resistance and supported her weight.

But hey, what was I, an electrical outlet or something?

Looking at Kunagisa, I noticed she had slept with her coat

on. As far as I knew, she wore it all the time, indoors and

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outdoors, summer and winter. A jet-black men’s coat. On a

girl of Kunagisa’s tiny stature, the large-sized coat easily

touched the floor. But she seemed to be madly in love with it

anyway. I had told her millions of times to at least take it off

when she’s sleeping, but to no avail.

One thing was for sure: Kunagisa Tomo did things her own

way. In that sense, she was kind of like me.

“Okay, thanks!” she said, and finally let go of me. “Battery

full! Now, let’s go face another day.”

With a grunt she rose from bed, blue hair bouncing. She

walked over to the computers by the window opposite her

bed. They were the three computers she had brought from

her home in Shirosaki. All three were tower models. The two

on the left and right were of typical size, the one in the middle

was exceptionally large. They were all white, of course. I just

didn’t get why she was so into a color that was so easy to get

dirty.

The three computers were on a U-shaped rack, with a

cushiony rolling chair in the center. Kunagisa plopped down

in the chair and leaned back. That way she could

simultaneously control all three computers. But no matter

how you counted it up, she still had only two hands. Why she

would ever think to use three keyboards at the same time was

beyond me.

I looked over her shoulder. The three keyboards were

neither ASCII nor JIS nor Oasis, but instead some weird,

mysterious key alignment. But to question the unnaturalness

of it would be futile. For an engineering whiz like Kunagisa

Tomo, designing a keyboard from scratch was probably like a

walk in the park.

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Incidentally, Kunagisa didn’t use a mouse. Because “they’re

a total waste of time,” she would say. But to a novice like me,

the sight of a mouseless computer was unnerving, just totally

impossible to get used to. Not that that’s the worst feeling in

the world.

“Ii-chan.”

“Yeah?”

“Tie my hair up.”

Got it. I went up to her chair. I slipped some hair bands off

her arm and tied her hair into two braids.

“Man, wash your hair already. My fingers are getting oily

here.”

“I hate taking baths. Cuz y’know, your hair gets all wet and

stuff.”

“Well, of course. Look at this, the blue is getting dark.”

“I can’t see my own head. Hehehe, if I leave it like it is, it’ll

turn ultramarine. Thank you, Ii-chan,” she said, biting her

lower lip with a giggle. I just looked back at her with an

innocent, confused smile.

“Uh, no problem, really.”

Even as we talked, her fingers never stopped moving. They

moved with the accuracy of a machine at a constant rhythm

with every keystroke. Her movements flowed so smoothly it

was as if she were unconsciously tarrying out some preplanned

assignment in some preprogrammed way. Incomprehensible

English characters and numbers streamed along on all three

monitor displays at an unbelievable pace.

“Tomo, what are you up to, anyway? You just got up.”

“Mmm, well, I don’t think you’d get it even if I told you.”

“Hmm. You really need all three PCs to do it?” I said.

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She gave me a perplexed look. “Ii-chan, this one in the

middle isn’t a PC, it’s a workstation,” she said.

“What’s a workstation? It’s not a PC?”

“Nope, it’s different. Well, I guess PCs and workstations

are similar in that they’re both intended for individual use,

but, it’s like, workstations are way more top-of-the-line.”

“Ah, so a workstation is like a super-good PC?” I said,

openly displaying my ignorance.

She groaned. “Ii-chan, a PC is a PC and a workstation is a

workstation. They’re both GPCs, but think of them as two

completely different things.”

“What’s a GPC?”

She looked at me as if I were some kind of a caveman. “Iichan,

you don’t know anything, do you?” she said with a

touch of disbelief. “What exactly were you doing in Houston

those five years?”

“Other things.”

She sighed. “Okay, okay,” she said, tilting her head. Then

she resumed her work as if a switch had been toggled in her

brain. Letters and numbers that looked like hocus-pocus to

me continued to stream by on the displays.

I wanted her to tell me a little more about the different

classifications or what have you, but I’m not really that

intellectually curious. Besides, it would be rude to interrupt

whatever she was working on. That, and, for an “outsider” like

me to try to follow this nerdy cupcake’s explanations seemed

as if it would just lead to a headache, so with that I ended the

discussion. I massaged her shoulders for a bit, then decided to

borrow her sink, where I washed my face and changed my

clothes.

“Hey, Tomo, I’m gonna go for a walk.”

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Without looking up from her work, she gave me a

halfhearted wave. The other hand kept on tapping keys. I

shrugged and left the room.

I’d be lying if I said I knew all that much about the Akagami

Foundation. They’re not exactly the most well-publicized

organization in the world. Plus, since they mostly operated out

of the Kanto region, someone like me who was born in Kobe,

grew up in Houston, Texas, and lived in Kyoto wouldn’t know

that much about them.

Putting it simply, the Akagami mansion was the home to a

storied legacy of business barons. That business might have

been some kind of trade, or a system in which money just

poured in on its own. I’m not sure what exactly it is that they

did, but whatever it was, one thing was for sure: the Akagami

Foundation was loaded.

Holding property not just in Japan but all over the world,

the Akagami Foundation was the owner of Wet Crow’s

Feather Island as well. And the owner of the Western-style

mansion found in the center of the island was none other than

Akagami Iria.

As you might guess from her name, Iria was related to the

head of the Akagami Foundation—his granddaughter, in fact.

She was a born-and-bred pedigreed princess, for whom no

obsequious praise was too obsequious. Over time, she had

inherited vast amounts of enormous wealth and unbelievable

power and ruled over a great many underlings. But then, the

head of the Foundation himself had completely cut her off. So

maybe this is all really better expressed in the past tense.

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Cut off.

I don’t know what she did to deserve it, but it must have

been something big.

Supposedly she was permanently removed from the family

five years ago, at the age of sixteen. At that time, the head of

the family left her with a small severance package (which was

probably still an unimaginable sum to a regular Joe like me)

and this island, floating around in the Sea of Japan.

In other words, she had been exiled.

Maybe these days that seems old-fashioned. But far be it

for me to butt into other people’s ways of doing things.

Especially if those people belong to a powerful institution

that’s practically its own world in and of itself.

Anyway, Iria had spent the last five years here with her

four maids, not once setting foot off the island. Five years on

this godforsaken island in the middle of nowhere, with no

amusements, no nothing. In a sense, it was life in Hell, though

I would speculate that, in a different sense, it was also a little

like life in Heaven.

But was Iria-san lonely or bored? Indeed, you could say

Kunagisa had been invited to the island to stave off Iria’s

boredom. But it wasn’t just Kunagisa. In the same way, it

would be no exaggeration to say that Akane-san, Maki-san,

Yayoi-san, and Kanami-san had all been brought here for the

same purpose.

Well, okay, maybe it’s a little bit of an exaggeration.

So, anyway, forbidden to leave the island, Iria-san said,

“Well, if that’s how it is,” and proceeded to invite, as her

guests, the world’s most prominent figures.

Now, it “prominent figures” sounds a little weird, let me

try putting it another way. Iria had decided to invite so-called

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geniuses to her mansion. It was a simple plan: “If I can’t go to

them, they can come to me.”

Famous and unknown alike, all those who possessed

genuine talent and amazing skill were summoned by Iria-san,

one after another after another. And, of course, all expenses,

including accommodations, were covered by Iria-san. In fact,

visitors to the island were often given money, so it was pretty

much always a win-win situation for them.

To me, it seemed like Iria-san was going for that whole

ancient Greek salon image, collecting and cavorting with all

these artists and geniuses—and thereby living a fruitful life. To

be sure, it wasn’t the most typical idea around, but yes, there

was something amazing about it. Aside from the mansion and

the forest, the island was essentially empty—almost a desert

island—and for those world-weary men and women of talent

who needed to rest both the body and the mind, it was the

perfect place. And thus had Iria-san’s plan been a tremendous

success.

Now then.

Walking around aimlessly on this empty island, basking in

the forest, it was by an extremely distant cherry blossom tree

that I suddenly ran into Shinya-san.

“Oh, er, that is, I mean,” Shinya-san said, waving a hand to

greet me. “You’re quite the early bird there, eh? Mister… er,

what was your name again? Sorry, my memory’s a little weak,

y’see.”

He had a good four inches on me, and his designer clothes

were much better than mine. His expression was mildmannered,

his way of speaking was mild-mannered, and so

was, somehow, his clothing and stature, but whether or not

Shinya-san really was mild-mannered, I couldn’t say. I don’t

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have the skill to judge someone just based on their

appearance, and I’m the last person to jump to conclusions

after knowing someone for just a couple of days.

“I don’t believe I ever told you,” I answered with a shrug.

“I’m just Kunagisa Tomo’s sidekick. No need for a sidekick to

have a name, am I right?”

“That’s awfully modest of you. Not that it’s any wonder,

being on this island, but speaking of sidekicks, I suppose I’m in

the same boat as you,” Shinya-san said and smirked.

Yes, Shinya-san and I were no more than tagalongs. It

probably goes without saying at this point, but I wasn’t here

walking around on this island because I was any kind of

genius. Kunagisa Tomo was the “genius” here, and I was

nothing more than her attendant. If she hadn’t said to me, “Iichan,

it turns out I’ll be going to some island, so come with

me, ‘kay?” right about now I would’ve been in my Kyoto fourtatami-sized

room getting ready for school.

No question about it: the main character here is Kunagisa

Tomo. Let’s just make that clear.

Now then, as for who Shinya-san was accompanying, well,

she was right under the cherry blossom tree. With those

thoughtful, thoughtless eyes, she gazed at the fluttering cherry

blossom petals.

She had blue eyes and hair of gold. Her dress, pale in color,

was out of some French movie, and was accented with

dazzling jewelry. Just one of her necklaces or bracelets was

likely worth more than my liver. Even if I sold off every part

of my body I still couldn’t pay for it.

Ibuki Kanami. One of the geniuses.

Having, supposedly, suffered problems with her legs from

birth, she was confined to a wheelchair. And thus Shinya-san,

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as her caretaker, had tagged along on the trip. As I’d heard it,

until a few years ago, she had also been totally blind. Her blue

eyes were not a sign of foreign blood.

Kanami-san was a painter.

Even I, without the slightest knowledge of that field

whatsoever, had heard of her. She had earned a reputation as

a painter who possessed no single style. I had never actually

seen any of Kanami-san’s paintings, but I thought that maybe

she was gazing at the cherry blossoms in that way so as to later

portray them on canvas.

“What’s she doing?”

“As you can see, she’s watching the cherry blossoms. It

won’t be long before the petals start falling. She has a

fondness for that ‘moment just before death,’ if you will, the

ephemeral things in life.”

Most of the trees on the island were just your standard

fare, but for some reason, there was one cherry blossom tree.

It looked quite old, and the fact that there was only one on

the whole island was nothing short of bizarre. Most likely,

Iria-san had transplanted it here.

“So they say dead bodies are buried under cherry blossom

trees, eh?”

“How dreadful.”

Ouch.

I was just trying to make conversation, but instead ended it

in one fell swoop. of course, it was pretty dreadful.

“Just joking,” Shinya-san laughed.

“Personally, I think it would make more sense if that

legend was about a plum tree. But then I guess it wouldn’t be

a legend, but a myth? Hahaha!”

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“By the way, boy, have you gotten accustomed to the

island yet? This is your third day here, right? Um, how long

were you planning to stay again?”

“A week. So we have another few days.”

“Mmm, that’s too bad,” he said, with a tinge of mystery.

“What’s too bad?”

“Oh, it’s just that I hear Iria-san’s favorite will be coming

here in a week. But if you’re leaving in four days, you’ll just

miss each other, won’t you? That’s just too bad.”

“Oh, I see.” I nodded and thought about it for a moment.

Iria-san’s “favorite.”

In other words, the genius of geniuses.

“A chef, a fortune-teller, a scholar, an artist, and an

engineer. What could be next?”

“Well, I haven’t heard any specifics myself, but apparently

this person is capable of just about anything. Not a ‘specialist,’

but a ‘generalist.’ Hikari-san tells me this person is as sharp as

a tack and full of knowledge, and has lightning reflexes.”

Hmm. Yet another totally amazing person. Let’s assume it

was just some ridiculously over-the-top rumor. The fact that

such a rumor even existed suggested that this particular genius

wasn’t just anyone. I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t intrigued.

“Couldn’t hurt to meet this person, I guess. What do you

say to asking for an extension on your visit? I’m sure Iria-san

would more than welcome you.”

“Sounds nice and all, but…” I probably looked less than

excited. “To be honest, this island is a little stifling. For a

regular kid like me, I mean,” I said.

Shinya-san guffawed boisterously. “Now, now. Now, now,

now, now, now there, lad. Is that how it is? Kanami-san and

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Akane-san and all of them haven’t given you a complex, have

they?”

A complex. Even supposing it wasn’t something you could

put so bluntly, what I felt was certainly something similar.

Shinya-san gave me a firm pat on the shoulder.

“There’s no reason to feel inferior to that lot, right? Let’s

keep it together, brother! Whether it be Kanami-san…”

Kanami-san glanced up from under the cherry blossom tree.

“Whether it be Akane-san, Yayoi-san, or even Kunagisa-chan,

if they were to play the two of us in rock-paper-scissors, they

would only win one out of three times. I suppose Maki-san

would be an exception there, but nevertheless.”

“That’s a pretty blunt way to put it.”

Not to mention Shinya-san had just referred to his own

employer as part of “that lot.” I’m not saying they were at each

other’s throats or anything, but maybe Shinya-san and

Kanami-san weren’t quite the best of friends.

“Talent isn’t such a big deal. In fact, I, for one, am glad I

don’t have any. Talent isn’t worth spit.”

“Why’s that?”

“If you’ve got a talent, you’ve got to exert effort. Being

ordinary is a breeze. Having nothing to master is an advantage,

if you ask me,” Shinya-san said with a cynical shrug. “I think

we got a little off-topic. Anyway, I don’t think it would be a

terrible thing if you were able to extend your stay, if you ask

me. And hey, just maybe this ‘generalist’ will beat us in rockpaper-scissors

all three times.”

“Well, I’ll talk it over with Kunagisa… It would hardly be

right for the tagalong to decide something like this on his

own.”

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“I thought so,” he said. “You’re a lot like me,” he said,

looking me in the eye.

His gaze was deeply disconcerting. It gave me that

uncomfortable feeling you get when you’re being watched.

“Me and you? Alike? How do you mean? In what way?”

“Don’t sound so happy about it. In particular, you’re

practically identical in holding the idea that you yourself are a

part of the world.”

Seemingly with no intention of explaining himself any

further, he broke his gaze and looked back at Kanami-san.

Predictably, Kanami-san was still staring at the cherry

blossoms with complete concentration. She was surrounded

by a sort of transcendence, as if just that one spot was isolated

from the rest of the world. She had the air of being

unapproachable, even sacred.

“So Kanami-san’s been painting even since coming here?”

“Well, it’s more like she came to this island to paint. That’s

really all she does, after all. I suppose you could say she lives

to paint. Can you believe it?” He spoke with a tinge of

frustration, but if you took his words at face value, it sounded

like an incredibly enviable existence; a life where what you

want to do and what you have to do are directly connected. It

was a way of life I could never even hope for. I, who had

discovered neither what I wanted nor what I had to do.

I noticed that Shinya-san was watching me with a wicked

smile, like he had just remembered a bad prank. I recoiled a

little. I was getting a bad feeling, like a premonition. And then

Shinya-san, with a look on his face as if to say, “I’ve just had a

revelation from God,” clapped his hands deliberately.

“That’s right! It’s such a prime opportunity, so why don’t

you try modeling?” He set me aside as I stood at a loss for

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words and unable to comprehend his, and faced Kanami-san.

“Hey!” he called. “Kanami! This fella here says he wants to be

your model!”

“Wait, Shinya-san!” Finally grasping the situation, I spun in

front of him. “I can’t just, I mean, give me a break!”

“Now, now, why are you so embarrassed? That hardly suits

your character.”

I don’t think so. Asking Kanami-san to paint me? That was

an incredibly intimidating idea. But Shinya-san blew off my

protest with a simple “Now, now, don’t be shy,” and waited

for an answer from Kanami-san.

Kanami-san adjusted the direction of her wheelchair and

took a look at me. She scanned me up and down, from the tip

of my head to the tips of my feet, observing me, assessing me,

and said, “So you want me to paint you?” She sounded truly

irritated.

This was a difficult question to answer. With someone as

talented as Kanami-san, the simple act of hesitating would

have been rude. I was weak in these situations. A real

pushover. A nineteen-year-old boy who’s spent his life going

with the flow has not the power to alter the flow of a tale.

“Yes, absolutely, if you don’t mind,” I said.

Kanami-san simply looked disinterested. “Fine then. Come

by the atelier this afternoon.” she said, and swiveled her

wheelchair back toward the cherry blossoms. She spoke with

heartfelt apathy, but at least she had taken pity on me.

“Well, that’s settled then. Are you free this afternoon?”

Shinya-san said, strangely joyful.

I told him I was free and decided to get going before I got

into any more trouble.

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I returned to the mansion and visited Kunagisa’s room once

again. Kunagisa was just as I had left her, sitting in her

revolving chair, her three PCs (I mean, two PCs and one

workstation) in front of her. Right now she was focused on the

workstation, and the two PCs had their power switched off.

“What were you up to, Tomo?”

No reply.

I went up to her from behind and tugged both her braids.

“Oww,” she uttered in a strange voice, seeming to at last

notice my presence. Without changing her position, she gaped

at me in bewilderment. Surely I appeared upside down in her

eyes.

“Yooo, Ii-chan. You’re back from your walk.”

“Yeah, well… Say, is that a Mac?”

The monitor on the workstation opposite Kunagisa was

displaying some kind of Mac OS screen. As far as I had heard,

Mac OS only worked on Macs.

“Yeah, it’s Mac OS. Y’see, there are some applications that

only run on Mac OS, so I’m running it on a virtual machine.”

“Virtual machine?”

“Basically I’m making the workstation think there’s a Mac

inside it. In other words, I’m tricking the software. Of course

Windows is in here, too. Most OS’s are installed on this

workstation, so it can do anything.”

“Ah…”

I didn’t really get it.

“This is a dumb question, but how are Mac and Windows

different, anyway?”

She gave my truly amateurish question a moment’s

thought. “They’re different because different people use

them,” she answered, with an air of precision.

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“Well, yeah, that’s true, but… Well, forget about that. So

an OS is like the core software, right? I think that’s right. So

then it’s like this computer has multiple personalities?”

“It’s a strange metaphor, but you could say that.”

“So then that PC, er, workstation, what’s its core core OS?

Like with multiple personalities you have a ‘main’ personality,

right?”

“Geocide.”

“Never heard of that. Is it like Unix?”

“That’s Unix, with a ‘yoo’ sound. Come on, you studied

abroad; you should know not to pronounce the alphabet like

Romanized Japanese, Ii-chan. It makes you sound so stupid.

Uh, well, it is compatible with Unix. But it’s an original OS

developed by a friend of yours truly.

“A friend…”

Kunagisa’s friend. The only friend of Kunagisa’s who

could’ve developed an original operating system was someone

from that “team.” From that notorious “team.”

Several years back, in the last century, during the time

when the Japanese network was still underdeveloped, that

group appeared. Or, no, “appeared” isn’t the correct

expression.

They never for an instant let their visage, nor their shadow,

nor even their smell grace the public eye. They never

announced their name; whatever name they had ever been

known by had been applied by others. Whether you called

them a virtual club, cyberterrorists, a crack unit, or a gang that

made mountains out of molehills, it didn’t matter to them,

and they probably wouldn’t respond.

They were completely peerless, species unknown. How

many people were there, and just what types of people

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comprised this “team”? These things were all shrouded in

mystery.

And what did they do?

Everything.

They did everything, that was all you could say about it.

They did so much of everything, there was nothing they didn’t

do. They wreaked havoc, havoc, and more havoc. I wasn’t in

Japan at the time, so I didn’t get to see it firsthand, but they

say it was such full-on, ludicrous havoc that it was practically

refreshing, lending no hint as to their motives or aims.

Beginning with pure hacking and cracking, they also had their

hands in corporate advising and fixer fraud. It’s also quietly

speculated that, back then, they controlled a number of large

corporations.

But you couldn’t say they existed solely as a nuisance. For

better or worse, it was thanks to them that the overall level of

network technology improved drastically. You could even say

they forced it. If you looked at it through a fine-toothed

comb, sure there were losses, but in the big picture, the gains

outweighed them tenfold.

But, of course, the fat cats upstairs saw them as little more

than pesky, law-breaking criminals, a hacking, cracking

eyesore. Thus the “team” went on, despised and pursued. But

they were never caught, and exactly what they were doing

was never brought to light. Then, sometime last year,

suddenly and without anything in particular having happened,

they were never heard from again. It was as though they had

just burned out and vanished.

“Yo, what’s wrong, Ii-chan? You’re quiet all of a sudden.”

“Nah… nothing.”

She flipped her hair with a giggle.

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“Yeah, I guess it’s nothing…”

It was in that way that the “team” met what was, in a

sense, an anticlimactic end. Who would believe the leader of

that now-defunct team was this happy-go-lucky girl still in her

teens? Exactly who in their right mind would believe

something so nonsensical that it couldn’t even be mistaken for

a sick joke?

But if that wasn’t the case, Kunagisa wouldn’t have been

invited to this genius-ridden island. Not as a communication

and systems engineering specialist.

“How could I not have a complex, Shinya-san?”

“Huh? Did you say something?” Kunagisa glanced up at me

for a moment.

“Just babbling,” I said. “So ‘Geocide,’ doesn’t that mean

‘Earth murder’?”

“Yup. Of all the existing OS’s, it’s probably the most

awesome. Geocide is number one. Even the RASIS is perfect.”

“Sometimes I think you use those big words just to tick me

off. What’s a RASIS?”

“It’s an acronym for reliability, availability, serviceability,

integrity, security. But of course, that’s in English,” she said a

bit irritably.

“Basically it means stability. Of course it requires a highperformance

system, but it won’t cause errors or anything like

that. Man, that Atchan really is a genius. Hehehe.”

“Atchan, huh? Sounds like you two are pretty close.”

“Hmm? Jealous? Hmm? Hmm?” she said with a strangely

pleased tone and naughty smirk. “It’s okay. I like you best of

all.”

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“Ah, right. ‘Preciate that.” I shrugged and tried to change

the subject. “But if it’s such an amazing OS, why not market

it? If it sold like Windows, you’d make a fortune.”

“No can do. You know about increasing returns, right?

With an OS this different, we’d never catch up. Business goes

beyond skill or talent.”

Increasing returns. The law of economics that states “the

more you have, the more you get,” which does nothing for

what you don’t have. It had been awhile since I’d studied it, so

I didn’t remember it very clearly, but to put it simply, “once a

significantly problematic difference has appeared, it is

impossible to bury that difference.” Whether it be in regards

to skill or money, it seemed to make no difference.

“Besides, Atchan was satisfied just by creating Geocide.

Atchan’s a very self-satisfied person.”

“Hey, yeah, must be very happy.”

“Even if that wasn’t the case, I don’t think it would be

possible to market it. Even though it’s just core software, it

requires some pretty outrageous specs. Seriously astronomical

figures. Even my machine just barely cuts it.”

“Hmm. How many gigs is your hard disk? About a

hundred?”

“One hundred tera.”

Different unit.

“Tera… that’s the opposite of pico, so… a thousand times a

gig?”

“Nope, 1,024 times.”

Nitpicky chick.

“Man, I’ve never seen a hard disk like that.”

“To be specific, it’s not a hard disk; it’s holographic

memory. Unlike hard disks, which record data with magnets,

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this records data onto a surface. It’s capable of one tera per

second rapid transfer. What you’d find on the market is, well,

quite a bit slower. This is the kind of media they’re using in

the development of space technology.”

She had those kinds of connections, too?

She belonged to an altogether dubious community.

“Of course, this goes for the machine’s capacity as well,

but if the motherboard specs aren’t customized home brew as

well, you’re probably out of luck. Atchan just makes things

without considering any of the surrounding circumstances,

y’see. So they just end up like this. He doesn’t try to suit

things to other people.”

“Motherboard home brew? There are people who do that?”

“Like yours truly, for one.” She indicated herself with her

thumb.

That’s right. She was an engineer, after all. She must’ve

been the culprit providing her “teammates” with the hardware

and software that were to be their main “weapons.” If you

thought about it, it was fairly disturbing. It was one thing to

develop a seemingly unmarketable OS like that, but to take it

and build your own motherboard for it was just plain freakish.

“Mr. Earth Murder aside, haven’t you ever considered

selling this stuff? Like that motherboard you’re so proud of?”

“I’m the self-satisfied type, too How ‘bout you, Ii-chan?”

“Hmm, I wonder.”

Regardless of talent or lack thereof, in the end all people

are classified into two groups: those who pursue and those

who create. My own case notwithstanding, Kunagisa was

overwhelmingly the latter.

“Besides, as far as money is concerned, I’ve got plenty and

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then some. I’m not thinking about making any more right

now.”

“Ah, no wonder.”

That was true. Kunagisa wasn’t in a position that

demanded she immediately go into business. It wouldn’t be

much of an exaggeration to say she spent money like it was

water. A nineteen-year-old occupying a high-class, two-floor

condo in Shirosaki and spending money as fast as she could. I

didn’t know how many people out there had more money

than Kunagisa, but surely no one individual spent as much.

Between the Akagami Foundation and the Kunagisa

household, who held the greater power was beyond my realm

of knowledge, but either way, they both possessed enough of a

fortune to enjoy the best things in life and still get change

back, that much was certain.

Speaking of which, Kunagisa resembled the master of this

island, Iria, in that she, too, was semi-exiled from her family.

Perhaps they were similar people. In the three days I had

spent on the island, signs indeed pointed to the contrary, but,

well, they were both eccentric, that was for sure. So much so

that it would have been impossible for them to blend into any

group or be members of any organization.

Surely that’s how it was.

In which case, this island…

The meaning of this so-called island of wet crow’s

feathers…

Kunagisa returned to her typing.

“I’m gonna go have breakfast. What about you?”

“No, thanks. Not hungry. It’s mating season. Ii-chan, go

ahead on your own. Eat for me, too.”

Gotcha, I said, and headed for the dining room.

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Akane-san was in the dining room.

I tensed up.

She sat alone at the round dining table with her legs

crossed in an elegant, somehow un-Japanese pose, having her

breakfast. Or no, she had already finished breakfast and was

enjoying an after-meal coffee.

“Oh! Good morning!” It was the bright and lively voice of

Akari-san in the midst of cleaning the dining room. No, wait,

it wasn’t her. Akari-san never greeted me bright and lively.

That wasn’t the Akari-san I knew. Which meant…

“Hi, Hikari-san,” I said, determining that it was Hikari-san.

Evidently I was correct, as she then grinned at me and bowed.

Chiga Akari-san and Chiga Hikari-san.

They were sisters. Twins. To be sure, there was a third

sister as well, their silent younger sister Teruko. Teruko

apparently had poor eyesight and was recognizable by her

glasses with their black lenses. Akari-san and Hikari-san,

however, were perfectly identical, from the length of their

hair to their clothes, to the point that they weren’t just

“similar,” they were the same.

But unlike Akari-san, Hikari-san was an incredibly kind

person. Even though I wasn’t a true “guest,” she treated me

the same as everyone else.

“Breakfast? Wait one moment, please,” she said, then spun

around and hustled off to the kitchen. She must be so good at

spinning because she’s small, I thought.

With Hikari-san gone, I was suddenly left alone with

Akane-san.

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After a split-second’s hesitation, I went ahead and took a

seat near her. I thought to greet her, but she seemed

completely immersed in thought, mumbling to herself in a

semi-audible voice, not even looking in my direction. It was as

though she hadn’t noticed me. What in the world was she

thinking about? I pricked my ears to listen in.

“Sente 9-6, pawn… Kote 8-4, pawn… Sente, same pawn…

Kote 8-7, pawn… Sente 8-4, rook… Kote 2-6, pawn… Sente

3-2, silver general… Kote 9-5, pawn… Sente 4-4, bishop…

Kote 5-9, gold general, take… Sente 2-7, knight…”

Meaning unknown.

That’s what you get from one of the Seven Fools; even the

things they mutter to themselves are different, I thought,

thoroughly impressed. But listening closely, it sounded like

she was reciting a shogi game record. Wow, blind shogi.

And by herself, no less.

Is this what she always did in the morning?

“Kote 2-3, pawn, checkmate, Sente forfeits,” she said, and

glanced over at me. “Ah, I was wondering who that was, and

here it turned out to be you. Good morning.”

“Good morning.”

“Heh heh. Isn’t shogi tough? The pieces move around a lot

more than in chess. I was playing Kote just now. It was a close

victory.”

“Huh.”

There’s a Sente and Kote in single-player shogi? Maybe

Akane-san was able to divide her mind like a dolphin. Yeah, it

seemed likely for someone like her.

“Are you good at shogi, or chess, whichever?”

“I wouldn’t say so, no.”

“Hmm, is that so?”

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“Reading other people’s minds isn’t my forte.”

“Oh no? Hmm, I suppose not. You’ve got that kind of

face,” she nodded. “I saw you from the window a little earlier.

Out for a morning walk, were you?”

“Yeah, a walk in the woods.”

“Ah, a walk in the woods, how nice. Very nice. The

phytoncide released by the trees creates a bactericidal effect

and such.”

What the hell?

In Houston, Texas, in America, there’s a research facility

called the ER3 System. There, brilliant minds from around

America, nay, around the world, gather, and it is referred to as

the ultimate bastion of learning, from economics to history,

political science to cultural science, physics and advanced

mathematics to biology, electronic and systems engineering,

metapsychology, indeed, anything that could be called a field

of study or research.

It’s also known as the Comprehensive Research Center. It

was a gathering place for those who loved learning and

research above all else. A nest for those inhuman humans

whose desire for knowledge exceeded even their natural,

biological desires. An entirely nonprofit organization, they

dared not sell their knowledge or research findings, and they

were in a sense a closed and introverted sort of secretive

organization.

There were only four basic rules:

Have no pride.

Have no principles.

Have no attachments.

No whining.

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They were to unbegrudgingly cooperate with one another

to the fullest of their ability, to never be unproductive, even if

the world should perish, and to never quit halfway, come Hell

or high water.

The ultimate destination for those who wanted to do

research, who wanted to know, who had to know, with means

and end in complete harmony, it was the ER3 System. The

people gathered there ranged from highly esteemed college

professors to “frontline” researchers and amateur academics, a

truly pride-free assembly of all manner of individuals. Their

reputation was seemingly so bizarre that the media ridiculed

them as a “cultish pack of overeducated loonies.”

But their research had yielded great rewards: the

demystification of Dalevio nonlinear optics, the overwhelming

advancement of volume hologram technology, and the

establishment of the near-magical DOP as a sensory

technology were all thanks to the ER3. Not the work of

individuals, but rather team efforts, and nonprofit work at

that, they declined all awards and other various honors, and

thus had not come to draw much attention, but their

reputation within the academic world was certainly high. It

was a research center with a relatively brief history—not even

a century old— but it was already globally networked.

And within this research center existed the transcendental

group known as the Seven Fools. Seven individuals selected in

turn by the selected “seven on the verge of the answers to the

universe.” They were the true “geniuses among geniuses.”

One of these seven individuals was Sonoyama Akane-san.

She had beautiful black hair, cut ruler-precise to lend her

an air of intellectualism. She was tall for a woman, with a

stylishly slender build. There was no part of her that wasn’t

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overflowing with elegant femininity. She was a Japanese

woman scholar of the highest order.

The ER3 System is relatively unknown in Japan. The fact

that the ER3 itself is so exclusive is no doubt part of the

reason for this, but the main reason is likely that the

uncategorizable nature of the center doesn’t fit with the

Japanese way of doing things. But nevertheless, Akane-san

had, as a pure and innocent Japanese woman (and in her

twenties, no less) risen to the ranks of the ER3’s Seven Fools.

It would come as no surprise if one day she was a household

name in Japan.

Now, this may all beg the question: if I’m just a “pure and

innocent” Japanese person, too, how come I know so much?

But there’s no special reason, really. It’s not that I’m

particularly well informed, it’s just that the ER3 and I have

crossed paths a bit.

You see, in preparation for the long-term, ER3 System

implements a study-abroad program to educate the youth of

the next generation. For five years, beginning with my second

year of junior high school, I participated in that program, so

naturally I knew of Sonoyama Akane’s reputation as one of

the Seven Fools, as well as her “above the clouds” existence.

And that’s why I was so surprised to discover Akane-san here

on this island. I’m not at all the type who surrenders

unconditionally at the first sniff of authority or talent, but I

can’t help but be nervous. What exactly do you say to one of

the Seven Fools?

I was sitting there, all clammed up, when Akane spoke to

me. “By the way, that blue-haired girl—Kunagisa-chan, I

mean.”

“Ah. Yes?”

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“She’s just lovely. Last night I had her do some

maintenance on my PC. She’s incredibly skilled, isn’t she? We

have techies at ER3 as well, but I’ve never seen one with

such… mechanical precision. She made it look like routine

work. This may sound rude, but for a moment I wondered if

she was really human. I was sure Iria-san would absolutely

adore her.”

“Ah, really? I hope she wasn’t a bother or anything.”

She let out a chuckle. “You sound like a baby stroller.”

A baby stroller. Once again I had suffered an unfounded

assessment. “You mean a babysitter?”

“Well, they both mean the same thing, yes?”

“A stroller is a kind of carriage.”

“Ah, right,” she nodded.

For all her evident ability in math and science, it seemed

Japanese was not Akane-san’s forte.

“Well, either way. She was no bother at all.”

Well, duh.

“Then again, she seemed a bit of the socially awkward

type. I don’t think she listens when people are talking. And as

a result, my PC evolved about two generations.”

“But that’s actually the improved Kunagisa. She used to be

terrible to talk to. Just starting and stopping whenever she felt

like it. It was pretty rough for me.”

“Hmm. If you want my opinion, I think there’s a certain

charm to her unapologeticness.”

“Eh, I’m not sure I agree on that.”

“Have it your way.” Akane-san shrugged. “By the way, I

also heard from her that you were in the ER program.”

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“Huh.” That blabbermouth had let the cat out of the bag! I

thought I told her to keep that quiet. Not that I wasn’t fully

aware there’s no point trying to keep that girl quiet.

“You should’ve told me. We could’ve had quite a chat. I

feel as if we’ve wasted two days. I don’t suppose you were

holding back by any chance? Please don’t get me wrong, I’m

not such a big deal.”

“No, it’s not that… I guess it was just hard to bring up.

And also, even though I was in the program, I quit midway

through.”

The program is a ten-year study. I dropped out after my

fifth year. From there I returned to Japan and reunited with

Kunagisa. Luckily I was already qualified as a high school

graduate from my second year in the program, so I was able to

transfer directly to Kyoto Rokumeikan University.

“It’s still a big deal. Regardless of what a sprain it became

for you…”

“That’s a ‘strain.’ ”

“Regardless of what a strain it became for you, the ER

program’s entrance exam is a great obstacle to have overcome.

You should have a little more pride about your

accomplishments.”

The ER program’s entrance exam was unusually difficult.

Even in the application guidebook it said, “There are no perks.

This does not guarantee your future. No one will come to

rescue you. We offer only an environment in which you may

sate your intellectual curiosity,” yet still elite candidates from

around the world gathered to take the test. So it was true,

merely passing the test was something to boast about.

But.

I hadn’t completed the program.

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“There’s no point if you drop out halfway. End results are

everything in this world.”

Actually, I happen to think everything in this world is a

result… Or are you one of those ‘a genius is a genius is a

genius’ people?” She had the slightest bit of sarcasm in her

tone. “A genius is not a rose. In Japan, you often see people

who take pride simply in the effort they give, don’t you? ‘I’ve

endured great hardships, regardless of the end results,’ they

say. They say there’s merit in effort alone. I think that’s a valid

outlook. Saying ‘I worked hard’ is a fine conclusion in and of

itself. What I have a problem with is lowlifes who spout

absurdities like ‘I could have done that if I wanted’ or ‘I

couldn’t do it because I just wasn’t trying’ or ‘I said I can do it,

but that doesn’t mean I will.’ That’s all ridiculous. There

really are all sorts of people in this world, huh?”

“I didn’t try because I couldn’t do it.”

“Hmm, hehehe, you know, you’ve sort of got this worldweary

quality about you.”

“It’s probably just modesty.”

“Bingo.”

The right part of her lip curled up in a half-smile and she

produced a pack of cigarettes from her pocket. In graceful,

fluid motions, she put one in her mouth and lit it.

“Wow, you smoke? I’m surprised.”

“Are you the type who doesn’t like women who smoke?”

“Well, no, not women particularly. Smoking is bad for your

health, you know.”

“Health is bad for your smoking, you know,” she retorted,

slowly exhaling smoke. There’s that Seven Fools wit, I

thought, but she smirked with embarrassment. “It’s a stupid

argument, huh? Don’t mind me. It’d be awful if you ended up

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thinking I was that kind of person,” she said. “Shall we change

the subject? You know, I was actually in Japan all the way

through high school.”

“Really?” I was a little surprised. But if you thought about

it, it was really no mystery. “Which high school?”

“Just your average prefectural school. It wasn’t particularly

well-known. I was in the girls’ karate club back then. I didn’t

like it at all at the time, but in retrospect it was really fun.

Gee, that takes me back. It’s already been more than ten

years… The skirts back then were this long. I didn’t have the

best grades, but I was good in math and English. That’s why I

ended up at an overseas university. My family was very against

it, but I defied them. After all, don’t they say ‘if you love

someone, set them ablaze’?”

“No.”

“Anyway, it was like that, so in the end I cut myself off

from my family and crossed over to America on my own. It

was a hell of a big move for someone like me back then.”

And thus she ended up in the Seven Fools. Maybe

Cinderella was in this story, too.

“So you do like math. I had a feeling.”

“Well, you know, I don’t dislike it. In high school I liked

how there was always one concrete answer, no vague

components, so math was all I did. I liked clear-cut things. But

in college, at the ER3 System, I came to realize that wasn’t

necessarily the case. It’s just like shogi or chess. You just have

to get a checkmate, but there are an infinite number of ways

to get there. I felt as if I had been swindled or something.”

“Like when a lover shows an unfamiliar side of themselves

to you?”

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She laughed as if to say, “A romantic idea, but not exactly.”

“But I was also a little touched, you know. In my high

school days, I always figured math wouldn’t be of any use

once I got into the real world, but in fact there really are cases

where you have to use calculus and cubic equations and such.

You use factorials in everyday life. I was definitely touched by

that fact.”

“I understand.” I nodded.

I really did.

She smiled in a satisfied way. “Are you a math person, too?

On average, men are much more likely to be mathematically

inclined than women. Because of the way their brains work.”

“Is that so?”

“Well, based on statistical data.”

“Sounds like sexist data to me.”

Besides, statistical evidence is pretty unreliable. If you roll

a die one hundred times and it lands on six every single time,

that doesn’t necessarily mean it’ll be a six the next time, too. I

told her this, but she protested.

“If it lands on six one hundred times in a row, it’s a die that

only lands on six. It’s too significant a difference to be written

off as a coincidence or leaning odds. Male-female statistics are

kind of like that, too, though. Hehehe, so you’re a feminist.

Or are you just being polite around me? Well, unfortunately

I’m not a feminist. Listening to talk about expanding women’s

rights and women’s liberation makes me sick to my stomach. I

mean, right? They’re obviously spouting nonsense. Sure, it’s a

man’s world, but it’s not gender equality we need, it’s equal

opportunity to apply our abilities. Men and women are so

different that you can practically call them genetically separate

creatures. So I believe they have separate roles. Of course,

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that rests on the major assumption that your role and what

you want to do are separate, and the minor assumption that if

you have to choose between the two, what you want to do

should come first. Ah, and maybe the medium-sized

assumption that you can do what you want to do first. But

saying you can’t do anything sounds like a convenient excuse

to me.”

“There’s also the factor of environment.”

“Environment, huh? But was there ever an age when

women were forbidden from writing, or from sculpting?

Regarding recent trends, I’ve become more inclined to

sympathize with men. I feel as if they’re closer to my own

point of view, but also, until the modern day, the workplace

was always exclusively man’s domain, right? So it’s no wonder

they got angry when women wanted to butt in.”

“They were just righting a wrong. That’s just tough luck for

the men.” I wondered why I had to take the feminist stance.

“Hmm,” she nodded. “Maybe you’re right. I don’t really

know. But I can understand why women get angry at men,

too. Even though they’re just carrying out their roles and

we’re just carrying out ours, they still act all big about it and

put on airs. It’s no wonder women get angry. Just so long as

they don’t try to mix me up into anything. I guess what I truly

want is for feminists to just do it away from me. Whatever the

case may be, women are inherently a boring breed. Just like

you men. Hmm, come to think of it, there were more men

than women at ER3, too. Within the Seven Fools, five were

men.”

“Increasing returns, huh?”

“Eh?” She seemed taken aback. I’m afraid I don’t know that

word. What is it, some kind of dieting thing or something?”

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“It means Beta lost to VHS.”

“Ah, you mean the bias that occurs in economics. That’s

right, to return a once male-biased world to equilibrium,

you’d have to go through quite a bit of hardship. Really, there

wouldn’t be any problems if men and women weren’t always

acting jealous of each other. But nobody gets it, do they? And

yet they claim there’s no difference between separation and

discrimination.”

“You know, Akane-san, coming from you this all sounds

convincing. I guess you must be going through ‘quite a bit of

hardship’ yourself.”

“Never,” she said flatly. “I just make a little effort.”

It was a loaded statement.

Suddenly I recalled something I had wanted to ask

someone ever since I first learned of the Seven Fools’ existence

at ER3.

“Say, who’s the number one smartest person in the entire

ER3 system?”

In other words, who was the smartest person in the world?

Akane-san answered with little deliberation.

“Number two is Froilein Love.”

“And number one?”

“Come on, kid, you expect me to list everyone?”

Huh.

“Kidding, kidding. Hmm, to answer your question

seriously, the person I respect the most, or in other words the

person I place above myself and all others, is probably

Assistant Professor Hewlett. He is number one for sure.”

Almost unspeakably accomplished, he was the single

greatest mind of the last century, and probably this one as

well. The first and probably last man to master every subject

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when he was still in his single digits. Granted special criminal

immunity by the president, he used his superior intellect to

serve the good of the nation.

If Akane-san was like a god to me, Assistant Professor

Hewlett was the very fabric of the universe.

“If he had been a woman, he probably would’ve changed

history,” she said, looking off into the distance. It was a

curious look of admiration.

“Sorry for the wait!” With expert timing, Hikari-san

appeared, pushing a cart. On top of it sat my breakfast. With

experienced hands, she placed it in front of me, followed by a

knife and fork on either side. “Please take your time,” she said

with a bow and radiant smile, and then went off somewhere

once more. It seemed she still had lots of work to do.

Nine pieces of deep-fried risotto balls on lettuce. Fish soup,

salad, and a sandwich made with Italian bread. Plus coffee.

“That Sashirono-san is hot stuff, huh?” Akane-san

muttered, eyeing my meal.

Sashirono Yayoi.

She ran the mansion’s kitchen, but she wasn’t an

employee. Indeed, she was one of the geniuses who had been

invited to the island. Having already been here for over a year,

at this point she was the longest-running guest. There was no

doubt that many of the elite visitors to the island had come in

hopes of trying her cuisine.

Officially, her specialty was Western cuisine, but she could

just as skillfully do any other type, whether it be Chinese,

Japanese, or what have you. She was a cooking master with

whom no one in the culinary world wasn’t familiar—or so

went the tales about her. Personally, I was just as ignorant

about cooking as I was about art and academics, so I had sadly

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not even heard of Yayoi-san until visiting the island, but

having the privilege to try her dishes three times a day plus

between-meal snacks, even I came to know of her

extraordinary culinary prowess.

The typical image that accompanied a first name like

“Yayoi” is either that of a stuck-up know-it-all or a short,

spunky girl, but this Yayoi-san fit neither description, instead

turning out to be a boisterous and lively woman with short

hair. With a polite manner about her, she was the unarrogant

type, despite being called a genius. She was also probably the

only down-to-earth person on the whole island besides me.

Likewise, she was the second-most pleasant person to talk to.

Incidentally, Hikari-san was first. Nah, I’m just babbling.

Word had it that Yayoi-san possessed some power that

allowed her to make any food better than any other cook, but

just what was it? I was curious to know, but had yet to

inquire. She spent most of the day in the kitchen (I think

that’s what you call a shut-in) so opportunities to speak with

her were rare.

I noticed that Akane-san was hungrily eyeing my risotto

balls. After a moment of my refusing to speak up, she

transferred her gaze to me. Something about her eyes was

slightly different from before. Like those of a carnivore

hunting wild game.

“Have you ever heard that people originally didn’t

acknowledge any numbers past seven?”

“Well, I…”

Apparently, all numbers past seven were simply thought of

as “a lot.” I had also heard in my program training that this

was the fundamental reason why the “Fools” were limited to

seven people.

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“Yeah, so just looking at things objectively, if your nine

risotto balls turned into eight, I don’t think it would be such a

great loss.”

“And?”

“You’re a sharp guy, huh? A good match for a girl like

Kunagisa.”

It’s not like that between us.”

“Don’t change the subject. Are you trying to get me to

kowtow to you? Fine. Sashirono-san’s risotto balls are

delicious, so gimme one. You happy?”

I slid my plate to her without saying anything.

Akane-san began to gleefully pop down the risotto balls,

one after another. Before you knew it, they were all gone.

Apparently by “one” she meant “one plate.”

Well, I was never one to eat a whole lot in the morning

anyway. I was supposed to eat for Kunagisa, too, but it was

awfully cruel of her to leave that to me.

Switching channels, I made my way to the sandwich and

salad. Not to be too generic, it was really good. If you said this

was the only kind of food that was served at the island (and all

of it free, no less), no genius would decline. Surprisingly, even

Akane-san was evidently in that boat.

“Now then, to get back to the subject you’re so slyly

avoiding,” she said, wiping her mouth with a napkin, “if it’s

‘not like that’ between you two, just what is your

relationship? If you were just friends, you wouldn’t have come

to this island together. You have school to worry about.”

Indeed, by coming to the island I had missed every day of

class since the school entrance ceremony. Incidentally, I also

missed the entrance ceremony. In other words, well, yeah.

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“I met her before I was in the program. So there’s a blank

of five years.”

“Mmm, and when you got back she turned out to be a

cyberterrorist, huh? That’s a sordid little tale.”

Indeed.

I saw it coming even when we were thirteen years old.

Nevertheless, reuniting with her after my five years of study

abroad, I was honestly surprised at how little had changed

from the old days. Anyone would be surprised to suddenly

return to their early teens. Of course, that was just how things

seemed. In reality, she had become much more human in

terms of personality.

Our relationship.

Asked flat out, it was a tough question to answer.

Kunagisa needed me—that much I knew. However, it

didn’t really have to be me. It would be extremely difficult to

explain the circumstances that surrounded us. To do so, I’d

have to explain a lot about Kunagisa herself, and I didn’t

especially want to do that.

“Mmm,” Akane-san nodded.

“I haven’t talked with Kunagisa-chan all that much, but it

seems to me she has too many shortcomings to go through

everyday life… Hmm, I guess I shouldn’t say shortcomings.

It’s not like she’s defective. But her focus is just so skewed. It

reminds me of my friend whose kid is a savant.”

Savant—in French, it means a person with wisdom. I was

aware that Kunagisa, too, used to be called a savant. I

probably knew too much about her.

“So she probably really does need someone like you looking

after her. There’s no doubt about that. But I mean, how does

that make you feel?”

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I didn’t have an answer.

“It seems like you two have something of a codependent

existence,” Akane-san continued.

“Codependent existence?”

She tilted her head as if to say, “Haven’t you heard the

word?”

“It’s a symptom of addiction that affects human

relationships. Like, for example, let’s say there’s a recovering

alcoholic who has a caretaker by his side. He needs that

caretaker, and the caretaker devotedly looks after him. But

when that devotion goes to extremes, it’s a sign of

codependency. They get drunk on serving. You even see mild

cases of it in romantic couples. Needless to say, it’s not a good

thing. You end up putting each other to waste. I’m not going

to say you two are like that, but you might want to take care.”

“Sure.”

“Few things are as meaningless as prolonging a failed

relationship. But still, I’m full of nothing but awe for

Kunagisa-chan’s talents. Even at ER3 they’re using software

that she created. Er, ‘they’ created, rather. But certainly I

never imagined I would meet her in a place like this.”

“Why are you on this island anyway?”

It wasn’t like the Seven Fools had the emptiest schedules in

the world.

“No real reason,” she said after a few moments’ silence. It

was a strangely blunt response, and it bothered me a little.

“But more important, even if you’re not the best player, you

at least know the rules to shogi and chess, right? Why don’t

we have a game while we reminisce a little more about ER3?”

“Sure.”

A shogi challenge with one of the Seven Fools.

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Sounded interesting.

“But not without looking. My memory is famously bad.”

Not the greatest reputation to have, if I do say so myself. “If

we can change locations, I’m in.”

“I’ve got a board in my room. It was the first thing I bought

when I got back to Japan. Hmm, I’ve actually got some work

to do this morning. How’s this afternoon?”

“Sounds good… Ah wait, I can’t. I’ve already got

something.”

“Oh? Meeting up with Kunagisa-chan or something, huh?

Well, if that’s the case, what can you do.”

“No, with Kanami-san.”

Boom.

Akane-san’s expression grew unusually stern.

Damn it, I’d forgotten. When I had first arrived on the

island, Hikari-san had been kind enough to let me know that

Akane-san and Kanami-san were on catastrophically bad

terms, but because of my famously bad memory I had

forgotten.

“Hmph. We’re pals, so I’ll give you a bit of advice. You

shouldn’t hang around with someone with such a vulgar

occupation. Lowering oneself like that is stupid, you know?”

“Akane-san, you really hate Kanami-san, don’t you?”

“No. There’s no reason for me to embrace any feelings of

like or dislike toward that woman. But artists truly are a

despicable race. Hmph, seriously!” She banged her hand on the

table. “There’s nothing I hate more than painters. They’re the

most inferior race in existence. Compared to them, thieves

anti rapists look like Jesus. All they do is dab a little bit of

paint on something with a little brush and they think they’re

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so damn great. A little red, a little blue, and poof, it’s a

‘masterpiece’! Hah! Anybody can do it!”

It was as if she had turned into another person. It was such

an abrupt transformation, it almost made you wonder if a

painter had once stolen her research materials or something.

“Ah, sorry,” she said, returning to her normal self upon

noticing my stunned expression. “I guess I got carried away.

Not that I’m going to take any of that back, but I know it’s no

fun listening to someone gripe about someone else. I think I’m

going to go cool off,” she said, her words racing, then helped

herself to the rest of my coffee and made for the door. It

seemed she was regretting losing her head like that. Even if

she wasn’t going to take it back.

Once I was alone, I let out a sigh.

Man, I had been nervous. I’m not that used to holding

conversations with people in the first place, much less

Sonoyama Akane of the ER3 Seven Fools. No sweat, right?

Well, aside from that blunder at the very end, we were

actually able to hold a much more natural conversation than I

would’ve imagined, so I guess I should’ve been happy. And

maybe, sometime in the next four days, I would get to have

that game of shogi with her.

I let out another sigh, but there was no time to snooze.

Having finished breakfast, I decided to pay yet another visit to

Kunagisa’s room, but not a second later, Maki-san appeared in

mid-yawn. Fully dressed in outdoor gear, which she

complemented with a high ponytail, she looked very much

like she had come to this island on vacation.

“Ba baya baya baya baya bahhh,” she hummed cheerfully as

she strolled over and took a seat by me.

“Good morning.”

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“Hello.”

“No no no, you gotta say ‘good morning’ when you greet

someone in the morning. Ah, wait, is it not still morning?

You’ve been up since six, so it probably feels pretty late to

you, wow. As for me, I have extraordinarily low blood

pressure, so I can’t be like you,” she said with another big

yawn. I gave the usual nod and “yup” combo. There was no

point in asking how she knew when I woke up.

I was once again nervous, this time in an entirely different

way than when I was with Akane-san.

Himena Maki-san.

Of course she wasn’t just here for the surfing. There was a

solid reason for her being on this island.

Maki-san’s occupation was fortune-telling. Just as Kanamisan

was a painting genius and Akane-san was an academic

genius, Maki-san was known as a genius in the world of

fortune-telling.

Now that’s a real talent, huh? I thought to myself.

That aside, I wasn’t a big fan of Maki-san.

We had had a bad first impression of each other.

“You’re a fortune-teller? I’ve never met one of those

before. So how does my fortune look?”

It’s not like I actually cared all that much about my

fortune. I just figured that since she was a fortune-teller, it was

the socially appropriate thing to say. Normally any person

would be thrilled to have the conversation turn to their field

of expertise. As Churchill once said, “I want to talk about

what I know, but people only ask me about what I don’t.” I

just didn’t want to be one of those “people.”

That’s just an excuse though.

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But after hearing my question, Maki-san sneered, and said,

“Well, give me your year, month, and date of birth; your

blood type; and the name of your favorite movie actor.” I

answered, but all the while wondering what possible

connection my favorite actor could have to my fortune,

birthday and blood type aside. In any case, I had forgotten my

blood type, and I didn’t really know a lot of movie actors, for

that matter, so I just made some answers up.

“Okay, I see. Then, take this,” Maki-san said, producing a

slip of paper from her pocket and handing it to me. And with

that, she left.

I opened the paper fortune and took a look. My date of

birth along with the blood type and actor I had just given were

inscribed on it in Mincho font.

“You were tricking me, weren’t you?”

After that, I went to check with Kunagisa about it. “I figure

it’s some worn-out magic trick where the pocket has hidden

slips of paper with random numbers written on them or

something,” I said.

“Mmm-mmm.” Kunagisa shook her head. “No way. That

might work for playing cards, but for something like this there

would have to be too many. Plus, she would’ve had to look

you up beforehand. It’s not like she could’ve guessed you

would lie about your blood type and favorite actor.”

And then Kunagisa gave me the Himena Maki lecture. It

seemed that although uneducated folks like myself hadn’t

heard of her, Maki-san had actually made quite a name for

herself in the fortune-telling world. She didn’t do those

supposedly therapeutic horoscope-style “cold readings” like

you see in magazines, but rather used her skills to advise

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bigwig politicians and corporate clients, never making much of

a spectacle of herself.

Himena Maki, master fortune-teller.

“Also known as a good self-promoter,” I commented.

Kunagisa seemed to think of her that way, too.

Her catchphrase for her: “The telepath who knows the

past, the future, human beings, the world, and all inside it.”

“What’s a telepath?”

“She’s super-powered,” she said aloofly. “She’s got

extrasensory perception.”

“Huh?”

“ESP. Super abilities are divided into the two categories of

ESP and PK. What Maki-chan’s got is ESP. Retrocognition,

precognition, and telepathy. In translation, retrocognition

means she can see the past. Precognition means she knows the

future. Telepathy means she can read your psyche.”

“Wait a sec, I don’t follow. Slow down. Tomo, Maki-san is

a fortune-teller, right?”

“Occupationally, yes. Using her special abilities. That’s all.

Being able to run fast isn’t an occupation, right? But being an

athlete is. Being good with your hands isn’t an occupation,

right? But being a craftsman is. Special abilities are just

abilities, but fortune-telling is an occupation.”

“Ah…” I nodded. “So Maki-san…”

“Yep. She read your thoughts in advance, even before she

asked you those questions.” She flashed a bright smile.

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“Superpowers, huh?” I muttered softly so as not to be heard

by Maki-san, now sitting next to me in the dining room. I

recalled my conversation with Kunagisa. Her previous

explanation had sounded somewhat convincing, to be sure,

but…

Now, sitting next to this sleepy-eyed, spacey woman, it

was really hard to imagine she was a fortune-teller. She just

seemed like some drowsy chick with low blood pressure.

“I told you I’m a fortune-teller, but you seem to be

dissatisfied,” she said, suddenly shifting her glance toward me.

For some reason, she seemed to be picking on me a little ever

since our first encounter. “Perhaps you’d like me to go walking

around with a black hood and crystal ball. Should I speak to

you in vague, cryptic terms about your impending doom? You

just take everything at face value, don’t you?”

“I don’t think that’s the case.”

“Yeah, I’ll bet. I know all about it,” she replied, shaking her

head. “Well, whatever. You don’t matter anyway.”

“I don’t matter?”

“Yup. You’re the Japanese representative of things that

don’t matter.”

In other words, the most unimportant guy in Japan. It was

a terrible thing to hear.

“But I’ll give you one piece of advice out of the kindness of

my heart. Your impression of me is quite out of line. And

that’s not all. The ideas you hold about the residents of this

island are all out of line. And that includes Kunagisa-chan.

More important, it looks like you intentionally adjust all your

beliefs when you’re talking to other people. That’s surely a

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very comfortable way to live, but I wouldn’t call it a wise

one,” she rattled off at me as she let out another catlike yawn.

For the last two days, I had gotten the same earful of gripes

every time we met. And I couldn’t say she was all that far off

the mark, either. Her remarks were so accurate, I wondered if

she really was using telepathy.

I’ll be honest: I found her really creepy.

“Oh, I’m sorry for being creepy.”

With that said, she stormed off in the direction of the

kitchen, presumably to get her breakfast.

So as not to let this opportunity slip through my fingers, I

immediately made my way out of the dining room and back to

Kunagisa’s room. As I expected, she was still face-to-face with

her workstation. It didn’t seem right to be such a shut-in while

also being a guest in another person’s home, but I guess we

just had different values.

Kunagisa looked back at me.

“Oooh, Ii-chan. Welcome back. How was it? Did you run

into anyone?”

“Almost everyone. Today I’ve seen everyone except

Teruko-san and Iria-san. Oh yeah, Yayoi-san, too.”

But having eaten her food, I felt as if I had met her.

“Hmm, well, that’s almost perfect.”

“What is?”

“Your score in the Meeting Everyone on Wet Crow’s

Feather Island by Mid-Morning Contest.”

What a crappy-sounding contest.

But anyway.

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There were currently twelve people on the island. Artist

Ibuki Kanami-san, chef Sashirono Yayoi-san, Sonoyama Akane

of the Seven Fools, fortune-teller Himena Maki-san, and

engineer Kunagisa Tomo. Then there was Sakaki Shinya and

myself, the tagalongs. Then there were the original residents

of the island, starting with Akagami Iria, who owned the

island and the mansion, plus head maid Handa Rei-san and

the three all-purpose maids, Chiga Akari-san, Chiga Hikarisan,

and Chiga Teruko-san. A total of twelve people.

In an ordinary-sized house, things would’ve already gotten

quite cramped, but in this oversized palace, there was still an

excess of space.

That’s when I remembered.

“Hey, Kunagisa. How long were you planning to be here

again?”

“Another four days. So for a week, yeah?”

“Shinya-san was asking me about something.” I explained

to her what Shinya-san had talked to me about. The rumor

about Iria-san’s favorite jack-of-all-trades coming to town.

Kunagisa, however, seemed uninterested, tuning out the

majority of my story.

“Is that really important? It’s all really vague information,

so it’s hard to say. but I don’t think we really need to meet

this person. I didn’t really come here to meet any geniuses,

and I’m not really interested.”

“Well, yeah, but, hey, speaking of that, I’ve been meaning

to ask for a while, why exactly did you come here? If you’re

not interested in that kind of thing, what were you so

interested in?”

I couldn’t figure why someone who hated leaving the

house as much as Kunagisa did would accept an invitation like

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this. She tilted her head a bit, and after a moment’s pause

said, “Eh, just ‘cuz.” A nonanswer. “There’s no particular

reason, really. Or are you the type of guy who always needs

there to be one for everything?”

I shrugged.

No way.

“As long as there’s a network, it doesn’t really matter

where I am. Home is the best in the end, though,” she said in

spite of still being on vacation.

Well, whatever. She was just being her usual whimsical

self. I didn’t particularly mind, and it wasn’t like I was

supposed to, either. I sprawled myself out on the pure white

carpet and stared up at the chandelier on the ceiling. Man,

what an unrealistic scene. Then again, if you asked me what

would be a realistic scene, I wouldn’t know what to say.

Kunagisa looked at me sprawled on the floor. “Ii-chan, I

don’t suppose you’re bored?”

“I’m bored with life.”

“Y’know, that’s really unattractive.”

Huh.

She laid it right out for me.

“If you’re free, why not read a book? I brought a few.”

“A book, huh? Whatcha got?”

“Um, a Japanese-English dictionary, the Statute Books, and

a modern Japanese dictionary.”

“Man, bring that stuff in digital form.”

Who has fun reading that kind of stuff?

Oh, right. She does.

Half giving up and half fed up, I rolled over.

“Huh? Ii-chan, your watch is broken, isn’t it?”

“Eh?”

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I took a look at my watch. That’s right. Come to think of

it, I had meant to ask her to fix it. After running into so many

people this morning, I’d forgotten all about it.

“Lemme see. I’ll fix it for you.”

“Here. Maybe the battery’s dead.”

“Hmm…” She held the watch up to the light. “Nope,

something else is wrong. Did you bump it into something

hard? Anyway, I think it’ll be a quick fix. But you know,

wristwatches have become sort of an anachronism these days.

Most people just get by with their cell phone. Huh? Speaking

of which, where’s yours?”

“I left it at home.”

“You should bring it. That’s what makes it a mobile phone.”

“But what if I dropped it?”

“Well, I guess, but—”

“And it would be out of service here anyway. It would take

a phone like yours to get any signal here.”

Kunagisa uses a phone that receives signals from relay

satellites anywhere in the world. Even on a deserted island in

the middle of nowhere, her phone didn’t know the meaning of

the phrase “out of service.”

Of course, it didn’t come cheap. It was a terrible waste of

money for an antisocialite like Kunagisa, but she wasn’t the

type to give much thought to such matters.

“Hmm, maybe so. Well, it’s not like being an anachronism

is a bad thing.”

She narrowed her big eyes and placed my watch next to

the computer rack.

Just then there was a knock at the door. Kunagisa showed

no response whatsoever, so I had no choice but to open it

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myself. The visitor was none other than Hikari-san, cleaning

supplies in tow.

“Hello. Thanks so much.” I invited her in.

“Yo, Hikari-chan, ciaooo!” Kunagisa welcomed her with a

full-faced grin. Hikari-san responded in likewise fashion. For

some reason these two girls were strangely friendly with each

other. They just plain got along. It’s a rare thing for someone

to be able to become so friendly with Kunagisa in such a short

period of time, so I couldn’t help but be a little surprised.

“What are you up to, Tomo-san?”

“I’m making some game software right now. I’m creating

an application that converts text to music. I figured I’d give it

to Iria-san as a memento of my visit.”

“What kind of game is that?” I said.

“Well, shall I explain? Okay, um, okay, so, Ii-chan, what’s

the longest book you’ve ever read?”

“I quit halfway through The Tale of Genji and Don Quixote,

so… Tolstoy’s War and Peace. Man, that was long.”

“Okay. So let’s say you converted that whole book into a

text document, whether by using a scanner or by typing it all

by hand. Then you do a digital-to-analog conversion, like

where ‘i’ is ‘do,’ ‘ro’ is ‘re,’ ‘ha’ is ‘me,’ and so on. If you do

that, you end up with the ‘War and Peace Song.’ For that much

text, it would probably come out to around… an hour,

maybe? Of course, in reality it’s more complicated than that.

The code conversions and sessions and everything have to be

wholly consistent. But still, it turns books into music. Sounds

fun, right?”

“Well, definitely sounds interesting, anyway. What

programming language are you using? VB? C?”

“Machine language.”

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An extremely basic-level coding language. I didn’t think

anybody used that kind of language these days.

“Man, it’s like you can communicate with the machine like

it’s just some close buddy of yours.”

“Heh heh heh.” she laughed, just a little boastfully.

Seemingly even more ignorant than I about computers,

Hikari-san wore an inscrutable expression, not revealing

whether she was following the conversation, and said nothing

more than “Wow.”

“Seriously,” I said. “But what’s actually fun about this

game? I guess I don’t really get it.”

“Making it is fun.”

It was a solid reason. I couldn’t object.

Hikari-san listened with apparent interest, but then seemed

to remember something. “Oh, right.” She turned to me.

“Would it be all right if I cleaned your room later on? I

stopped by the storeroom a little earlier, but you were out.”

“Sure, no problem.”

I sure didn’t know what cleaning there was to be done in

that room, though. Hikari-san politely thanked me and

resumed cleaning Kunagisa’s room.

After a single sweep of the room, she stopped and

crouched to the floor with a sigh.

“I apologize. I’m just… a little exhausted.”

“Why not take a break?”

“No, I’ll be fine. Rei-san would get mad anyway. I’ve said it

before, but she’s so strict. I’ll be fine. I’m peppy. That’s my

one positive trait. I’m fine. Please forgive me for causing you

concern,” she said firmly, then exited the room.

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I let out a sigh. “Sure seems to have it tough. Maybe it’s

just my assumption, but seeing her like that, it seems as if

she’s bearing an awfully big load on her own.”

“Do you feel a little like you’re watching yourself?”

“It’s not like that, but y’know, I do feel a bit of sympathy

for her.” She did seem to be miserable, after all. Rei-san and

Akari-san seemed to have a distinct division in their heads that

this was just “work,” but Hikari-san didn’t seem to be able to

mentally process it that way. It was like the concept of work

hadn’t been figured into her internal “circuit.” Perhaps there

were circumstances surrounding that.

As for the other maid, Teruko-san, I wasn’t sure what she

was thinking, so I couldn’t comment.

“Everybody’s suffering through something, Ii-chan,”

Kunagisa said knowingly. “Everybody knows hardship, or even

if they don’t, they’re at least exerting effort somewhere.

Hikari-san, your pal Nao-kun, Akane-chan—everyone. If

there’s anyone who lives without suffering or exerting effort,

it’s probably me.”

After having lunch, I headed for the atelier as promised.

Kunagisa claimed, as usual, not to be hungry and headed to

bed shortly after noon. She was a chronically sleep-deprived

little techie.

“Wake me for din-din, please. I hafta see Iria-chan and

stuff,” she said.

I knocked on the atelier door, waited for a response, then

turned the knob.

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The floors were uncarpeted hardwood. In some ways it

reminded me of the art room in my elementary school, except

of course that this room wasn’t lined with scarred-up desks

and there weren’t any fake-looking plaster sculptures. It

wasn’t as big either. The total area of the atelier was probably

around half the size of the room Kunagisa was staying in.

“Welcome. Take a seat over there,” Kanami-san said, after

briefly staring at me in cold silence. Shinya-san must have

been in his room or someplace, as Kanami-san was the only

person there. I walked past a shelf containing paint and paint

supplies and took a seat as told.

I faced Kanami-san. “Thanks for doing this.”

I couldn’t deny that she was a pretty woman. With blond

hair and blue eyes, she was like one of those “well-bred young

ladies” you see in old films. An intellectual, at that. And even

more, she had artistic talent. It was like she had God’s favor.

No, maybe I can’t say that.

She had bad legs, and until a few years ago, she couldn’t

even see. I guess it would be pretty damn low of me in all my

able-bodied good fortune to gripe. But on the other hand,

Kanami-san herself didn’t seem to view her condition as a

handicap or disability.

“God is fair. If I had been able-bodied, it would’ve

conversely been unfair to ordinary people.” “Legs are just a

decoration.” “Even when I gained my eyesight, my world

didn’t really change. The world looked just as I’d thought.

Natural selection and fate have unusually bad taste.”

All of these are quotes from Kanami-san’s art books.

Kanami-san sat in a round, wooden chair just like the one I

was sitting in. She was in a dress, so it looked mildly

uncomfortable, I noticed.

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“Kanami-san, is that what you wear when you’re painting?”

“Are you doubting my fashion sense?”

Her face grew subtly more stern. It seemed that this was

no joke. She was actually miffed. I scrambled to weasel my

way out.

“No no, I didn’t mean that. I was just thinking your clothes

might get dirty.”

“I don’t go and change my clothes every time I paint

something. Up to now, I’ve never dirtied my clothes even once

while painting. I’m not an idiot.”

“Oh, I see.”

I guess it was like being an expert calligrapher. In

retrospect, getting paint on your clothes is probably a pretty

amateur blunder. To Kanami-san, one of the top artists in the

entire world, the mere suggestion was probably rude.

I shrugged.

“But is it really okay painting someone like me?”

“What’s that supposed to mean?” she snapped with the

same stern expression. She seemed to be in a pretty awful

mood. Or no, maybe this was her default setting.

“Er, no, it’s just that, won’t it decrease your worth as an

artist?”

Like, for example, it was probably safe to say that Kunagisa

had technological skill like no one else in the world. However,

she only ever used that technology for fun, so the number of

people who actually acknowledged her as amazing and

brilliant was extremely small.

“Authority comes from results. Not doing and not being

able to do are the same thing.”

Apparently that was Kunagisa’s case.

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I figured it was the same with painters. If you just choose

your subjects randomly and mess around all the time, it’s hard

to get other people to acknowledge your worth as an artist.

But Kanami-san renounced my ideas.

“Didn’t I just tell you I’m not an idiot? Do you have a brain

at all? I don’t go around choosing subjects. You know, if you

keep your mouth shut, people won’t see how stupid you are,

so why don’t you do just that?”

My heart sank.

“I just… I hate that kind of thinking. It makes me want to

puke. ‘Oh, there were no good subjects to paint.’ ‘My model

was no good.’ ‘The environment was all wrong.’ ‘That’s not

the kind of subject I should be painting.’ And it’s not just with

painters either. Even you know people who say obnoxiously

egotistical things like ‘Oh, this isn’t what I want to do’ or ‘Oh,

I don’t know what I want to do,’ right?”

“Yeah, I do.”

Yeah, myself.

“For god’s sakes,” she sighed. “I hate people who bitch

about what they want and don’t want to do, putting their own

ineptitude on a pedestal. I want to tell them to stop living like

pricks. I don’t mean they should all die, but they should be

more humble. Just paint anything and stop whining all the

time. I don’t care if it’s some boring jerk or a pile of bug guts.

I’d turn it into gorgeous art.”

Regardless of how sweet and pretty she looked, she sure

was full of herself. She was so uncompromising that she didn’t

even forgive others who compromised.

Being compared to a pile of bug guts wasn’t my favorite

thing in the world, but if she could paint that, surely she could

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paint me. It seemed that making any further thoughtful

comments would just end badly, so I decided to stay quiet.

I noticed that behind Kanami-san was a canvas. An

underangle view of the cherry blossom tree was drawn on it in

pencil. The one she had been looking at this morning with

Shinya-san.

It was so precisely drawn, it was like a monochrome

photograph. With about ten million pixels. No, that’s dumb.

There was no need to cheapen such an intricate drawing with

that kind of metaphor.

I pointed to the picture. “When did you draw that?”

“This morning. Got a problem?”

It was early morning when she was observing the tree. That

was about five hours earlier. In other words, she had drawn

this amazingly detailed picture in a mere five hours. A

drawing like this should’ve taken at least a week to complete.

Without thinking, I shot her a skeptical expression. She

grimaced back at me audaciously.

“Only idiots spend three or four months doing something

you can finish in a week. Idiots or lazy people. And since I’m

neither, I did this picture in three hours. It doesn’t take me

any longer than that.”

Huh.

Being the pure embodiment of laziness myself, this was

painful to hear. It stung. I wished Kunagisa could’ve heard it,

too.

“Right? Even you have to agree a little, too, right?” she said

in a cruel tone, demanding my concurrence. I couldn’t help

but feel as if she were attacking me with a direct insult. And I

doubt that was just a false impression.

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“Uh, no, well, I mean… yeah. Er, but anyway, you’re really

good.”

“Yeah, sure,” she answered, completely uninterested in my

generic praise. It really was an exceedingly bland comment for

me to make, in retrospect. You’re really good. It sounds like

something a five-year-old would say.

“Uh, so, Kanami-san, you do detail pictures?”

“I do all kinds of pictures. Didn’t you know?”

Oh yeah, I’d put my toot in my mouth again. The woman

before my eyes was Ibuki Kanami-san, the woman artist who

denied having any style and took no stance. Whether it be

detailed or abstract, there was no picture she couldn’t or

wouldn’t paint.

She squinted just one eye at me. “I don’t get hung up on

one style. It’s not a rule set in stone, but getting too hung up is

just plain crazy. It’s nuts. If there’s one thing in life I want to

do as I please, it’s painting.”

“You may be right, huh?” Unable to argue or concur, I

settled with a simple nod. Perhaps able to see through me, she

returned my nod with a contemptuous sneer.

“Hey, have you ever seen my art?”

“Well, a few times in some of your art books. But owing to

my ignorance, this is the first time I’ve seen it directly.”

“Hmm, and what did you think of it? Not the art book

stuff, but that cherry blossom one.”

To me, Kanami-san’s question was a bit of a surprise. I

never figured that so-called geniuses cared much about other

people’s opinions of them. Starting with Sonoyama Akanesan,

none of the people at ER3, including that deplorable

group of study-abroad participants, had any vanity or desire

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for glory, and nobody cared about how they looked in other

people’s eyes.

“I know my worth better than anyone else does. I don’t

need to sit here and be evaluated by a bunch of brainless

slackers.” This was their unanimous way of thinking. Probably

why I wasn’t a big fan of theirs.

“Um,” I said, groping for an answer, “well, it’s a very pretty

picture.”

“A pretty picture, huh?” she repeated my line. “You know,

there’s no need to try and flatter me. I won’t get mad.”

“Well, it’s just that I don’t really have much judgment or a

critical eye for this kind of thing. But yeah, I think it’s a pretty

picture.”

“Hmm… pretty?”

She wore an utterly disappointed expression as she stared

at her canvas. She muttered something to herself.

“Pretty… prettyprettypretty. That’s not the kind of

compliment you give to art.”

“Eh?”

“Hmm, you don’t get it, huh? Damn, I really don’t want to

do this. What a waste.”

She let out a heavy sigh, hunched over a bit, and picked up

the canvas.

She lifted it up over her head…

…and smashed it into the hardwood floor.

The sound of splintering wood.

Of course, it wasn’t the floor that had broken.

“Hey, wh-what are you doing?”

“As you can see, I’m disposing of my screwup. Ah, why did

it have to come to this?”

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That decidedly should’ve been my line. She stared down at

the shattered remains of her canvas, a sorrowful expression on

her face, and let out another sigh.

“Geez, it looked like it would’ve been worth about twenty

million one day.”

“Twenty million yen?”

“Twenty million dollars.”

Different unit.

“Of course, we’re talking about several decades later.”

“Artists can be pretty reckless sometimes, huh?”

I couldn’t help but feel guilty that my crappy comments

had invited this disaster.

“You shouldn’t feel like you did something wrong. This is

my responsibility. I’m not the kind of imbecile who pushes

her own responsibilities onto other people.”

“But I’m just an amateur. You didn’t have to do something

like that based on the opinion of an amateur.”

“It’s not art if you get to pick who looks at it,” she insisted.

So that’s how it was.

I could understand that.

Her words and her manner were filled to the brim with

spitefulness, but to be sure, this woman was an artist to the

bone.

“But it was so realistic, it was just like a photograph.”

“That’s not a compliment either, you know. Listen, if you

have a habit of complimenting people by saying ‘it’s just like

blah blah blah,’ I think you’d better quit it. It’s really an insult

of the highest order. If you absolutely have to box everything

into a style, though, I guess there’s no hope.” She turned back

toward me. “I suppose I can understand why you say it was

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like a photograph, though. After all, photographs originally

spawned from drawings.”

“Is that right?”

“Yeah. You didn’t know?” She raised an eyebrow at me.

It seemed saying, “You didn’t know?” was her habit.

“The person who invented daguerreotype photography was

a ‘factual artist.’ Apparently the study of perspective is related

to the invention of the camera. You’ve heard of the camera

obscura, right?”

Heard of it, yes. The so-called dark chamber. The

phenomenon where if you make a hole in one spot on the wall

of a pitch-black room, the outside scenery will project onto

the opposite wall. It was quite an old technology, dating back

to the days of the Roman Empire, and even having been

mentioned by Aristotle. Supposedly it was the origin of the

camera.

“It was just one invention used to create accurate images.

The main idea behind perspective is to ‘show things the way

they really look.’ That’s how the French artist Courbet put it.

He also made such realist remarks as ‘I’ve never seen an angel,

so why would I paint one?’ It goes against my philosophy,

though. If you get a kid to draw something, it never has any

perspective or depth, right? Everything’s just displayed in the

foreground. The size of objects is also chosen at whim, so for

example a house and a person are the same size, or the most

important thing is drawn the biggest. In other words, what

they’re putting on the canvas isn’t what the objects look like,

it’s how the objects feel. If you believe that drawing pictures is

a form of personal expression, then I think that’s the correct

way to do it. If you think about it like that, a drawing that

looks just like a photograph isn’t a good drawing at all, is it?”

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“Wow”

As soon as she had broken out the professional lingo, I lost

my grip on what she was talking about. And with all her

chitchat she hadn’t even started setting up to paint. When was

she planning to get started already?

“Though truth be told, photographs aren’t such an accurate

representation of reality either. If you edit a photograph well,

it’s not hard to fool people. Maybe they’re not so different

from paintings, in the sense that they’re both selective.”

“Uh, Kanami-san, were you going to draw me?”

“Right now I’m memorizing.”

Just as I thought I was about to be called incompetent

again, she spoke to me with unexpected gentleness.

“Maybe you didn’t know? I’m the type who has to do her

work alone. When I’m with other people my focus goes

wacko.”

She sounded like Leonardo da Vinci. Artists who don’t

look and paint at the same time weren’t the kind of thing you

heard about every day, but they weren’t the most uncommon

thing in the world either, so I wasn’t particularly surprised.

“So when I do portraits, I just have to rely on my memory.”

“You can do that?”

“To me, memory and perception are synonymous.”

Now she sounded like Hannibal the Cannibal.

“Let’s just stay and talk like this for the next two hours.

Then I’ll start painting after you leave. Ah, after I redo this

cherry blossom picture, that is. I want to turn it into

something at least you can comprehend. For your painting, I’ll

need to put down two layers of color, so it’ll take a little while

to draw. I should be able to give it to you tomorrow morning.”

“You’ll give it to me?”

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“Sure. I don’t need that kind of painting. I have no interest

in paintings that are finished. I’ll sign it, so if you sell it you

should be able to make something decent. Of course you

could always destroy it if you don’t like it, but that seems like

a bit of a waste. It should be worth about fifty million.”

What a materialistic conversation.

Sigh.

“Hey, by the way, I hear you’re on bad terms with Akanesan,

is that right?”

“That’s right. Or really, it’s sort of a one-sided hatred on

her part. As an individual, as a scholar, as a researcher, as a

member of the ER3 Seven Fools, I personally have nothing

but goodwill and respect for Sonoyama Akane, but…”

“But? What’s that supposed to mean?”

She gave a little smirk. “As for ‘just plain’ Sonoyama

Akane, I despise her.”

Two hours later.

After leaving Kanami-san’s atelier, I headed for Kunagisa’s

room. She was in bed, but evidently she had awoken at some

point and fixed my watch. In a world-class prank, she had

changed the digital face so that the numbers were displayed

backward, but at least it seemed to be working, so I stuck it on

my left arm, patted the sleeping Kunagisa on the head, said

thanks, and headed to Akane-san’s room.

“Play me,” she challenged, and then said with a delighted

smile, “I’ll give myself a bigger handicap.”

With that, she lined her side of the shogi board with chess

pieces.

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“It’s a Japanese-Western compromise.”

“Kinda like two different martial arts styles, huh?”

Handicap notwithstanding, I was thoroughly trounced.

Seven times in a row.

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If you blind yourself to the fact that your opinion is

entirely wrong, you’re essentially right.

I bludgeoned the slumbering Kunagisa awake, forced her to

wash her face, and tied her hair up in pigtails for her. Then

with her still half-asleep, and me half carrying her, we headed

to the dining hall, where everyone else from the mansion was

already gathered.

Round table, two empty seats.

I helped Kunagisa to her seat and then sat down next to

her. As I settled in my chair, I took a quick look around the

table at each person.

Out of the twelve people present, the most eye-catching

person—and I’m not sure whether or not this goes without

saying—was none other than the mistress of the house,

Akagami Iria-san. The concept of beauty is wholly subjective,

varying from one person to the next, so to say Iria-san was

beautiful would probably be pointless. If I say she was

beautiful, that was simply something I personally felt and

nothing more. Besides, Akari-san the maid was way more up

my alley, as long as we’re talking about personal preferences.

Uh, but none of that matters.

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Seriously.

To give something more objective, Akagami Iria was a

classy woman. She wore her pretty black hair in a roll,

coupled with an expensive-looking dress. She was actually

somewhat mismatched, but her excessive classiness more than

made up for it. She seemed to be around the same age as me,

still in her twenties, but man, upbringing and lineage really do

have their effects on people. Of course, there’s always other

factors as well, but those things are important for sure. That’s

always been the case.

Akagami Iria.

The black sheep granddaughter of the Akagami

Foundation.

“Well then, now that Kunagisa-san is here, shall we

commence with the best part of the day?” She put her hands

together like a little kid. “Chow down.” It seemed she was

fairly immature emotionally. It was probably safe to say she

wasn’t the most worldly person out there, but it was probably

just as well to her.

Incidentally, this island, where people were largely free to

do as they wished, had a single rule: “We all eat dinner

together.” It was a simple rule that shouldn’t have been hard

for anyone to follow, but indeed, quite a few so-called

geniuses had failed to do so and ended up leaving the island.

There are a lot of similarities between a genius and a person

with no common sense or decency.

Iria-san sat with two maids on either side of her. On her

left were Teruko-san and Rei-san. On her right, Akari-san and

Hikari-san. There was no way to distinguish between Akarisan

and Hikari-san, so I couldn’t tell which one was which.

Theoretically one would’ve been able to tell them apart by

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their facial expressions and gestures and such, but for the

nonobservant type like myself, it was a challenge. Kunagisa

seemed to be able to distinguish between the two (which was

no mystery, since it was Kunagisa, after all), but depending on

the conversation, she seemed to have trouble distinguishing

who was Iria-san. Nobody seemed to mind.

“Now then, everybody raise your glasses… cheers!” she said

almost as if singing, her glass raised high in the air. Everyone

else, including myself, did likewise. But it bore mentioning

that my glass and Kunagisa’s glass were filled not with wine,

but with juice.

After all, we were underage.

A number of dishes were set beautifully around the table.

They were the proud masterpieces of chef extraordinaire

Sashirono Yayoi. I’ll start with the dish closest to me and go in

that order:

Crowned lamb roast, cappuccino-based sweet potato soup,

foie gras terrine with truffle gnocchi, steamed blue mussels,

Belgian eel simmered in green sauce, pickled herring, whale

meat sashimi, sauce-covered ravioli, ostrich meat carpaccio,

fruit salad, potato salad with egg, and, finally, oil-sautéed

mushrooms.

Yup, I was clueless.

Probably because Yayoi-san had created each dish

specifically to cater to the respective tastes of each guest, even

after hearing the names, I had no idea what I was eating. But

that was neither here nor there. It’s not like a name has that

profound of an influence on the thing itself.

I think.

After all this, there was said to be dessert as well. If you

thought about it, it was really a copious quantity of food. And

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with Yayoi being the culinary maestro she was, the food was

so delicious that I all but entirely neglected to watch my

weight. Granted, Yayoi-san had apparently factored that into

her cooking.

“After factoring in the nutritional value, it’s still this

amazing. She really is a genius,” I muttered to myself more

than a couple of times.

Speaking of which, I had spoken to Yayoi-san a bit during

lunch. When I had gone to the dining hall, she happened to be

the only other person around, so I used the opportunity to

inquire about the popular rumors about her.

In other words, what was this secret power that allowed

her to make any dish better than any other chef?

That was the question.

Upon hearing it, Yayoi-san gave a curious smirk.

“I’m afraid reality doesn’t quite live up to the legends.

Unlike Himena-san, I don’t have any sort of wild superpowers.

Basically, it’s just effort and discipline.”

“Really?”

“Well, I suppose I can imagine what might have started

such a rumor. My senses of taste and smell are a little, well, a

lot stronger than the average person’s.”

She flicked out her tongue. “To give an anecdotal example,

ah, okay, like Helen Keller. She was blind, but they say she

could distinguish between people just by their smell. I’m a

little bit like that. My sense of smell isn’t quite that amazing,

but, for example…”

She took my arm and, without warning, licked the palm of

my hand. I never would have dreamed things would have

ended up like this, and I nearly let out a yelp, though

somehow I managed to suppress it.

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With her tongue still out, she gave an Einsteinish grin.

“You’ve got type AB blood, don’t you?” she said. “Negative,

right?”

Being so told, it occurred to me that she was right. A

public health doctor once told me, “You have an extremely

rare blood type.” So Yayoi-san was right for sure, but…

“You can really tell all that just by licking my skin?”

“Well, by licking your sweat, to be specific. My tongue can

distinguish between approximately twenty thousand flavors,

dividing them into twenty levels of intensity. My sense of

smell is probably around half that good, I suppose.” She tilted

her head thoughtfully. It was a cute mannerism. “I’m not

smart like Sonoyama-san; I’m terrible at art, unlike Ibuki-san;

I’m not particularly skilled with machines like Kunagisa-san; I

certainly don’t have special powers like Himena-san; and

there’s not much else I’m any good at, but I’ve had just this

one strong gift since I was a kid. I figured becoming a chef was

the only way to take advantage of it.”

Perfect taste, they call it.

It’s like the taste version of perfect pitch, except perfect

taste isn’t something you can acquire with training. In other

words, Sashirono Yayoi-san was, to just come out and say it,

one of the lucky few chosen by God. Among the highly

skilled, there are two types of people: those who are chosen,

and those who choose themselves—those who were born with

it, and those who work for it. Of course, Yayoi-san had

“discipline and effort,” but she was evidently the former type.

So the path of a chef was not really something she had

chosen. She had been born with this gift, and for that reason

had gone on to study gastronomy, travel to the West, and

polish her inborn talents even further.

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The idea of flavor ultimately stems from each individual’s

ability to judge taste. How well a person can utilize and take

advantage of flavor as if it was their own possession—that was

largely connected to one’s skill as a cook, and well reflected in

Yayoi-san’s own cooking.

Well, that’s the chopped logic of it, but it doesn’t mean

much practically. To put it a better way, Yayoi-san’s cooking

was damn good.

If you thought of the round table as a clock with Iria-san

sitting at twelve o’clock, then Sashirono Yayoi-san was at

three o’clock next to Teruko-san and Rei-san.

At four o’clock was Sakaki Shinya-san. As you would

expect from the man who had long been employed as

Kanami-san’s caretaker, he looked not the least bit

intimidated, and was actually rather stately-looking.

Then next to him sat Ibuki Kanami-san at the five o’clock

position. Behind her was her wheelchair, which she had likely

used to come to the dining room. She didn’t seem to be in a

particularly bad mood, but she didn’t look very cheerful

either.

At six o’clock was Kunagisa. This meant she was sitting

directly across from the mistress of the house, Akagami Iriasan.

That was more than enough to make me nervous, but

really that didn’t matter; to Kunagisa, the word nervous didn’t

even exist in the Japanese language.

Then in lucky seat number seven sat myself.

Next to me at eight o’clock sat Sonoyama Akane-san of the

Seven Fools. She was completely immersed in the devouring

of Yayoi-san’s cuisine. She had much more of an appetite than

you might expect. Of course, she was a human being before

she was a scholar—whether or not she would admit it

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herself—and you can’t live if you don’t eat, but even if you

disregarded that, she was a serious eater. Even I felt satisfied

just watching her eat. It seemed to me that Yayoi-san must’ve

been really proud to see her devouring her food so delightedly.

Next to Akane-san at nine o’clock sat the fortune-telling

master, the one with ESP superpowers, Himena Maki-san. At

some point she had apparently changed clothes, and was now

adorned in an entirely different fashion than this morning. She

wore a halter-neck striped shirt with a pale, pink cardigan and

sheep-printed cropped pants. Her hair was up in twin

ponytails. Possibly because she noticed me looking at her, she

looked back at me with a strangely unpleasant sneer and sank

her teeth into some roast lamb. It was an expression that said,

“I know everything, but I’m not saying anything,” and it made

me wholly uncomfortable.

It never ends.

At ten and eleven o’clock sat Akari-san and Hikari-san.

Teruko-san was completely silent and mostly expressionless.

She just placed food in her mouth like it was a mechanical

process. For someone to be able to eat this food without any

sort of reaction, it made you wonder if she had any sense of

taste. In the face of the three sisters’ air of youthfulness, Reisan,

in contrast, had the look of a mature, uptight career

woman. I hadn’t heard her talk much, but judging from her

appearance, she seemed to be the strict type, and I had heard

the corroborating sob stories of Hikari-san several times by

now.

So there you have it.

That’s all twelve people.

Lucky number?

With a face like this?

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Just babbling again. What kind of meaning lay in things

like that? I was very obviously standing out here. You could

even call me the black sheep. Then again, there had never

been a place where I didn’t stand out. Not Kobe, not

Houston, not Kyoto, and not even on this island.

In this wide world, there’s only one me.

Eh, whatever.

I like loneliness.

No bluff.

Even if I was bluffing.

“Oh by the way, if I can change the subject…” Iria-san said,

bringing the individual conversations that had been developing

up to now to an immediate halt. The power to direct the table

conversation lay in Iria-san’s hands alone. It was the selfish

privilege befitting an upper-class girl.

She continued, raising her voice.

“It seems there are already rumors floating around, so I’ll

go ahead and make the announcement. This is about the next

guest. The latest genius to grace this house.”

All eyes were on Iria-san. Well, all except for Kunagisa,

who continued to chow down on whale meat. To deliberately

try and capture that girl’s attention was quite a difficult task.

“I’d like to emphasize that our new guest is the possessor

of such extraordinary, glorious talent that it even bears

comparison to you all. I’d like very much to welcome this

person, so please cooperate, okay?”

Each person gave a personalized reaction. The part about

bearing comparison to everyone seemed to really shake things

up. With everyone seemingly restraining themselves, only the

very ordinary Shinya-san dared speak up.

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“Question. Just who is this person? I don’t really know a

whole lot just from the rumors I’ve heard, but they say it’s a

real jack-of-all-trades. Is that right?”

“You could say that. We’ve only met once before, but,

yeah, once was enough. This person is my hero.” She gazed

up, evidently deep in thought. “A truly heroic existence, to

me. Like a detective in a mystery novel or a monster in a

monster movie.”

A monster?

I could feel my eyebrows raise of their own accord. Iria-san

had just dropped a reference to monster movies, but was that

really an accurate description of this person? That wasn’t the

kind of vocabulary you typically used to describe a person, and

even if you did, it definitely wasn’t a compliment.

“That’s quite the hard sell. Sounds like we can expect quite

a bit from this individual,” Shinya-san said with a boisterous

chuckle. “I hear this person can do all sorts of things… such as

paint wonderfully and so on?”

“I’ve never seen it, but I wouldn’t be surprised. I imagine

something as simple as painting a picture shouldn’t be a

challenge.”

As you’d expect, this seemed to have wounded Kanamisan’s

pride. She looked a little bit—by which I mean

ridiculously—miffed.

“Might we possibly be graced with knowing the name of

this superior specimen, Iria-san?” Kanami-san said. Her tone

had a bite to it.

I had thought of this that morning as well, but Kanami-san

really did have a lot of pride. That’s not necessarily a bad

thing, but it’s not strictly a good thing either. Far be it for me

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to cast aspersions about the way Kanami-san chose to live, but

to say the least, I knew I could never live like that.

Iria’s expression suggested that she didn’t understand why

Kanami-san was so mad (and in reality that probably was the

case), and she answered plainly, “Aikawa-san.”

Pure dumbfoundedness.

At this point, Kanami-san seemed like the stupid one.

“Owing to an extremely busy schedule, Aikawa-san will

only be staying here for three days, but everyone, please be

friendly. Aikawa-san is a big deal to me. You could even call it

love.”

Iria-san’s cheeks turned bright red. Seeing that childish

mannerism, her audience was thrown even further into

bewilderment. It felt like she could’ve made any demand,

however bossy, and everyone would’ve forgiven it. She

innately had that sort of air about her.

Probably her lineage to blame again.

“Even still, Aikawa…”

I’d never heard the name, ignorant as I was. I looked over

at Kunagisa to see her reaction, but she was still eating. When

that girl was focused on something, she was always like that.

More incorrigible than a child and harder to handle than an

animal. Well, then again, at least she knew how to sit in a

chair.

“Oh, I’m so looking forward to it. To think Aikawa-san is

coming again. I’ve asked so many times. It’s like a dream. Oh,

what if it really was a dream?” she said as if in a daze. Judging

from her current state, Iria-san must have been pretty headover-heels

for this Aikawa guy. It was like she was talking

about the man she had been in love with for years and years.

She spoke his name with great reverence.

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“Ah, speaking of which, Kunagisa-san,” she said, turning

the conversation toward Kunagisa. “You were going to leave

before then, isn’t that right?”

“Hmm? Oh, yup yup,” she responded. She never stopped

moving the chopsticks she held in her hands. The fact that she

was holding a chopstick in each hand was enough of a

testament to her bad table manners. “Yup, four more days.”

“That’s really too bad. It’s going to be such a great

opportunity. I’d really like you to meet Aikawa-san. There’s

really no way?”

“Afraid not. I’m from a world where once you’ve planned

something you can’t change it. They even call me the Living

Time Table. Ii-chan, too, of course.”

Don’t drag me into this, I thought. Coming to this island in

the first place was never part of my “time table.”

Iria nodded with a truly disappointed look on her face. “Is

that so? Say, could it be that you’re not having a good time

here? It doesn’t seem like you’ve left your room much.”

“I’m from a world where people don’t leave their rooms

much. But no, I’m having fun. Lots of fun. I can have fun

anywhere, anytime, all the way.”

Her words made me stiffen a bit. There was no

exaggeration in what she said. For someone who’s so

completely immersed in their own world, there’s never a time

that isn’t fun. And what of all other emotions? How tragic

must it be to always be having fun, no matter where you are?

That was something I already knew the answer to.

“Ah, is that so?” Iria shrugged. “But Kunagisa-san, surely

even you would find some value in meeting Aikawa-san.

Meeting a person like that, you’re bound to find some

inspiration.”

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As if she had been waiting for the perfect timing, Kanamisan

broke into the conversation. “Being influenced by another

person is proof of one’s mediocrity. Of one’s impotence. How

ridiculous. I don’t know what kind of person this Aikawa is,

but I sincerely doubt there’s any need to meet him.”

“Now now, is that a fact?” Playing devil’s advocate with

Kanami-san was the obvious choice, Sonoyama Akane. “I

spent several years surrounded by the finest minds in the

world, and I know for a fact that if I hadn’t had that

experience, I wouldn’t be where I am today. You can better

yourself just by spending time with brilliant people.”

“The ER3? What a joke. You must be stupid. Why would

anyone ever want to bind themselves to such an organization?”

Kanami sneered.

“I don’t consider that I’m binding myself. Everyone is free

to move about as they please and help hone one another’s

skills.”

“ ‘Free?’ Don’t just throw that word around. An

organization with no restrictions isn’t an organization at all. In

the end, even you were just a member of the hierarchy, isn’t

that right? What a crock. I’ve been here on this island with

you for a while now, but I certainly don’t feel as if I’ve

become any more refined. If anything, my worth is

decreasing.”

They glared at each other. To act this way in front of a

whole group of people, they really were childish. I was a little

bit appalled.

The maids tried their best to mediate, but Iria-san had a

look of pure delight on her face as she watched the dueling

pair, so they retrained from stepping in. This kind of situation

wasn’t really my cup of tea. Meanwhile, Yayoi-san looked

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fairly indifferent as well, while Maki-san looked entirely

unimpressed, and Shinya-san seemed to have written the

whole dispute off as an everyday occurrence. It was amazing

that not a single person there could stop them.

Ah, wait, there was someone.

Just one person.

“After all, Ibuki-san, humans are a colonial species. People

such as yourself who act like bums and expect special

treatment all ought to rethink their lifestyle, if you ask me,” I

said.

“I suppose that means you can’t function without being

surrounded by other people. People aren’t migratory fish, you

know. And I don’t expect special treatment. I just don’t put

myself down. I live honestly, and assess things as they really

are,” Kanami snapped.

“Hmm, I wonder.”

“ ‘Hmm, I wonder’? Ah, more vague questions. You think

you look clever by taking an ambiguous stance without ever

clearly stating your opinion. Yeah, real clever. ‘I wonder,’ ”

Kanami said.

“This is a little hard to listen to.”

A voice.

It was Kunagisa.

She pouted her lips out like a sulky kid and looked at

Kanami-san.

“This is hurting my ears, Kanami-chan, Akane-chan.”

In an instant, she had drawn everyone’s attention. Nobody

had expected Kunagisa, of all people, to say that.

I had had quite a few experiences with Kunagisa in the

past, so it wasn’t beyond imaginable. Kunagisa Tomo hated

watching people fight quite a bit. Considering her usual

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happy-go-lucky attitude, it might have been a little

unexpected, but it did make some sense. She was a fun-loving

girl, which meant she didn’t like situations that weren’t fun.

The logic was as simple as that.

“I’m sorry. I went too far.” Somewhat surprisingly, it was

Kanami-san who apologized first. In turn, Akane-san couldn’t

help but acknowledge that Kanami-san, too, was a prominent

woman of respectable status.

“I was wrong, too,” she said, awkwardly avoiding eye

contact.

They both hung their heads and stared at the floor.

Though the atmosphere was still distinctly awkward, at least

the fiasco seemed to be over.

Until Maki-san ruined it completely.

“This is gonna get worse before it gets better,” she

muttered with an icy voice and audacious grin. Just what was

this fortune-teller chick trying to butt in with, now that things

had finally settled down? Meanwhile, Iria-san’s eyes were

twinkling with excitement.

“Is that a prophecy?” she asked. “What do you mean it’s

going to get worse before it gets better? This is so fascinating.

Will you tell us?”

“I won’t. I’m not saying anything. Nope.” As she spoke, she

cast a sideways glance in Kunagisa’s direction. “I’m not quite

so arrogant as to get the rest of the world involved.”

“What’s that supposed to mean?” I protested without

thinking. As for Kunagisa, she had already turned her full

attention back to nutritional intake. It was as though this

really was nothing more than a simple annoyance to her.

“Maki-san, what do you mean by that?”

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“There’s no meaning. Just like there’s no meaning in your

actions. You know, you’re, wow, so you’re the kind of guy

who’ll get angry for the sake of a complete stranger, huh?

That’s not a very good thing. It’s not bad, per se, but it’s not

good.”

“Oh my, and why is that?” Iria-san said, stepping into our

conversation. Or rather, maybe I was the one on the sideline.

“I think it’s wonderful to be able to get angry on behalf of a

stranger. That’s not so common in the world nowadays.”

“That’s because people who can expose their emotions for

the sake of someone else are the same people who blame

things on others when something goes wrong. I despise people

like you.”

It had to be the first time in quite a while that someone

had spoken that harshly right to my face. Slowly, she brought

her glaring gaze to meet my eyes.

“You just let yourself get carried along by other people.

You’re the type of person who ignores traffic lights just

because everyone else is doing it. You’re an abominable

excuse for a human being. They often say ‘harmonize without

agreeing,’ but in your case, young man, it’s like you’re

agreeing without harmonizing. I won’t say that’s bad. I won’t

say anything as to that. One’s identity and one’s worth are not

always connected. A train that runs along a track is better than

a train that doesn’t. So I won’t say anything as to that. But I

hate people like you. I despise them. People like you always

blame things on others, never acknowledging their own

responsibility.”

Just carried along with the flow.

To be sure, that is how I lived.

However…

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“I don’t recall…”

I hated it.

Meeting Kunagisa, I had grown thoroughly repulsed by it.

“I don’t recall you telling me that, Himena Maki-san.”

“Oh, are you angry? Gee, your boiling point’s a lot lower

than I expected. Are you the type who has mood swings all

the time?”

“Ii…”

Eat me.

Go screw yourself.

Go screw yourself go screw yourself go screw yourself…

Go screw yourself, bitch…

“Ii-chan.”

Tug.

Kunagisa yanked on my sleeve.

“This isn’t worth getting angry about.”

Kunagisa Tomo.

“Okay.”

I felt a chill go through my body. The power drained from

my body. It was beyond weakness, closer to exhaustion. I

slumped in my chair.

“Sorry. I was just joking, ‘kay?” Maki-san said to Kunagisa

with a terribly sweet smile.

And so dinner that day was a bit of a disaster. Of course, the

two days prior hadn’t exactly gone off without a hitch either,

but the intelligence of this jack-of-all-trades seemed to have

shattered something. This Aikawa-san’s coming visit to the

island was becoming something to dread. Granted, I wouldn’t

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be there when it happened, so I didn’t really have much to do

with it.

Nevertheless, I had no idea why Maki-san was digging into

me so much. Certainly I hadn’t made a great first impression

on her, but that couldn’t have been the only reason at this

point. It was obvious that she hated me, but that wasn’t

reason enough to be harping on me so aggressively like this.

The opposite of affection is not animosity, but apathy. If

she just didn’t like me, she wouldn’t go so far out of her way

to pick on me like this. Why, out of this entire group of

brilliant people, would Himena Maki specifically target a

boring, ordinary person like me? We didn’t have anything to

do with each other.

It was strange.

Brooding over the subject in my mind, I didn’t think for a

moment about Maki-san’s prophecy of the “worsening of

things.” If I had given it some thought, it’s not likely that

anything would’ve gone differently anyway, but looking back,

I can’t help but regret that a little.

I guess there was nothing I could have done about that,

though.

After all, only Maki-san could have regretted things before

they happened.

It was already past ten o’clock when I borrowed Kunagisa’s

bath to freshen up. Kunagisa sat in front of her PCs in the

revolving chair, but all three terminals were turned off. She

just wanted to spin. Must’ve had a strong stomach.

“You take a bath, too.”

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“No.”

“I don’t care about tonight, but take one tomorrow.”

“No.”

“Tomorrow I’ll strip you down, tie your hands and feet,

and throw you in. If you don’t want that, you’d better do it

yourself.”

“Awww, what a drag.” She half rose out of her chair to

stretch. “I envy fish. They don’t ever have to take baths.

Hmm, but I wonder if they get cold in the winter. Oh oh oh,

by the way, have you heard this before, Ii-chan? So, like, let’s

say you’re keeping a fish in a fish tank. And say you gradually

raise the temperature of the tank. Like you raise it so

gradually that the fish doesn’t even notice. Eventually the

water gets so hot that it’s boiling, but the fish’s body has

gotten used to the gradual change, so it can go on swimming

without even noticing how hot the water is. It sounds like a

lie, but it’s for real. Now, Ii-chan, what lesson can we gather

from this?”

“That global warming isn’t a problem.”

“Ding ding ding!” She looked utterly amused. What a

peppy chick, I thought, then without warning, she completely

collapsed. Face-first, belly-down, without breaking her fall.

I flinched.

“Owww. That hurt.”

No doubt.

“What the hell are you doing?”

“I’m hungry…”

“You just ate a freaking feast.”

“That doesn’t matter. I missed breakfast and lunch, so I

probably haven’t eaten enough. I slept all afternoon, so I don’t

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have to sleep again until tomorrow, but I guess you really have

to make sure you sleep and eat properly.”

“Human bodies aren’t made for that kind of treatment.”

“I guess I’m not human then. Let’s get something to eat, Iichan.

Will you tie my hair up first?”

“I think Yayoi-san’s probably already back in her room. She

gets up early, so don’t you think she’s already sleeping?”

We couldn’t just go wake her up so she would make some

dinner. We had to remember that she was a guest, too.

“Hikari-chan is probably awake though. Hikari-chan’s

cooking is delicious, too, in a Hikari-chan kinda way. If Hikarichan’s

asleep, too, Ii-chan, you can make me something.”

“Why me?”

“Well, ‘cuz you look so a-meow-zing from behind when

you’re cooking.”

“Ehehehe,” she laughed naughtily, still facedown.

“Okay okay okay. Fine fine. Understood, Miss Tomo. First

I’ll tie that hair up, so get over here.”

“Oh me oh my.”

I tied her hair in a loose ponytail. Then we left her room,

heading for the living room.

“Ah, by the way, sorry about earlier.”

“About what? Ah, about the thing with Maki-chan. Yeah,

it’s okay. I’ll forgive you. But really, compared to the old days,

you’ve gotten soft. I didn’t think you’d let her off with just a

single comment like that. I wonder if living in Houston

repressed you or something.”

“Yeah, well, living in a desert like that for five years, your

beliefs start to change. I’m not sure if it matters that it was a

desert, though.”

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“You should tell me about it sometime. What happened

over there and stuff.”

“You’ve changed a lot, too. Not so much on the outside,

but on the inside.”

“There’s nothing in this world that doesn’t change. It’s

panta rhei.”

“Handa Rei?”

“The cycling of all things… Ii-chan, you’re supposed to be

smart, so why don’t you know anything?”

“I just have a bad memory. All I want is an average one,

really.” Just enough of one so that I wouldn’t forget the fun

times.

Just enough of one so that I could realize the world is full

of good things, too.

“Ah, Akari-chan spotted,” Kunagisa said, and charged

down the hallway. I looked to see that, indeed, Akari-san was

there. Or really, at this distance there was no way I could tell

whether it was Akari-san or Hikari-san. It was also possible

that it was Teruko-san with her glasses removed. But if

Kunagisa said it was Akari-san, it was most likely her.

By the time I reached them, Kunagisa and Akari-san had

already exchanged a few words. Kunagisa returned to my side

and Akari-san continued down the hall in the opposite

direction. I wondered about her. She must have had work left

to do, even at this hour. If that was the case, she really was

going above and beyond.

“What did you talk about?”

“She says Hikari-chan’s in the living room.”

“Oh yeah? That’s convenient.”

Of course, not everything in the world goes so smoothly.

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When we arrived in the living room, not only Hikari-san,

but also Shinya-san and my arch-nemesis Himena Maki-san

were there. The three of them sat on a horseshoe-shaped sofa,

engaged in lighthearted discussion. On the table were some

glasses and alcohol, plus some cheese on a big plate prepared

as a snack. Hikari-san promptly noticed our presence and

called out with a raised hand, “Ah, Tomo-san!” Having been

spotted, there was nothing we could do. We walked over and

joined them on the sofa.

Awkwardly, Kunagisa quickly snapped up the seat next to

Hikari-san, forcing me to sit next to Maki-san. All the same, I

couldn’t bear the thought of turning tail and running now. It

was dishonorable to flee in the face of the enemy. But Makisan,

seeming to see right through me, greeted me with a

wicked expression. “Welcome to my club,” she said boastfully.

“Sorry about before. I guess I hit a touchy subject,” she

apologized insincerely. “Really, I’m sorry. Anybody would get

mad about such a sensitive subject.”

“It wasn’t a particularly sensitive subject.”

“Oh, it was. It was so pitiful.” She sneered at me. Might

she have been drunk? No, she was like this all the time. In

fact, she was probably more pleasant when drunk. She slugged

down her wine in one gulp, then thrust her glass at me.

“Now you drink, too, boy. Alcohol is good, you know. You

forget all the bad things.”

“There’s nothing so bad I want to forget.”

“And there’s nothing so good you want to remember,” she

giggled. “I don’t think your poor memory is to blame for not

having any happy memories. There are few happy things in

your life, and few sad things. There’s not much of anything at

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all. It’s all empty. It’s an emptiness scarier than darkness.

Ahahaha. Isn’t life fun?”

Retrocognition, telepathy.

It seemed the advertisements about her weren’t just

baloney. She was a damn clairvoyant.

“Give me a break, Maki-san. This is just bullying.”

“Yup. I’m bullying you. Now drink up.”

“I don’t do alcohol. I’m underage.”

“How by-the-book of you. Oh dear, you’re being so cold.

Oh, Ii-chan, you’re so cool! Is that what you want to hear?

That’s weird. I should call you the Boy Who’s Cold Even in

the Summer.”

She put her glass back in front of her with a bored

expression on her face.

Apparently quite starving, Kunagisa scarfed down the

cheese appetizer. She ate with two hands, displaying terrible

manners. Of course, knowing that it would cause no harm in

this situation, it was hard to care about stuff like that.

“It’s supreme, Valencay, and Maroille cheese,” Hikari-san

explained sweetly. Apparently they were all good cheeses to

have with wine. Trying a single piece, I found that it was

indeed delicious, but probably only Kunagisa would be able to

stand a whole lot of it without even so much as some water.

“How did it go with Kanami?” Shinya-san asked me after a

while, cheese in hand. He seemed fairly interested. “Did the

modeling go well?”

“Eh, I suppose. There were no problems, anyway.”

“She’s got a pretty foul personality, eh?” He spoke without

euphemism, about his own boss, no less.

“Oh no, she doesn’t—”

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“Is that so? Well, at least I’ve never met a woman with a

worse personality than that.”

I had.

She was sitting right next to me, drinking up.

“No, she was fine, really… Oh, but she did smash one of

her pictures all of a sudden, and that was surprising.”

He smirked.

“Oh, that… yeah, yeah. When I got back to the atelier, she

was all, ‘Shinya-san, dispose of this garbage.’ I was like, ‘Who

are you, Picasso?’ Sorry about that. That’s just her thing.

Don’t pay any attention to it. That woman’s seen quite a bit

of success without exerting much effort, so she’s very

obstinate. She can’t live without acting like a big shot.”

“Her ‘thing’?”

“Yeah, you know. If she acts like that, she looks like a

world-class artist, don’t you think? Didn’t she say all sorts of

artisty things to you? Sort of snooty things? That’s how she is,

you see.”

“Well, but, that’s her true nature, right? I mean… I

thought it was.”

“Oh, of course. It’s unquestionably her true nature. But she

doesn’t have to say that kind of stuff, now, does she? If she

were a real artist, she wouldn’t talk like that. Kanami is a

genius, to be sure, but she’s miles away from being an artist.

She’s just giving herself an image. At least, that’s what I think.

I’d appreciate it if she would peel away the façade, but you

know how it is.” He looked a little sad. “Seriously,” he

continued, taking a sip of wine. As he wandered slightly off

topic, the glass of wine suited him quite well. It was a little

enviable.

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“That’s the reason I asked you to be her model, too. She

doesn’t do many portraits, you see.”

“Oh yeah? But she was saying she doesn’t choose her

subjects.”

“Well, she doesn’t, but… It’s a taste issue. She hates

people. No matter how she draws them, they complain, you

see. Plus, you know, because she used to be blind, and now

her legs are bad, and above all else she has that kind of

personality, she doesn’t get along well with anyone.”

“That’s how geniuses are.”

The only genius I’d ever heard of who was at all good with

human relationships was Gauss.

People like Michelangelo were all supposedly widely

disliked. But with Michelangelo, it was because he didn’t like

anybody to begin with.

“You don’t have to be a genius to be socially awkward,”

Maki-san interjected with a phony innocent expression.

Ah, indeed.

“That woman has a lot of pride about having reached

where she is on her own. So it’s no wonder she doesn’t get

along with Sonoyama-san.”

Indeed, Akane-san, who had honed her talents in a group

atmosphere at the ER3 system, and Kanami-san, who was a

raging individualist, were practically polar opposites. It was

only natural that they never hit it off.

“It was I who taught art to Kanami-san,” Shinya-san said.

“Her eyes got better, and… you have to understand, back then

she had nothing. No family, no special knowledge to speak of.

So I gave her a brush. I was only trying to comfort her, but

just a month later, she had surpassed me.”

“So you’re an artist, too?”

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I hadn’t heard that.

He shrugged his right shoulder, a little embarrassed.

“After Kanami-san surpassed me, I quit. When Verrocchio

realized da Vinci had surpassed him, he broke his own

paintbrush. I, too, grew to understand his feelings in that

moment. With this person of unbelievable talent right next to

me all the time, there’s no need for me to paint pictures.”

That morning, Shinya-san had told me we were alike. I

didn’t know what he meant until now.

The Sakaki Shinya relative to Ibuki Kanami. It was just like

me relative to Kunagisa Tomo. Though he spoke badly of her,

it was clear to me now that Shinya-san had unconditional

affection for Kanami-san.

“So you’re the kind of guy who does everything for other

people, too, eh, Shinya-san?” Maki-san said, as if reading my

mind (what an analogy). “Of course in Shinya-san’s case,

there’s a charm to it, unlike with some people.”

“And why’s that?”

“He doesn’t go around blaming others.”

She was going to bring me down blow by blow.

“Um, hey hey…” Hikari-san interjected with a worried

look. “Who wants something to drink?”

“Some kind of soda would be good.”

“Certainly, right away.”

She pulled a small bottle of ginger ale out of the living

room fridge and quickly returned. With a bright smile, she

placed it beside me.

“Please enjoy.”

She really was quite the hard worker. I thought it would be

rude to keep fighting like this in front of her, so I forced my

wound-up nerves to relax.

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Gah, there I go blaming things on others.

Damn…

Maki-san had me in the palm of her hand.

“Hikari-chan, gimme a drink, too,” Kunagisa said.

“Certainly!” She went over to Kunagisa with the ginger ale.

“Come to think of it, you’re underage as well, isn’t that

right, Kunagisa-chan?” Maki-san said. “But it’s okay, isn’t it?

How about it? Just one drink.”

“Please don’t encourage her.”

“My my, playing guardian, are we?” Maki-san sneered. “Ah,

how wonderful it must be to be young.”

“But you’re still young as well.”

“No, I’m already twenty-nine.” She spoke as if it were no

big deal, but I was a little surprised. She was always dressed

like such a kid, I figured she had to be about the same age as

Iria-san.

“Wow. So that means you’re the same age as Kanami,”

Shinya-san said. “Then Himena-san, you are still young. You

know, I’m already thirty-two years old. Once you pass thirty,

you really start to feel your age. You get winded easily and

such.”

“Hikari-san, how old are you?” I took the chance to ask.

“I’m twenty-seven.”

“So then, Akari-san is twenty-seven, too?”

“Yup. We’re triplets, after all.”

Twenty-seven… I repeated the number a few times in my

head. Twenty-seven years old. Akari-san and Hikari-san, both

twenty-seven. Maybe this is rude of me, but they really didn’t

look like twenty-seven. I almost wondered if there was some

sort of age-stopping mystery air flowing through the island.

Nah, not likely.

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This wasn’t Neverland.

“Akane-chan is thirty, right? And I think Yayoi-chan is

about thirty as well. Boy, when you sit down and think about

it, everyone sure is young. Iria-chan must really like young,

female geniuses.”

“Pretty lousy hobby, if you ask me.”

Kunagisa nodded in agreement as she crammed her face

with cheese. Apparently having picked up a spicy piece, she

immediately went for the ginger ale and chugged it, but it

looked as if it went down the wrong pipe, and she released a

barrage of coughs. What the hell was she doing?

Shinya-san let out a sigh. “I thought if I brought Kanami

here to cohabitate with other people, she might change a

little. Kind of like when you send a truant kid off to camp. But

this strategy seems to have been off the mark. It was kind of

like a last resort. At this point, she’ll probably be living like

that for the rest of her life.”

Misunderstood by everyone.

Not expecting anyone to understand.

Not relying on anyone but herself.

Eating away at herself all the while.

“Well, that’s one way to live.”

“Look who’s talking.”

I don’t think I even have to mention whose line that was.

“Uh, speaking of which, Maki-san, why are you here on the

island?” Shinya-san said. “I’ve been wondering for a while. It’s

not just a vacation, is it?”

“It is. This place is a sweet deal. You get to live for free,

and you even get money for it. It’s Xanadu. If I use the Net, I

can even still do fortune-telling. It’s a world of convenience.

Nonstop good times.”

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What a crappy excuse for an adult.

And pretty damn crappy, at that.

“I don’t recall hearing your story,” Maki-san said, breaking

my silence. “Why are you on this island then? And please don’t

tell me something like you came here just because Kunagisachan

said she was going.”

Don’t act like you don’t know, bitch.

Seriously, why was she picking on me like that? Maybe she

was really just making fun of me with no objective or reason

whatsoever.

It wasn’t unthinkable.

“Wrong,” she said, then looked over at Kunagisa.

“Fine, assuming guys like you don’t matter anyway, why is

Kunagisa-chan here?”

“Just a whim, just a whim. I don’t go making reasons for

every little thing I do.”

“I wonder.” Maki-san gave a suspicious grin. I didn’t know

what the deal with her personality was, but she seemed to be

getting along with everyone besides me rather well, including

Kunagisa.

“She’s clever, unlike you.”

“Ah, getting sick of this? Getting tense? Hehehe, but I

won’t stop. I’m gonna keep playing with you until I’m bored

of it.”

She wore an absolutely sadistic smile.

I felt like captured game.

“Telepathy, eh? Amazing as usual, Himena-san, but lay off

him,” Shinya-san cut in. “You’ve chased a whole lot of brilliant

people off this island doing that. He’ll be leaving soon enough

as it is, so there’s no need to send him home any faster, right?”

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“Everyone I try to have fun with hates me. It’s

discrimination against people with superpowers, I tell you.”

Superpowers…

They talked about it like it was an everyday thing, but did

such a thing really exist? Indeed, at the ER3 system, as a

“comprehensive” research center, they had even conducted

advanced psychological research relating to super abilities.

Psychokinesis, ESP, DOP, levitation, and teleportation. I had

seen any number of papers on the inexplicable, unobservable

subject in my time in the ER3 program, and even met a

person who claimed it was for real (though he was a phony).

But all I had concluded was that no matter how you

thought about it, that stuff was a bunch of bull. None of those

papers really explained anything, despite how hard they tried

to arbitrarily cram facts into conclusions.

It was what they called “dry love.” The dry love-filled

thesis papers of these phony scientists were, to be fair,

amusing in their own right, but that’s all they were. They

certainly didn’t have what it took to convince someone of

anything.

“That’s just because you have a narrow mind.”

“Have you ever heard of the word privacy?”

“It’s not my fault. I see what I see and I hear what I hear.

And by the way, trying to run away is futile. No matter where

you go, I’ll know exactly where you are.”

“So, you have remote viewing and supersensitive hearing

powers, too!” Kunagisa said. “I know a lot of people with

special powers, but this is the first time I’ve ever met someone

with so many. Multimulti. Amazing.”

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Despite knowing that our pasts, futures, and minds were

all possibly being read right now, Kunagisa was without a care

in the world. Or maybe she didn’t have any secrets to keep.

“I really wanted psychokinesis, actually, but I ended up

gravitating toward ESP for some reason. Too bad… I mean,

doesn’t teleportation seem so convenient?”

Psychokinesis—referred to as PK—and ESP were

academically defined as two completely different abilities. In

mainstream metapsychology, it’s often said that the existence

of ESP can now be proven, though the same cannot be said

about PK. This is because the idea of PK is something

completely inhuman, while ESP is simply an extension of

actual human senses.

“Fortune-telling is about all I can do with just ESP. It’s not

such a useful ability,” Maki-san said with a sigh.

Certainly there wasn’t much she could have done apart

from fortune-telling, but I still felt skeptical about the whole

idea.

“Maki-san, can you prove that you have these special

powers?”

“I don’t think I need to. How would you, for example,

prove that you are you? Would you show us your driver’s

license? Would you be convinced if I had a Superpowers

License? It doesn’t matter anyway. Whether you think it’s

true or think it’s a lie or think it’s something else, that doesn’t

affect anything anyway. Just like my knowing everything

doesn’t change anything.”

“Mmm, I wonder.”

“You sure have a lot of doubt. Ah, okay, how about I give

you your fortune again?” she said out of the blue, grinning at

me.

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Damn, I hadn’t seen this coming.

“You deceived me the first time, after all. Yeah, let’s do it.

It’s a good opportunity for you. I almost never do fortunetellings

for free.”

“I’ll pass.”

“Quick answer. You really hate me, huh? Hehehe, my

mentor always taught me to ‘push people’s hatred onward,’ so

that’s what I do.”

“I can’t help but wonder if your mentor meant something

else.”

“You’re quite a liar, aren’t you?” She began her fortunetelling,

regardless of what I had said.

“You don’t like showing your emotions, but you don’t like

controlling them either, so you have many regrets. Even

though you let yourself get pushed around by other people’s

opinions, you’re quite independent. When faced with a

challenge, you run away without deliberating, but you’re not

dumb. And, you don’t like competition. Sound about right?

“Is that what you people call a ‘cold reading’?” I shot back.

“You could’ve just said anything. Those are all things that hold

true for any person, to some extent.”

“Is that so? Hmm, maybe. Then let’s talk about your

relationship with Kunagisa-chan. What we call a compatibility

reading. Hmm, both you and Kunagisa-chan are the type who

don’t need friends. Yet for some reason you stick together.

And the reason for that is? Oh my, this part is fairly skewed.

You stay by her side because you’re jealous of her. And while

you’re jealous of her ability to express herself freely, she

somehow looks unhappy, regardless of whether or not she

really is. You see this girl who has everything you want and

can do all the things you can’t do, yet she is still, for some

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reason, unhappy, and that makes you feel better. That makes

you feel like it doesn’t matter if you can’t get what you want.”

“Really?” Kunagisa gave me a confused look. Whether it

was true or not, it wasn’t okay to say such a thing right in

front of Kunagisa.

I shook my head. “No, Maki-san, I think you’ve got me all

wrong. I’m not such a complicated guy. I’m simple as could

be.”

“Yeah, well, maybe, maybe not.”

“Say, Maki-chan,” Kunagisa said, moving closer to her. “If

that’s really the case, then why do I spend time with Ii-chan?”

“Sorry, but I can’t seem to read your mind or past.” Makisan

gave a shrug. “Occasionally I meet someone like that. I

guess it’s a compatibility issue or something, but the aura

surrounding them is very ambiguous and hard to decipher. It’s

like they’re in the dark, and it’s a little unsettling. It puts me

in a bad mood.”

So maybe she was just venting on me.

How awful.

“Himena-san, in light of the occasion. I’ll go ahead and ask

a question, too. How does it feel to be able to see the future

and read people’s minds and such?” Shinya-san said. “I’m just

curious.”

“Hmm. That’s like asking how things look to spiders with

their eight eyes. To attempt a simple explanation, it’s like

watching TV. It’s like the entire room is covered with TVs,

and I don’t have a remote. I can’t turn them off, and I can’t

change the channels, so all I can do is watch. It’s like having a

few more brains than regular people, if you can imagine that.”

I couldn’t.

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“Now, what’s his face over there got us a little off-topic,

Kunagisa-chan, but I still haven’t heard why you came to this

island.”

“It was just on a whim. I tell you.”

“No. I may not be able to read you, but I know that’s not

why.”

Kunagisa wheezed out a strange sigh. She seemed a little

troubled. I wasn’t a big fan of Maki-san’s way of posing the

question, but to be honest, I had been wondering about it

myself. For what reason had Kunagisa, the ultimate shut-in

with no equal, been compelled to travel all the way out here

to Wet Crow’s Feather Island?

“Okay, I’ll tell you,” she finally said with a piece of cheese

on her tongue. “I’m interested in an incident that took place

here a long time ago.”

But I didn’t get the chance to learn any more. Just as I was

about to ask, “What do you mean, ‘incident’?” I bit down on

my tongue, hard. Thus, I was unable to get the words out. But

even if I miraculously had somehow, it never would’ve

reached Kunagisa’s ears, nor anyone else’s ears, including my

own.

It would have been drowned out by the other noise.

The shaking.

I soon realized it was an earthquake.

“Gah!” Shinya-san uttered.

“Everyone, please, stay calm!” urged Hikari-san, whose

profession demanded that she remain cool no matter what

happened.

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Maki-san, who looked as if she had been expecting the

earthquake all along, reclined on the couch without a glint of

worry.

I tried to recall what I had learned about earthquakes back

in my first year of junior high school, when I was still in Japan.

Supposedly they would start with small tremors, and then get

bigger and bigger. I couldn’t quite recall which were S waves

and which were P waves, or figure out which were horizontal

and which were vertical tremors, but that didn’t matter.

At any rate, the strength of the shaking had jumped a few

levels. In a panic, I shoved Kunagisa—whose expression said “I

have no idea what’s going on”—onto the sofa and threw

myself on top of her. There was a chandelier right above her.

If that were to fall, she wouldn’t stand a chance of survival

with that tiny stature of hers. That was my thinking at the

time, anyway.

But my efforts seemed to have been in vain, because not a

moment later, the shaking died down. Of course, when I say

“not a moment later,” I mean in terms of real time. To me, it

felt only slightly less dragging and terrible than five minutes

with your hand on a stove.

In reality, the shaking had probably lasted for less than ten

seconds.

“Is it over?” I asked, still on top of Kunagisa.

“Yeah.” Maki-san answered. It was the word of a prophet,

and probably trustworthy. Meanwhile, Kunagisa groaned with

her face buried in the sofa, so I got off her for the time being.

“An earthquake… It was pretty big, too. I wonder what it

rated on the scale,” Shinya-san said, looking around the room.

The glasses and bottles on the table had fallen, and Hikari-san

had already reflexively begun to clean.

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“Pardon me, Hikari-san. I’m going to borrow the phone.

I’m worried about Kanami.” He pointed to the house phone.

Hikari-san nodded. He headed to the white phone by the

cabinet.

“Hikari-san, do you have a radio or something?” I said. “I

want to check the earthquake’s level. Oh, Tomo, could you

look it up on the Internet?”

“Well, there’s probably already been a breaking news

bulletin. We’re technically in Kyoto right now, right? Oh,

wait, is that wrong?”

“It was a level 3 or 4. I can’t quite pinpoint the epicenter,

but it’s probably around Maizuru, where the level would be at

5,” Maki-san said quite matter-of-factly. “And it seems like

there weren’t many injuries, even in urban areas.”

“How do you know?” Perhaps it was inelegant of me to

pose such a question, but it just felt like the natural thing to

say.

She let out a big sigh before answering. “It’s like I’ve been

telling you, I just know. You may be smart, but you sure are

slow. Don’t have much of a memory either, it would seem.

Hey wait, doesn’t that make you stupid? Anyway, to use an

expression, I can see these things clear as day. Ibuki-san and

the others are all fine.”

“Ah, remote viewing and superhearing, was it?”

Distance wasn’t a factor for her. She could technically

watch TV somewhere on the other side of the ocean, and

even predict what would appear next. Complex ESP.

But even if she had just been making all of this up, there

was no way to check. But it was probably true that the

mansion hadn’t suffered much damage.

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Shinya-san returned from the phone. “Kanami’s fine,” he

said. “She says she’s in the atelier. Some paint cans fell off the

shelf. It sounds like a big hassle, but at least she’s not hurt.”

“Should you go over there?”

He was her caretaker after all, and even if he hadn’t been,

he must’ve been worried about her, seeing as she couldn’t

walk.

“Nah, no need,” he said with a shrug. “She would probably

get ticked off if I did.”

“Why do you say that?”

“Because she told me not to come,” he said with a pained

expression of humility. “She says she’s working right now. In

fact, she’s working on your portrait. Sounds like she’s going to

turn it into a real masterpiece, so I’d better not bother her.”

“Even with Ibuki-san’s talent, there’s no hope if she used

such a terrible model,” Maki-san said.

“You really hate me, don’t you?”

“Uh-huh,” she nodded.

Geez.

Well, whatever. That’s how life had always gone for me

anyway.

I looked over at Hikari-san.

“Does this happen here a lot? Earthquakes, I mean.”

“Not a lot, really. Shinya-san, you’ve been through a few,

right?”

“Yes, but this one was unusually big.”

“I wonder if any furniture fell over. I’m a little worried.”

“If you’re going to fix things up, I’ll help.”

“No, it wouldn’t be right. Tomorrow we’ll deal with it

depending on Rei-san’s orders.”

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She flashed a sweet smile. If she were a mother, her kids

would grow up proper for sure. If we hadn’t met in this kind

of place under these kinds of circumstances, I definitely

would’ve fallen for her. Or at least, I thought I would. It was

never going to happen, but I thought so.

“Teehee. That was my first earthquake in a while,”

Kunagisa mumbled, tossing her blue hair around as she finally

got up from the sofa. “I wonder if my computers are all right.

They should be. If the epicenter was in Maizuru, the mansion

should be okay, too. Boy, this takes me back to the Great

Hanshin quake. Say, Ii-chan, you were already in Houston in

those days, right?”

“Yup. For sure.”

I vaguely remembered seeing something about it on the

news back in my tiny room in America.

“That was a really tough time for me. I was still in Kobe

back then. Most of my computers crashed permanently. I was

so startled.”

Was “startled” really the most appropriate word to describe

living through that disaster?

“So shouldn’t you be worried about your computers? You

must be fully crammed with cheese by now. Let’s go back to

your room already.”

It seemed like the time was right, so I decided to leave the

living room. I didn’t trust that I had the self-control to stay

cool if I had to talk to Maki-san anymore. It seemed like a

good time to split.

As if able to read my every thought, Maki-san’s gaze

burned a hole through my back, and it took every ounce of

willpower in my body to ignore her. I pulled Kunagisa by the

arm and took her back to her room.

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The three PC’s (I mean two PCs and one workstation) in

her room remained securely situated in the computer rack,

and the room had suffered no other damage.

Kunagisa let out a big yawn and stretched.

“Let’s turn in already. Having a full stomach really makes

you sleepy, huh? Ii-chan, undo my hair.”

“Do it yourself, will you?”

“Come on, it’s hard to undo a ponytail by myself. I’m not

flexible. It’s not that I can’t do it, but I’ll start aching. I’ve

broken bones that way, y’know.”

“I get it, I get it. You’re really adorable, you know that?”

I removed the band from her hair and ran a comb through

it. She let out a naughty little giggle. Once I was finished, she

dove into bed. She sunk herself into the mattress and rolled

around joyously.

“Take off that coat. How many times do I have to tell you?

And aren’t you hot?”

“This coat has special memories attached, so no dice.”

What memories? Even our dear fortune-teller, Himena

Maki, couldn’t read Kunagisa’s past. Maybe it had something

to do what that “team.”

“Anyway, Ii-chan, Kanami-chan and Akane-chan are pretty

terrible, but you and Maki-chan don’t seem to be on the best

of terms either.”

“Well, it’s more like she harasses me for no reason,” I said,

thinking about how similar this was to what Kanami-san had

said. “I don’t have any problems with her in particular.”

“Yeah, I’ll bet. You’re not aggressive enough to hate or

resent people. At the very worst, you get miffed, isn’t that

right?”

“You think? That’s interesting.”

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“Just joking,” she snickered. “But Ii-chan, you’ve really

never fallen in love with someone before, have you?”

“Nope.”

“I love that about you.”

Snicker snicker.

Strange. She was being weirdly feisty. I wondered if maybe

that ginger ale had really been wine. I’d never seen her drunk

before, so I couldn’t imagine what she would be like.

“By the way, Tomo.”

“Vat eez eet?”

“Do you have any special powers?”

“Hmm… if I did, I wouldn’t mind at all,” she said with a

big grin. “I don’t really want any, but one can always dream.

It’s better for Santa Claus to exist than for him not to, right?

It’s just like that.”

“That’s an odd point of view.”

Even if she had special powers, she wouldn’t mind.

Hmm, indeed. That was surprisingly insightful. Whether

you had such abilities or not, it wouldn’t have much of an

effect on your daily life. Of course, now was a bit of an

exception.

Because we were on this island?

Because we were on this island.

I’m gonna go back to my room and turn in, too. See ya

tomorrow. If you’re planning to sleep now, I’ll come wake you

tomorrow, so let’s have breakfast together.”

“Hey, Ii-chan,” she called to me, still lying face-up on her

bed. “Let’s fool around.” She beckoned to me.

I paused, just for a second. “No,” I said.

“Weirdo. Good for nothing. Coward! Chicken pot pie!”

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Yeah, yeah. I shut the door, went downstairs, and headed

to my room. It would have been truly awful to run into Makisan

in the hallway or something, but luckily no such incident

occurred. Perhaps she was still busy chatting it up with

Shinya-san.

I found a key sticking out of the door to my room. Maybe

it shouldn’t have been a surprise, seeing as it was supposed to

be a storage room, but I couldn’t help wondering about being

trapped inside if someone were to turn the key while I was

asleep. There was no way I could reach the window even if I

stood on the chair, so it really would be like solitary

confinement. Then again, there was nothing anyone could

gain by locking me up, so it was probably just excessive worry.

I entered the room, curled up on my futon, and stared at

the ceiling in thought.

I was of course thinking about what Maki-san had said

earlier.

Oh my, this part is fairly skewed. You stay by her side because

you’re jealous of her. And while you’re jealous of her ability to

express herself freely, she somehow looks unhappy, regardless of

whether or not she really is. You see this girl who has everything you

want and can do all the things you can’t do, yet she is still, for some

reason, unhappy, and that makes you feel better. That makes you feel

like it doesn’t matter if you can’t get what you want.

“Ha!”

Dammit.

“She’s exactly right.”

Akane-san of the Seven Fools had described Kunagisa and I

as a codependent pair, but really, Maki-san’s opinion was

closer to the truth.

To me, Kunagisa Tomo represented the thing I most

wanted to be.

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No, that wasn’t it. That wasn’t it. To me, she was…

She was…

“She was what?”

The reason I chose a university in Kyoto rather than Kobe

was because she had moved to Kyoto. I also couldn’t deny

that she was one of the reasons I left Houston.

Why had I done all that?

As Maki-san had said, I wasn’t aggressive enough to have

feelings like love or hate. Even if someone were to bother me,

it was a feeling no different from being annoyed when it rains.

No matter how much disdain Maki-san had for me, no matter

how many malicious comments Kanami-san spit at me, no

emotion would ever build up inside me.

I couldn’t help but wonder.

Was I really human?

I didn’t understand other people’s feelings at all.

If they really existed.

If superpowers like the ones Maki-san claimed to use really

existed, perhaps I wanted some myself.

“Nah, I don’t need that,” I reconsidered.

If I could understand people’s feelings, it would just make

life all the more annoying. I wasn’t looking for a life with an

open Pandora’s box. I didn’t have the nerve for it.

“I’m just babbling nonsense here, dammit.”

I hate vacation. I just end up thinking too much. Well, I

don’t know if it’s really too much, but they’re the kind of

thoughts that can only lead to one’s downfall.

Four more days.

I could be patient.

I didn’t hate being patient.

Or at least, I was used to it.

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Suffering and pain.

I was used to these things.

“Still, they don’t feel too good.”

Damn, I wanted to return to my peaceful life on the other

side of the sea, I thought as I fell into the night.

But the following day I would realize that these past three

days had been plenty peaceful.

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There’s an up higher than up,

but at the very top, down is all there is.

It was a dreadful sight.

If I were to compare it to something, let’s see, yeah, okay.

Gruber Norbert’s painting The River. The same sort of creepy,

marble-colored river ran through the middle of Kanami’s

atelier, dividing it in half.

Seemingly due to the previous night’s earthquake, cans of

paint lay scattered around the room, and the simple, iron-pole

shelf had fallen over as well. The earthquake had caused the

shelf to tip, spilling cans everywhere, their contents dumped

on the floor, and this “river” was the result. It was a feasible

theory, and that’s no doubt how it had happened.

But while this “river” was a bizarre enough spectacle on its

own, the real issue lay on the opposite “riverbank.” It was

beyond imagination or speculation, and couldn’t be written off

as the earthquake’s doing. An earthquake capable of this

wouldn’t be found on this Earth.

The facedown body of a person lay on the floor, with a

noticeable vacancy from the neck up.

A headless corpse.

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A beheaded corpse.

It didn’t matter much what words you chose to describe it;

it was what it was.

This body with the missing head was wearing the same

dress Kanami-san had been wearing the previous day. That

exquisite-looking dress that Kanami-san had boasted would

never get dirty while she was painting was now stained redblack

with blood. It didn’t look wearable anymore.

What’s more, there was no longer anyone to wear it.

Or let’s be more specific.

The wearer was no longer alive.

“This is… grotesque,” I uttered reflexively. It went without

saying, but the words just came out.

The room smelled like paint thinner.

Next to Kanami-san’s fallen body sat an overturned

wheelchair and a single canvas. It was far away so I wasn’t

sure, but the painting appeared to have been my portrait.

It was beautiful, a masterwork. Even from this distance,

separated by the river, I could tell. I felt the shock with my

body, not with my mind. In some ways it was more disturbing

than the sight of the headless body.

I recalled what Kanami-san had said the previous day. It’s

not art if you get to pick who looks at it.

Point taken. With this picture, I had no complaints.

Without a doubt, Ibuki Kanami was a genius.

To the point that it made me tremble.

And this made her death all the more devastating. It had

been a long time since I had felt devastated by anything, but I

was truly devastated by this.

By the death of Kanami-san.

The death of Ibuki Kanami.

“Why?”

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Yes, Ibuki Kanami was dead.

I mean, who could stay alive after their head’s been

chopped off? Even Rasputin couldn’t have survived a

decapitation. And Kanami-san was just a physically normal

human being.

“Well, we shouldn’t just leave her like this,” I said, breaking

everyone’s silence. I looked over at Kunagisa. Her lower lip

stuck out dubiously, as if she had noticed something strange

about Kanami-san’s body. She appeared skeptical about

something. But now probably wasn’t the time to be thinking

about such things. If I had to give a reason for each and every

one of Kunagisa’s actions, I would surely die.

As I tried to take a step forward, she tugged at my arm.

“Ii-chan, wait a sec.”

“Huh? Why?”

“The paint isn’t dry yet.”

“Hmm? Oh, yeah.”

Crouching down and checking with the tip of my finger, I

found that she was right. My middle finger turned marblecolored.

“But now isn’t really the time to worry about things like

that.”

There was a cut-up dead body right in front of us. To

worry about dirtying your shoes at a time like this was beyond

trivial.

“Hey, I said wait!” she said. Then, before I knew what she

was getting at, she took off that black coat of hers and tossed

it right in the middle of the river of paint. It was like a

stepping-stone in the river.

“Wasn’t that your precious coat?”

“Its time had come.”

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I tried to say something about her just tossing her

memories off like they were nothing, but as she had said,

there was a bigger issue at hand right now. Besides, what’s

done is done. With little recourse, I jumped to the coat, then

to the other side of the river.

I groaned.

It had been quite awhile since I’d last seen a headless body.

I removed my sweatshirt and placed it over Kanami-san’s

upper body.

I looked back toward the door, where everyone was

standing, and slowly shook my head.

There was no point using words.

“Everyone,” Iria finally said, “could I have us all gather in

the dining room? I think we need to discuss what we’ll do

from here on out.”

With that, she made her way for the hall. The four

maids—Rei-san, Akari-san, Hikari-san, and Teruko-san—

quickly followed close behind. Finally, the other guests began

filing out of the atelier, two by two and three by three.

The last ones to remain in the room were Kunagisa, me,

and Shinya-san.

He was staring at Kanami-san’s body, his face pale and

blank.

“Shinya-san…” Stepping back on the coat, I returned to the

other side. “Let’s go, there’s nothing we can do here.” It killed

me to say it.

“Oh… yeah. Right.”

His mind was off in a very different place. Despite his

response, he made no attempt to move. He stood completely

rigid, his mind unable to comprehend, refusing to comprehend

the sight before his eyes.

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I understood how he felt.

If the same thing had happened to Kunagisa, I probably

would have been the same way. No, that’s not right. I

probably would have broken down and gone on a screaming

rampage. I know that’s hard to imagine for a guy like me,

who, as Maki-san would say, was “dead to all emotions,” but

that’s probably what would have happened.

In that respect, Shinya-san was truly admirable.

He didn’t look too good, but at least he hadn’t broken

down. And he could even speak. His mental faculties

remained intact, albeit just barely.

This is what separated him from me. I was just a kid.

Shinya-san was an adult.

I didn’t know what kind of relationship Shinya-san and

Kanami-san had, whether he was just her caretaker or

something more, or perhaps something less.

However…

Remembering the sad look in his eyes the previous night…

And seeing him now, I somehow understood.

“Ii-chan, let’s go ahead,” Kunagisa said, pulling on my arm.

“Yeah.”

And thus ended our tranquil lives on this island.

And thus began the next chapter.

The morning of the fourth day on the island had started

extremely normal. Really, extremely normal.

I awoke the same as always. By the time I got to Kunagisa’s

room, she was already awake and sitting at her computers. She

said she was checking her e-mail. “Do my hair,” she said,

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without so much as a “good morning.” I put the hair on the

top of her head in two tails, what we called a “twin tail.” I

figured it would be easy enough for her to undo it herself this

time.

“I feel like breakfast today,” she said, so we headed for the

dining room. Peeking into the living room on the way, I found

that Maki-san and Shinya-san were still there drinking wine.

They must have been up all night drinking. “They sure aren’t

paying their age any mind,” I thought, but of course I stayed

quiet.

Out of courtesy, I invited them to breakfast and they

accepted. The four of us entered the dining room. Sitting at

the table were Akane-san and, making a rare appearance, Iriasan.

“Oh, what an unusual occurrence,” Iria-san also said. “To

have everyone gathered like this even in the morning… Well, I

suppose it was inevitable. Shall I call in the others? It would

be nice to all do breakfast together.”

She summoned the nearby Akari-san and asked her to go

fetch Yayoi-san, who was no doubt in the kitchen, and the

other maids.

“Well, I’ll go fetch Kanami-san,” Shinya-san said. “She’s

probably all done painting by now anyway. Hmm, I wonder if

she’s still sleeping. Ehh, she doesn’t get cranky in the morning.

Despite her lousy personality.”

He chuckled a bit at his own joke and looked at me. “Hope

you’re looking forward to seeing that picture,” he said, and left

the dining room.

It would have been the first time Kunagisa and I had done

breakfast with the entire group, but it never actually

happened.

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When Shinya-san returned to the dining hall, what he

brought was the news of Kanami-san’s death.

“Kanami’s been… murdered.”

That’s how he phrased it, anyway, but it was quite a bit of

an understatement, if you ask me. There was no way she died

of sickness or an accident, or even suicide—she had been

beheaded.

Whatever the case.

This was a murder.

And not just a murder, but…

“Me? I was… right. After dinner, I was with Kunagisa the

whole time. I took a bath in her room, then she said she was

hungry, so we went to the living room. On the way we ran

into Akari-san. Isn’t that right? Right. In the living room we

met Hikari-san, Maki-san, and Shinya-san, and then… the

earthquake. There was an earthquake, right? We were in the

living room until that earthquake occurred. After that, I took

Kunagisa back to her room, and then… right, I went to sleep. I

woke up today at six, and I’ve been with Kunagisa ever since.”

I tried my best to sound calm, even under everyone’s gaze.

An alibi check.

Why we had to start with me, I don’t know, but Iria-san

had requested it, so there was no choice. It seemed she viewed

me as the prime suspect.

The dining room.

Eating my slightly cold breakfast.

No one else seemed to be able to continue with breakfast

after seeing the headless corpse, and indeed I was feeling

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pretty squeamish myself but Yayoi-san’s cooking was so good,

I couldn’t just let it all go to waste.

The round table.

Iria-san, Teruko-san, Rei-san, Yayoi-san, Shinya-san,

Kunagisa Tomo, myself. Akane-san, Maki-san, Hikari-san, and

Akari-san. Everyone was sitting in their assigned seats, with

only Kanami-san’s seat, at the five o’clock position, empty. It

would never be filled.

Iria-san tilted her head at me a bit in response to my

testimony. Then she glanced over at Hikari-san in the ten

o’clock seat. “Hikari, is that true?”

“Yes,” she nodded. “Up until the earthquake occurred…

um… one o’clock, was it? Yes, one o’clock. The five of us

including me were talking the whole time. I can vouch for

that.”

“Did anyone get up and leave for a while?”

“No,” Hikari said with a bit of uncertainty. “I don’t think

so… although I couldn’t say for certain.”

“No one left,” Kunagisa said, coming to her rescue. “And

I’ve got a perfect memory. Nobody left the living room.”

“Is that so?” Iria closed her eyes. “In that case, you and

Kunagisa-san, Sakaki-san, Himena-san, and Hikari can all

account for one another up until the earthquake, is that right?

How about after the earthquake?”

“I slept alone, so I suppose I don’t have an alibi.”

“Thank you. Well then, I suppose I should go ahead and

give my alibi next. Last night I was with Rei and Sashirono-san

in my room talking. Yesterday’s dinner was even more

delicious than usual, so I was asking her about the recipe. Isn’t

that right, Sashirono-san?”

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Possibly because her name had suddenly come up, Yayoisan

looked a bit startled. “Yes,” she nodded quickly.

Rei-san shrugged a bit, but said nothing. If you thought

about it, she must’ve been a really cool-headed person. Of

course Teruko-san was quiet as ever, but Rei-san was more

silent than you would have imagined. Whether she was just

being loyal to her employer or this was just her natural

personality, I wasn’t sure.

“The earthquake happened, and… then I decided to go

back to my room,” she said as if struggling to remember.

“That’s right,” Iria-san nodded. “After that, Rei and I were

up all night talking. Kunagisa-san will be leaving soon, so I

thought we should discuss the idea of holding some kind of

fun event… you know, like a farewell party. That’s the

tradition here. Anyway, we ended up forgoing sleep, so I just

came straight here for breakfast.”

In other words, Iria-san and Rei-san had perfect alibis.

Yayoi-san, like Kunagisa and I, only had an alibi up until the

earthquake.

“Shinya-san and I have complete alibis as well,” Maki-san

said. “Kunagisa-chan and the rest can confirm that up until the

earthquake, and Shinya-san and I can vouch for each other

after that. My, alcohol is just wonderful.”

Just how trustworthy was a drunk person’s testimony?

Maki-san must’ve known I was thinking that, because she

glared at me. But without a word to me, she turned to Shinyasan.

“Isn’t that right?” she asked.

“Oh, yeah, right,” he replied vacantly.

“Hmm… Hikari, what did you do after the earthquake?”

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“I went back to our room. Akari and Teruko were there,

too. After that, I went to bed. I woke up today at five o’clock,

and then got back to…”

“What about Akari and Teruko then? Akari, answer.”

“After dinner, we didn’t have any work left to do, so…” she

paused, with a hand to her cheek as she tried to think.

“Teruko and I were together in our room the whole time.

Then the earthquake happened, and Hikari came back soon

after that. That’s when we decided to go to bed.”

“The three of you share one room?” I asked. Akari-san’s

eyes shot in my direction as if she never would’ve guessed I

would speak up.

“Yes, the three of us share a room. Is something wrong

with that?”

“Oh no, nothing.”

Just wondering. I bowed to her. I wanted to ask if they

shared the same futon as well, but I decided to stay quiet.

Hmm…

That meant that Akari-san and Teruko-san had solid alibis

up until the earthquake as well. After that, they had all gone

to bed, so they couldn’t really vouch for one another.

Teruko-san nodded a bit after listening to Akari’s

testimony, but ultimately said nothing. It was a simple

gesture, but somehow hard to understand.

“This is becoming quite complicated.” Iria-san looked

toward the last possible suspect, Sonoyama Akane-san. “What

about you?” she said. “What were you doing last night?”

Akane-san, who had been closely observing the situation

up until now with arms folded and mouth shut, let out a sigh.

“Judging from the fact that nobody’s mentioned my name up

until now, it’s probably pretty obvious, but, yep, I wasn’t with

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anyone last night.” She spoke unhesitatingly. “After I finished

dinner, I went back to my room and got on the computer. I

was working on some modeling, and, well, I’ll spare you the

boring details. There should be a log, so you could check that

for proof, but I suppose that kind of thing can be forged. I

guess you couldn’t call it an alibi.”

“I don’t know much about computers. What do you think,

Kunagisa-san?”

“Hmm?” Kunagisa’s head popped up (hell of a time to be

daydreaming). “Oh. With a degree of skill, a person could

easily manipulate something as simple as a log. Akane-chan,

how much do you know about computers?”

Akane-san smirked. “There’s probably no point in

answering that.”

“Oh, okay,” Kunagisa nodded. “Yeah, I guess you’re right.

With the right tools, even an amateur could alter a log. It’s not

like it’s very hard. You can find that kind of software all over

the place.”

“Isn’t there a way to see if the log’s been altered?” I asked.

“There is, but that can be faked, too. Just about anything’s

possible with a computer, you see, so it’s hard to use one to

confirm an alibi.”

Kunagisa Tomo. Invited to this island as the leader of that

“team.” She was peerless in her field, so there was no way she

was wrong. In which case, Akane-san had no alibi to speak of.

Akane-san let out another sigh. “But I suppose I have to

make a defense for myself or else you’ll have me on a cross. So

I’ll just go ahead and say it: I didn’t do it. Certainly I hate

artists, but I don’t think they’re worth killing. They’re already

dead when they’re alive. It wouldn’t be worth the effort. I had

nothing to do.”

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She probably meant to say, “I had nothing to do with it,”

but at any rate, she didn’t seem to be bluffing or playing

tough, and it didn’t seem like an act, either.

“Okay, everyone please hold on a minute. I need to work

this out in my head.”

“Um, before that, please hold on,” I said to Iria-san. The

conversation was growing bizarre. Hold on before we hold on?

“Um, Iria-san, what exactly are you trying to do?”

“I’m sorry?”

“It’s just that this all feels really strange to me, and… of

course, this is your island and your mansion, so I know it’s

probably better not to say anything, plus I’m not even really a

guest, but I’m asking anyway. What exactly are you trying to

do?”

“Well. I’m trying to get to the bottom of this, of course,”

she smiled softly. “It seems pretty clear to me,” she continued.

“Ibuki-san was murdered by someone. And in this case, that

means she was murdered by someone in this room. As you

said, this is my island and my mansion. One of the guests I’ve

invited here has been killed, and the murderer is right here.

Surely you don’t think we can just leave this alone?”

She glanced over the crowd with an ironic smile.

Indeed, she was right. This was a remote island. A remote,

deserted island, completely isolated.

Wet Crow’s Feather Island.

If there were twelve people on the island and one was

killed, the murderer had to be one of the remaining eleven.

Even elementary school students can do that sort of basic

arithmetic.

“Gosh, another death,” Iria-san said with a sigh.

Another? Did she just say “another”?

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“And another decapitation, at that. Could it be that this

island is cursed? Say, Himena-san, can you see into that?”

“You’re the one who’s cursed,” Maki-san answered. “The

island is just an island. If anything is cursed, it’s you.”

As disheartening a statement as that was, Iria-san replied

with a strange smile. “Maybe so.”

Ah, it all made sense. It had seemed strange to me that

despite her attitude, Maki-san was able to get along so well

with everyone other than me, but now I got it. Nobody else

on this island cared about what other people said.

“Mmm, but this is a fairly simple case. Maybe there’s no

need for all this questioning. After all, the time of the incident

is fairly laid out for us.”

“Is it?”

“It is. You saw it, too, right? All that paint got knocked

over during the earthquake, and Ibuki-san’s body was lying on

the other side. How wide do you suppose that river of paint

was?”

Nobody ventured an answer, so I went ahead. “At a quick

glance, I would’ve said about ten feet.”

“Right, not that big but certainly not small enough to jump

over. So we can confirm that the murder must have happened

before the earthquake.”

The shelf had fallen over in the quake, resulting in that

marble-colored river. What did that mean? The quake must

have been more intense than I had realized, but that’s not all.

What did that river really mean?

“Hold on a second,” Akane interrupted. She looked a bit

concerned. “This conversation doesn’t bode well for me. You

know why?”

Why?

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Everyone besides Akane-san had an alibi prior to the

earthquake.

I was with Kunagisa the whole time. Same with Hikari-san,

Maki-san, and Shinya-san. Same deal with Akari-san and

Teruko-san. And of course, Iria-san, Rei-san, and Yayoi-san.

Everyone had an alibi and could vouch for one another.

Iria-san was right. There was no way someone could jump

that marble river of paint the earthquake had created.

Likewise, there was no way to cross the river without stepping

in the paint and creating footprints.

In which case…

The murder had to have happened before the earthquake.

The only one with no alibi at that time was Akane-san.

Indeed, this didn’t bode well for her at all.

“Iria-san,” she clucked. “I’m just going to ask you straight.

Do you think I did it?” That certainly was straight.

“Yes,” Iria-san admitted just as directly. “I mean, who else

could have?”

Akane-san broke eye contact with Iria-san and said

nothing. She was at a loss for an effective argument despite

that Seven Fools brain of hers. Feeling some sliver of a

connection with her somehow, I wanted to jump in and save

her, but if a member of the Seven Fools couldn’t think of a

rebuttal, there was no way a program dropout could.

An awkwardness hung in the air for a while, but it was

Kunagisa who broke it.

“That’s wrong,” she said. “I don’t think that logic

completely makes sense, Iria-chan.”

“Oh? Why is that?” Iria-san seemed strangely glad to hear

it. “Ah, I see. You’re talking about the possibility of an

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accomplice. I suppose there is that possibility. That would

make everyone’s alibis a little shaky.”

“No, not that. Even if you don’t consider an accomplice,

you’re missing something. Right, Ii-chan?”

“Huh?” I blurted out, completely surprised that I would be

pulled into this.

“Come on, Ii-chan, tell her. About what happened last

night.”

“Last night… something happened?”

Looking fairly irritated, Kunagisa clammed up. This was a

fairly rare thing for her.

“What can I say? Unlike you, I have a bad memory.”

“Geez, you really don’t remember? Your memory isn’t bad,

it’s nonexistent! Do you always forget things this important?

After the earthquake. Shinya-chan made a call to Kanamichan,

right?”

“Oh. Oh. Oh!”

Hikari-san and Shinya-san looked up in surprise.

That’s right. Shinya-san had called Kanami-san after the

quake and confirmed that she was okay. Confirmed that

nothing had happened to her.

Wow, that was important, just like Kunagisa said. What

did that mean though? What would happen now?

“In other words, Kanami-chan must have been killed after

the earthquake.”

“Hold on a sec,” Iria-san said in a bit of a panic. “But that

river of paint…”

“Well, Iria-chan, that must mean this…” she paused for a

moment. “The atelier was locked.”

Everyone exchanged glances for a moment.

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That river of paint was unjumpable for sure. It was ten feet

wide. Maybe it was possible if you were a long-jumper, but

even then, there was no space to get a running start. If you

considered that, the murder must have happened before the

earthquake, just like Iria-san said, but then Shinya-san’s story

wouldn’t have made sense. Immediately after the earthquake,

Kanami-san had neither been killed nor harmed.

“Sakaki-san,” Iria-san said, “that was Ibuki-san’s voice for

sure, right?”

He went even paler, with a confused expression written on

his face. At last, he nodded. “Yeah, it was definitely Kanami.

No mistake. She said she was busy, and that the paint had

fallen over so everything was a mess. She had to have been

alive after the earthquake.”

“I heard Sakaki-san talking on the phone as well,” Hikarisan

told her mistress. “He asked me if he could use the house

phone and… I think Ibuki-san must have been alive still.”

“Yeah, she was still… he clutched his head in anguish. “If I

had only gone to the atelier instead of neglecting my duties.

Dammit! I’m scum! I’m nothing but scum!”

There wasn’t much to say to that. Only that in the end, it

wasn’t earthquakes or blizzards or fire that was frightening.

It seems there is some kind of solace to be found in regret.

It serves as an escape from what’s right before your eyes.

You end up pinning all your bad deeds on the “former you.”

It’s hardly what you would call self-condemnation.

When you are regretting something, you’re technically

being good.

I’m not saying Shinya-san was a monster. People are just

wired that way. If anyone was a monster, it was me, for only

being able to nitpick at people’s flaws like this.

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“This is starting to get strange,” Akane-san said, stroking

her chin. “According to Shinya-san, Hikari-san, and Kunagisasan’s

testimony, the murder must have happened after the

earthquake. But after the earthquake, the river of paint had

already been formed, in which case there is nobody who could

have killed her. In which case…”

“That’s right, Akane-chan.” Kunagisa interrupted. She had

that look she gets when she’s starting to find something

interesting. “This is an incredibly strange situation.”

“When you say the atelier was locked, you mean…” Iriasan

nodded, seemingly convinced. “Hmm. Indeed, even now,

that paint isn’t dry, huh? Could there have been a way to

climb over it and enter the room? Say, Akari, where’s the

house phone in Ibuki-san’s atelier?”

“It’s beside the window, on a phone stand,” Akari-san

answered with great certainty.

Iria-san crossed her arms and considered this. “Kunagisasan,

you’ve posed this question, but I don’t suppose you know

the answer already? Do you know who did it?”

“Nope,” Kunagisa answered, strangely confident.

Of course, I didn’t know, either.

Nobody knew.

“What about the window? Is it possible that the person

entered through the window?” Shinya-san asked.

Hikari-san answered. “But it’s the second floor. I don’t

think it’s possible. And I’m pretty sure that window is locked

from the inside, so—”

“So it can’t be opened from the outside at all?”

“Probably,” Hikari-san answered.

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Check. So the window was impossible, and so was the

door. It couldn’t have happened before the earthquake or after

the earthquake, so…

Okay.

We were at a complete dead end.

Everyone fell into silence once more. And then, eyes

started shifting back toward Akane-san.

“Huh?” she seemed a little surprised. “Hey, I thought I had

cleared myself.”

“Maybe not,” Iria-san said. “Clearing that paint river is

impossible, right? So, ultimately, it must have been before the

earthquake.”

“What about what Shinya-san said?”

“He could’ve been tricked. Maybe it was an auditory

hallucination or something.”

Auditory hallucination? Nonsense. It was beyond nonsense.

I had to say something.

“I think that’s just what you want to believe,” I said.

“I don’t think so,” Iria-san said, unfazed by my opinion.

“Even supposing it wasn’t auditory hallucination, it could have

easily been some other sort of misunderstanding. There’s no

crossing that river of paint, that much is for sure. Thus, it’s

only logical to presume the murder happened before the

earthquake, in which case it couldn’t be anyone but Akanesan.”

“This isn’t good,” Akane-san said, seeming truly worried. “I

know this probably won’t help my case any, but I can’t help

but feel like Akari-san and Teruko-san’s alibi is a little sketchy.

I mean, family members vouching for each other? It wouldn’t

hold up in a court of law.”

“We’re not talking about a court of law,” Iria-san said flatly.

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“I didn’t think so,” Akane-san said as if she expected such a

response. “Still, determining the criminal by process of

elimination doesn’t make much sense. It’s silly. And simply

ignoring Sakaki-san’s testimony isn’t exactly what I would call

logical thinking. It’s selective thinking.”

“Selective thinking?”

Akane-san shot me a look, as if to say, “Will you please

explain?”

“A confirmation bias,” I blurted, suddenly remembering

from my program training that one is never to reveal his own

stupidity to a “senior.” “In other words, it means when you

only consider testimonies and evidence that suit your opinion

and write off all evidence to the contrary as some kind of

fluke. Actually, they say that in supernatural ability

experiments, they”—my eyes wandered over to Maki-san—

“they use it a lot. ‘Dry Love,’ wasn’t it? They obsess over any

evidence that suggests these abilities exist while ignoring any

evidence that suggests they don’t. It’s their way of getting

desirable results, I guess.”

“I don’t really follow you.”

I had gone to all that effort to remember these things, and

here Iria-san wasn’t even listening. What a waste of breath.

Akane-san sighed deep.

“I suppose Ibuki-san and I were on pretty awful terms, but

still…”

I recalled their nasty bickering from the previous night’s

dinner. It didn’t exactly do wonders for her case. Certainly it

wasn’t only Akane-san’s lack of an alibi that made Iria-san

doubt her so much, but this as well.

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Of course, it wasn’t that I didn’t understand Iria-san’s

feelings. But if you took Shinya-san’s testimony into account,

even Akane-san couldn’t be a suspect.

It was an uncommitable crime. There were no suspects.

There was one victim and zero suspects. The situation didn’t

make any sense. And thus to fix it…

“Sakaki-san’s testimony seems a little shady after all,” Iriasan

said, staring right at him. “Even if it’s not a lie, it’s got to

be some kind of misperception or dream or some such.”

“But I heard him talking on the phone,” Hikari-san said.

Iria-san shook her head. “It’s not like you heard Ibuki-san’s

voice, right? Sakaki-san is the only one who heard her voice

directly, which means…”

“Come on, that’s—” Shinya-san started to protest, but as if

realizing he had no basis for an argument, he went silent.

“Hmm. Well, if that’s the way it is, I guess there’s no

choice but to suspect me. That’s one way to look at things,

anyway,” Akane-san said, almost as if she was talking about

someone else. Even now, she didn’t seem to be lying or acting.

Sonoyama Akane, ER3 system, Seven Fools. She seemed all

too used to this kind of pandemonium. “But still, you don’t

have any proof. Iria-san, even if you are the mistress of this

island and this mansion, you wouldn’t treat me like a criminal

without any proof, would you? This may not be a court of law

here, as you say, but it’s not some dusty old detective novel,

either, right? You can’t just assume I’m the criminal based on

this unformulaic process of elimination and selective thinking.

Nobody can do that.”

“But Sonoyama-san, you also can’t prove that you’re not

the criminal.”

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“You can’t ask the innocent to prove their innocence. You

can’t prove the unprovable. I’m innocent until proven guilty.”

“You’re talking law again.”

Akane-san’s shoulders slumped. “Well, what’s your point,

Iria-san? So I’m the prime suspect. Fine. That’s absolutely

right. I’m the only one with no alibi before the earthquake.

Nobody could have entered the atelier after the earthquake.

Sure, I’m with you on that, too. Therefore, Sakaki-san’s

testimony becomes suspicious. Makes sense. So what now?”

So…

What now?

“What should we do?” Iria-san looked around the table

with a troubled expression. It seemed she hadn’t thought any

further than this. How anticlimactic.

“Throw me to the police or whatever you want,” Akanesan

said, brushing the bangs from her face.

Akane-san of the Seven Fools being sent off to the police?

“I hate the police,” Iria-san said, still perplexed as she

stared up at the ceiling. “Oh, what to do?”

A heaviness filled the air once again.

I whispered to Kunagisa. “Hey, Tomo.”

“What’s up, Ii-chan?”

“Isn’t there some way to stop this witch hunt?”

“There is.”

“Yeah?”

“Yeah, but”—she looked up at me—“you ought to do it,

not me.”

“Yeah, okay,” I nodded, then raised my hand.

Iria-san called on me with a confused look. “Yes, you.” Ah,

good. It was so nice not to be ignored.

“I have a suggestion.”

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“Yes?”

“How about using the room I’ve been staying in? It looks

like you can only lock and unlock it from the outside. What if

we kept Akane-san there for a while?”

“Kept her there?” She eyed me dubiously. “You mean like

imprisonment?”

“Not imprisonment, exactly. Not imprisonment, just… a

brief period of seclusion. Iria-san, I think the biggest thing we

have to fear right now is that this turns into a string of

murders. Kanami-san was killed. Okay, that’s already said and

done. I hate to be so frank about it, but what’s done is done.

But more important, we can’t let anyone else die. The

quickest way to deal with a situation like this is to isolate the

prime suspect. If Akane-san really is the murderer, naturally

she won’t be able to commit any more murders. If, on the

other hand, someone else used some kind of trick and

managed to sneak in and kill Kanami-san after the earthquake,

then that person would be brought to a standstill. After all, if

they tried anything again, it would prove Akane-san’s

innocence.”

I looked around to see people’s responses.

“In other words, create an antagonistic environment, so

that the killer can’t move around. This includes Akane-san, as

well as everyone else. The atelier may have been locked, but

locked doors are made to be unlocked. There might have been

some trick. There might not have been. That doesn’t matter.

What matters is that we don’t know either way. Akane-san

might have done it. Someone else might have. Even I might

have. I might not. So I think the best thing to do is create a

situation where the killer can’t do anything.”

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“Ah, I get it,” Yayoi-san said, a bit to my surprise. “That

makes a lot of sense. I’d have to say I agree. I don’t think

there’s a very solid basis for suspecting Sonoyama-san alone.

Iria-san’s reasoning seems rather arbitrary.”

Iria-san gave her a quizzical look. Nonetheless. Yayoi-san

continued.

“I don’t think it’s a bad idea. But you don’t intend to just

lock her up forever, right? In that awful room?”

Hey, I’ve been sleeping in that awful room, dammit.

Lousy bourgeoisie.

“Well, just until the police arrive. This is a private island, it

shouldn’t take more than a day or two to get an investigator

out here.”

“I’m not calling the police,” Iria-san said, completely

surprising me.

Eh? Pardon me, madame, what was the horrible thing you

uttered?

“I mean, what’s the point, right? Even if we call the police,

they’ll just figure Sonoyama-san was the criminal and it’ll end

there. The police won’t do anything.”

It wasn’t Iria-san’s words that I found suspicious, but her

facial expression. The police won’t do anything? Why did she

say that with such a stern face?

“But we can’t just not call the police. If we did that, there

wouldn’t be any point in confining her.”

“Not necessarily. We just have to piece things together

while she’s in there. We’ll track down the real culprit with

evidence and reason. Doesn’t that make sense to you?”

“Will you be the one investigating then, Iria-san?”

Something about Iria-san’s idea of using “reason” didn’t sit

well with me at all. But to my surprise, she shook her head.

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“No, not me, of course. Don’t you remember? I told you

yesterday, didn’t I? In a week—no, six days—that wonderful,

marvelous human being is coming to this island.”

The detective of this proverbial mystery novel. Iria-san’s

favorite.

Iria-san’s hero.

“Surely Aikawa-san will crush this problem to

smithereens.”

To smithereens. What an expression. And she didn’t look

like she was exaggerating, either.

“Six more days, huh?” Akane-san said cynically, letting her

crossed arms drop down beside her. “Well, whatever. Fine fine

fine. I know I’m not guilty, but if this is what it takes to

convince you, what can I say? I presume we can trust this

Aikawa-san?”

“Yes. Of course.” Iria-san gave a confident nod. You could

feel her utmost faith in this hero of hers just from looking at

her.

Akane-san let out one more big sigh. “Fine. Let’s do it

then.”

“I wonder if that was really the right thing to do,” I said as I

played with Kunagisa’s hair. She said it was too heavy all tied

up high like that and wanted me to redo it. Here I had

thought it was adorable, but if she didn’t like it, I had no

choice.

Everybody had since split up, and the two of us had gone

back to Kunagisa’s room.

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“I think it’s okay. It’s pretty much what I expected to

happen. Akane-chan must be kinda grateful, too, eh? It’s a

way better idea than continuing that unproductive bickering,

anyway.”

“Hmm, I wonder…”

As the one who had suggested the idea in the first place, I

couldn’t imagine Akane-san was too happy about it. I felt a

little guilty. It might well have been the only solution, but I

couldn’t help but wonder if there was some other way.

“All done.”

“‘Sankyuu.” She crawled over to her computer rack and sat

down with her back to me. Then she switched on the power

and started typing away.

“I just… I feel like we’ve wronged Akane-san.”

“Maybe so. But some things can’t be avoided, y’know, Iichan?”

After breakfast, Akane-san had gone off to my room on her

own two feet. It had been decided that Akari-san and the

others would deliver meals to her directly, and that she would

have to call them from the room phone every time she wanted

to use the bathroom.

Akane-san had requested a reading lamp so she could pass

the following six days reading books she had brought.

Six days… Objectively speaking, the room wasn’t a

particularly bad environment. But the door couldn’t be

unlocked from the inside and the window was way high up—

there was virtually no means of escape. In that sense, it really

was imprisonment.

Six days.

It really was too long to be locked up.

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“If only Iria-san would call the police, we wouldn’t have to

do all this. It’s like she’s trying to cover up the incident

altogether.”

“But Iria-chan is right, y’know? If she had called the police,

they would’ve blamed Akane-chan and closed the case right

there. Or even if they didn’t convict her, she would’ve been a

suspect. I mean, wouldn’t you want to avoid something like

that? Seriously, one of the Seven Fools becoming a murder

suspect?”

“Do you know a lot about the ER3, Tomo?”

“I’ve got a few acquaintances from over there. But I’m sure

you know more than I do.”

“Speaking of Seven Fools, Akane-san didn’t have criminal

immunity or anything, did she?”

“But it would be even worse of a situation for me, not to

mention Yayoi-chan and Maki-chan, who are both well

respected. Nobody needs a scandal like this to deal with. Of

course the same goes for Iria-chan. So it’s only natural that she

isn’t calling the police.”

“Natural, huh?”

It was probably this island itself that was unnatural. But

judging from Iria-san’s manner, I got the feeling there was

more to the story. Like she had some more fundamental

reason for not wanting to call the cops.

“Do you suppose Iria-san has some specific reason for

disliking the police?”

“Well, what if we asked her?”

“I doubt she’d tell us.”

“Yeah, maybe. Anyway, why worry about it? Once this

Aikawa character Iria-chan’s so crazy about gets here,

everything will be solved. It’s just another six days.”

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“Yeah, but…”

Iria-san was the mistress of the island, and if she said no

police, there was no going against her. For what it was worth,

there would probably be no more murders with Akane-san

locked in seclusion. But still…

“Say, Tomo.”

“What, Ii-chan?”

“I want to ask a favor.”

“I accept. What is it?”

“Can you do something about that locked door?

“I don’t know, but for you, I’ll try.”

There was no need to spend the next six days just sitting

around. I was the one who had proposed this course of action

in the first place, so I had a duty to give the case some serious

thought.

“If we can figure this case out quick, we won’t have to

keep Akane-chan locked up in there, whether she did it or

not.”

She swiveled her chair around to face me. She beckoned

me closer. “Here, here.” I walked over to the computers as

told.

“For the time being, I’ve typed up everyone’s alibis.”

Ibuki Kanami (murdered)

Sonoyama Akane

Before earthquake: X

After earthquake: X

Kunagisa Tomo

Before earthquake: O (Ii-chan, Hikari, Maki, Shinya)

After earthquake: X

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Sashirono Yayoi

Before earthquake: O (Iria, Rei)

After earthquake: X

Chiga Akari

Before earthquake: Δ (Teruko)

After earthquake: X

Chiga Hikari

Before earthquake: O (Ii-chan, Tomo, Maki, Shinya)

After earthquake: X

Chiga Teruko

Before earthquake: Δ (Akari)

After earthquake: X

Sakaki Shinya

Before earthquake: O (Ii-chan, Tomo, Maki, Hikari)

After earthquake: O (Maki)

Handa Rei

Before earthquake: O (Iria, Yayoi)

After earthquake: Δ (Iria)

Himena Maki

Before earthquake: O (Ii-chan, Tomo, Hikari, Shinya)

After earthquake: O (Shinya)

Akagami Iria

Before earthquake: O (Rei, Yayoi)

After earthquake: Δ (Rei)

“Look about right?”

“I understand the O’s and X’s, but what are those

triangles?”

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“Akane-chan was right about family testimonies. Iria-chan,

Rei-chan, Akari-chan, Hikari-chan, and Teruko-chan seem like

a pretty upstanding bunch, so for now, they get a check. It’s

just that, well, their alibis seem kind of shaky.”

She scrolled down the screen and checked the alibi chart

one more time.

“For now, let’s ignore the possibility of an accomplice,” I

said. “And that includes family ties. If we assume that much,

we can remove Shinya-san and Maki-san from the suspect list.

Oh, and also Rei-san and Iria-san.”

Four people down.

Seven people left.

“If Shinya-san’s testimony was accurate, then the locked

room with the paint becomes a problem. But if it was a lie,

that means only Akane-san could have done it.”

“I can’t imagine why Shinya-chan would lie, though.”

“Well, it could’ve been a misunderstanding or something

rather than a lie.”

Well, how about that.

I was starting to sound like Iria-san.

“But you know, Akane-san really is the prime suspect here,

objectively speaking.”

“Yeah, you can’t help but think that, looking at this chart.

No matter how fair or sympathetic you are, it doesn’t change

the fact that she’s the only one without any smidgen of an

alibi. If that weren’t the case, she probably wouldn’t have

accepted this whole seclusion idea.”

“Yeah, for sure. So, Tomo, do you think Akane-san did it?”

“I wouldn’t say that. Like she said herself, there’s no

evidence. You can’t decide who the criminal is by process of

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elimination alone. We haven’t even examined Kanami-chan’s

body yet, either.”

“Ah, and I suppose there is still the fact that the room was

locked.”

“But if you take that into account, nobody could’ve done

the crime. Ii-chan, you have any ideas about that?”

“I’ve got a few,” I said as I pondered. “Maybe I’ll figure

something out after a little while. How about you, Tomo?”

“I’ve got tons of ideas,” she said. “Just need to give it a little

more thought and it should all fall into place. Oh, and Iichan?

Whether or not Shinya-san’s testimony is true, I think

the murder happened after the earthquake.”

“Huh? Why?”

“That picture of you. Do you really think she could’ve

finished a picture like that before the earthquake? I don’t

think so.”

“Well…”

It was tough to say. Kanami-san was pretty damn fast when

it came to painting. But if what Kunagisa said was true, then it

was all the more certain that the door had been locked. That

wouldn’t be the most helpful development in the case.

“And then there’s the headless body itself.”

I nodded.

Regardless of who killed her, why would they cut her head

off?

“They say to beware of swapped identities when the bodies

show up with no head, but I don’t suppose there’s any need

for doubt in this particular case. There were twelve people,

one had her head cut off, and now there are eleven. And we

know exactly who and where those eleven people are.”

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“If it was one of those three maid sisters who got killed, it

would’ve been a real problem, huh?” Kunagisa said. “But with

Kanami-chan, there’s probably no need to worry about it. If

there were other people on this island it would be different,

but y’know.”

“We don’t need to consider that notion, either. If we

assume there are X number of other people on this island, all

this narrowing down of suspects and alibi searching becomes

pointless. I don’t know what this ‘detective’ coming in six days

will have to say about it, but for now let’s just worry about

the eleven people we know about.”

“You said it,” she said, gaping at the ceiling. “Now, if you

consider the possibility of an accomplice or some kind of

remote trickery, only you and I can be taken off the suspect

list.”

“Why me, too?” I said.

“ ‘Cuz I trust you,” she answered coolly. “Still, why did it

have to be a beheading? Body-switching is the only feasible

reason I can think of. But I wonder… maybe that’s not even

how she died.”

“Yeah. If it was, there wouldn’t have been so little blood. It

would’ve been more like a river of blood. But at a glance,

there didn’t appear to be any stabbing wounds or anything, so

maybe she was poisoned or strangled. I mean, just to

speculate.”

“I wonder if she went down easy.”

“Probably. Her legs didn’t work, and even though her

eyesight had come back, it definitely wasn’t perfect. Once you

approached her, the act of killing her probably wouldn’t be

very difficult. And cutting off the head wouldn’t be much of a

challenge, either.”

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As long as you didn’t hesitate, it would only take a few

minutes.

“There’s no clear motive, either. Why did Kanami-san have

to be murdered?”

“Nobody has to be murdered. But yeah, I wonder why.

Aside from Shinya-chan, everyone here only just met Kanamichan,

right? Hmm, but maybe that’s not the case. Maybe

somebody actually had some connection with her before

coming here. It wouldn’t be so strange.”

“I guess you could presume just about anything on that

subject.”

In which case, there was no point in presuming anything.

Kunagisa let out a groan.

“Well, let’s just worry about these other details first, and

figure out who knows who later on.”

“How are we gonna do that?”

“Who do you think you’re talking to?” She grinned at me.

Of course.

This blue-haired girl had a “background,” so to speak.

“Now then, shall we do a crime scene investigation?” She

picked up her nearby digital camera.

On the way to Kanami-san’s room, we passed by Yayoi-san. I

meant to greet her, but there was something unapproachable

about her, and I missed my chance. She continued walking in

the opposite direction. We had passed right by each other, but

it was like she hadn’t even noticed our existence.

“I wonder what she’s up to,” Kunagisa said. “Something

seems a little strange about her.”

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“She looked kind of worried about something. Or maybe

just in deep thought.”

“Hmph. Maybe she was looking around Kanami-chan’s

room, y’know? Maybe she had the same idea as us. Solve the

case quick so we can all go home.”

“Hmm, I wonder. She’s been here the longest, right? I

doubt she’d suddenly want to just pack up and leave.”

“Eh, maybe. But personally I hate islands where murders

take place.”

“I really wonder about that.”

Just before we all scattered from the dining room, Iria-san

had laid down a rule. “Until Aikawa-san gets here in six days,

nobody leaves the island. We’re all suspects here, myself

included.”

In other words, Akane-san wasn’t the only one being

imprisoned. And it wasn’t just curiosity motivating Kunagisa

to dig deeper. She wanted to go home as planned. As lazy as

she was, she was strangely anal about plans.

“Well, either way is good. I certainly wouldn’t mind if

Yayoi-chan solved this case for us.”

“I don’t think that’s what she’s up to. She had a sort of

melancholy, somber vibe about her. I can’t help but wonder if

she was disposing of evidence or something.”

“That would certainly suck a lot for us,” Kunagisa said,

eyeing me through the digital camera. “Let’s hurry up and

check it out.”

Kanami-san’s door had been left open. You could see the

inside of the outward-opening door. Nobody seemed to be

around. I wondered what everyone else was doing, except

Akane-san, who was presumably in the storage room. But I

decided to set that thought aside for the time being. People

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will do as they please, insofar as they’re allowed. That was

true on this island, and it was true anywhere else.

The room smelled like paint thinner as usual, but the paint

seemed to mostly be dry by now. Kanami-san’s body remained

in the same place it had been this morning, and looked

otherwise exactly the same.

“So let’s check it out…”

There’s something terribly… comical about a headless

body. What makes dead bodies so creepy and terrifying is that

emotionless expression on the face, but with no head to

display that face, the creepiness and terror is replaced with

hilarity. It’s like looking at a screwed-up attempt at a plastic

model or something.

The marble river. Kunagisa’s tossed coat remained right in

the middle.

“By the way, about that coat. How much was it?”

“It was part of a two-piece set for about twenty thousand, I

think.”

“Dollars?”

“Nah, yen.”

Wow, an average price. I was a little surprised.

“Well, might as well go inside.” I tried to take a step

forward, but she tugged on my sleeve just like she had that

morning. “What now?”

“Try jumping.”

“Huh?”

“C’mon. It’s an experiment. Get a little running start here

and see if you can jump that paint river. Your athletic skills

aren’t so bad, right?”

“They’re not so good, either.”

“Give it a shot.”

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“You got it.”

I revved myself up a bit and gave my best leap, but as

expected, I couldn’t clear the river. I landed on both feet, only

slightly past the center point.

“That’s all you’re gonna get.”

“Hmm.” Kunagisa stepped across, using her coat as a

stepping-stone. “If you can’t even do it, Shinya-san’s the only

person here who might even have a chance. He’s the only

other guy and all.”

“Yeah, but those maids seem pretty able-bodied, to be

honest. I mean, they carried all your luggage, including those

PCs and the workstation. Those things ain’t light.”

“Yeah, but they’re all petite. It’s just a matter of width.

Hmm, but then again, people always say ability matches

necessity. I guess that detail is a little fuzzy. Now, let’s see

what’s going on with Kanami-chan.” She approached Kanamisan’s

body, camera in hand.

She seemed to be particularly interested in examining the

body, while I was more concerned with Kanami-san’s

canvases. There were several lying around, including the

cherry blossom picture she had smashed up, as well as the

redo. I had to tremble at the sight of it. Even I, who had not

so much as a passing interest in art or aesthetics, couldn’t deny

that I was looking at sheer, untainted beauty.

And then there was the picture I had modeled for.

Kanami-san had promised to give it to me, but I couldn’t

accept something like this. I didn’t have nerves of steel, after

all.

“I’m probably just babbling here, but…”

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I went to pick up the painting, but then stopped myself. It

might have been bad to leave any fingerprints behind. Then

again, it might not have mattered.

Huh?

“Hey, Tomo.”

“Yeah?”

“Isn’t there something weird about this painting?”

“You mean that picture of you? Hmm? What’s weird? It’s

a normal painting.”

Certainly Kunagisa’s taste wasn’t the most ordinary thing

in the world, either, but that was beside the point. Something

about the painting was off, in a maddeningly subtle way. It

wasn’t anything about the image itself, but just the strange

feeling of absurdity it somehow conveyed.

“Well anyway, go ahead and snap a picture of it, will ya?

Something about it bothers me.”

“Got it. Hmm, I’m still not finding anything unusual over

here.”

She appeared to be inspecting Kanami-san’s body.

“Really?” I said, walking over to her.

“Yep. I’m no professional though. The cause of death is

still a mystery, and I can’t narrow down the time of death,

either. Without a coroner, it’s probably impossible. If only

Iria-chan had invited a medical genius here, too. Y’know, like

Blackjack or something. Then again, even with a coroner, it

would probably be pretty hard without the body’s head.”

“I guess we’re not going to figure anything out here after

all.”

“Yep.” She lifted the corpse up under her arm. Even years

she had no qualms about touching a dead body. “Kinda takes

me back, y’know? It’s just like the old days.”

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“Yeah, you’re right, but… It doesn’t feel like that to me.

It’s like I’m seeing a dead body for the first time all over again.

It’s been bothering me for a while.”

There was this sort of an unspeakable, disconcerting

feeling. Like when you find a scar on your own body you

don’t remember having.

“It’s jamais vu.”

“It’s what?”

“The opposite of déjà vu. It means you feel like you’re

doing something for the first time, even though you’ve really

done it many times before. Supposedly it happens when your

senses have been numbed.”

Then my senses must have been numbed some time long

ago.

A lot of things had happened abroad, after all.

“Anyway,” Kunagisa said. “There aren’t any stab wounds.

So maybe she was strangled after all. And then to hide the

bruises, the killer cut her head off.”

“It sounds crazy, but… here’s what I don’t get. Whatever

the killer used to cut the head off—knife, ax, hatchet,

whatever it was—why didn’t they just use that to kill her?”

“Maybe they did. There are no stab wounds, but that’s just

on the body. Maybe they stabbed her in the head.”

“Hey yeah, maybe,” I said. “Speaking of that, where do you

suppose the head went? I wonder where the killer took it. I

mean, if the killer took it.”

“Half the island is forest. Maybe they buried if somewhere

out there. Or they could’ve tossed it out to sea. Disposal

probably wasn’t much of a problem.”

“Which brings us back to the question, why did the killer

cut her head off?”

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But that question was a dead end.

“I’ve got one more question, Ii-chan. Take a look at this.

The head is cut off from the very base of the neck, right? Why

is it cut like that? Don’t you think that if you were going to

decapitate someone, the normal place to make the cut would

be around the center of the neck?”

The position of the cut was indeed unnaturally low, but I

wouldn’t have thought it was something significant.

I crossed my arms and said nothing. This crime scene

investigation didn’t seem like it would yield any clues after all.

At best, we had confirmed that the river of paint couldn’t be

jumped. But that seemed more like a step backward than

progress.

Kunagisa went over to the phone stand by the window and

picked up the phone receiver.

“Hmm, nothing unusual here, either.”

“You thought there would be?”

“I thought maybe the circuit had been rigged so that calls

to this phone would connect to a different phone. But there

doesn’t seem to be anything wrong on this end. Doesn’t look

like it’s been tinkered with, either.”

“The phone, huh? Say, how’d it go again? What did

Kanami-san say to Shinya-san?”

“The paint spilled, I’m busy working so don’t bother me,

stuff like that. But Shinya-san should’ve gone to check on her

even if she told him not to. It may seem strict, but it’s his duty

as a caretaker.”

“You’re right about that. But there’s no use talking about

what’s already done.”

And anyway, Shinya-san already has to bear that burden

himself. It wasn’t particularly our place to lay the blame on

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him, and there was no need to do so. It’s a crazy world, but

it’s also a world where we have to take responsibility for our

own actions. And sometimes we also have to take

responsibility for our own lack of action.

“Is it possible that they restored the phone back to normal

afterward?”

“Well, I wouldn’t say it’s totally impossible, but it

practically is. It’s not like plugging and unplugging a cord or

something.”

“Yeah, good point. I guess we’ll have to look at other

possibilities. Like the locked door.”

“You think I was lying?”

Suddenly I heard Shinya-san’s voice from behind me, so I

spun around. He stood in the doorway with some kind of

orange bag in his hands.

“But I could hear Kanami’s voice for sure. That’s no lie.”

From the sound of his voice, he seemed pretty worn out.

Which probably goes without saying.

“I’m not saying you lied, Shinya-san. We don’t have

anything that certain. But is it possible that the voice you

heard wasn’t hers?”

“No,” he answered. “I’d known Kanami for a long time.

There’s no way I would mistake her voice. Are you doubting

me?”

“It’s not like that. There’s no reason you would have killed

her, after all.”

“I dunno, maybe we weren’t on the best of terms.” He gave

a weak smile. Then he stepped through the dried paint and

approached us. Upon closer inspection, it became clear what

the orange bag was. It was a sleeping bag. He looked up at me.

“We can’t just leave her here, right?” he said. “I got permission

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from Iria-san and everything. I’ve decided to bury her on the

mountain out back. It’s not like Iria-san’s going to call the

police, and this is all her property anyway. Burying Kanami is

all I can do now.”

“We’ll help you,” I said. He tried to think of an appropriate

response, but realizing the benefit of having two extra people

helping him, he said nothing.

Together we lifted up Kanami-san’s body and silently put

it inside the sleeping bag. I know it goes without saying, but

her flesh was completely devoid of warmth.

“Shinya-san, do you have something to dig with?”

“There should be a big shovel back by the entrance.

Kunagisa-chan, shall we have you carry it for us? Hmm, say, is

that a digital camera?”

“Yup.” Kunagisa nodded. “We have to keep a record of the

crime scene for when Mister Detective shows up. I don’t think

the corpse will demand publicity rights, after all, right?”

That was probably the worst way she could’ve phrased it,

but Shinya-san responded with a nod and a smirk. “I see. Shall

we go, then?”

“Um, Shinya-san? About this painting…”

“Hmm? Ah. Kanami’s painting. It’s nice, isn’t it? It’s the

last painting she ever did, but she was intending to give it to

you, so please take it.”

“Is it okay?”

“I want to honor her last wishes.”

Her last wishes.

Yes, she was dead. Nothing left to fulfill.

“Get her feet, will you? I’ll carry the head, and—” He cut

himself off, most likely realizing there was no head to carry.

Without saying anything, I picked up the legs.

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He no doubt wished he could bury the head with the

body, but its whereabouts remained unknown. Either the

killer was hiding it somewhere, or it had already been tossed

into the woods or thrown into the sea, like Kunagisa said.

Holding on to the legs, it occurred to me how heavy the

body was. Heavier than you’d expect. It probably wasn’t

impossible for a single person to carry, but two people was

definitely better.

From that point on, none of us spoke. In silence we lifted

her body and left the mansion; in silence we headed for the

mountain in the back; and in silence we dug a hole.

The sleeping bag that held her body was such a cheaplooking

orange excuse for a coffin, I couldn’t help but find it

comical. In that moment, I felt like human death is nothing

but a big joke.

People die. That was something I knew all too well, to the

point that it was stifling, to the point that I wanted to vomit,

and Kunagisa knew it, too. And Shinya-san, being a fullfledged

adult, had no doubt been touched by death in the past

as well.

That’s probably why we were all so quiet.

Finally, Shinya-san spoke. “You two can go back now,” he

said. “I’m going to stay here a little longer.”

I wanted to say something, but I didn’t. Kunagisa pulled on

my hand, and we left without a word. Maybe Shinya-san was

going to cry. Maybe not. Either way, we no longer had a

reason to linger.

After all, we were just bystanders.

“I wonder if it was okay to just go ahead and bury her,”

Kunagisa said.

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“I think so. Shinya-san seems to be the only thing she had

resembling a loved one, and that’s what he wanted to do. And

we couldn’t just leave her lying in the atelier all week.”

“True. True, but…”

“Say, Tomo. How big a crime do you suppose it is to

abandon a corpse?”

“You’d probably get less than a three-year sentence. But

you’d probably get off with parole, too. But you and I are both

underage anyway, so no worries. No matter what happens, we

can get off with a little money.”

What a tasteless conversation.

Not that I was looking for a tasteful one.

“I’m just babbling here…”

Kunagisa gave me a funny look.

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What exactly were you trying to do?

Lunch was prepared by Hikari-san. Yayoi-san had complained

of being under the weather and was now resting in her room.

Indeed, she did seem pretty pale when we passed her in the

hall.

“It’s nothing like what Yayoi-san makes us, but please

enjoy,” Hikari-san said with a shy smile, and then left the

dining room. That left only me and Kunagisa… and Maki-san,

who seemed to be in the middle of lunch. I did my best to

ignore her as I crammed Hikari-san’s cooking down my throat.

Kunagisa didn’t seem to be hungry, so she was just tagging

along, staring off into space.

“Hey, boy-o.” As expected, Maki-san was going to harass

me. “Looks like you’ve been having some fun, eh? Eh?”

“Isn’t this what you said would happen?”

“Hmm? What do you mean?”

“That things will get worse before they get better. Isn’t that

what you said at dinner yesterday? What a lovely precognition

that was.”

“I sense a bit of sarcasm there, but I’ll go ahead and take

that as a compliment.”

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“If you knew this was going to happen, couldn’t you have

prevented it?”

“No. All I can do is watch and listen. I think you’re

misunderstanding my abilities. Psychic abilities aren’t such a

great convenience. I told you before, didn’t I? It’s like

watching TV. Can you alter the contents of a TV show?”

She gave a mocking smile as she shoveled down her meal.

Something about her resembled Kunagisa, I thought. She

was so emotionally immature, yet at the same time she

seemed somehow enlightened. In the aftermath of Kanamisan’s

murder, she seemed completely unfazed. In fact, it

didn’t seem like anything could faze her.

“Then please inform us, what’s going to happen next?”

“Sure. If you pay me.”

Suddenly she looked furious, and without another word,

she got up and stormed out of the dining room. Why was she

so mad?

“That was cold of you, Ii-chan.”

“What was?”

“Forget it. If you’re done eating, let’s go back to my room.

We’ve got things to do.”

“Yeah, okay.”

Maki-san must just have been a moody person. I decided to

assume that was the case and give it no further thought. I

didn’t know what darkness lurked in the heart of someone

who knew everything.

We returned to Kunagisa’s room. First we unloaded the

digital photos onto her PC with a USB cord. Then she

switched on the workstation and inserted a floppy disk.

“What’s on the disk?” I asked.

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“Tools. My original creations, of course. It’s set up so that

they only run on this workstation, so even if I drop the CD it’s

okay. Now let’s get to the bottom of this.”

To put it plainly, what Kunagisa was about to do was

illegal.

But I guess you could also call it “research.”

Including Kanami-san, there were twelve people.

Excluding Kunagisa and me, there were ten. As planned,

Kunagisa was going to run a background check on these ten

people and find out who knew whom.

Kanami-san had been murdered. There must have been a

reason for that. Of course, there are those murders that occur

for no apparent reason, but the other type is overwhelmingly,

absolutely, and depressingly more common. Supposedly

everyone here had met for the first time on the island, but

what if that wasn’t the case? The possibility was there, and

just thinking about it wouldn’t do much good.

And thus it was time for Kunagisa Tomo, leader of the

“team” that had thrown the cyberworld of the previous

century into total chaos, to act.

“So what now?”

“First I’m gonna access the hi-spec machine I’ve got back

home. This workstation doesn’t have the power we need.”

“Even though it’s got so many terabytes?”

“This has nothing to do with that. Ii-chan, you really don’t

know anything, do you?”

“Quit saying that. I might not know as much as you, but I

know a little. I took an electronic engineering class back in

Houston, at least.”

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“Really? Sounds like a lie to me. Weren’t you the one who

always used to have to go to the convenience store and be like

‘Will you copy this disk for me? Here’s ten yen’?”

“That was before I went to Houston.”

Curse that memory of hers.

“Well, whatever. That’s Ii-chan for ya,” she said. “Anyway,

then I’m gonna set up ten UG servers at platforms and contact

Chii-kun.”

“Chii-kun? Never heard that name before.”

But I could’ve guessed it was a member of the “team.” I

asked if it was, and she nodded.

“Chii-kun was mainly in charge of ‘seeking.’ There’s

nothing in the universe he can’t track down.”

In the universe?

This was a freakish pack of talented people indeed.

“He’s got a terrible personality, but he’s a good guy.”

“He’s not the guy who made that operating system, is he?

That was Atchan, right? So what’s this Chii-kun doing

nowadays?”

“He’s in prison. He got a 150-year sentence. Oh, plus eight

years—158 years. He kept hacking on his own even after the

team disbanded, and tried to crack the G-eight database, but

he was caught. He made it pretty far, but he got stuck at the

eighty-eighth line of defense. Hehe, if you get too good at

something, it’s always the easy stuff that gets you in the end.”

“You sure know a lot about it.”

“Yup. I was the one who designed that line of defense.”

I made no reply.

“I had heard a rumor that Chii-kun was after top-secret

UN information. I couldn’t just let the situation be, so I

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contacted a few friends and we set up a defense. Even then it

was a close call, which is a testament to his skill.”

“So that’s how he got thrown in prison? You really think

he’ll help us? In fact, how can he help us from prison? They

don’t have the Internet in there, do they?

“There’s always an exception to the rule, y’know. And

Chii-kun happens to be pretty exceptional. And he’ll

definitely help out. Chii-kun’s not the type to sweat the small

stuff.”

She continued typing away even while she talked. I already

had no idea what she was doing.

“Why do you call him Chii-kun?”

“His Net handle is Cheetah.”

“Kind of a smarmy handle, huh?”

“Yeah, well, he’s a fast guy. He says he’s hit cars before.”

“What, you mean while driving?”

“No, while running. I’m pretty sure he was the first person

in Japan to be fined for hitting a car while on foot.”

How’s that for eccentric?

Did Tomo attract these kinds of people like a magnet?

Nah, maybe talent just attracted like talent.

“Don’t ever introduce us.”

He sounded like the kind of person I’d rather quietly

observe from a distance.

Kunagisa nodded. “You got it. We all have rules, after all.

We never introduce friends to each other no matter what.

‘Cuz friends aren’t information. I don’t want you introducing

me to any of your friends, either, Ii-chan.”

“Sure… So I guess I’ll just leave all this up to you then? If

you’re going to be talking to that guy, I probably shouldn’t be

hanging around, huh? And I’ve got a few places to go, too.”

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“Peace out,” Kunagisa saluted.

With that, I left her room and made my way down the

spiral staircase. There I paused for a deep breath, and began

down the hallway. I was on my way to Iria-san’s room. Hikarisan

had given me directions earlier, so I didn’t think there was

any danger of getting lost.

Even in a mansion like this, where everything was of the

finest quality, the door to her room was of exceptional

craftsmanship. I doubted whether the sound of my knocking

would even reach the other side of such a chunky door.

Nonetheless, after giving it a try, the wave of sound did

somehow appear to reach the inside, and my knock was

answered with a “Come in!”

I opened the door and went inside. The room was probably

twice the size of Kunagisa’s. It wasn’t straight out of a movie,

it was an entire movie in and of itself. It was like the legendary

Urashima Taro.

The words receive an audience came to mind.

Head maid Rei-san sat on the sofa with Iria-san standing

beside her. They must’ve been in the middle of a

conversation.

Iria-san tilted her head at me. “Is something the matter?

Um…” Her expression was clueless. It seemed she had

forgotten my name. Or rather, couldn’t remember ever having

said or heard my name.

“I wanted to talk to you about something.”

“Certainly. Please take a seat there.”

I was thrown off by her cooperativeness. As ordered, I sat

myself on her sofa, which was even swankier than the sofa in

Kunagisa’s room. It was like sitting on air.

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“I didn’t get much sleep last night. I was about to go to

bed, so please keep it short.” She slowly began removing her

dress as she spoke, presumably to change into her sleepwear.

Rei-san immediately rose to her feet, but hesitated to raise

complaint with Iria-san’s actions and ultimately said nothing.

Seriously, this was about what you’d expect from a

“woman of pedigree.” The gaze of a mere plebeian meant

nothing to her. What a crock.

“Iria-san, why won’t you call the police?”

My question brought her to a halt. “I believe I’ve already

explained that. If we call the police now, they’ll treat

Sonoyama-san like the criminal.”

“But isn’t that what we’re doing already? We’ve already

locked her up. And aren’t we committing crimes here?”

“Sheltering a criminal, imprisonment, and… abandonment

of a corpse, right?” She continued changing. “So what’s wrong

with that? Murder, theft—those are crimes. And Sonoyamasan

isn’t being imprisoned, really. She gave consent. And

besides, aren’t you the one who suggested it in the first place?”

Indeed, that was the case.

There was nothing I could say to that.

Iria-san continued.

“The people gathered here are the VIPs of the world. I

refuse to allow them to become victims of the boorish

government. And why call for excess meddling? Nobody

wants that. Plus”—she grinned—“no matter who did it, I don’t

intend on subjecting anyone here to the law. Even if it means

exercising the full wealth of my family’s foundation, I’ll be

protecting them.”

“Why?”

“Because geniuses are above the law.”

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Of that, she sounded totally sure of herself. But her words

didn’t sit well with me. It meant that if Shinya-san or I were

the criminal, she wouldn’t protect us.

God, what a feeling.

What a crappy, crappy feeling.

“How do you define the word genius?” Iria-san suddenly

asked.

“Well, doesn’t Kretchmar describe it as ‘an individual

capable of having a strong and extraordinary impact on the

assertive values of a vast variety of people’?” I answered after a

moment’s thought.

“I asked for your opinion.”

Seriously, what a crappy feeling.

But really, she was right. After another moment’s thought,

I answered once again.

“Someone who’s ‘far away.’ ”

“That’s right,” Iria-san said. “That answer is spot-on.”

“I get the feeling there’s some other reason you won’t call

the police, but…”

“What’s that supposed to mean?”

“I’m just saying. It doesn’t mean anything.”

“Well then, are we done here? I want to go to bed.”

What a waste of time. It was like we were having a

prescripted debate.

“Sorry I bothered you,” I said and rose from the sofa.

Rei-san stood up with me. “I’ll see you out.”

“You don’t have to do that, Rei,” Iria-san said.

“It’s okay, it’s my job, right? Please excuse me, madam.”

Rei-san and I left the room together. It felt rather like I had

been given the brush-off, but, well, I had expected as much

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for now. It would take more than a modest effort to convince

someone like Iria-san, I thought.

“Please don’t feel bad about what she said,” Rei-san said

softly on the way out. “She’s not the most sensitive person.”

“Sure.”

Come to think of it, this was the first time I had spoken

with Rei-san like this.

“I don’t really mind anyway.”

“She’s really so fond of Aikawa-san, you see. That’s why

she doesn’t want to call the police.”

“Aikawa? Oh yeah, this person coming in six days.”

“For her, this is sort of a welcoming present. You see,

Aikawa-san’s got a knack for these kinds of incidents, and,

well, it’s no coincidence that my mistress uses the term

detective.”

Interesting. So this whole murder fiasco was sort of a

present for this Aikawa guy. If that was the truth, he must’ve

been a hell of a guy.

No.

To say it plainly, maybe this whole incident was just Iriasan’s

way of killing time. Island-exiled heiress to the Akagami

Foundation. She certainly had no lack of money or time. And

she had already gathered all these geniuses here for her

amusement. Could it be that this murder was just some sort

of… special event?

I shook my head. I was thinking too much. There aren’t

people like that out there. People like that can’t exist in this

world.

“Well, please excuse me now.”

Rei-san bowed to me in front of the door and I went back

the way I had come. After talking, she had turned out to be an

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unexpectedly nice girl, so I was a bit taken aback. Hikari-san

had made her out to be so strict.

Thinking about that made me feel a little funny as I

returned to Kunagisa’s room and opened the door. Inside the

room Kunagisa was face-to-face with her computer rack, and

one more person—that ultimate, unrivaled fortune-teller.

Why?

Maki-san was smoking, but once I entered, she put out the

cigarette with her own index finger. She rose from the sofa

and approached to pass me without a word. But as if changing

her mind midway, she butted her head into my chest and

pushed me out the door with her. With a hand behind her

back, she shut the door.

I eyed her suspiciously.

“Heh, heh, heh,” she laughed childishly. But that’s all she

did, without even attempting to speak.

“In a better mood now?”

“It’s not just my mood that’s improved. Hehehe. You’re so

careless. Or maybe just rash?”

“What brought this on?”

“Do you have a favorite author?”

This conversation was all over the place.

“No.”

“How about celebrity?”

“No.”

“You’re so boring. Fine. Well, you know how some people

have someone they admire, right? But those people fall into

three different categories. There are those who think ‘I love

this person, I admire him, I respect him, I want to be just like

him.’ Innocent, right? Then the second type is similar to the

first, but they separate themselves completely from the object

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of their admiration, and even hold that person’s life above

their own. And finally, the third type of person is the one who

thinks that by taking an interest in this wonderful person, they

can absorb some of that wonderfulness and increase their own

worth in turn. It’s a despicable, rotten-minded breed of people

who only live for others. Now which one of those three types

do you belong to?”

“The second one, I suppose.”

“Correct. And twisted as it may be, even I can’t help but

be moved by your loyalty to Kunagisa-chan,” she sneered. “But

with that said, aren’t you being awfully careless? Leaving her

all alone in her room like that? What if I was the killer?

“If you really, truly want to take care of something, you

shouldn’t let it leave your sight even for a second. Keep that in

mind, boy.”

Pat pat.

She smacked me twice on the shoulder and disappeared,

singing some tune.

I was left alone in the hallway.

“Huh?”

Dammit.

I cursed to myself and then opened the door to Kunagisa’s

room and entered once again.

With the usual rules apparently still in effect, come

dinnertime almost everyone was gathered around the table.

Almost.

Naturally Kanami-san wasn’t around, and Akane-san was

absent as well. Additionally missing were Akari-san and

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Teruko-san. Apparently they had crossed to the mainland.

The reason for this was that they needed to contact our dear

detective, “Aikawa-san.”

“Couldn’t you just call or e-mail him?” I asked.

“We can’t,” Hikari-san said. “Aikawa-san is famously

difficult to reach. It’s a busy life, I guess, and I believe there’s

something going on in Aichi Prefecture right now. So Akari

and Teruko won’t be back until tomorrow.”

“Busy life, huh? What’s this person do?”

“Independent contracting.”

What’s that?

I wasn’t entirely familiar with that kind of lingo.

This night’s dinner was Chinese food. According to

Sashirono Yayoi, master of flavors, Chinese was the quickest

and easiest food to make. Of course, that was from her

perspective, so it probably wouldn’t serve as reference for me

in my own cooking anytime soon.

“By the way, Kunagisa-san,” Iria-san said just as dinner was

ending. “I hear you were conducting some covert ops this

afternoon. Did you figure anything out? I thought you were a

mechanical specialist, but you can conduct these types of

investigations as well, huh?”

“I do all sorts of stuff,” Kunagisa said with sweet-and-sour

pork crammed into her mouth. “No need to tie myself down

with specialties and such.”

That sounded familiar.

Ah… right. They were Kanami-san’s words.

The words of a style-free painter.

Regardless of your strengths and weaknesses, likes and

dislikes, there’s no need to specialize. This was a fundamental

teaching at the ER program as well. Yet in a world that

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categorizes everything, that was no easy teaching to adhere to.

It began and ended with the likes of Kunagisa Tomo, Ibuki

Kanami, and Sonoyama Akane.

For me, it was an impossibility.

“So, did you figure anything out? About how they broke

into the room or who the killer was or anything?”

It sounded more like she didn’t want Kunagisa to figure

anything out. I recalled what Rei-san had said earlier. Granted,

if the case was solved before Aikawa-san got here, it would be

something of a killjoy for Iria-san.

“I know it all. I know so much, I don’t know.”

Nobody seemed to understand what Kunagisa was talking

about, instead eyeing her skeptically and saying nothing.

“Himena-san,” Iria-san switched the conversation from the

engineer to the fortune-teller. “Since coming here you’ve put

all your effort into harassing the other guests, and have yet to

do any fortune-telling. So how about it? Don’t you think it’s

time to tell us what’s going to happen next?”

“It’ll cost you.”

She was living here for free, and receiving a regular salary,

and she still had the nerve to demand a fee? What a moneygrubbing

atrocity of a human being. I had never met a person

like this before. She was like the devil.

“You’re one to talk.”

She was glaring at me.

I wasn’t talking, dammit.

“Well, it sounds the same to me. I use my abilities to make

a profit. I’m not so young that I can stay motivated by

morality and humanity alone. Especially in terms of emotional

age.”

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I understood what she was saying. But she must have

already had enough ten-thousand-yen bills to fill ten Tokyo

Domes, so what more did she want? It wouldn’t hurt for her

to tell fortunes for free every once in a while.

“Who gave you the right to think that?”

She snapped her attention back to Iria-san.

“Of course I’ll pay for it.” Iria-san put her hands together.

“Please, I’m asking you.”

“It ends soon.”

Maki-san spoke without even changing her tone of voice.

Everybody waited for her to continue, but she was already

fully invested in her twice-cooked pork. It looked like that was

all she had to say.

“Is that all?” Iria-san asked, evidently somewhat surprised.

“I have to say, that was a little, um…”

“That was charity. Since somebody over there has so many

complaints about me, I thought I’d be a little generous. Don’t

worry about it. It has nothing to do with the fortune.”

Himena Maki.

Just what is it like to know everything and stay silent about

it? For someone like me who knows nothing, it was impossible

to even imagine. In that sense, Maki-san was, for me, the

biggest mystery on this whole island. So much so that the

mystery of the headless body and the locked door and river of

paint were all blotted out.

After that, Maki-san said nothing more, and so the fourth

night’s dinner ended without any significant developments.

Maki-san and Kunagisa made a few bizarre comments as

usual, and that was it.

Yet there was one thing that bothered me. Shinya-san and

Yayoi-san hadn’t said a single word the entire time, and they

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didn’t even appear to be listening to anyone else’s

conversation. They just sat there putting food in their mouths,

just because it was there. It wasn’t so remarkable, but there

was definitely something unnatural about the two of them. It

was one thing for Shinya-san, who had lost Kanami-san, to be

like that, but what was Yayoi-san’s issue? Granted, she had

complained of feeling “under the weather” earlier, but…

Just past nine o’clock p.m.

I was alone in Kunagisa’s room, viewing the digital camera

data on the one PC that looked like even I could (just barely)

operate it. It had no mouse, making it difficult to control, but

it wasn’t completely over my head.

Kanami-san’s corpse. A shot from the chest up as well as a

full-body shot. A shot of the severed neck and a shot of the

river of paint. In the middle of the river floated a coat. The

paint having dried and hardened, we couldn’t remove it. I

suppose we could have forced the coat out, but it was already

ruined with paint, so there was no point.

And finally…

The picture I had modeled for, Kanami-san’s final work.

That unnatural feeling I had felt when first seeing the

canvas during our crime scene investigation had returned.

Disharmony.

It was alien.

It was all just a gut feeling, but…

“Ah, I get it,” I muttered to myself.

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Of course. Now that I saw it, it was so simple. The bigger

mystery was why it had taken me so long to spot it. It was

such an obvious picture flaw.

“Hmm…”

But this just raised further questions.

How could something like this happen? There was no reason

something like this should happen. How could an artist of

Kanami-san’s caliber make such a simple error?

As I thought about it, somebody knocked on the door.

“Aw, come on.”

It had to be Maki-san, here to harass me again. I rose from

my seat, more delighted than ever. But when I opened the

door, it was actually Hikari-san. Thrown into confusion by

how far off my guess had been, I stared at her for two or three

seconds with no brain functionality.

“Ah, hey, Hikari-san.” Somehow I managed to string the

words together. “Uh, please, come in.”

“Sorry to bother you,” she said politely, and entered the

room. She glanced around the room for a moment and then

asked me, “Um, where might I find Kunagisa-san?”

“Oh, Kunagisa? I tied her up and tossed her in the tub just

a minute ago.”

“Huh?”

“She’s like a cat. She hates taking baths. Her hair is actually

supposed to be a much lighter blue, but she never washes it so

it gets all dark like that. She’s no good at escaping, and once

she gets wet she just kind of gives up, so she could be in there

for a while.”

“Oh… ohhh, so she’s kind of like a Russian Blue, huh?”

Though Hikari-san wore an expression of dawned

enlightenment, what she said didn’t make any sense.

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Seriously, I didn’t know what she was talking about. Better to

just ignore it.

“Um, so anyway, if you need to talk to her, I’m sorry but

you’re probably going to have to wait awhile.” Then a thought

occurred to me. Maybe this was a good opportunity. “Say,

Hikari-san, are you free right now?”

“Hmm? Sure. I’ve finished all my work for the day,

anyway.”

“Then would you mind staying here for a while? It might

be dangerous for me to leave Kunagisa alone,” I said, recalling

Maki-san’s lecture this afternoon. “It should be fine now that

we’ve made it hard for the killer to do anything, but, just in

case. Do you mind?”

“No, it’s okay. I guess.” she said, though she wore a

troubled expression. “Of course I don’t mind, but is it really

okay? I mean… to trust me?”

“No one would attack both of you at the same time.”

“No, I mean, you don’t think you’re leaving her

vulnerable?”

Oh, that.

“It’s okay,” I nodded. “Unlike Maki-san, I trust you.”

With that, I shut the door and headed down the hall, then

descended the stairs to the first floor.

“ ‘I trust you’?” I muttered, mocking myself.

Since when was I the type to make such grandiose claims?

Didn’t sound like me.

Question.

What is trust?

Answer.

Not minding if you’re betrayed.

Not regretting if you’re betrayed.

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“Either way, it doesn’t mean much of anything, does it?”

I arrived at my destination, once my own room, now

Sonoyama Akane’s prison.

“It’s me,” I said, knocking lightly.

“Oh, you” came her reply after a moment. She sounded

surprisingly calm. “What’s up? Should you be away from

Kunagisa-chan? It doesn’t seem like you.”

“Well, I had my own hesitations, but… I wanted to

apologize to you.”

“Why should you apologize?” came her reply from the

other side of the door, slightly laced with crankiness. “Weren’t

you the one who stood up for me? Coming here and

apologizing is like saying I’m too much of a thickheaded

imbecile to even understand that. If anything, I should be

thanking you.

“I should’ve suggested this in the first place, but that

probably wouldn’t have gone over so well, so I was thankful

when you brought it up. I should express my gratitude right

now.” She paused for a moment. “Thank you.”

“You’re welcome.”

She hadn’t risen to the ranks of the Seven Fools for

nothin’. That wasn’t the kind of forgiving place where you

could get by with just a little studying and a sharp wit.

“By the way, when Hikari-san brought my dinner, she

mentioned you guys have been snooping around a bit. You

and Kunagisa-chan. Mind if I ask about your findings?”

“Well, I still don’t know who the killer is.”

“You still don’t know, huh? Heh, should I be reading into

that? Heh heh, I like your style. Okay, sure. Let me ask a

different question. Got any theories on that river of paint?”

“Hm, how about you?”

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“I think it’s a case of the post hoc fallacy.”

“Is that English?”

“Latin. I think it’s sort of like ‘you reap what you sow.’ ”

Ah.

I sighed.

In that case, she must have already figured out the secret of

the river of paint. She had already figured out the mystery,

and now she was just staying here to preserve this

“antagonistic atmosphere” we had created for the killer. She

was really an amazing woman, I thought.

Hehehe, she laughed.

“It’s probably best that I stay in here until Iria-san’s lover

boy ‘Aikawa-san’ gets here, huh? It’s no real problem for me,

anyway. I used to lock myself in my room and read all the

time when I was a kid. And that room was way smaller than

this.”

“Do you know who the killer is?”

“No, I don’t. That’s no lie, seriously. That kind of thing

isn’t my specialty, and although I do read the occasional

mystery novel, it’s only for recreation. Say, do you ever read

Mushanokoji?”

The subject had changed without so much as a segue. Was

Mushanokoji even a mystery novel author? “I’ve read the

anthology, at least,” I answered with a slightly confused look

on my face.

“Then you must know the story ‘Sensei of Truth.’ ”

I did know that much.

“When I first read it, I thought the title was ‘Mari-sensei’

and that it was about a horribly brash woman. Not that I can

talk. But do you remember in the opening of the story, when

Shinri-sensei refers to the ‘reason killing isn’t okay’?”

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“Yeah, he’s like, ‘Is there ever a time when you wouldn’t

mind being killed? If you can think of a condition under which

you wouldn’t mind being killed, please let me know. If you

don’t like the thought of being killed under any circumstance,

then you have no right to kill another,’ right?”

Even with a memory as bad as mine, this much had stuck

with me.

“Correct,” Akane-san said. “Now let me ask you the same

question. Under what condition would you feel it’s okay to be

killed?”

“There isn’t one.”

“But what if, for example, you had to choose between your

life or Kunagisa-chan’s?”

“I don’t want to think about it.”

“Right?” She laughed lightheartedly. “After all, you’re the

type who hates making decisions, right? You dislike the act of

deciding in and of itself. Yesterday, Himena-san was saying

the same thing about you, and I think she nailed it. You just

go with the flow. You hate competition, and you hate making

things clear-cut. You have to keep things ambiguous.”

“I won’t argue with that.”

“You won’t argue but you won’t agree. You accepted my

shogi challenge because you knew you would definitely lose,

isn’t that right? You wouldn’t accept a challenge or compete

otherwise.”

I didn’t hate losing, I hated competition. I was thoroughly

put off by the idea of vying with others over something. I

hated fighting as well and thus never made friends.

“Do you dislike other people?”

“Not particularly.”

“But do you like them?”

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“Not necessarily.”

“That’s right. The foundation of your values rests on the

idea that people are meant to live solitary lives. That’s your

opinion, yes? Or no, rather that’s your will. That’s the absolute

principle around which you’re constructed. You try your best

not to get involved and not to cause trouble or pain for

anyone. Of course you can share happiness and good times

with others, but you don’t get close to the point that you

might cause pain or sadness, isn’t that right?”

I always thought couples who spend all their time fighting

and stay together all the same were just idiotic. Why don’t

they get along? Couldn’t they just do that much?

Why couldn’t they?

“Since when were you such a psychologist, Akane-san?”

“Sorry, but I’m a scholar of any and all subjects. Such

categorization is meaningless to me. Hehehe. You really, truly

enjoy being alone, don’t you?”

“Well, after all. I’m my oldest friend.”

“True enough. That’s the case for everyone. So how about

Kunagisa-chan? Altogether, you’ve spent less than a year with

her, right?”

“Do you like her?”

It was a straight question.

I had been asked the same one several years ago. That time

it was her older brother who asked.

However the answer remained the same.

“Not especially, no.” My voice came out so despairingly

cold that I almost wondered if it was really mine.

Why?

Why was I being like this?

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“Hmm, is that so?” She sounded a little surprised. “Because

she likes you, you know. That much is certain.”

“Yeah, I know. She’s told me more than a few times.”

“I don’t particularly like this kind of discussion, but, have

you ever wondered why even though the world is full of

couples like this, somehow so many people are still getting

together?”

“I mean isn’t it strange? It would be too convenient for the

person you like to ever like you back. Life isn’t a shojo manga.

But sure enough, in reality, you take a group of a hundred

people, a whole lot of them are going to find love. Why do

you think that is?”

“I have no idea. I’ve never thought about it. Isn’t it just

coincidence? Like the Law of Great Numbers of something?”

“I don’t think so. A coincidence like that is unfeasible. This

is the conclusion I’ve reached: it’s because it feels good to be

loved. Being loved by another person is enough to make you

happy and make you love that person in return,” she said

assertively. I could see her clever little smile even through the

door. This was becoming more than I could bear much longer.

I felt like I was about to be crushed to death.

“So what are you getting at?”

“Oh, no, no… I was just wondering why you hadn’t fallen

for Kunagisa-chan, and you know how it is for us scholars. If

we can’t figure something out, it’ll bother us to no end.”

“She likes everyone. Seriously, everyone. It’s not like she

wants me in particular,” I blurted out.

“So that’s it,” Akane-san said. “You don’t want to be loved

by her. You want to be chosen by her. As her one and only.”

I…

Couldn’t argue with that.

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“Hmm, but why her? That’s what I can’t figure out. It

seems like there must be some obvious reason, but I don’t get

it. If you two were a couple, there would certainly be some

clashing factors, right? In fact, one would think you would be

unattracted to someone so easy.”

Easy?

Who?

“You mean easygoing?” I said.

“Right. Anyway, theoretically someone with a personality

like yours wouldn’t be able to endure a relationship with a girl

like that, emotionally immature despite being in a superior

position. Plus, you’re a man.”

“It’s fun being with her. Or well…” I chose my words

carefully. “Rather, it’s fun being by her side.”

My favorite place in the world was by her side. I had

returned to Japan for that very reason.

“Mmm-hmm,” Akane-san said. “You’re a little masochistic,

aren’t you?”

“Yeah, to the bone. I got bullied in elementary school, see.”

“You were bullied? No, I think this is different. I think you

were neglected. There’s a difference between abuse and

neglect. It’s the weak kids and the liars who get abused. The

outcasts just get neglected. But I know how you feel. When I

was in high school, I felt like I was surrounded by aliens.

When we took tests, nobody shot for a perfect grade, they

shot for the average. If we ran a marathon, they would say

‘Hey, let’s all run together!’ They were a bunch of egalitarians,

for better or worse. They would tell you pi equals three.

Indeed, each of the other Seven Fools claims to have

experienced similar feelings. It’s the tragedy of 0.14. In a

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world of egalitarians, the outliers get to taste true isolation.

Genius is born of it. But not all outcasts are geniuses.”

“You mean it’s a condition of being a genius, not a

guarantor, huh? Well I’m sure no genius.”

“Maybe not, but I think you at least know the difference

between advice and an order, so let me give you some friendly

advice: if you want Kunagisa-chan to choose you, I

recommend you just take her. If you do that, you’ll be the

only one for her. She won’t resist, that much is for sure.

Regardless of how introverted, dark, disturbed, and deprived

of an adolescent you may be, I’m sure you at least have the

balls to do that.”

“I don’t.”

“You’re a real mallard, huh?”

A what?

“I may lack confidence, but you think I’m a coward?”

At least I wasn’t a Chii-kun.

“Oh, I’m sorry. Hehehehe, I like you, y’know? It’s too bad

you aren’t a woman.”

Why was that?

I didn’t know what she was trying to say anymore. No,

that’s wrong. It was simply becoming too painful to keep

myself together any longer.

If this went on any longer, any longer at all…

“Well, it’s okay. I’m sure everything will become clear soon

enough. Time always gives things some clarity. Say, by the

way, have you ever heard the theory that in zero-sum games

like shogi and chess there’s always one perfect move to make?”

“Is this like the Prisoners’ Dilemma?”

“Yeah, that. The movement of the shogi pieces is

mathematically limited, so there is always one perfect move to

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make. Thus, it’s technically possible to decide the match in

the very first move. Of course, this assumes that both

opponents are perfect players. So how about the killer in our

case? How will this Aikawa-san respond, I wonder? Isn’t it a

fascinating notion? Still, this mystery feels more like a

labyrinth than a shogi board.”

“A labyrinth? But labyrinths are simple. If you just stick

your hand on one wall, you’ll eventually find the way out. It

just takes time.”

“You’re talking about a simple maze. I think this case is

more like a multiconnected labyrinth. Still, there’s a surefire

strategy for this kind of labyrinth as well, but it’s kind of hard

to explain. If you have a chance, try looking it up. But don’t

you ever want to play a game with no surefire strategy?”

A game with no sure strategy.

No sure win…

Huh.

What if this case was like that?

Anxiety.

Like standing on shaky legs.

I felt sick.

“If you think about it,” she continued. This sickening

conversation. Even though it was sickening.

“Um, Akane-san?” I said, at last unable to contain myself.

“I’d like to keep talking like this, but I’ve left someone waiting

in my room.” I forced the words together into a sentence. I

fought the urge to throw up. “I think I’d better get back.”

“Oh, okay. Sorry about that,” she replied.

It must have been a bit of a letdown.

“Anyway, please come again. You sure help pass the time.”

“Thanks. Well, see you later.”

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With that, I began to leave, but there was something that

still bothered me. I knocked once again.

“Um, about your original question…”

“Hmm? What’s up?”

“Do you have one? An instance where you wouldn’t mind

being killed?”

“An instance? Not an instance—always.” It was a clear

answer. “I’ll die when my time is up. Regardless of where or

how I die, or who kills me for what reasons, you won’t hear a

complaint out of me.”

And with that I returned to Kunagisa’s room, never

thinking for a second that this would be my final interaction

with Sonoyama Akane, that genius of geniuses of the highest

order, of the Seven Fools, of the comprehensive research

center ER3…

“Ii-chan, you’re back.” Kunagisa sat on her bed, her body

wrapped in a pure white bathrobe. Hikari-san was on the sofa.

Seeing that I had returned, she breathed a sigh of relief. Trying

to handle a conversation with a bath-fresh, spunky Kunagisa

was no task for an amateur, so I knew how Hikari-san felt.

“Ii-chan, look, I washed my hair. Compliment me,

compliment me.”

“It’s cute.”

Her hair had turned a pretty, cobalt blue. “It’s not easy

bearing recessive genes,” she herself would often say.

“Are you gonna take a bath, too, Ii-chan? You might come

up with a good idea in there, y’know, like Archimedes. And

then run around the mansion naked, also like him.”

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“That would be… a problem,” Hikari-san said in all

seriousness. It was like she thought I would really do it. I had

no intention of making myself the mansion weirdo. “But

Archimedes really was a strange guy, wasn’t he? All geniuses

are, huh?” Hikari-san said thoughtfully. I wondered which

person in the mansion she was imagining. It looked as if it

could have been anyone or no one.

“Nudity wasn’t so uncommon in those days, Hikari-san. I

don’t think he was being particularly strange.”

“You’re so wise, Ii-chan.”

“Yes, I am. So Hikari-san, what was it you needed?”

“Oh, right. My mistress sent me to come investigate what’s

going on with Kunagisa-san.”

She was sure an honest girl. I told her there was no point if

she went and told us that’s what she was doing. She laughed

embarrassedly.

“I know. Akari’s really better at this kind of thing, but

she’ll be staying on the mainland tonight. She won’t be back

until tomorrow morning.”

“She went to call on that detective, right?” I was a little bit

interested, so I went ahead and asked. “So, what’s this person

like, anyway? Judging from the way you talk, it sounds like

you’ve met before. Are you well acquainted?”

“Yes, I suppose so. Aikawa-san came to our rescue once

before. There was an incident, and, well…” she vaguely trailed

off. It didn’t seem like it was supposed to be a secret, but

maybe just an unpleasant conversation.

“Hmm, an incident, huh? On this island?”

“Yes. This was right after my mistress had been sent here,

and before it had become this sort of ‘salon.’ So we called

Aikawa-san here, and, well, the case was solved almost

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immediately,” Hikari-san said with great emotion. “Aikawasan

has kind of a violent temper, you see. Cynical and

emotional, like the entire world is an enemy. I think Aikawasan’s

success in solving cases is fueled by rage alone.”

“Huh…”

She seemed to be carefully choosing her words as she

spoke, but not very effectively. I couldn’t put together a

concrete picture of this guy at all.

“So, pretty short-tempered?”

“Well, it’s more like Aikawa-san is in a perpetual state of

rage. Even if you catch a glimpse of a smile, there’s always this

sort of hostility hanging in the air, and… I’m sorry, it’s kind of

hard to describe. Anyway, it’s like Aikawa-san has a grudge

against the whole world.”

“I see,” I said, even though I didn’t. “But all the detectives

I’ve ever read about in mystery novels are all so cool and

reserved. They’re always saying stuff like ‘Didn’t you realize

that?’ You could replace eighty percent of their dialogue with

‘What are you, stupid?’ and it would still make sense.

“But based on what you’re saying, this Aikawa-san sounds

like some sort of hotheaded defender of justice with zero

tolerance for criminals.”

“Oh, well, it’s not like that. It’s not just zero tolerance for

criminals, it’s zero tolerance for the entire world. You know,

always saying things like ‘This world could be so much better!

Why are you bastards all slacking?’ ”

He really was hotheaded. A rare type of person these days.

It was such a contrast to me and my vague, passive babbling, it

was almost beautiful.

“But despite all the anger and grouchiness, it just doesn’t

do any good to get frustrated with the laziness of others, so

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Aikawa-san would just give this cynical smile. Maybe you

know the type. To say the least, it serves as quite a contrast

from you and Kunagisa-san.”

In describing this detective, Hikari-san seemed sort of

gleeful. Like she was boasting about a close friend or

something. Or more like a hero. It was just like when Iria-san

had described him.

“Is that right? Well, that’s probably the better way to be,” I

said, just trying to keep the conversation going. “Do you think

Aikawa-san is reliable?”

“Yes, for sure.”

“That’s a relief. Even if we can’t figure out the mystery in

the next six days, we have a backup savior.”

“Well, let’s not count our chickens before they hatch.”

“I’m cautious. Or maybe I’m a coward. Either way is good,

I guess.”

“Either way is good?” She gave me a confused look. “You

know, this may be strange coming from me, but why is

everyone able to stay so calm in a situation like this?”

“Well, that’s a complicated question.”

“Sorry. But you know, it’s like, even though someone was

killed, everyone is so… what can I say…?”

“Maybe they’re just used to it.”

At least, that was my case.

I didn’t really know the difference between “used to” and

“numb to,” though.

“Yeah, but Shinya-chan and Yayoi-chan seemed to react

pretty naturally,” Kunagisa said.

“That’s right, but hey, Hikari-san, you and your sisters

seem pretty calm, too. What about that?”

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“Well, we’ve been trained to maintain composure.” She

sounded a little sad about it.

Her twenty-seven years of living probably hadn’t been

much of a cakewalk.

“Oh, right,” she said, breaking the awkward silence with

the snap of her fingers. “My mistress told me to make sure I

ask you this. Earlier you said something about understanding

so much that you don’t understand, right? But really you must

know something, right?”

About that space enclosed by a river of paint.

Hmm…

That “mistress” of hers must’ve been sharper than she was

worldly.

“Nothing to brag about, really. Any mystery novel fan

would’ve been able to solve it easily. But you know, when

you’re approached with a mystery like this in real life, it

proves to be pretty perplexing. I guess the answers get a little

drowned out by the smell of blood, the taste of death.”

“Hahaha, weird, Ii-chan,” Kunagisa laughed.

It was an innocent, vulnerable laugh.

It made my head spin a little.

Did I want to be chosen?

By her?

My sudden silence drew the quizzical gaze of Hikari-san,

but a moment later she turned to Kunagisa. “Um, Tomo-san?

If you do know, I hope that you’ll tell me.”

“Sure, why not? It took awhile to pin it down, but I finally

figured it out,” Kunagisa nodded. “Erm, where should I start?”

“Um, well first, if you wouldn’t mind… could you tell me

what you meant earlier? About knowing so much you don’t

know?”

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“It’s like the difference between bottom-up and top-down,”

I cut in, lacking faith in Kunagisa’s ability to explain it. “Like,

say, for example, that that table is a sandbox and you want to

make a mound of sand as high as possible. What would you

do?”

“Start from the sides and push all the sand together into a

mountain.”

“Right. So would I. But Kunagisa wouldn’t do that. She

would take a whole bunch of sand and just dump it on the

table. The resulting mountain of sand would be just like the

one you and I built. You and I would gradually build up to the

final product, little by little. Kunagisa dumps everything out

altogether. That’s how her mind processes things. Right,

Tomo?”

“I don’t really get your analogy.”

Big surprise there.

At any rate, Hikari-san seemed to get me, and she nodded

along.

“Okay, so will you tell me the secret behind that paint

room?”

“Sure, if you’ll answer my question, Hikari-chan.”

Hikari-san stared blankly back at her, as if she didn’t

understand the question. Kunagisa, paying no mind to that,

turned back to her computer. She pointed to the screen on

the computer I had been using.

“Okay, first let’s review the scene of the crime. Ta-daaa.

The atelier.”

She used an image viewer program to display all of the

pictures. That stream of marble like the Sanzu River. The

headless body on the other side. Images that actualized our

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memories of the morning. Oblivious to such notions, Kunagisa

began her explanation.

“The primary puzzle is this river of paint. The earthquake

happened at one a.m., causing the shelf to fall over, which

resulted in what you now see. That much is clear. The river is

too wide to jump. If we suppose the murder happened after

the earthquake, the killer’s means of entry are a mystery. Or

at least, the means of exit are. You with me so far?”

“Yes. So far.”

“At this point, it’s easy to pin the crime on the monster

Ashinaga Tenaga, but the answer isn’t that simple.”

Hikari-san gave a strange laugh. Either she didn’t know

who Ashinaga Tenaga was or she was just giving a strange

laugh.

“So you’re forced to think that the murder happened

before the earthquake. If that were the case, it would’ve been

easy for the murderer to get in and out. No footprints, no

blocked passages. In which case, it seems like Akane-san must

be the killer, since she was the only one who didn’t have an

alibi. But that’s where Shinya-san’s testimony comes in. He

confirmed that he heard Kanami-san’s voice when he called

her after the earthquake. This means that Kanami-san must

have been alive at least for a few minutes after the earthquake.

So, Hikari-san, what do you think?”

“Well, I, uh…” She tilted her head to the side. It was pretty

adorable. “I guess the killer must’ve come through the

window. It’s the only other way. But the window is locked,

so…”

“From the window, huh? There is that possibility. Glass is

fundamentally closer to a liquid than a solid, after all, so a lock

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might not necessarily do much good. Or they could have dug

a tunnel as well.”

Yeah, right.

“Well, you must’ve figured it out by this point, right,

Kunagisa?”

“Not even a little.”

“It’s the post hoc fallacy, Hikari-san,” I said, coming to her

rescue. I had been holding out so long because she was so cute

when she was confused, but in the end I couldn’t help but feel

bad for her.

Kunagisa nodded.

“Yup. Post hoc ergo propter hoc. In Japanese, that’s ‘mistaken

cause and effect.’ It refers to a misinterpretation of the Law of

Syllogism. You know, like false assumptions. The world isn’t

so neatly organized.”

“I don’t understand Latin.”

“Hey, but you knew it was Latin.”

“That’s because you said ergo”

Cogito ergo sum, huh?

Hikari-san was sharper than she looked.

“For example, imagine I’ve got a hundred-yen coin and I

say ‘It’s going to come up heads.’ I said it, okay? And then I

toss the coin. Okay, it’s heads! What do you think? You think

it was a coincidence, right? That’s normal. But some people

don’t get it. They figure I said I would throw a heads and it

was heads, therefore I must have some kind of special power

to control the coin.”

For the record, it was a trick coin.

“I drank some alcohol and my cold went away, therefore

alcohol cures colds. I turned on my computer and a visitor

showed up, therefore computers summon visitors. A man

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looked at a woman, and she happened to be looking in his

direction, therefore she must have been interested in him. A

catfish was dancing, and then an earthquake happened, so the

earthquake must have been the catfish’s fault. None of that

makes much sense, right, Hikari-chan? In other words, just

because B happens after A doesn’t mean A and B have a

cause-effect relationship. The sequence and timing of two

events is no reflection of cause and effect. So let’s think about

this case now. There was an earthquake, then a river of paint was

formed, therefore the earthquake created the river of paint. Is that

right?”

“Oh.”

Oh. That.

It finally dawned on her.

“So that river wasn’t caused by the earthquake?”

“Well, the shelf itself probably really did fall over because

of it. And it probably did cause a little bit of paint to spill out.

Kanami-chan even said so on the phone. But I doubt it

would’ve caused such an incredible amount of paint to spill

everywhere. The paint cans probably rolled around and let a

few drops out. If you think about it, those paint can lids are

relatively strong, so it’s not likely that just falling over

would’ve caused them to spill all over the place like that. But

even if was just a little bit, Kanami-chan was confined to a

wheelchair, so for her it was impossible to leave the atelier.”

“Oh, I see where this is going,” Hikari-san said. “That

makes sense. So then the killer snuck into the room and

murdered her. Then, on the way out, purposely spilled paint

around the room, little by little. If you did it slowly, little by

little, you could make a river like that without leaving any

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footprints.” She appeared to be imagining the killer walking

around with a can of paint as she talked.

Yup. We had all assumed that the earthquake had caused

the river of paint. But in reality, it didn’t take a major disaster

or even a major artist to make something like that. It could’ve

been the work of any amateur.

No artistic talent required.

It wasn’t a very demanding task, to say the least.

“But why would the killer do that?”

“Probably to make us think it happened because of the

quake,” I said. “They must not have known Kanami-san talked

to Shinya-san on the phone. So they figured by making the

river, people would naturally assume it was caused by the

quake.”

“So this means…”

“Yup. It means,” I said, clapping my hands together once

and then spreading them out wide, “the suspect list just got

way longer.”

There were only four people with post-earthquake alibis:

Iria-san and Rei-san, and then Maki-san and Shinya-san. The

remaining people were no longer cleared of suspicion.

“So then there’s no point in keeping Sonoyama-san locked

up, right?” Hikari-san said cheerfully. “I mean, right? She’s not

the only one under suspicion anymore.”

She must have been feeling pretty guilty about how we

had treated Akane-san. It seemed she wasn’t much of a

mathematical thinker. It was quite a contrast from the rational

Sonoyama Akane herself. I decided to tell her.

“Akane-san already knew about the paint trick, too. She’s

just pretending she doesn’t know.”

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“Why?” Hikari-san said, looking honestly baffled. “Isn’t that

strange? Why would she do something like that?”

“Probably to preserve this safety situation we’ve got here.

That brain of hers sure keeps busy.”

To create the best possible circumstances for everyone else,

she didn’t even have any reservation about putting herself in

the worst possible circumstances. It was almost an inhuman

way of thinking, but extremely admirable nonetheless.

“So we should keep this a secret then, huh?”

“Yeah. The killer is still at large, so I don’t think it would

be good to upset the situation any. I suppose Iria-san has a

right to know, though. As far as that goes, do whatever you

like.”

I wasn’t going to be that much of a roadblock.

Hikari-san let out a moan. “But it’s so… I mean, that thing

about the river not really being caused by the earthquake…

it’s so simple. Like I should’ve seen it a long time ago.”

“Yeah, I couldn’t believe it, either. But you know, any trick

seems simple once you figure it out. By now I’ve seen tons of

tricks that were even stupider.”

“But who could’ve possibly thought up such a trick right

after the earthquake?” She was still unconvinced. “I mean,

what were the odds there was even going to be an earthquake?

It’s all too much of a coincidence.”

“Well, that brings us to the Law of Great Numbers, Hikarichan.”

“What is that?” Hikari-san gave Kunagisa a sideways glance.

“The Law of Great Numbers?”

“It means that something looks like an amazing

coincidence, but when you sit down and think about it, it’s

not really so amazing after all. Like, for example, if you saw

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someone win the lottery, wouldn’t you think it was amazing?

You’re less likely to hit the jackpot than to spot a tear in the

ocean. But if you think about it, that’s only true if the guy

only bought one lottery ticket. Practically nobody who plays

the lottery only buys one ticket, one time. If you have a group

of twenty-three people, there’s a fifty percent chance two of

them will have the same birthday. Even still, it seems

incredible, right? That’s the Law of Great Numbers. The

earthquake just happened to come today, but it wouldn’t have

changed anything if it had happened tomorrow instead. Plus,

it’s not likely that the killer was counting on this earthquake

trick alone. They probably considered a whole variety of ideas.

It’s the same concept.”

“So you mean like multiple means to one end?”

“Yup yup, you got it. And it all relates back to that

misunderstanding of cause and effect,” Kunagisa said, poking

Hikari-san with her index finger. “Now, Hikari-chan. It’s time

for my question.”

“Oh, that’s right. We made a deal,” she righted her posture

and nodded. “Go ahead, ask me anything.”

“Why is Iria-chan here?”

It was a question that immediately changed the entire

atmosphere.

Here.

This island.

Wet Crow’s Feather Island.

Why was Akagami Iria here?

In a single instant, Hikari-san’s usual cheerful demeanor

went completely stiff. She was clearly trembling. It wasn’t

confusion, but utter fear, pure and simple.

Was it really that bad?

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“Um, uh, well…” her voice wavered, unable to put the

words together. “Well, um, that’s…”

“You can’t answer?”

“Just that one question—please don’t make me, Tomosan.”

She hung her head, as if she might even collapse. Her

posture went limp, as if she were ready to pass out. “I’ll

answer anything else, just not this.”

Hikari-san looked truly pitiable. It was like we were the

devil trying to get her to do something wicked. Give us your

soul. Your most precious thing belongs to us now. What an awful

bunch of nonsense.

“No, it’s okay, we don’t mind,” I said, breaking into the

conversation. “Right, Tomo?”

“Yup. No use trying to force it out of ya.” For all her

selfishness, Kunagisa was being uncharacteristically sensitive.

“Sorry, Hikari-chan.”

“No, I’m sorry. You were just asking a question.”

Hikari-san stood up. “Sorry I bothered you.” She started to

leave, but then paused and looked back. “Oh, by the way.”

She sounded like Detective Columbo or something, except

much cuter so it wasn’t creepy. She was even smiling. “This

has nothing to do with my mistress. I’m asking you

personally… do you really believe Himena-san has special

powers?”

Did we believe?

Maki-san’s ESP?

The ability to know all.

After thinking for a moment, I answered. “Right now,

there’s no particular reason not to.”

“I don’t really care if she has ‘em or not,” Kunagisa chimed

in.

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“Oh, yeah, you’re probably right.” Hikari-san gave a

convinced nod, then left the room. My eyes stayed on the

door for a while as I thought about her bizarre reaction to our

question about Iria-san.

“Well, whatever.”

It probably didn’t have anything to do with this incident. It

seemed highly unlikely that Iria-san’s exile here had any

influence on Kanami-san’s death. Just then Kunagisa’s

workstation emitted a strange boyoyon boyoyonnn noise. I

looked over at it to see Kunagisa had once again started doing

something on it.

“What’s up?”

“Mail, I got some mail. From Chii-kun. He’s a fast one.

People used to always say he ignores the theory of relativity

like it was a traffic light.”

She had just asked him to run a check this afternoon, so he

sure wasn’t slow—not to mention the fact that he was

incarcerated.

“Wow, Himena-san’s real name is Himena Shinari. Wow.

That’s a much better name. I wonder why she uses a fake

one.”

“Her real name? Hey, this guy even tracked down trivial

stuff like that?”

“Yep. He was supposed to see how everyone was

connected, but, man, he sure has a lousy personality.

Seriously, he doesn’t understand how to communicate with

people at all. Oh, wait. Here it is. Hey, Ii-chan, we’ve got a

connection.”

I went over to her, but everything on the screen was in

English, so I didn’t understand it.

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“Why don’t you understand English, Ii-chan? Where were

you studying all that time? The South Pole? Mars?”

“I forgot it, that’s all. If you don’t use something, it only

stays with you for three or four months, y’know? Besides, my

reading and writing were always worse than my conversation.”

“Didn’t the ER program entrance exam require English,

Russian, and Chinese? How’d you get in? Backdoor?”

“It’s like I’m tellin’ you, I used to know it.”

“Sounds like a lie to me. Anyway, I’ll translate. It says

‘Ibuki Kanami and Sonoyama Akane were spotted having

lunch in a Chicago café.’ About half a year ago. It’s an

eyewitness account. Hmm… ‘lunch together.’ I wonder why.

Don’t those two hate each other?”

“They had lunch together?”

As suspected, they had a connection. But why were they

doing something like that? Akane-san had lived in the States,

and Kanami-san was a world-traveling artist, so it wasn’t that

implausible that they could’ve met over there, but they sure

weren’t the sort of pair to be having lunch dates together.

“Yup, and it wasn’t just a lunch date, either. It was at a

super-secret club.”

“Secret club?”

Speaking of sounding like a lie.

“Yup,” Kunagisa nodded. “That’s right. Those places really

do exist. Even in Japan there are some, though not many. All

sorts of politicians and celebrities and their families go there.

Maybe ‘high-class clubs’ would be a more accurate

description. The security at those places is out of this world.”

Which raised the question of how this guy got the

information, but I sure wasn’t about to ask. Sometimes it’s

better not to touch the other end of the tunnel.

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“Is that definite?”

“Chii-kun doesn’t lie. But sometimes he doesn’t tell the

truth, either. I guess that makes him like you.”

“Eh… I lie plenty.”

I’ll just let that say what it says.

So Sonoyama Akane and Ibuki Kanami had a connection.

Whether or not it was important information, it was certainly

something to be concerned about. I decided it was probably

best to confirm it with Akane-san tomorrow. It never occurred

to me that this would turn out to be impossible.

“There’s some other stuff here about how everyone’s doing

recently. Natchan’s doing about the same, huh? Ah, Satchan

seems to be having some rough times. Hii-chan’s gone

missing. That is so him. The Admiral found a job… wow, a

nice job. Atchan, too. Everyone else is doing well. Chii-kun,

too. That’s a relief. Have to admit, I was feeling a little guilty.”

Feeling a little left out as she immersed herself in memories

of the good ol’ days, I rolled over on the sofa. “Let’s get to

sleep already,” I said. Since Akane-san was in the storeroom

now, I was stuck sleeping here.

“Okeydokey.” She finished checking her mail, switched off

the workstation, and dove off the revolving chair into bed.

Then she rose to her knees. “Ii-chan, let’s sleep together

tonight for sure.”

“Pass.”

“It’s so cold at night. If you sleep over there you’ll catch a

cold. This bed is a king-size. Lotsa room.”

“Pass.”

“Come on, I won’t do anything! We’d just be sleeping

together, that’s all. I won’t even touch you. You can even

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sleep with your back to me. Come on, that’s not so bad,

right?”

“Pass.”

“Please? I’m lonely over here.”

Damn this girl.

She was really digging in this time.

I got up from the couch and looked her right in the eye.

“You swear you won’t do anything?”

“Yes.”

“You swore. I’m gonna believe you.”

“No sweat,” she nodded. “I won’t let you down.”

And so that night I slept on a real bed for the first time in a

long time. A very long time. Not that I was expecting

anything, but she really did keep her promise, and I could hear

her sleep-breathing behind me. But since I had my back to

her, I didn’t know if she was really sleeping.

I remembered.

The old days.

Way back then.

Years ago.

Wow, was it really so long ago?

“Ii-chan.”

She always used to call my name like that, with that sense

of familiarity in her voice.

Her heart was just as open to me now, like we had never

been apart.

Wide open, no façades.

I really don’t like meeting up with people from the past.

Whether they’ve changed or not, it’s a lonely experience

for me.

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Nevertheless, Kunagisa’s house was the first place I went

when I came back to Japan, before even going to my own

home, and I did so without hesitation.

The blue-haired femme.

She still looked exactly the same.

Like those years had never happened.

I closed my eyes.

Surely this was the first time we’d slept side by side in a

long while.

Just take her, Akane-san said.

If you want to be her one-and-only.

If you want not to be loved, but chosen.

“Nonsense…”

What if…

If I told Akane-san I had already tried that before, would

she have held it against me?

It hadn’t been out of love, but out of desire for destruction.

But Akane-san.

It didn’t mean anything.

Really.

Really, it meant nothing.

So then what?

Then what should I do?

Please tell me.

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Death to wolves, and death to pigs, too.

I awoke to a loud knocking. My head still swirling with sleep, I

got up and opened the door only to have Hikari-san charge

into the room and grab me by the collar.

“You bastard!” she suddenly screamed.

No, this wasn’t Hikari-san, I realized. The day Hikari-san

says something like “You bastard!” is the day I change my

name to Samantha. To say something like that and grab me by

the collar was, for Hikari-san, literally impossible. She lacked

that ability. This was most likely not Teruko-san either… so it

must be… Akari-san?

“Because of you, this—goddammit! You shithead!”

Even for Akari-san, this was pretty uncharacteristic

behavior. In a complete frenzy, she looked as if she was going

to start pummeling me any second. Or actually, she had

already beaten on my chest several times at this point. I was

just too surprised by her behavior to notice the pain.

“I’m so tired of this happening.” She was panting and

trembling. “No more of this… It’s just too awful…. It’s too

awful. Why? Why?!”

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“Take it easy, Akari-san.” I grabbed her shoulders and gave

her a firm shaking.

“Did something… happen?”

She shot me a glare. It was a look of true resentment.

Vengeful indignation from the core of her being.

She glared with all her might.

Hadn’t Hikari-san said something yesterday along the lines

of “We’ve been trained to maintain our composure”? It wasn’t

likely that Hikari-san had undergone training that Akari-san

hadn’t. Yet here she was, out of her mind. What the hell had

happened?

At last, she shook her head gently. “I’m so sorry. Please

excuse me, my behavior was very inappropriate.” She hung

her head in shame. “It’s not even your fault. This terrible thing

isn’t your fault…”

“Hey, don’t worry about it… But what exactly happened?”

I repeated my question. “Whatever it was, please tell me.”

Instead of answering directly, she spun around with her

back to me. “Please come with me to the first-floor storage

room,” she said, and began walking.

I stood frozen. “W-what? But that’s…”

Akari-san and Teruko-san had supposedly spent the night

on the mainland; when had they gotten back? According to

the watch Kunagisa had fixed for me, it was already ten

o’clock in the morning (although it was hard to read, since the

numbers were backward). It was unlike me to have overslept.

How embarrassing.

But now was no time for such thoughts. When Akari-san

had returned and how long I overslept were far too trivial

matters at this point.

More important…

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More important…

“Akari-san, what did you just say?”

The first-floor storage room?

I had a bad feeling about this. Who was down there?

A real bad feeling.

What was happening on this island?

A really bad feeling.

And the feeling was probably right. There was a pattern

developing here.

“Hey, wake up. Tomo.”

“Hnnh? Gmorning… Put my hair up?”

Kunagisa sleepily raised her head. She wore a strangely

content expression, like she had been having a nice dream.

“It seems like now’s not the time for that.”

She rubbed her eyes. “That means I don’t have to wash my

face, either.”

An inward-opening door.

On the other side, Akane-san laid facedown, her body

pointing toward us. As a result, the cross section of the cut—

as well as all the flesh and bone and veins it revealed—was in

plain sight. It was a grotesque reminder that in the end,

human beings are nothing more than giant wads of organic

matter.

Yes.

It was yet another decapitated body.

Just like Kanami-san’s body, the head had been completely

severed from the very base of the neck.

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It was dressed in a suit. An expensive-looking, gray one.

Ruined by bloodstains. But even supposing it hadn’t been, just

as was the case with Kanami-san’s dress the day before, there

was no one left to wear it.

The room was stark and barren. I had spent three days in

here. Akane-san hadn’t lasted one night.

It was an empty room. The only things inside it were a

wooden chair by the wall, a house telephone hanging on the

wall, a futon, a few books Akane-san had presumably brought

with her, and the lamp stand.

“The door was locked, right?” Iria-san asked. “Right,

Hikari?”

“Yes.” Hikari-san’s voice trembled. I looked over to see that

her body was also trembling. “It was definitely locked. No

mistake.”

“Well, what about the window then?”

I looked up at the sound of Iria’s voice. At the very top of

the wall opposite the door, where we all stood, there was a

rectangular window. But it was strictly for letting in sunlight

and ventilation. As far as allowing someone to sneak in or get

out, it was way too…

It was open.

It had an open/close lever that could be operated from

within the room. If you thought about it, it was just big

enough to let a single person pass through, if the person put in

a little effort.

But still…

“It’s too high,” I said to no one in particular.

Breaking in through that window would be like taking a

two-story dive, and breaking out would’ve been even worse.

The impossibility of getting in or out through that window

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was the reason we chose this room as Akane-san’s cell in the

first place.

In other words, the window was impenetrable.

However.

The only other port of entry or exit had been locked.

This was a dead end. Another sealed room. A second

decapitation. Two decapitations, two sealed rooms.

Kunagisa, who was standing next to me, let out a whine. I

tried to say something, but ultimately stayed silent.

Lying on the floor before us was the headless body of the

woman we had all suspected was the killer. In a situation like

this, what words were suitable?

The head was nowhere to be found.

This meant that just like Kanami-san, accidental death and

suicide were out of the question.

“Anyway, it looks like we’ve got some things to

reconsider,” Iria-san finally said. “Can we all gather in the

dining room? Hikari, lock this room.”

Once again, Iria-san was the first to leave. Rei-san silently

followed close behind.

“Some things to reconsider?” I repeated painfully. Indeed,

that was right. All of our thinking and every speculation we

had made up to this point would have to he wiped clean. It

also seemed as if we had a lot of new details to consider.

“I guess this makes it a serial killing, huh?”

It was really painful to say that.

A serial killing.

I had locked Akane-san in here to prevent that very thing.

And she had become the second victim as a result.

Yeah, real safe situation we had created. What the hell did

I think would happen? What did I expect from a person who

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kills others and cuts their heads off? Probably the good sense

and strategic thinking of, you know, a human being.

I had felt so relaxed. Totally at ease. Completely proud of

myself. I had stopped the killer from moving around. I was so

confident. Carried away. Big-headed.

Akane-san’s words from the previous night all came

rushing back. The words she had left me with.

Could this be forgiven?

“It’s all nonsense, really.”

I turned on my heels and left the crime scene.

At that moment, I spotted Yayoi-san out of the corner of

my eye. She looked terribly pale. Even more so than

yesterday. I guess you’d expect as much from anyone who’d

seen two headless corpses in two days. It wasn’t like looking at

pork or chicken.

Still, there was something—just then Yayoi-san seemed to

notice my gaze and sped off to the dining room, as if to get

away from me.

I wondered what that was about while Kunagisa tugged on

my arm.

“Ii-chan, let’s go already. Iria-chan’ll get tired of waiting

around. Everyone’s already gone; there’s no point sticking

around.”

I nodded.

Things to rethink, and new things to think about.

As such, the morning of the fifth day was total crap.

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“It was around two in the morning,” Hikari-san said.

Dining room.

Round table.

But we were two fewer people than just two days ago.

The artist extraordinaire Ibuki Kanami and member of the

Seven Fools Sonoyama Akane.

The bickering duo was no more. They were no longer alive.

“I received a phone call in my room… from Sonoyama-san.

She said she had forgotten a book in her room that she wanted

me to bring her.”

“And then?” Iria -san said. “I presume you did as you were

told?”

“Yes,” Hikari-san nodded. “It was a kind of old-looking

paperback of Bakaichi by Mushanokoji.”

“That’s not really important. So at that time, Akane-san

was still alive, yes? And she had a head?”

“Yes, at that time she was alive,” Hikari-san said distinctly.

This meant that Akane-san had been killed after two a.m. I

had assumed I was the last person to see Akane-san alive, so I

was a little surprised. But really, I don’t suppose I had “seen”

her, per se, since we had only spoken through the door.

Her body had apparently been discovered around nine

o’clock that morning. She usually woke up and went for

breakfast at a set time every day, so Hikari-san was concerned

when no call came from Akane-san’s room, and thus became

the one to discover the body.

At first she had suspected that Akane-san had merely

overslept on account of being in a new environment. But

reality had something else in store. At any rate, assuming

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Hikari-san’s testimony was true, the time of the murder was

limited to a seven-and-a-half-hour window. The body didn’t

appear freshly killed at the time it was discovered, so it

seemed that the murder probably occurred in the middle of

the night.

“Well then,” Iria-san said, looking over the people at the

table. “Let’s start looking at alibis like we did yesterday.”

She sounded like she was playing some kind of game. I

won’t claim to be able to judge what was inside Iria-san’s

heart, but at the very least, she seemed to have no sense of

sadness or grief.

No matter who it had all happened to or what happened,

it didn’t happen to her. That’s all there was to it.

“This time, I don’t have an alibi.” I decided to get the ball

rolling since nobody was talking. “Hikari-san came to visit our

room around ten or eleven last night. I think. But then

Kunagisa and I went to bed and fell asleep.”

“You went to bed together?” Iria-san teased.

“Yeah, right. ‘Went to bed’ is just a figure of speech. I slept

on the sofa.”

“But if you both went to sleep, there’s no way of

confirming that one of you didn’t slip out in the middle of the

night.”

“Oh, oh, but you can rule me out. Kunagisa slid her hand

horizontally across her neck. “The storage room is on the first

floor, right? I can’t go downstairs alone.”

“Eh?” Not only Iria-san, but everyone gawked at Kunagisa

in surprise. Well, everyone except for Maki-san, who wore an

utterly indifferent expression, as if to say, “I already knew

that.” But you can always count on her to be the exception.

“That’s why I always make Ii-chan come with me.”

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Yup. I hadn’t come to this island just because I was bored

or interested. I had a bona fide reason for being here, and

Kunagisa needed me.

Kunagisa had a wide array of unique quirks and

characteristics that made everyday life a serious health risk,

but among those were three major ones, and within those

three was one of special note: she couldn’t handle extreme

vertical locomotion on her own.

That was a rule.

I suppose it’s more fitting to call it a rigid, compulsive,

subconscious rule that lay somewhere within her mind than a

“quirk.” If poorly enforced, it would be revealed, and she

would scream and shout and you wouldn’t be able to lay a

finger on her. It was the same way years ago. I wondered if she

might have been cured, but it seemed it wasn’t such a simple

condition.

“Is that right?” The look of surprise remained on Iria-san’s

face. “But this is the first time I’ve heard about this.”

“Well, it’s not really something you bring up all the time.

But if you’ve been observing me, you’ll note that I haven’t

gone up or down any stairs alone the whole time I’ve been on

this island.”

I was always with her during meals, or else she was locked

up in her room.

Kunagisa Tomo.

“Now that you mention it, you do always get that guy to

come to your room and get you. But we don’t have any way to

prove this.”

“We do have a medical certificate,” I said. “It’s a mental

disorder, so to speak. So I think we can confirm Kunagisa’s

alibi for now.”

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Not mine, though.

Iria-san seemed to be pondering this for a moment, but

then she switched her train of thought. “Well, what about

Himena-san?”

“I was in my room drinking all night.” She looked over at

Shinya-san. “Together with that wonderful gentleman over

there.”

“Is that right, Sakaki-san?”

“Well, I don’t know about the gentleman part, but

otherwise, yes.” He gave Maki-san a little wink. “I only meant

to go bother her for a little bit, but I ended up staying all night

drinking.”

That makes two nights in a row that they were up

drinking. They must have had incredible endurance. Or

maybe that wasn’t the case for Shinya-san. Maybe he just

couldn’t bear being sober after the loss of Kanami-san.

I could imagine how important she was to him. He had

taught her painting, and even raised her to surpass him. She

was special. Her existence had been important to him.

“Neither of us were particularly intoxicated, so I think we

can vouch for each other,” Shinya-san said. “Yeah, it was

around one in the morning. I couldn’t get to sleep… you

know, because of what happened, so I went to the living room

and there she was. Then she invited me to her room, and we

ended up staying there until morning.”

Yup. That’s what he meant. But either way, he was in her

room for a fact; so the two of them had solid alibis.

“I was sleeping the whole time,” Yayoi-san said before even

being asked, as if we were going in some sort of order. “I’ve

got no alibi at all. But I think Hikari-san can at least vouch

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that I got up at six a.m. and that she helped me prepare

breakfast.”

For some reason, she was sort of mumbling her words, and

she looked up to see Iria-san’s reaction. There was something

off about her, and something about her bizarre disposition was

bothering me. It’s hard to explain, but something caught my

attention. I just didn’t know what it was.

“Hmm,” Iria-san said. “How about you, Hikari?”

“Well, I delivered the book to Sonoyama-san at two a.m.,

then I went to bed. So I don’t have an alibi until the time I

woke up this morning.”

“I see… Oh, I suppose I have to give my story as well. I

was in my room talking with Rei all night. We were discussing

what to do from here on and what to tell Aikawa-san. Isn’t

that right, Rei?”

Rei silently nodded.

“I had already slept that afternoon, so I couldn’t get to

sleep at night. By the time we finished talking, it was already

morning, so I figured it was too late to try and sleep, so then…

the usual things, and then finally breakfast. I think that’s a

solid alibi, isn’t it?”

For some reason, Iria-san looked at me when she said it. It

was a challenging gaze. I shrugged. “Yup, sure is. So when did

Teruko-san and Akari-san get back?”

“At about nine o’clock.” It was Akari-san, who had only a

short while ago jumped me in Kunagisa’s room. She had

completely returned to normal by this point, but she didn’t try

to make eye contact with me.

“Nine o’clock?”

Speaking of which, she had said something kind of strange

earlier. “I’m so tired of this happening,” or something to that

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effect. But what was she so “tired” of? No matter how you

looked at it, there was something strange about her whole

manner at that time.

Something told me she wasn’t just referring to Kanamisan’s

death.

“Well, I guess that means Akari and Teruko have an alibi,

yes? Which means…” Iria-san said. “The people with alibis are

Sakaki-san and Himena-san, followed by me and Rei, and

Teruko and Akari. And most likely Kunagisa as well. That’s

seven.”

On the other side we had myself, Sashirono Yayoi, and

Chiga Hikari. The three of us had no alibis. But while the

question of who had an alibi was an important one, there was

one thing more important in this case.

“Um, Hikari-san?”

“Yes?” She looked in my direction.

“Maybe I’m being too trivial here, but could you tell me

whether or not the window was open when you delivered the

book to the storage room at two o’clock?”

She looked off into space as she thought about it for a

moment. “I believe it was closed,” she answered.

“I see. Is it something a person could easily open?”

“Yes. It’s supposed to be for ventilation, so if you just use

the lever—you have to crank it like this—it opens and closes

normally. But that’s only from the inside. It’s completely

sealed off from the outside.”

“I see.”

This was a troublesome development. A very troublesome

development. A window more than ten feet high. Without a

ladder, it was virtually impossible for someone to climb out,

and even more implausible that someone had climbed in.

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In other words, we had another “locked room” mystery.

“Well, tell me then, how do you go about handling the

key? Are there copies of it or anything?”

“I have the only key. There are no copies or master keys.”

She seemed pretty worried. Which was only natural. The

implications of this conversation were that she was the only

one who could’ve possibly committed the murder. Just

looking at it objectively, that was the most likely case.

But I wasn’t about to point that out. I didn’t want to cause

another Akane-san-style mishap.

“What type of lock is it?”

“Just a normal one. You twist the key like this and the bolt

latches. I don’t know the official name…”

“And you definitely locked the door at two a.m.?”

“Yes, I locked it. For sure. I even checked several times,”

she answered with a somewhat pained expression. “For sure.”

“I see…”

She was an honest girl.

To the point that it must have made life difficult for her.

Seeing her like this, it seemed clear to me that she wasn’t

the killer. If she were the killer, she wouldn’t have gone to all

the trouble to report that she had been called to Akane-san’s

room in the middle of the night. Anyone could have deduced

that much.

Of course, you couldn’t throw out the possibility that she

had strategized all this to fool everyone. That kind of

argument could go on forever.

I continued my questioning.

“And nobody else was in her room when you went there?

What about the possibility that someone was hiding in the

dark or something like that?”

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“Well, I didn’t sense anybody else in the room, but”—she

tilted her head as if she didn’t quite get the point of my

question—”I can’t be certain. I didn’t actually go into the

room. I gave her the book at the door.”

“Weren’t you scared?” Yayoi-san suddenly asked, her voice

faint. She wore an upset expression as she continued. “I mean,

didn’t we all think Sonoyama-san might be the killer? And

you met with her alone, in the middle of the night? Weren’t

you scared?”

“No, not at all,” Hikari-san answered after a moment’s

hesitation. “I didn’t think Sonoyama-san was the killer.”

“Why not?” For some reason, Yayoi-san was being strangely

pushy with Hikari-san. “What makes you so sure?”

“Uh, well…” Hikari-san looked over at me with a worried

expression. Ah, it was because of her conversation with

Kunagisa yesterday. Indeed, after hearing that conversation

there was no reason to suspect Akane-san in particular.

I thought about things as I watched this conversation

unfold between the two ladies. But I couldn’t pin anything

down. It had seemed to me that if something had happened, it

probably happened around two a.m., when Hikari-san

delivered the book, but then, after listening to her testimony,

that didn’t seem to be the case.

So what to do now?

How to continue?

“I don’t suppose the room was completely sealed. The

window was open, after all,” Iria-san said to me. “In that sense

it’s not exactly what you would define as ‘sealed.’ ”

“But it’s impossible to get in or out through that window.”

“There’s a chair in the room, right? Couldn’t you reach the

window if you stood on the chair?”

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“I don’t think so. Even if you stretched and jumped at the

same time, I don’t think you’d reach it. Shinya-san is the

tallest person here, and I don’t think even he could reach it.”

“Is that so? So Ibuki-san’s room was sealed off by a river of

paint, and this time it’s a room sealed off by a height

problem…” Iria-san stretched out her arms with an irritated

sigh. “And both women were decapitated.”

Yeah, there was that issue as well.

The killer had cut off Kanami-san, and Akane-san’s heads.

That was still a mystery. There was no reason to suspect

switched bodies, but what other reason was there to cut off

the heads? Could we just write it off as a bizarre fluke?

What’s more, the fact that the killer took the severed head

didn’t make much sense. Of course, there was also the

possibility that the killer severed the head specifically for the

sake of taking it somewhere, but what in the world do you do

with a severed human head?

And that question just led to another question: why were

these women killed in the first place? I had no idea. This case

was full of things I didn’t understand. It was all hopeless and

meaningless.

Dammit.

Since when had I become so dumb?

“Hmm… looking at things objectively, Hikari is the most

suspicious one here.” Iria-san said suddenly.

Hikari-san flinched for a moment. “Eh? Oh, um, I…”

“Hikari was the one with the key, and one of the three

people with no alibi. If the window isn’t a possible entrance or

exit, the door is the only possibility, right? There are three

people without alibis, but only one of those three has a key.”

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“Please hold on a second,” I barged into Iria-san’s

monologue. “That’s no good. That’s not a fair assumption.”

“Assumption? I believe the correct term is ‘reasoning.’ ”

Hikari-san watched our interaction with a worried

expression. She didn’t know what to say.

“It’s like Akane-san said yesterday. It’s foolish to reach a

conclusion based on the process of elimination and selective

thinking. I won’t go as far as to call it foolish, but I do think

we’re leaving things out.”

“I wonder. Is that right? I don’t think so, personally.”

“It was that thinking that caused me to have Akane-san

locked up as the prime suspect. And this is the result. This is

the result of that, Iria-san. There’s nothing I can say about

what’s already over and done, but I refuse to make the same

mistake again. You understand, right? It’s too dangerous for

anyone to be left alone anymore.”

“Now you tell me,” she said with a smile. Under different

circumstances, it might have even been pretty. “Wasn’t it your

idea to have Akane-san locked up—sorry, secluded—in the first

place?”

“That’s correct. I’m not here to debate that fact. It was I

who suggested we lock her up in there, and so now it is my

duty to counter that suggestion. If I have to take responsibility

for what happened, making sure it doesn’t happen again is

how I’ll take that responsibility. At this point, it’s still too

early to determine who the killer is. We’re still not even

thinking about the things we need to be thinking about.”

Maki-san let out a big yawn. Possibly because she hadn’t

slept in two days, or possibly because she was bored by the

conversation. Most likely it was for both of those things.

She was just a bystander.

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“Well, I still think Hikari is the most suspicious.”

There was absolutely no sense of compassion in her words

for this maid with whom she had coexisted under the same

roof for all these years.

She was completely devoid of sentimentality. She spoke

with the icy-cold tone of someone simply reporting facts as

facts, with no emotion inserted whatsoever.

I thought I knew.

The answer to Kunagisa’s question from yesterday. The

reason this woman had been exiled from the Akagami family.

Akagami Iria. This world was all the same to her, by and

large. It all had the same lack of value. And so she was

searching for something of value; unable to find it, she was

able to rid her life of anything without any shred of hesitation.

I had been wondering what she had done.

I had assumed she had done something.

But in reality, maybe that was the wrong assumption.

Maybe it wasn’t that she had done anything wrong, but that

she couldn’t exist as part of the Akagami family. Furthermore,

maybe it wasn’t the family that had shunned her, but in fact

the other way around. It wasn’t out of the question.

And here I thought it was supposed to be her job to stick

up for Hikari-san.

“Well, let’s do this then,” I suggested without looking up at

Iria-san. “We can say for a fact that it’s no longer sate for

anyone to be alone. So let’s divide into teams. No complaints

about that, right, Iria-san? I don’t think I need to bother

explaining the purpose of making teams, right? It’s just safer

than moving around alone. And that way we can all watch one

another’s backs. Now, since I’ve been sticking up for Hikari-

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san, I’ll be on her team. Her, Kunagisa, and I will be Team A.

How’s that sound?”

“Hmm, interesting.” Iria-san seemed genuinely impressed.

“You’re smarter than you look, huh? Teams, eh? Well,

naturally I’ll be teamed up with Rei and Akari and Teruko.

Then let’s have Maki-san, Shinya-san, and Yayoi-san on

Team C. Shinya-san and Maki-san have been confirmed as

innocent twice in a row now, so Yayoi-san can put herself at

ease. And even if Yayoi-san is the killer, it would be two

against one. Does that sound okay?”

“What if we just had everyone stay in the dining room

together? Until Aikawa-san gets here?” Hikari-san said,

looking over at me with the same worried expression. “That

way nobody has to be alone and the killer can’t take any

actions, either.”

“We can’t do that. You mean just stay put here? Don’t be

ridiculous.”

I spoke not only to Hikari-san, but to the entire group.

“Kunagisa and I have some moving around to do.”

For the time being, we decided to bury Akane-san’s body. As

was the case with Kanami-san’s body the day before, simply

leaving it there on the floor was out of the question. Iria-san

didn’t seem to have any plans to call the police anyway, so we

went ahead and did as we felt.

We decided it would be best to use the digital camera to

first take pictures of the scene of the crime as we had done the

day before, then go bury the body in the mountain woods

behind the mansion, so the three of us headed back to

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Kunagisa’s room. But our plans would end up being slightly

modified.

“Gah!”

The instant Kunagisa entered the room, she let out a

scream that reverberated out into the hall.

I took a peek in and discovered the reason.

“This is… wow…”

“Ah, what the hell?” Kunagisa was uncharacteristically

vocal. “This is bullshit!”

Destroyed.

It was destroyed.

Inside her room lay destruction. All three of her

computers, the two PCs and the workstation. They had been

completely smashed to bits.

“Wahhh! Why did this happen?!” She frantically scrambled

over to the completely exposed, mostly unrecognizable mess

of mechanical parts. “Awfulawfulawfulawfulawfulawful! This

is bullying! Demonic! There is a demon on this island! It’s

Diabolos, Ii-chan! A tragedy! Uwaaa! This is the ruptured

organ compound fracture of computers! Even the monitors

are busted! Why?! Ah, this keyboard was impossible to build!

The holographic memory! Oh my God, the motherboard!!!

What happened to—oh my God, it’s been smashed! What the

hell is this?!?!”

She had lost it. Like flipping a switch. For a happy-golucky

girl like her, this was a fairly rare state of being. Or at

least it was the first time I’d seen her like this since coming

back to Japan.

“Why would they do something like this? Oh, it’s too

awful… Ii-chan Ii-chan Ii-chan… So whaddaya think?”

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“It’s ghastly.” Even supposing these computers were a

nuisance, there was no need to go this far. They were smashed

up so bad, it seemed like overkill. “I wonder if they used some

kind of iron bar. It’s not a very clean method of destruction.

Or maybe it was a hatchet or something.”

“Why did this happen? Who did this? You think it was the

killer?” Hikari-san said in a whisper.

The killer? Maybe the person who murdered Kanami-san

and Akane-san was trying to create some chaos. But what was

the point? What did the killer have to gain by destroying

Kunagisa’s equipment?

“Oooh… poor me. I want to cry,” Kunagisa said, as if really

about to cry. “Hah… well, whatever. I already sent a backup

to my house and all. But still, I went to so much trouble to

build these. I didn’t see this coming. I guess next time I’ll have

to make the motherboard out of unbreakable parts.”

“Wow, backup to the rescue, huh? At least you won’t lose

the software you made.”

But in reality, it wasn’t much of a “rescue.” Kunagisa’s

computers weren’t the normal equipment used by your

average professional. They were all completely homemade, so

the external parts were actually worth even more than the

internal parts.

“Now we can’t even view what was on the digital camera.

It looks like the camera and the mobile memory are busted as

well. Oh, it’s too horrible. Does this person think money

grows on trees?”

I thought for a moment. “Hey wait, you’re one to talk.”

I snapped my fingers. As expected, the camera seemed to

have been destroyed very deliberately. Which made the

culprit’s motive entirely clear.

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“I see, I see. It makes perfect sense,” I muttered to myself.

“Yeah, this is surprisingly easy to understand. They must have

been afraid of us snooping around any further.”

“What do you mean?” Hikari-san asked. “You know why

this happened?”

“Yeah, I think so. You saw them yesterday, too, right?

Kunagisa’s pictures from the atelier had all been sent to the

hard disk through a USB connection. Whether or not the

culprit knew all that, they must’ve figured those images were

incriminating.”

The workstation and mobile memory had probably been

destroyed with extra care.

Kanami-san’s room.

Those images.

“I think that’s why this happened.”

We hadn’t told anybody about the mail or info from Chiikun,

so the killer wouldn’t have known about that, but

everybody knew about the pictures. Kunagisa slumped her

shoulders in realization of this fact.

“Ah. I didn’t even bother applying extra protection. I never

imagined anyone would resort to something like this.”

“This room doesn’t have a lock, does it?” Hikari-san said. “I

guess you were unlucky.”

I patted Kunagisa on the head.

“Keep your spirits up. I guess this means we can’t just sit

around happily waiting for this detective guy to show up.” I

put my hands on her shoulders and sort of half hugged her.

“No more playing around, huh?”

We didn’t know who the culprit was, and we didn’t know

the motive, either. But we did know one thing for sure: the

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bastard had destroyed something precious to Kunagisa Tomo

for his or her own selfish reasons.

This was unforgivable.

“Huh? Hey. Wait, wait a second,” Hikari-san said as if

having suddenly thought of something. “Who did this?”

“Uh, the killer, right? We don’t know who that is right

now.”

“But we were all in the dining room, and then we came

directly here, right? Who could’ve had the time to destroy

everything like this?”

Whoa.

We had been in this room until Akari-san came. Then we

went to the storage room where the murder had happened,

but we were the last ones there. Everyone else was already

gathered. Then everyone went directly to the dining room as a

group.

If that was the case—or rather, that was the case. Logically,

there was nobody here who could have committed this

destruction.

“This is obviously the work of a human being, but nobody

had the time to do it. What the hell?”

It didn’t make sense. Yet another mystery to worry about.

Just like Kanami-san’s sealed room and Akane-san’s headless

body.

No.

This was different. This was a different sort of mystery. It

went beyond simply trying to figure out people’s alibis and

motives. It wasn’t a matter of tricks or gimmicks. It was

simply an impossibility.

Which meant…

“Which means maybe this is the key.”

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I looked at Kunagisa. I looked at Hikari-san.

And then I thought.

If this was the key…

Then where the hell was the door?

Determining that the equipment was beyond repair, we

decided to continue with our planned course of action. And

by that I mean Akane-san’s burial.

We went to the storage room, placed her body on a big

stretcher, and headed for the mountain woods behind the

mansion. The stretcher was kept in the mansion in case of an

emergency, but I doubt they had had an emergency like this in

mind.

No…

Maybe they had.

This time we would bury the body alone, without a

sleeping bag. Hikari-san took the front of the stretcher and I

took the back. Despite her small frame, Hikari-san’s length of

service as a maid was apparent in her surprising upper-body

strength.

Kunagisa followed behind me carrying the shovel.

Carrying the back of the stretcher placed the corpse

directly in my field of vision, front and center. Even being

used to this sort of thing, it wasn’t the most pleasurable

experience in the world.

On the way, I remembered something I had meant to ask.

“Hikari-san, was Akane-san wearing the same clothes when

you brought the book last night?”

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“Yes, they were the same,” she replied. “Of course, she still

had a head, too.”

It wasn’t the type of joke you laugh at. It was far too true

to be funny.

The digital camera had been destroyed beyond all repair,

so naturally we couldn’t make a record of the storage room

where Akane-san was killed. This was probably exactly what

the killer had hoped.

Surely the killer was mocking us. But he or she was taking

Kunagisa’s memory too lightly.

“Hmm. Hmmhmmhmm. II we assume the killer broke

everything because he didn’t want there to be a record of the

scene where Kanami-chan was killed, why exactly was that?

Did the pictures show some concrete evidence? I don’t

remember anything like that.”

Inside her head was an image of not only yesterday’s crime

scene, but also of the storage room we had just visited, just as

accurate and precise as that digital camera. They didn’t call

Kunagisa Tomo a prodigy for nothing.

“Anything sticking out in your mind?”

“Uh-huh. Tons of things are sticking out. I’m trying to

narrow them down. Ermm, ah, right…” She began mumbling

to herself. Once she had gone into this kind of state, it was

best not to bother her. I looked back over at Hikari-san.

“So where should we bury her, Hikari-san?”

“I suppose away from Ibuki-san would be best.”

I couldn’t have agreed more.

Walking through the mountain forest for a while, we

eventually found a spot we thought would make a decent

burial ground, and decided to begin digging. Yesterday we had

had twice as many men, so today promised to be relatively

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exhausting. I had hoped Shinya-san would be able to help us,

but alas, he was on a different team. That and, for the average

guy, having to bury the corpses of two acquaintances in a

period of two days was more than a little nerve-racking.

Unless you were a guy like me.

In which case it was nothing to write home about.

“This should do.”

I brushed the hair out of my face. If this were summer, I

would’ve been sweating like crazy. I hoisted myself out of the

hole and lowered Akane-san’s body into it. Then, a brief,

silent prayer. I didn’t know whether or not there was a point

to such actions, but I figured it was better to do it than not.

Regardless of where or how I die, or who kills me for what

reasons, you won’t hear a complaint out of me.

The last words I had heard out of Akane-san. But did she

really mean it? Even being killed like this, had she crossed

over to the other side like a saint, without a single gripe?

For me, that was an impossible feat.

“I really wish we could bury her with the head, huh?”

Hikari-san said. “Ibuki-san, too. Why do you suppose the killer

cut the heads off anyway?”

“That’s the question of the week, I guess. But we keep

coming up with the same answer.”

That is, “I don’t know.”

I scooped up some dirt with the shovel and began burying

Akane-san’s body. My joints would be hurting tomorrow for

sure. If I still had the mental faculties to feel pain, that is.

There was no saying I wouldn’t be the next murder victim.

The chances weren’t very high, but it wasn’t impossible.

A serial killing.

Maybe it was already over with Kanami-san and Akanesan.

According to the information from Kunagisa’s old buddy

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Chii-kun, the pair had had some sort of relationship in the

past, although I couldn’t say what kind, so there was always

the possibility that the whole ordeal was already over. But

maybe that was just overly optimistic thinking.

At long last, Akane-san’s body was completely buried.

“Hikari-san, since we’re already out here, would you mind

taking me somewhere where we can see that storage room

window from the outside?”

“Certainly.”

She began walking.

Kunagisa followed behind, blue hair waving. Speaking of

which, I hadn’t put her hair up at all today. I decided to do so

properly once we got back to her room.

As we were walking, Hikari-san turned to me with a

serious expression. “Thank you so much.” Not knowing what

that was in regards to, I was taken aback.

“At breakfast, you stood up for me. So I wanted to thank

you.”

“Oh, well, I didn’t just do it because it was you. I just hate

the idea of making the same mistake again. Even putting

mistakes aside, I just hate repetitive actions, really.”

Maybe that was why my memory was so bad.

“Nyahaha, that is so you, Ii-chan,” Kunagisa giggled

childishly. “But really you did it for Hikari-chan, right? ‘Cuz

she’s right in the center of your strike zone.”

“What exactly is my strike zone?”

“She’s older than you, she’s a girl, she’s petite, she’s got

long hair, she’s slender, she doesn’t wear any rings or anything,

and she’s even wearing an apron dress.”

“I’ve never said anything about apron dresses.”

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“Also girls who wear jeans on the bottom and nothing on

top, librarian-lookin’ girls who dress in white uniforms and

wear glasses, gothy girls who are taller than you and have

brown hair and wear jerseys…”

“Don’t make me sound like such a freak.”

Damn. She sure was chatty.

But to be sure, Hikari-san was totally up my alley. In terms

of speed, I preferred the slight harshness of Akari-san’s

personality, but certainly I had no problem with Hikari-san’s

gentle “slowball.” I suppose Teruko-san was some sort of

disappearing magic pitch…

I don’t know what the hell I’m talking about.

“Hah…” Hikari-san gave an ambiguous smile tinged with

embarrassment. “Anyway, I wanted to thank you. My mistress

can be quite… severe in these cases. Plus, unlike yesterday

with Sonoyama-san, this time it seems like I must be the killer.

Even I couldn’t help but think so. At least with Sonoyama-san

there was the pretense that it was a sealed room, so really

nobody could have been the killer. But this time—”

“Don’t worry about that anymore, Hikari-san.” I was

becoming a little irritated, so I cut her off mid-sentence.

“You’ve already thanked me, and you’ve already shown your

sincerity, so you don’t have to keep thanking me for

everything.”

“But—”

“If the situation had been reversed, you wouldn’t have just

left me there on my own, right? I think you would have done

the same for me.”

“But I think if that happened, you would thank me.”

Well I’ll be damned. She was playing hardball.

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“I think he means that you’re a friend,” Kunagisa said.

“And we don’t doubt our friends. That’s why I don’t think Iichan

or you could be the killer.”

“Friends?” she nodded, brimming with emotion. “I’ve never

had friends before. I’ve been by my mistress’s side for as long

as I can remember.”

“I don’t have any friends, either. Neither does Ii-chan. So

we’d be happy if you’d be our friend.”

Kunagisa took Hikari-san’s hand.

Just looking at a sight like this was enough to bring a smile

to your face. But realistically speaking, it would’ve been hard

for Kunagisa and Hikari-san to continue a friendship, I

thought. From here on out, Iria-san would likely need Hikarisan

at her side more than ever before, and meanwhile

Kunagisa was scheduled to head back home. And once back,

Kunagisa was bound to stay holed up in her home all the time.

Kunagisa Tomo was a lonesome girl.

They often say that geniuses are completely self-sufficient.

If that was the case, Kunagisa fit the bill.

And most likely, unable to analyze the situation in any

other way, it was I who was the loneliest.

“Oh. it’s over there. The window.”

I looked around in confusion for a minute. There wasn’t a

window in sight.

“Oh, is it that one? I said, pointing to the only window I

could see, which stood at about the height of my chest.

“Yeah, that’s it.”

“But that height is—”

“It looks high up from the inside, but half this place is built

on a mountain, so…”

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While I listened to her, I looked into the room through the

window. You could make out a small puddle of blood, the

wooden chair, and the door. It was without a doubt the

storage room where I had been sleeping and where Akane-san

was killed.

Wow. So part of the mansion was buried in the mountain,

including this room.

“In that case, breaking in wouldn’t be so hard, huh?”

“But you can’t open the window from the outside. And it

doesn’t lock with just a latch, either, so you couldn’t get it to

unlock by rattling it a little.”

“Well, what about the possibility that Akane-san opened

the window on her own, letting the killer in?” Kunagisa said.

“Like maybe the killer knocked to get her to open it. Y’know,

like ‘anybody home?’ ”

“It’s hard to believe Akane-san would do anything to let

the killer inside. I mean, it’s Akane-san. Plus, this really is

quite a height. It feels all the more real when you’re looking

from the top down. I, for one, sure wouldn’t want to jump

down from the window.”

The window was the kind that tilted open, and only

partially, so it didn’t look like there was much room to make a

balanced jump, either. And it looked like if you didn’t make a

proper landing, you could easily break a bone, or even die if

you happened to hit your head.

“But even supposing Akane-san had accidentally let the

killer in, she could’ve easily called for help. The house phone

was right by her.”

“Maybe she was attacked in her sleep… Oh wait, I’m an

idiot. If she was sleeping she couldn’t open the window,”

Kunagisa said.

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“And even ignoring that fact, how would the killer get back

out? Even an expert rock climber couldn’t get up a flat wall

like that.”

“Teehee! Like a gecko.” Kunagisa poked her head inside

the window and looked around. “Oooh, it is a dangerous drop,

huh? What if the killer used rope?”

“Rope, huh? But there are no trees in this area to tie it

around.”

I looked around the area. Whether it had been deforested

or it had always been this way, the whole place was nothing

but a big grass plain, and there was nothing appropriate for

tying a rope around.

“And y’know, rappelling isn’t the easiest trick in the book,

either. I have some experience with it, but it’s pretty damn

tough. The skin from your hands peels off and stuff.”

“Not if you wear gloves.”

“Well, yeah, but I still think it’s pretty unlikely. They

might as well have brought out a ladder and stuck it through

the window. That’s probably more likely anyway,” I said.

“But a ladder wouldn’t fit through a gap this small. It

would get caught halfway, and then a person couldn’t fit

through.”

“Hmm, I wonder. Hikari-san, is there a ladder anywhere on

this island?”

“Well, no…”

“What about the possibility that someone brought one

with them?”

“I don’t think so. I would’ve noticed if someone brought

something that big.”

“How about a rope ladder? Then they could easily hide it

in their luggage, and it wouldn’t get caught in the window.”

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“Ii-chan, you even forget stuff you said yourself? If it was a

rope ladder, there wouldn’t be anything to tie it to. It would

be possible if they stuck some kind of metal hook in the wall,

but that would’ve left a hole. The wall looks fine as far as I can

see.”

That was true. This was just common sense, not the kind

of thing even worth bringing up. But for the sake of

confirmation, we were discussing it anyway. It was just

another form of “preestablished harmony.”

I faced Hikari-san.

“Have any ideas?” I asked. “Or even just any observations?”

“Hmm, nothing in particular…” she said as she approached

the window. “But assuming the killer didn’t enter through the

door, the window was the only other way to break in, huh?”

“Break in… but maybe they didn’t even have to break in.” I

was just coming up with this on the spot. “The chair is over

there, which means that must have been where Akane-san

was sitting and reading. Maybe the killer made some sort of

lasso out of rope, put it in through the window, caught it

around Akane-san’s neck, and then pulled her up. So she was

strangled to death. Then she was pulled up as far as the

window, where her head was cut off. How about that?”

Implausible, huh? At the very least, it didn’t have any

holes. The killer wouldn’t have had to sneak in through the

window, or even enter the room, and still could have killed

her.

There were no holes at—“Oh no, wait, that’s no good.”

“Why not? I didn’t think it was so implausible,” Hikari-san

said, confused. “If that was the case, anyone could have done

it.”

“Human bodies aren’t so light.”

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For a woman, Akane-san wasn’t small. She was taller than

average, and she looked like she must have weighed at least

110 pounds. She probably wasn’t as much as 130, but she

definitely wasn’t in the 90s, either. To lift her from this height

would’ve required not only a really tough rope, but some

incredible arm strength to boot. I definitely couldn’t have

done it. To pull someone up this high with just two arms was

a crazy feat of strength.

“Shinya-san’s probably the strongest one here, but he’s got

an alibi. And even if he’s the strongest one here, that’s very

relative. I don’t think even he could lift a human body by

himself. Not to mention that Akane-san would’ve been

resisting all the while.”

And while she was resisting, the house phone would have

been right beside her. If she even just kicked it over,

somebody would have discovered what was happening. It

wouldn’t have been a very wise method.

“Plus, in that case the window would have had to be open.

But would she have really opened the window and then

turned her back to it? She wasn’t stupid; in fact, quite the

opposite. So she was probably being somewhat cautious.”

Indeed.

Dammit. And here I thought I was getting a little warm,

but I was still on the wrong track. I felt an unpleasant

sensation, like I was in some twisted dimension. It was like

searching for the corner of a circle. Something was decidedly

off. Something was depressingly messed up. What the hell was

I doing wrong?

I felt as if I was being given the run around, big-time.

“Anyway, let’s go back to the room. There’s nothing more

to see here.”

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Not that there was anything to see back at the room.

Seemingly reluctant to leave, Kunagisa stayed gazing in

through the window for a while, but finally turned and began

to follow me.

“Did you spot something?”

“Uh-uh, nothing special. More important, I’m hungry.”

“Oh yeah?”

“Then let’s go have lunch,” Hikari-san said.

“Yeah,” I nodded.

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Don’t you have anything better to do?

Hikari-san had been completely relieved of her duties by Iriasan.

“Instead, go help Kunagisa-san and the other guy,” she

had been told. It was a soft way of saying, “No way in hell am

I going to entrust any of the housework to the prime suspect,”

or at least that was partially what she meant.

And thus, the three of us remained together even after

finishing lunch.

“Would you two go on ahead of me?” I said to the two girls

on the way to Kunagisa’s room. “I want to stop by Iria-san’s

room for a bit. Kunagisa, hold on to this.”

I pulled a small knife out of my pocket and handed it to

her.

“You’ve been walking around with something that

dangerous?” Hikari-san said in surprise.

“A young man always carries a knife in his heart.”

“And a young woman carries a pistol,” Kunagisa joked as

she took the knife. “Well, let’s go, Hikari-chan.”

“But…”

“It’s okay, it’s okay. Let’s leave it to Ii-chan,” Kunagisa said,

half dragging Hikari-san along. As long as they were together,

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Kunagisa wouldn’t have any trouble going upstairs. That was

one of the reasons we were on a team of three.

“Well, I guess we’re going then.”

I did an about-face and began walking toward Iria-san’s

room.

Time to request another “audience.” I gave myself some

mental prep. Then I took in a deep breath.

I knocked on the thick door, waited for an answer, and

then entered. Inside the room, I found Iria-san and Rei-san, as

well as Akari-san and Teruko-san, which I guess I probably

should’ve expected since they were a team. All of them were

sitting on the sofa, elegantly sipping black tea.

Akari-san awkwardly avoided eye contact with me, as if

trying to escape. She must have been regretting going bananas

on me that morning in Kunagisa’s room. That was only

natural, but it was I who was at a loss for what to do with her

speaking so openly to me.

Iria-san’s mouth slowly curled into a smile.

“Is something the matter, Mr.… um… what was it? You’re

the one who proposed that we operate in teams, and now

you’re here alone? That’s a bit of a problem, now, isn’t it?

Hikari is on your team, you know—”

“Iria-san,” I interrupted. “Um, you still don’t plan on

contacting the police, do you?”

“Not a chance.”

A snappy answer.

An utterly cold, curt response.

She was just amazing.

You’re really wonderful, Akagami Iria-san.

“I don’t think that’s a good thing, to be honest,” I said.

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“Would you also care for some black tea?” It was Rei-san.

She stood up without waiting for my reply and walked over to

the pot. Iria-san shot her a look that seemed to have some

hidden meaning, but then looked back toward me.

“If the police came now, you’d be a sticky situation

yourself, don’t you think? Akane-san was killed because of

your suggestion, after all.”

“It doesn’t matter if it would put me in a ‘sticky situation’

anymore. I live to be given the run around. More important,

what about you, Iria-san? Akagami Iria-san. You might be

killed, too, you know. What do you think of that situation?”

With Rei-san’s invitation, I took a seat on the empty part

of the couch next to Teruko-san. Teruko-san made no attempt

to even look at me. Her vacant eyes stared off into space from

behind her black glasses. It was like her focus was out of

alignment or something. Or no, it wasn’t out of alignment. It

just wasn’t in tune with mine.

The black tea was good.

Iria-san took a long pause before answering me, as if trying

to intimidate me.

“What do I think of it? Of this situation? It’s terrible. It’s a

terrible event. Of course that’s not all I think, but what if I ask

you the same question? What do you think?”

“It’s a dangerous situation. I have no interest in sticking

around with a murderer in our midst.”

And I had no interest in sticking Kunagisa in such a

situation, either. I didn’t know how she felt about things

though. I had no idea. But as for me…

“Hmph. Do you think murder is a terrible thing?”

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“Yes I do,” I answered promptly. “I do think that. Without

question. No matter what reasons they might have, murderers

are the most despicable type of human.”

“Hmm. So what would you do if you were going to be

killed? I mean, if it was kill or be killed, what would you do?

Just sit there and wait to die?”

“I’d probably kill. I’m not a saint. But in that moment, I

would consider myself the most despicable type of human. No

matter what kind… what kind of person he or she was.”

“You look like you’re speaking from experience.” Iria-san

gave me an unsavory smile. It was a wicked smile, perfectly

befitting a woman of such absolute power, with such an

overwhelming upper hand.

I thought she reminded me of someone.

Ah yes, Kanami-san. It was that same sort of “Didn’t you

know that?” kind of smile. But why would a nongenius like

Iria-san have a similar smile to Ibuki Kanami-san?

“You think murder must be punished? But imagine you set

some food in front of a mouse, and every time the mouse tries

to eat it, it gets an electric shock. What do you think the

mouse does?”

“Mice are capable of learning, so it would probably stop

trying to eat.”

“Wrong. Mice are capable of learning, so it would eat the

parts of the food that aren’t electrified.”

“Humans aren’t mice.”

“And mice aren’t humans.” She clapped both her hands

together. “Gee, as long as we’re discussing this, maybe you’ll

answer this for me. Why is it wrong to kill people?”

It was the kind of question you might ask a junior high

school student.

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She didn’t seem to be joking.

“Because it’s against the law, because it’s easier to function

in society if you believe that, because I don’t want to be killed

myself.”

“All of the above lack persuasive power.”

“I agree. So this is my answer: there is no reason. You need

a reason to kill someone. Like maybe you were pissed off, or

you just wanted to kill the person or whatever, but nobody

kills without some reason. But it’s not something you choose,

right? To kill or not to kill? That’s not something you choose.

That’s just drivel that people with a Hamlet complex spout.

The instant you embrace such doubts, you cease to be

human.”

Am I who suffers noble?

What a joke.

“Killing is wrong,” I said. “That’s an absolute. You don’t

need a reason.”

“Hmm, is that right?” She nodded with blatant insincerity.

“I suppose I can understand where you’re coming from. But if

we knew who the killer was, this case would be closed. Once

Aikawa gets here, we’ll find out who that is.”

“I don’t know this Aikawa-san.”

“But I do. Isn’t that enough? Akari, tell him when Aikawasan’s

coming.”

“In three days,” Akari-san answered, still without making

eye contact with me. “We asked Aikawa-san to come earlier

than planned. So…”

“There you have it. If we knew who the killer was, of

course you could just leave. You’re here on this island because

you’re a suspect. That’s the only reason a talentless, mediocre

boy such as yourself is here. Speaking of which, you didn’t

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have an alibi when Ibuki-san was killed or when Sonoyamasan

was killed, did you?”

Thunk. I placed my still-more-than-half-full cup of tea

back in its saucer, let out a deliberate sigh, and slowly rose to

my feet.

“Please excuse me. I think we’re speaking completely

different languages here.”

“Indeed,” she sneered. “There’s your exit.”

“Teruko, see him back to his room,” Rei-san said to

Teruko-san sitting next to me. “So that he’s not all alone. You

shouldn’t have a problem with that, right?”

With a quick nod, Teruko-san got up from the sofa. I

didn’t fully understand what Rei-san had meant by that nor

how to react to it, but nevertheless Teruko advanced out of

the room on her own. I scrambled after her, leaving Iria-san’s

room behind as well.

By the time I got out to the hallway, Teruko-san was

already quite a ways ahead of me. What kind of an escort sped

out the door ahead of the guest? As usual, I couldn’t read her

mind at all. And it wasn’t just a matter of her doing things at

her own pace. I accelerated to catch up with her.

But more important…

My conversation with Iria-san really hadn’t gone anywhere

at all. I had more or less expected that, but still I was surprised

at how quickly it had died. It seemed Iria-san really trusted

this Aikawa-san. But did such amazing detectives really exist

in this world?

I hoped so.

I sincerely hoped so.

No, I was wishing for it.

Praying.

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“Maybe that’s all nonsense, too.”

I let out another sigh. I would just have to try again. It

didn’t seem likely that I would be able to progress very far

without the cooperation of the owner of this mansion. It was

nothing to brag about, but I could be surprisingly determined.

And I was a sore loser. The worst of the worst sore losers.

There was no way I would give up that easily.

Huh?

Did somebody say something just now? I could have sworn

I had heard someone’s voice. I looked around the hall, but

nobody was around besides Teruko-san and me. It must have

been my imagination. My ears were playing tricks on me.

Maybe I was losing it.

Hmm…

No.

It was the sound of a voice.

Which meant…

There was just one other, highly, highly unlikely possibility.

I knew that it was nearly impossible, logically speaking, but

could it have been? Was it possible?

“Teruko-san, did you say something?”

By any chance?

She stopped upon hearing my question.

“I said it would be better for you to just die.”

I was speechless.

It was the first time she had ever spoken in front of me,

and I never would have guessed it would be a line such as “it

would be better for you to just die.” That was just too much.

Was she for real?

And then she turned to me and stared from behind those

dark glasses, perfectly still.

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It was an accusing gaze, and I couldn’t help but wince. We

stood like that for a while, her staring me down, but realizing I

didn’t have the perseverance to beat her, I decided to just

ignore her and keep on walking. As I tried to pass, she grabbed

me by the arm and tightly clenched it.

Squeeze.

It felt like an electric shock had run through my elbow.

Without releasing my arm, she pulled me into a nearby

room and shut the door behind her. She forced me onto the

sofa. From there she sat down so that we were face-to-face,

and removed her black glasses.

“Those are just for show?”

“They’re so we can be told apart.”

She raised her face.

Her voice was exactly the same as Akari-san and Hikarisan’s.

That clear, beautiful voice.

“Is that right?”

“No, I’m lying. I just don’t want to look at your face.”

“No, I’m lying. I just wanted to see you make that face.”

“Can I help you with something?”

Unable to figure out her intentions, I knew that it would

be bad to get swallowed up in this bizarre situation, so I tried

my best to seize the initiative by asking questions. But she just

sat there looking around the room without giving any

response.

“I’ll give you a word of advice,” she suddenly said,

continuing to ignore my question. It was as if she were talking

to a ghost behind me. “You’d be best to live on your own.

When you’re around other people, you cause trouble for

them.”

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The worst part was, without her glasses, she was

completely indistinguishable from Akari-san and Hikari-san.

Being told this kind of stuff by not only Maki-san but now her,

too, was, to be honest, unpleasant.

I felt like I’d been betrayed.

“A person who does nothing but bother other people

should just stop being a person altogether. If you can’t do that,

then you’ve got to go on living alone. That’s what I think.”

“Why are you saying this?”

“But I’m the same way.”

A clear answer.

Her expression showed no change.

Not even a flicker.

“But you’re here with other people and—”

“We’ve stopped being people.”

We.

Exactly who did that include?

“This morning, Akari was rude to you. I apologize.” She

changed the subject without any segue. And her pale

expression and her tone of voice remained unchanged.

“Why are you apologizing?”

“That was me.”

“Huh?”

She continued, oblivious to my confusion.

“It wasn’t really me per se, but it was my body. The three

of us all share these three bodies. All three of us have three

personalities each, and each of us has the same personalities

and memories. So although the one screaming at you this

morning was Akari, it was really my body.”

“You’re lying.”

“Yes.”

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She kept a completely straight face. What was up with this

girl? She kept throwing me crazy curveballs. I didn’t know

where she was going with this at all.

“Now then, enough with the chitchat.”

And she thought this was just chitchat.

“Let me get to the point. I don’t think it’s very wise to be

yakking on and on about the police around my mistress. She

can be quite patient, but everyone has a breaking point.”

“Why is Iria-san being so stubborn about it anyway? She

says it’s to keep the peace here, but I can’t help but think

there’s more to it than that.”

And hadn’t the peace already been broken? She didn’t

seem to be interested in peace in the slightest.

“You really want to know?”

“I do.”

Teruko-san stood up.

She came over beside me. She leaned up against me. She

was stuck to me. Her body was all the way up on me.

“It’s because… no criminal likes the police,” she said, her

voice completely devoid of tone or cadence. “That’s why.”

I was at a loss for words for a moment, not quite clear what

she meant.

“Surely you’ve wondered why my mistress is on this island.

Why do you think she’s here?”

“Well, with that personality of hers—”

“She messed up.”

She was being a little sparse on the details, so I had no idea

where the conversation was headed. How could triplets raised

in the exact same environment have such completely different

personalities? It really was like multiple personality disorder.

“Huh? What do you mean by ‘messed up’?”

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“Kunagisa-san can’t handle extreme vertical motion. That’s

why you’re here, yes?”

“Yeah, that’s right.” I guess she wasn’t much for flattery. “Is

something wrong with that?”

“My mistress is the opposite of that,” she said eloquently.

It was almost like she was reading it right out of a script.

And a fairly dry reading at that.

“That’s why she’s on this completely deserted island.”

She immediately continued.

“Have you ever seen my mistress’s left arm? If you saw the

scars all over her wrist you would understand, too.”

The scars… on her wrist?

As dry and monotone as her voice was, it was deadly

serious as well.

“They called it the abuse syndrome. I’m sure even you’ve

heard of it?”

Abuse syndrome. She must have meant DLLR syndrome.

Indeed I had heard of it. A form of autism in which the person

can’t exist without harming him- or herself as well as others.

To be more specific, it was at the high end of the autism

spectrum. At any rate, it was an exceptionally bad, impossibly

unsavory, extraordinarily atrocious type of mental disorder.

In my time at the program I had read some literature about

it, but I had never actually witnessed a case of it in real life,

though I knew someone who had. As he had put it, “a person

capable of killing without bearing any sense of guilt is truly a

scary thing.”

Truly scary indeed.

Was she saying that was Iria-san?

But DLLR syndrome was such a rare condition that its very

existence was the subject of great suspicion. It was a fairly

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compulsive condition, so it was supposedly extremely rare.

There hadn’t been a single case of it in Japan, and even in the

States there had only been a small, countable sample. But I

guess that’s the Law of Great Numbers at work again.

“Teruko-san, that’s—”

“Just as we are triplets, my mistress also has a twin,

Mistress Odette.”

Iliad and Odyssey.

That explained that.

“Is that right? So what’s her sister doing now?”

“She’s dead.”

“You mean it, right?”

“I mean it,” she said. “And the one who killed Mistress

Odette was none other than Mistress Iria. Do you understand?

Do you understand what that means? Have you grasped the

logic here? It means that you’ve just insulted my mistress with

your filthy mouth. ‘Murder is despicable, no matter what the

reason,’ huh?”

“I didn’t really mean to—”

“Your intentions are irrelevant in this case. At any rate, I

presume you understand why she won’t call the police now? If

you understand, please go back to your room. And please stop

making waves.”

Without another moment’s hesitation, she got up from the

couch. I could tell from her disposition that this conversation

was over.

But oh, oh Teruko-san…

“Don’t make waves”?

That was my line.

“Teruko-san!” I blurted spontaneously after her.

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Contrary to my every expectation, she stopped in her

tracks by the door.

“What?”

“Like…”

Like…

Liiiike…

“Like… say there was a kid who spent the first ten years of

his life locked in the basement without communicating with a

single person, including his own kin. Can you imagine what

that kid would grow up to be like?”

She didn’t answer.

Naturally I wasn’t hoping for an actual answer.

I just thought I’d try asking.

This girl here. This quiet, sallow-faced girl, living her life in

silence. To me, she was probably…

“You and I are totally different,” she said in a fairly harsh

tone.

It was like she could read my mind.

She spoke without even looking back.

“Don’t you dare make me out to be related to you in some

way. It’s disgusting and it makes me nauseous and it’s an

incredible nuisance.”

“Sorry to hear that.”

“You have nothing to belong to in this whole world. Not

just here, the whole world. If you’d like me to put it simply:

you’re a popped cork,” she said.

“That’s actually more than I wanted to hear, especially

from you.”

“It had to be me who said it, because nobody else will.”

She didn’t look back. She continued all the same. “It seems

you still think you don’t understand why Himena-san picks on

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you so much, but the reason is obvious. It’s because she can

see what’s in your mind. Nobody likes filthy things.”

“I’m saying you’re filthy.”

“No need to repeat that… I’m fully aware of it.”

“Oh, you’re aware of it? And yet you manage to go on

living. Well, that’s the spirit. That must take a lot of

willpower. That’s worthy of respect. Or could it be that you

think there’s someone out there who will like you even after

you’ve revealed yourself to them? Do you actually believe

someone out there will choose you? Then you really are a

popped cork.”

There was nothing to say. Her words echoed. They were

too heavy for me. I was going to collapse. Fall to pieces.

“How dare you barge into other people’s lives when you’re

harboring such a monster inside yourself? You’re lower than

an insect. You’re shameless. The world isn’t that forgiving.

How grossly conceited you are. And that’s why—”

She opened the door. Then, for a moment, she looked back

at me.

It was…

The expression of a woman staring at the object of her

truest heartfelt loathing. It was an ice-cold look.

“You should just die.”

Ka-thunk.

The sound of inorganic matter.

The door closed.

The power drained from my body. It was like the feeling

you have when your shackles are removed, but without the

sense of liberation.

“Jesus.”

What a circus. I felt as if I were going to be crushed.

Completely pulverized.

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“This is the nonsense to end all nonsense, seriously.”

Left all alone, I sat and thought.

Now what was it? I tried to recall everything she had said.

Unlike Akane-san’s conversation the previous night, there was

no theorizing this time. There was no reasoning, no

explaining, just the naked truth thrust in my face.

“Oh man, that did me some damage for real.” I shook my

head.

Don’t think about it. There are other things to be thinking

about now. I got up from the sofa and left the room. Looking

around the hallway, not even Teruko-san’s shadow remained.

She was pretty light on her feet. Maybe that was another way

in which she resembled me.

Anyway, all that mattered now was the information

Teruko-san had left me with. The scars on Iria-san’s wrist. Her

“background.” The fact that she had killed her sister… and in

so doing had been exiled to this island. Her abuse syndrome.

Autism.

Thinking of that, surely it was clear why she wouldn’t call

the police.

“Wait a minute. Hold it.”

A revelation. I had seen Iria-san changing clothes right

before my eyes yesterday. The first time she had granted me

an audience. But there was not a scratch on her wrist. Not

that I was staring at just her limbs the whole time, but surely I

would have noticed such an imposing scar if it had really been

there.

“Wait wait wait…” I stopped in my tracks, scratching my

head. “What the hell is this?”

Essentially Teruko-san was a big fat liar.

Just like me.

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On the way back to Kunagisa’s room, I ran into Team Makisan,

Shinya-san, and Yayoi-san. They were apparently on their

way to eat. I was a little jealous; with Yayoi-san on their team,

they could eat amazing food whenever they wanted. Not that

I had any complaints about Hikari-san’s cooking.

“Ahaha… boy. Ahahahahahahaha. Aaaaahahahahaha… ha.”

At the very sight of me, Maki-san burst into laughter. I was

beyond finding this rude anymore. It was no less expected

than the changing of the seasons.

“What is it this time, Maki-san? You’re always so bustling

with energy.”

“Ahaha. Young man, it looks like Teruko-san did a real

number on you. Oh, my stars. That’s what you get.”

“How do you know?”

“You’re still asking me that? Thanks for an amusing show,

Mr. Spineless. You must never get bored. I’m jealous.”

For sure, Maki-san must have led a boring life. She knew

all that had happened, all that was happening, and all that

would happen. It was like watching a nonstop stream of

movies where you already know the ending. There was no

doubt that that sucked the fun out of living.

“That’s not exactly true,” she teased. Was she drunk? She

seemed oddly high. The inside of her head must’ve looked like

mentaiko.

Gah, she glared at me.

“Say, should you really be alone at a time like this in a

place like this?” Shinya-san still looked a little blue, but he

seemed to have calmed down quite a bit, and he was no

longer pale. Even though it can be cruel sometimes, in the

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end, time really is kind to us all. “Kunagisa-chan and Hikarisan

must be a little edgy on their own. They’re just petite little

things. And Hikari-san is the prime suspect right now, right?

Your beloved Kunagisa-chan could be in danger.”

He seemed to be half joking, but it was clear that he really

was worried about me. I bowed to him in gratitude.

“Eehehehe. You’ll have to excuse us now, Mr. Half-Baked.

Don’t think too hard,” Maki-san teased, and then turned her

back on me. Shinya-san shot her a look.

“If you’re feeling responsible for Sonoyama-san’s death, I

don’t think you should worry about it. You did everything

that was in your power. You couldn’t have done anything else.

You did your best,” he said to me.

“Thank you so much.” I bowed and thanked him.

“Well, see you later.” With that, he turned around as well.

Yayoi-san had given me a few odd looks that seemed to

mean something, but with no more than a slight nod of her

head, she went off with the other two and headed for the

dining room.

“What was that about?”

There wasn’t anything suspicious per se, but something

was strange.

“Eh, I guess it’s not really anything to worry about,” I

muttered to myself.

Upon returning to the room, I found Kunagisa nose-deep

in busted-up computer parts while Hikari-san was doing some

cleaning. Word had it that Hikari-san was a total neat-freak.

Come to think of it, she did always seem to be cleaning. I

supposed it was one form of workaholism. Was there not a

single normal person on this island?

“Hey hey, Ii-chan. You’re just in time.”

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“For what?”

“Putting my hair up.”

Gotcha. I approached her from behind. I decided to give

her a whole bunch of mini-braids, and began braiding together

small portions of hair.

“Ahhhh,” she sighed with pleasure.

“Tomo-san. Is it okay if I clean up that mess?”

“Don’t call it a mess. I can still use some of these parts, so

I’m retrieving them now. You gotta reuse stuff. Recycle,

recycle, for Mother Earth! Recycling’s important, y’know. Mmhmm.

But what should I do, huh? Maybe I can make a secret

weapon to stop that killer.”

She sure knew how to keep her chin up. Not that I wanted

to be like her, but you had to admire her positive thinking.

Even if it was just because she had never known negative

emotions.

Sigh.

“Oh, right. Hikari-san, do you have a memo pad or

something? And something to write with?”

“They’re in that cabinet. Do you need them?”

“I want to write up an outline of the current situation.”

We had made an alibi chart yesterday, but the data had

been smashed to smithereens along with the computers.

Therefore I wanted to create a new chart that included

updated information.

“I see,” she said and headed to the cabinet.

“Oh, hey. Tomo, I forgot to tell you, remember that

painting? I figured out what was strange about it.”

“Hmm? Oh, yeah, you were saying something about that,

weren’t you? So what was it?”

“The watch.”

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“Watch?”

“Yes, the watch. When I was modeling for the picture in

Kanami-san’s atelier, I hadn’t been wearing a watch. It was

broken and I gave it to you to repair. So there wasn’t anything

on my wrist.

“Nonetheless, on the canvas, there was a watch painted

onto it.”

Kunagisa looked puzzled for just a moment, then reverted

back to her usual expression and delivered a stock question.

“Mmm. Don’t you think it’s just an error? I can’t imagine it’s

very important.”

“Well, yeah, maybe, but…”

“Which?”

“How about a subject and predicate?”

“The watch display. Was it the blank one, or the one after I

fixed it that displays backwards?”

“Oh, well, actually, I’m sort of faced inward like this, so I

couldn’t tell.”

“Mmm,” she nodded. After a moment’s thought, she said,

“Yeah, I think it’s just an error. More important, I thought of a

clue, maybe. Akane-chan’s murder was like… her headless

body was all, errr…”

“Errr?”

“Her hand was kinda…”

She tilted her head to the side and folded her arms.

“Well, not her hand, but her fingers. There was something

unnatural, I mean really unnatural about them, I think… Aw,

man, my memory capacity has hit its peak. It feels like there’s

a big mosaic in my head. Hey, Hikari-chan, did you notice

anything weird about her fingers?”

“Hmm…”

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Hikari-san, who had returned at some point, sat down on

the carpet next to Kunagisa so that she was facing me.

“Sorry for the wait. Here’s some paper and a pen.”

“Thanks.”

I took the supplies from her and, while recalling the chart

we had made yesterday, whipped up a new alibi list for the

Ibuki Kanami and Sonoyama Akane murders, including

everyone on the island.

Ibuki Kanami

(murdered)

Sonoyama Akane

Before earthquake: X

After earthquake: X

(murdered)

Kunagisa Tomo

Before earthquake: O (Ii-chan, Hikari, Maki, Shinya)

After earthquake: X

O (can’t go down stairs alone)

Sashirono Yayoi

Before earthquake: O (Iria, Rei)

After earthquake: X

X (sleeping)

Chiga Akari

Before earthquake: Δ (Teruko)

After earthquake: X

O (on the mainland)

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Chiga Hikari

Before earthquake: O (Ii-chan, Tomo, Maki, Shinya)

After earthquake: X

X

Chiga Teruko

Before earthquake: Δ (Akari)

After earthquake: X

O (on the mainland)

Sakaki Shinya

Before earthquake: O (Ii-chan, Tomo, Maki, Hikari)

After earthquake: O (Maki)

O (Maki)

Handa Rei

Before earthquake: O (Iria, Yayoi)

After earthquake: Δ (Iria)

Δ (Iria)

Himena Maki

Before earthquake: O (Ii-chan, Tomo, Hikari, Shinya)

After earthquake: O (Shinya)

O (Shinya)

Akagami Iria

Before earthquake: O (Rei, Yayoi)

After earthquake: Δ (Rei)

Δ (Rei)

Phew. Or something like that. Staring at the chart, I let out

a sigh.

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“Alibis, huh? But y’know, this doesn’t really mean all that

much, does it? We’ve pretty much shelved the idea of it being

a cooperative crime up until now, but if you consider that

possibility, this chart doesn’t mean squat. Especially looking at

these two- and three-person alibi testimonies.”

There was also the possibility that people other than the

killer had lied just so they wouldn’t be suspected, and if you

considered that, this charted information was even harder to

swallow.

Well aware of the futility of it all, I decided nonetheless to

write up a similar summary outline of the murder incidents

themselves.

Victim:

Ibuki Kanami

Conditions:

Sealed room

River of paint (solved)

Time of incident:

Night, presumably after earthquake

Notes:

Decapitated body

Killer unknown

Victim:

Sonoyama Akane

Conditions:

Sealed room

Open window in a high location (unsolved)

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Time of incident:

Between 2:00 and 9:30 a.m.

Notes:

Decapitated body

“And… killer unknown.”

I finished writing and put the pen down.

“You’re forgetting about the third incident, Ii-chan,”

Kunagisa immediately objected. “The Poor Kunagisa-chan

Incident.”

“Oh, right. It pales in comparison, but that’s a mystery,

too, huh.”

“Don’t say that! To me this is a greater tragedy than having

my head cut off! As long as they’ve gone this far, I wish they

would cut my head off!”

“Okay, okay.” I picked up the pen again.

Victim:

Kunagisa Tomo(‘s computers)

Conditions:

Unsealed room

No lock, enterable by anyone

Time of incident:

Between 10:00 a.m. and the end of breakfast.

However, everybody in the mansion was together

at that time. A time-sealed room?

Notes:

Destructor’s goal presumed to be the destruction of

image data taken from the scene of Ibuki Kanami’s death.

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“A time-sealed room, huh?”

The first incident involved a room sealed by a river of

paint. The second, a room sealed by an unreachable window.

A room sealed in terms of height. And the third incident was

sealed in terms of time.

“The second, third, and fourth dimension, huh?”

“That sure makes it sound like a crime of enormous scope.

Say, Hikari-san, this question pretty much completely

undermines any pretense we’ve had up until now, but… is it

possible there are other people on this island?”

“It is not,” she stated confidently. “There’s only one spot on

the whole island where ships can dock, so I think I can say

that for certain.”

“I see.”

But if that were really true, then it would have been

absolutely impossible for this to have happened to Kunagisa’s

computers. With enough wit and wisdom, a person could

feasibly get through a sealed plane or conquer height, but time

was the one dominion impenetrable by man.

“So I wonder if there’s some kind of trick to this as well.

Like a remote control or something. Mmm, but this is

obviously the work of a human being.”

“Hikari-san, is it possible that one or two people maybe

slipped away in the midst of all the contusion of discovering

the body? I mean there was a headless dead body right before

our eyes. Maybe someone took advantage of the situation and

walked off while we were distracted.”

“I… don’t think so…”

Hikari-san was still unconvinced. Even I couldn’t help but

scratch my head at the idea, and I was the one who had

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brought it up. In reality, we probably would’ve noticed if

someone had disappeared from the room.

“First incident. Anybody could have done it—that is, if you

consider the possibility of a cooperative crime. But we’ve at

least figured out how they did it, and we know it wasn’t really

a ‘sealed room’ after all. Now, second incident. This time, we

have no idea how they did it.”

“But I, as an exception, could have done it,” Hikari-san

said.

I nodded. “And then the third incident. Nobody could have

done it. Moreover, there was no possible way it could have

happened.”

The incident itself was rapidly growing more complicated.

This didn’t bode well for the next incident.

“Jesus, what the hell kind of a cycle is this?”

“Well, I don’t think this was all planned out intentionally.

Hmm, but it doesn’t feel right to write it all off as a

coincidence, either.”

“Anyway, let’s stop thinking about all this disheartening

stuff,” I said. “Alibis, sealed rooms. Tricks, gimmicks, setups,

fakes. Whatever. Let’s just agree that someone is using some

unimaginable method to fool us all.”

“Maybe it’s a virtual machine.”

“Yeah, that.”

I guess.

They often say in old mystery novels that it’s harder to

make a puzzle than to solve one, but I don’t think that’s true.

Creating a puzzle or trick or what have you is far easier. In

creating a puzzle, you’re free to display events from whatever

angle you please, completely catering to your own

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convenience. Solving the puzzle, on the other hand, can only

be done from that one presented angle.

So for now we just had to place the issue aside.

“But don’t you think we should at least consider alibis?

That’s pretty much all the information we have right now,”

Hikari-san said. “And if we start making emotionally charged

arguments, everyone will become suspicious. I mean, didn’t

Sonoyama-san become the prime suspect after Ibuki-san was

murdered because they hated each other so much? But look at

what happened because of that.”

“Yeaaah, but— It really would’ve made sense if Akane-san

was the killer.”

And now Akane-san was dead, too.

“What about the thought that Sonoyama-san killed Ibukisan,

and then someone killed her in revenge?”

“If that were the case, then I guess Shinya-san would be

the most likely to have killed her. He was Kanami-san’s

caretaker and closest friend.”

“But Shinya-chan had an alibi. Even if you set that aside,

how would he have known Akane-chan killed her?”

“Maybe he didn’t, maybe he just had a hunch. Mistaken

revenge may not happen every day, but it’s not unheard of. If

you think about it, what’s the deal with Shinya-san and Makisan?

They’ve got alibis two days in a row. In the middle of the

night. Don’t you think their having alibis is conversely kind of

suspicious?”

“It is a little, huh? Maybe they’re synchronizing stories in

secret. But you know, Himena-san doesn’t really seem the

type.”

Himena Maki. The indescribable fortune-teller with

superhuman abilities. The absolute absolutist, able to gaze

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upon the inner workings of men’s minds and hear any and all

things. Something about her resembled Kunagisa. It was

weird.

“What’s up with you, Ii-chan? Have you fallen for Makichan

or something?”

“Geez, don’t say that. But you know, a spaced-out woman

like her can’t be expected to have the best common sense.”

Man, this really was all futile. I felt like we had already

considered every possibility. It was like we were stranded.

What else was there left to think about?

“It kind of seems like maybe Akane-san knew she was

going to be killed.”

“Huh?” Hikari-san leaned forward in surprise. “What do

you mean?”

“It just seemed that way. Last night, I had a conversation

with her through the door, and at the time, well, it was like

she was at peace. She was quoting Ryokan and stuff. It was

really out of character.”

“Hmm, I wonder if she knew who the killer was,” Kunagisa

said.

Indeed, that was a possibility. She was Sonoyama Akane of

the ER3 system’s Seven Fools. Even without conducting an

investigation, if she had a hunch about who the killer was, it

was pretty much sure to be right.

“By the way, Hikari-san. I was just talking with Terukosan—”

“What?!” She was even more shocked than before, as if I’d

just made some ungodly remark. No, not shocked, exactly. It

was more like she was thinking, “Why would you tell me such

a blatant lie?!”

“Y-you mean… Teruko talked?”

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“Yeah. I was pretty surprised, too, but the real problem

was what she said.”

I explained to Hikari-san and Kunagisa what Teruko-san

had told me. Of course I cut out the latter half. I was never

one to go around boasting about my own faults.

“So what does it mean, Hikari-san? How much of it was

true?”

Hikari-san wore a completely perplexed expression as she

muddled out a vague response. “Um,” she muttered. “Um,

well, um…”

“Akari-san was ranting about something strange this

morning as well. ‘I’m so tired of this’ or something like that.

What was she talking about?”

She was still stumbling over a response. At last, she looked

up at me, seeming to have made up her mind. But still, her

eyes darted back and forth as she deliberated for another

moment. Finally, she opened her mouth.

“It’s all true.”

Huh.

Admittedly, that was not the answer I expected.

This time it was my turn to be speechless. It was all true?

Huh? What did she just say?

“I’ll talk because it’s come to this, and because I choose to

trust you. And because I owe you.” Hikari-san fell silent once

again, and then, looking more lost than ever, finally continued.

“Yes, my mistress is technically a criminal. We serve her in full

awareness of that.”

“And that’s why you won’t call the police?”

“We just work for her. We don’t do anything else. Ever

since coming to this island, various things have happened.

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That’s how we eventually met Aikawa-san, who you’ve been

hearing about.”

Various things? What various things?

The incident on this island.

Come to think of it… Come to think of it, the other

night…

“Hey, Tomo.”

“Yeah, Ii-chan?”

“I seem to recall you saying something the other night

along the lines of ‘I’m interested in the incident that happened

on this island,’ but is this just another figment of my awesome

memory?”

“Nope.”

“Then you knew?”

“Yup,” she nodded with a giggle. “It’s pretty well-known

info. Lots of people know, but nobody ever talks about it. Not

a lot of people are looking to make enemies with the Akagami

Foundation.”

So, Kunagisa’s hobbies hadn’t changed since the good old

days. Maybe the passing of five years wasn’t enough to alter

her nature.

“Actually, it was mixed in with the rest of Chii-kun’s

information, but I thought it might be better to keep it a

secret from you, so…”

“Why?”

“ ‘Cuz I knew you’d make that face.”

Aha.

Come on…

I was drained.

Pallidly, falteringly, painfully, Hikari-san continued.

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“Once we started planning this ‘salon,’ my mistress was

able to calm down a bit, but… I can understand Akari’s

feelings of frustration. But you know, this is our job.”

A job, huh? If she really meant that, it was quite a

statement. I was honestly impressed. I respected any person

who lived solely to fulfill their role, regardless of what that

role was. It was something I could never do.

So Hikari-san, too, was truly immersed in the deepest

depths of her abyss.

“Huh, so that’s the deal, huh?”

But what did that mean? If the killer knew all this and

knew Iria-san couldn’t call the police, then…

Then the remarkable boldness, audaciousness, and

fearlessness of his or her actions all suddenly made sense.

“Okay, Hikari-san, well…”

Just as I was about to ask for the details of this famous

island incident, there came a knock at the door.

It was Yayoi-san.

“I have to go to the bathroom.” That’s what Yayoi-san had

told Maki-san and Shinya-san in the middle of lunch before

breaking off from her team and coming here. It was a pretty

typical and hackneyed lie, and Maki-san could read minds

anyway, and even under-the-weather Shinya-san probably

could’ve seen through it, but one look at Yayoi-san’s sickly

blue expression, and they probably wouldn’t have called her a

liar if she said a pack of devils were on their way to the island

on turtleback.

She sat down on the sofa and said nothing.

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She seemed strangely wary of Hikari-san’s presence. Maybe

she, too, thought Hikari-san was the killer. It wasn’t such an

unexpected assumption, to be honest.

“Can we assume you came here because you wanted to tell

us something, Yayoi-san?” It didn’t look like this was going

anywhere on its own, so I went ahead and asked.

“Yes,” she nodded weakly.

“Um, you two are doing some investigating, right?”

“Well, that’s the plan. It’s become a personal matter at this

point, after all,” I said, looking at the computer parts in the

corner of the room. “What about it?”

“Well, if you’re investigating, I suppose the facts need to be

accurate, right?”

“Yeah, well, naturally.”

“If you proceeded from here with inaccurate information,

there could be a third incident, right?”

“Fourth.”

“That’s right, Yayoi-san.” We ignored Kunagisa’s protest.

“That’s the situation. Um, Yayoi-san, I don’t really understand

what it is you’re trying to say. It looks like you came here to

help us, but am I wrong? Did you come here because you

don’t like being on a team with Shinya-san and Maki-san?”

“No, that’s not it,” she mumbled. “It’s just… I— I told a lie

I can’t take back.”

“A lie?”

“Yes. That night… I really was with Iria-san talking. It was

only up until the earthquake, but that much is an honest fact,”

she said. “But Handa-san… Handa-san wasn’t there.”

Hikari-san’s face went stiff.

Rei-san—Handa Rei.

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It was suddenly clear why Yayoi-san seemed so nervous

around Hikari-san and why she had seemed so unnaturally

detached since the other day, staying holed up in her room all

the time.

The ice was melting.

The other morning during the alibi check, Iria-san had said

herself that she, Yayoi-san, and Rei-san were together.

Everyone else was questioned one by one, but when Yayoisan’s

turn came, Iria-san spoke for her. I had thought this was

simply because they had been together, but it seemed that

wasn’t why after all.

Iria-san…

Akagami Iria was covering for Handa Rei.

Yayoi-san slumped down with her shoulders drooped. It

was like she had been relieved of a terrible burden or freed of

a curse.

“Why?”

Why had she kept silent about such an important detail up

until now? It was a question I was in no position to ask. This

was Iria-san’s island and Iria-san’s mansion, and it was Iria-san

who had invited Yayoi-san here, and she was, after all,

Akagami Iria. If Iria-san said, “I was with Yayoi-san and Reisan,”

who could argue? Who could just call her a liar?

Like anyone could say that.

“I didn’t think it was a big deal at the time,” Yayoi-san

finally said. “I just figured she was looking out for her own.

But thanks to that, Akane-san became the only person

without an alibi, and she was locked away and… killed.”

She was speaking like a burst dam. I sat and listened in

silence. Kunagisa and Hikari-san did likewise.

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“And then regarding last night, Iria-san said she was with

Rei-san again. All night long. But who could believe that? She

said they were discussing what to do from here on, but why

would that take all night?”

“Well, it’s possible.”

“I don’t think so. Just because someone lied the first time

doesn’t mean they lied the second time, but the chances are

pretty high, right? And Hikari-san”—Yayoi-san glared over at

Hikari-san—“Hikari-san is one of Iria-san’s inner circle, too,

but Iria-san didn’t even try to cover for her, did she? Why is

that? Why would she cover for Rei-san but not for Hikari-san?

Isn’t it because she knew there was no need to cover for

Hikari-san? Isn’t it, conversely, because she knew who the killer

was?”

“Are you saying Rei-san is the killer?”

I was surprised by this. I didn’t think the conversation was

heading in this direction. But Yayoi-san seemed absolutely

serious.

“Certainly her alibi is rather dubious now—that is, if we

can believe what you’re saying.”

“It’s the truth. Whether you believe me or not, it’s the

truth,” she said. Hikari-san looked like she had something to

say, but as if having realized something, she remained silent.

She chewed on her lip with a painful expression.

“Let’s just hold on a second here.”

If Rei-san didn’t have an alibi that night, how did that

change things? Maybe not all that much, but the fact that Iriasan

had lied was unarguably huge.

Rei-san wasn’t in Iria-san’s room that night. That meant

they weren’t together after the earthquake, either.

Which meant…

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“Mmm. Hey, Yayoi-chan.”

“What is it, Kunagisa-san?”

“Why do you think Rei-chan is the killer? She’s the head

maid. She’s the confidante. She’s a hotshot. She’s even closer

to Iria-chan than Hikari-chan and the others are. So maybe

Iria-chan just covered for her out of friendship. And we really

don’t know if she was lying the second time, even if she was

lying the first time. And if Rei-chan really was the murderer,

then that means Iria-chan knew about it, right? Why would

she cover for—”

“What if Iria-san ordered the murder?”

Gulp, someone swallowed audibly. For all I knew, it could

have been me.

“I don’t think that’s the case. Kanami-chan and Akanechan

were both invited here as guests. What’s the point in

bringing people over and then killing them?”

“What if she invited them here to kill them?” Yayoi-san

pressed on. “Iria-san invited people here. And then those

people were killed. If you look at it that way, it’s not so

unthinkable.”

Was Iria-san using Rei-san in a plot to kill those two, as

well as possibly a third, fourth, and fifth? It seemed like a

highly unrealistic notion, but there was no proof against it.

Yeah. And on that note, hadn’t I just heard the proof for it

from Teruko-san and Hikari-san?

Handa Rei.

The head maid.

As Hikari-san, Akari-san, and Teruko-san’s boss, she was in

the closest position to Iria-san herself. So how about it? Was

that the answer? Was that what it all came down to?

Akagami Iria.

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Named for that great ancient Greek classic epic, Homer’s

Iliad, the work that told of the great war with Troy over

Helen. All of the characters in that epic thought they were

being manipulated by the gods. Was that it? If that was the

answer…

As I thought, Yayoi-san continued on.

“Do you know why I was called here?”

“Because you’re a genius, right?”

She grimaced.

“Well, Ibuki-san was a painter—a magnificent artist.

Sonoyama-san was a scholar—fine. Maki-san is a fortuneteller—whatever.

Kunagisa-san’s an engineer, yes? That’s

wonderful. But I’m a chef. Unless she’s some kind of gourmet

cuisine nut, why would she call such a person here? I don’t

think cooking is really that special.”

I was silent. Hearing her say that, there was no possible

response I could give.

“And do you know why Ibuki-san and Sonoyama-san had

their heads cut off?”

“That’s a sudden change in topic.”

“No, it’s not,” Yayoi-san said with a stern expression and

tone to match. “You are what you eat. It’s an idea that exists in

Chinese cuisine. If your liver is bad, you should eat liver. If

your stomach is bad, eat stomachs. In other words, if part of

you isn’t working right, you should eat that same thing. I’m

sure you’ve heard of this?”

“Hang on now, Yayoi-san. This is…”

This… This notion…

“Who called Ibuki-san and Sonoyama-san to this island?

Who?” Yayoi-san screamed. Her voice reverberated throughout

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the room. The sound lingered in my ears. But I was so

confused at this point I didn’t even care.

Hold on… hold on a minute, here. Did she mean what I

thought she meant? Just wait a second. Hold the phone. I’m

begging you, just give me a little time.

“I’ll say it one more time. No, I’ll say it as many times as it

takes. Why would the killer cut off their heads? Why would

the killer take the heads with her? Where did she take them?

And who was it who invited those two women here? Who

brought these renowned geniuses here? What was inside those

heads the killer carried off?”

If jewels are stolen from a murder scene, it probably means

the killer was after the jewels. If cash is missing, he must’ve

been after cash. Such thinking was just plain common sense.

And in this case, it was the victims’ heads that were

missing.

Yayoi-san continued. “Why was I invited here? Why was I,

not an artist or a scholar or a fortune-teller or an engineer but

a mere chef, invited to this island? Why have I been given

special treatment and allowed to stay here indefinitely?” Her

voice sounded like it was being squeezed out.

It was a voice seeking rescue.

She had probably been brooding over this. From the

moment she had given her false testimony. From before

Sonoyama-san was killed, and indeed the half day following

her death as well, Yayoi-san had probably been thinking about

it nonstop.

Yayoi-san turned toward Hikari-san and began her hopeless

screaming once again.

“What… Just what are they going to make me do?”

Gulp—someone swallowed again.

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This time it was definitely me.

Was it possible? Such a notion… Wasn’t the acceptance of

such a notion itself unforgivable?

If that was really what was going on, why now? It wasn’t

like this whole “salon” thing had just started. If that was Iriasan’s

little game, she would’ve done this in the past.

No, the five geniuses on this island right now were all

world-class, top specialists in their respective fields. Had Iriasan

been waiting for this exact timing?

“That’s impossible!” Hikari-san shrieked. It was like she

had exploded after holding it in until now. “The idea that my

mistress would do such an inhuman thing, such a cruel thing

now…”

“Now”?

I’m so tired of this.

The past.

Various things. So tired. Now. Why now? I’m so tired of this.

Please don’t make waves. I’m so tired. Tired, so tired. Even though

I’m so tired.

But Yayoi-san didn’t relent.

“I’ve been keeping an eye on Handa-san since yesterday

morning,” she said. “You know how the longer you watch

someone, the more you start to notice their similarities to you,

or you start to feel their humanity? Their humanness? Some

kind of closeness. You know? It’s like ‘Oh, this person is just

like me.’ I felt that way with Iria-san. She’s human, just like

me. She lied, but she’s still a human being. But Handa-san…

That woman frightens me. How could I not be afraid of a

woman like that whose whole life is an act?”

“That’s—” Hikari-san interrupted with her head hung.

“That’s… that’s… that’s…”

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But it seemed there was no end to that sentence. Even so,

Hikari-san tried desperately to defend her mistress. In

accordance with her duties. It was too heartbreaking—to the

point that it was laughable.

“I see. Yayoi-san, I basically understand what you’re trying

to say. You’re trying to say this, right?”

I tried my best to force my way into their conversation, but

it was hopeless. Yayoi-san continued her relentless

questioning.

“Akari-san and Teruko-san were on the mainland calling on

a detective? Who can prove that? Who’s the one who won’t

contact the police? Who’s the one who won’t let us leave this

island? Maybe you were left out of the plans, Hikari-san, but

where’s the proof of that? They called you the prime suspect,

didn’t they? Where’s the proof saying you aren’t just a

scapegoat here to shake things up? No, maybe you’re in

cahoots with Iria-san, here to make trouble for Kunagisa-san

and—”

“Please stop this. Yayoi-san, that’s enough,” I said quietly.

“Please stop insulting our friend. Kunagisa and I both dislike

getting angry. But we’re not afraid to do what we must.”

My gaze was probably fairly cold, and she shivered for a

moment at the sight of it. She had the same look of uneasiness

that she had when she entered the room.

“I’m scared. I’m scared. I’m scared. I’m just scared.”

“Yes, I understand that.”

“This is a deserted island. There’s nowhere to run. If this is

all what I think it is, maybe I won’t be killed. You weren’t

invited here as a genius, so you might not be killed, either. But

your dear friend Kunagisa-san is in danger. Not even God can

guarantee that she won’t be the next one to have her

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shoulders flattened, if you know what I mean. The time for

leisurely investigations has already… I mean, I think we need

to do something fast. I didn’t come here to hiss at Hikari-san. I

came here because Kunagisa-san is an engineer. Can you

operate a boat, by any chance? If so, let’s get out of here on

that cruiser and—”

“Hold on.” I held up my right hand. She looked up at me

with a confused expression. Hikari-san eyed me curiously as

well. Only Kunagisa remained staring off into space, a

somewhat irritated expression on her face. I was probably

making the same face.

Um, where was I? Why did I interrupt Yayoi-san?

Oh, right.

“Please say that again.”

“Huh?”

“That thing you said. Say it again.”

Yayoi-san tilted her head at me a bit.

“If so, let’s get out of here on that cruiser—”

“Not that.”

“Can you operate a boat, by any chance?”

“No, not that, either.”

“Uh, I didn’t come here to… yada yada yada?”

“No. Not that. Something grabbed me, but that wasn’t it.

Before that.”

“I don’t remember.”

“Well remember. What did you say before that?”

“We need to do something fast… The time for leisurely

investigations has—”

“No. We already understand that. We need to do something

fast? That’s practically a catchphrase. I don’t care about the

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stuff we already know. I think it was a little before you said

that.”

“That’s all I got. That’s as far as I can recall.”

“Tomo!” I looked over at Kunagisa. “You remember, right?”

“Yup,” she nodded.

She slashed her hand across the front of her neck.

“I’m gonna get my shoulders flattened.”

“Bingo.”

Yes. That. It had grabbed me. Was that because it suggested

something I’d rather not imagine? Nope. It wasn’t nearly

something that trite. It was something totally, completely

different.

Now this, this was the key. The Rosetta Stone.

“Um…”

“Silence please. I’m thinking. I think I’m on the right track.

Definitely. It’s simpler than the geography of Kyoto or

Sapporo. We have a hypothesis and conclusion now, so all

that’s left to do is prove it.”

I thought.

Kunagisa thought, too.

All the ingredients were probably there. I could sense it.

Or we already had all the ingredients a while ago. They were

all lined up in front of my face, to the point that it wouldn’t

have been strange if I had realized the truth as soon as

Kunagisa’s computers were smashed. The smashed computers

weren’t the key after all, they were another ingredient.

And now I had the key. This time, I had it.

And just as any door will open once you’ve obtained the

key, so, too, would I soon arrive at a solution. It was like a

zero-sum game. Like a simple maze with a watertight winning

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strategy. Kunagisa probably had it, too. The mountain of sand

was almost complete.

“Now this really is nonsense.”

And after a while…

“Is this it?” I muttered.

But this was…

“No way… this can’t be right.”

This couldn’t be right. Like this could possibly be it. What

logic was this?

But there were no contradictions, it was all consistent, it all

made sense—it was complete. There was no other possibility

left. It didn’t look like there was any more sand to pile up,

either.

Something felt uneasy. Something was strange. No matter

how many mental checks I did, I couldn’t feel satisfied about

it, like the final question on an exam. I definitely wasn’t

wrong, but something felt off nonetheless. It was that kind of

feeling. I couldn’t shake it.

What was it… this vague, sickly feeling?

“What do you think, Tomo?”

“Mmm,” she moaned.

“There’s no ‘what do you think’ about it. There’s only one

possible train of thought. So that’s why the fingers seemed

strange, huh? But this means…”

It seemed Kunagisa had the same sense of anxiety. Yayoisan

and Hikari-san stared at the two of us like we were from

Mars. Venus, maybe. I guess that’s a trivial matter either way.

“I guess that’s the only possibility, huh?” Kunagisa was first

to fall before the reality of the situation. “I can’t think of

anything else. It must be the only possibility.”

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“Yeah. If there’s only one possibility, it’s got to be the right

one, no matter how unbelievable it seems.”

It looked as if we had to rely on selective thinking in the

end. If Akane-san heard about it she surely would have gotten

angry, but we no longer had to worry about that. At least

insofar as this was in fact a case of serial murder committed by

a person, there was only this one possibility. One possibility

with one hundred percent odds.

Okay.

Time to just accept it.

I didn’t like it at all, but this was reality, this was the truth.

And those were just my nonsense-ridden sentiments anyway.

“Looks like we’ve reached an agreement, Ii-chan,” Kunagisa

said. “So what now?”

“What now, indeed. Hmm, this place is a little too big.” I

continued my pondering. I was more cut out for something

like this than Kunagisa was. I may not have been any good at

actual shogi, but if this, too, was a sort of shogi problem, I had

it down.

“Now then, Yayoi-san, Hikari-san, could I ask for a little bit

of your cooperation?”

“Huh?” The lovely duo let out a collective question mark.

I rose to my feet. “The top of the inning is finally over.

We’re down by a lot of points, but it’s not a called game yet.

This is where we get that third out and launch our attack in

the bottom of the inning.”

“Yayoi-chan on first. Hikari-chan in center field. Yours

truly as catcher and Ii-chan as pitcher.”

Boing, Kunagisa jumped up off the bed and flashed a smile

bright as the blue sky.

“Launching counterattack.”

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End it.

By the way.

In Russian, “the crow’s wet feathers” supposedly means

“the peak of despair.” Given that, you could romantically

describe this island as the ultimate destination for those in

despair. Just as the opposite of affection isn’t hatred, but

indifference, the opposite of hope isn’t despair. Surely the

opposite of despair is apathetic acceptance of all things. That

sheer apathy laced with the absolute conviction that allows

you to approve of all things, saying, “Yeah, that’s fine”—that is

the opposite of hope.

Everything is here, so what more could I possibly need?

This apathy I felt was way over the line of normality. The

proverbial destination of all of one’s emotions.

That noninterfering realm on the other side of the lake that

we all view at some point or another with admiring eyes laced

with envy. That domain on the other side of taboo, connected

to reality by a big equals sign.

To reach said domain, you had to make many sacrifices.

What’s more, it was a one-way ticket with no guarantees.

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However, even then, there are people who reach it—

whether by some mistake, or through knowledge.

Ibuki Kanami, Sonoyama Akane, Sashirono Yayoi, Himena

Maki, Akagami Iria, Chiga Akari, Chiga Hikari, Chiga Teruko,

Handa Rei.

And Kunagisa Tomo…

This is all probably a big old heap of ridiculous mumbojumbo.

Nothing but boring, worthless nonsense. And the

continuation of this nonsense is unwholesome at best.

Really now, what kind of a clown was I?

“Have you figured something out?”

The fifth dinner assembly.

Teruko-san had her personal chores to attend to, so her

seat was empty, but the other nine of us were all gathered

together. Nine people. Until the day before yesterday, just

two days ago, there were twelve of us surrounding this round

table.

“Do I have to ask again? Kunagisa-san, you all are still

doing some investigating, correct? Well, have you figured

anything out?” Iria-san asked.

She seemed to be having an awful lot of fun. I’m sure she

was. Of course it was fun.

Because she had probably created a whole world in her

head. Because this island, this Wet Crow’s Feather Island, was,

in itself, her whole world.

“Shall I ask again?”

“We know absolutely, positively nothing at all,” I answered.

“So what about it? Is there a problem?”

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“Oh, no. I was just thinking, I guess there’s nothing we can

do without a specialist after all,” Iria-san said with apparent

interest. “Well, I guess the best thing then is to continue

operating in teams like this for the next three days.”

“Three days?” Shinya-san said. “I must say, you seem to be

expecting quite a bit from this person. Just what kind of

person is this Aikawa-san, anyway? How did you meet?”

“That’s a private matter,” Iria-san smirked. “But I will tell

you what kind of person. Hmm, what should I say? Aikawasan

is a very frightening person. Well, that’s what you’d

expect from the world’s most powerful contractor. But also

incredibly intelligent. I’m sure this case will be solved in no

time. Hehehe, I really can’t wait.”

The detective, huh?

Solving the case before the lead detective even got here

probably disqualified me as a supporting character, I thought.

But my life was on the line here, too, and there were various

complicated circumstances. I couldn’t just sit around and wait

for the main character to show up. It was his own fault for

being late.

“Kekekeke,” Maki-san snickered next to me.

She seemed to be having an awful lot of fun as well. I

didn’t know whether she was reading my thoughts or

watching the whole farce. Surely it was at least one of those,

but that probably wasn’t the only reason she was laughing.

Really, just who was this woman who was able to continue

laughing even after knowing everything in the entire world?

She was probably deserving of respect. Still, I avoided eye

contact.

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“I’m told Aikawa-san will be here by the afternoon three

days from now at the latest. After that, I’m sure everything

will soon be—”

As Iria-san expounded over this detective of hers, she was

interrupted by the sound of overturning flatware and pots

banging together, accompanied by a screech.

“Enough!”

It was Yayoi-san.

Rising from her seat, Yayoi-san used her right arm to shove

off the table all of the food she herself had made. She then

proceeded to take the now dirty tablecloth and yank it,

causing all the dishes to come toppling off the table and

shatter. A string of ear-shattering noise echoed through the

dining room.

“Enough of this!”

She banged her hands on the table.

“Sashirono-san…”

In an effort to settle her down, Hikari-san rose from her

seat as well and approached her, but Yayoi-san gave her a

violent shove.

“What is all this? Give me a break! I want out of this farce!

Detectives? Sealed rooms? Decapitated corpses? This isn’t

some mystery novel. Don’t you realize people are being

killed? Why the hell are you eating during this kind of

discussion? Their heads were cut off! Don’t eat my food while

you’re talking about such a thing! You must all be crazy if

you’re able to stay so calm about all this! Why don’t you care

that people were killed? You’re all disgusting! Since when was

it okay to kill people in this country?”

“Sashirono-san…” Hikari-san said from the floor. “Please

calm down.”

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“You’re the killer!” Yayoi-san screamed even louder. “It’s

obvious! We already know that! You were the only one with a

key to that storage room, and you visited Sonoyama-san’s

room in the middle of the night, didn’t you? That’s when you

killed her! And you must have killed Ibuki-san, too!”

“You don’t have any proof. You shouldn’t say such things

without any proof, Yayoi-san.” I tried my best to stay cool as I

reprimanded her. “There’s no proof that Hikari-san is the

murderer.”

“Proof? I don’t give a hoot about proof!”

“But there’s no reason Hikari-san would have done such a

thing.”

“It’s not like you can expect to understand how a maniac’s

mind works! She’s probably going to use it in some kind of

ritual! To call upon God! No more, no more, no more!!! Why

are you trying to come near me? You think you’ll take my

head next? Never!”

“Yayoi-san, please calm down.”

“I’m plenty calm! I’m fine! You are all the crazy ones!

You’re all nuts! You’re all disgusting! Get yourselves together!

I can’t stand you! I can’t even talk to you! What language are

you all speaking? Detectives? Sealed rooms? Severed heads?

What the hell language is that? Am I the only one from Earth

here? If that’s the case then I’ll just leave right now. I don’t

want to be on this maniac island anymore. I don’t want to talk

to you people!”

Bam! She slammed the table once again.

“I don’t trust any of you! From now on, I’m staying in my

room. I’m barricading myself in. Call me when you’re ready to

send me back to the mainland! Otherwise, leave me the hell

alone! Don’t come near me!”

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With that said. Yayoi-san stormed off toward the dining

room exit.

“Sashirono-san,” Hikari-san called once more, but Yayoisan

didn’t even look back, and eventually she was gone from

sight.

A brief, awkward silence.

“Oh my,” Iria-san eventually said with slumped shoulders.

“And here I thought she was so polite. What a temper.”

She continued. “Oh, what now?” She sighed. “Aikawa-san

is going to all the trouble to come here, I can’t just send one of

the suspects home. Hikari, this is your responsibility; go do

something to convince her.”

“Yes, ma’am,” Hikari-san said with her head down.

“Understood, my mistress.”

“Ohhh, dinner is all ruined. Akari, will you hurry and make

us something? Now just where has Teruko gone at a time like

this?”

Indeed, dinner was ruined just as Iria-san said, but it was a

necessary sacrifice. It wasn’t my money, and of course you

shouldn’t waste food, but I wasn’t the one who had done it

anyway. It was Yayoi-san, the one who had made the food in

the first place.

Kunagisa stared at the fallen, smashed dishes with a look of

despair. Not the food, but the dishes. Perhaps she was

thinking of her destroyed computers, which were the same

shade of white.

“Hey, catcher.”

“Mmm?” Kunagisa looked at me. “What, Ii-chan?”

“I better get going. I’ll leave this to you.”

“Gotcha,” she nodded.

I rose from my seat and headed for the door.

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I could hear the sound of trouble brewing behind me. I

turned to find Kunagisa had climbed over the table and

jumped Shinya-san. It was admittedly a slightly enviable sight

for me, but for now, I had to let it go.

Besides, I couldn’t take Kunagisa with me.

Running down the hall with one eye closed, I climbed the

stairs and eventually spotted Yayoi-san by her room. She was

leaning up against the wall, a vacant look on her face.

She looked up at me. “Ah,” she sighed with relief. “How

was I?”

“You gave a star performance.”

“Performance, huh? It was more than half true, really,” she

said as she continued walking with me. “But is it really true? Is

that person really the killer?”

“You checked it yourself right?”

“Yeah, the smell was right, but… I don’t have that much

faith in my sense of smell. I’m not a dog, after all.”

“You’re just like one though.”

“That’s not a compliment, you know.”

Yeah, I knew. Kanami-san once told me something similar.

It’s not a compliment if you say, “You’re like a such and such.”

Well, what woman wouldn’t be offended after being

compared to a dog? I apologized innocently.

We had arrived at the door to Yayoi-san’s room.

“So, what do we do from here?”

“Yayoi-san, please go back to the dining room. It’s

dangerous here.”

“Then why are you doing it?” she asked, simply out of

suspicion. “I feel like there must be another way. This is just

my speculation, but it feels like you deliberately picked the

most dangerous possible option.”

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“In this world there are people who die from eating too

much and people who die from starvation, and the former is

overwhelmingly more common. But it seems you’re the latter

type.”

“Don’t overestimate me.”

“That wasn’t a compliment.”

With that she gave me a nod and slowly headed back the

way we had come.

“Dangerous, man…” I whispered to myself. Of course, I

was well aware of this. I had complete understanding of the

dangers I faced when I decided to do this, which I suppose

really did make me the starving-to-death type.

Now that’s nonsense.

After a brief mental preparation, I slowly, gently opened

the door to Yayoi-san’s room.

Dark inside. Unable to see much of anything, I took a step

inside.

Swoosh.

The sound of sliced air.

I did a forward roll and slid into the room. Then I rose to

one knee and opened the eye that had been closed. This way I

could make out the inside of the room at least a little bit.

Someone closed the door behind me. I could see the face

clearly, and in that moment learned that my hypothesis had

been correct. My opponent wore a slight look of surprise, but

only held it for a moment before brandishing a hatchet—a

hatchet!—at me.

Silent.

My attacker didn’t say a word.

With a deep breath, I rose to my feet. It had been quite

some time since I had done any acrobatics. Not that I had

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been bad at it, just that my skills had definitely dulled in the

few months since coming back to Japan.

As if realizing the immediate need to settle this, my

attacker moved first, shuffling toward me. With Kunagisa

holding Shinya-san down, someone would eventually come

and save me as long as I could buy some time. There was no

need to go on the offensive. In fact, I wanted to get out of

there, but my attacker was standing between me and the door,

so that probably would’ve posed quite a challenge.

For now, I just had to focus on dodging attacks. This sort of

passive thinking had me written all over it, but it was no good.

In focusing my gaze entirely on my attacker’s hatchet, I

completely neglected to pay any attention to my feet.

My attacker faked with the hatchet, then came at me with

a leg sweep. It made a glorious connection. Unable to even roll

back to my feet, instead my back slammed into the carpet. My

attacker proceeded to mount me and pin down my shoulders.

It all happened in a single instant.

The match was essentially over. Maybe I should have spent

those mornings running marathons instead of just going for

walks. Or maybe I should have continued going to the dojo

even when I got back to Japan.

“Ah… ahhh…”

Ah well, truth be told, it didn’t really make much

difference whether I was killed or not. At this point, Kunagisa

had probably already explained everything to the others, and

Yayoi-san had already returned to the dining room as well.

Either way, there was no chance my attacker would escape. I

had lost the match, but the tournament was ours.

So this was fine. Now then, the hatchet. Use the hatchet.

“Die.”

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My attacker’s cold, familiar voice. I realized I had

completely given up. What was this sensation? Why? Why

was I even willing to give up my own life?

I didn’t want to live?

It wasn’t that I wanted to die, but I didn’t want to live,

either. Life was a big hassle, but I wasn’t jumping at the idea

of death specifically. Was there nothing important to me?

Nothing I wanted? Nothing I wanted to protect? Is that why I

was so ready to give up?

“No.”

No.

It was because even if I died here, no one would be

bothered. Kunagisa wouldn’t be bothered.

Maki-san.

Did you know this was coming? If so, I suppose I’m

grateful that you didn’t let me know about it. I now knew the

reason Maki-san, who knew all, had said nothing. You die

exactly when you should, though I wasn’t quite in that frame

of mind yet.

Indeed. Just as Teruko-san said, I really should just die.

Seriously.

Hey…

But the hatchet wasn’t coming down. It was raised way up

in the air, and then just stopped. Looking up in confusion, I

saw not a taunting expression, but rather a twisted grimace as

my attacker struggled and fought to bring the hatchet down.

“You don’t close your eyes, do you?”

There was another person! It wasn’t the voice of the

person on top of me. I couldn’t see from where I was, but this

third person must have grabbed the hatchet while it was up in

the air and refused to let go.

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Who was it? Had Yayoi-san come to save me? Had

Kunagisa followed me here? But neither of these seemed like

feasible possibilities.

The third person wrenched the hatchet upward and in the

same instant delivered a beautiful, truly glorious low kick to

my attacker’s now completely open side. Unable to take the

blow, my attacker rolled off me and slammed into the nearby

sofa. In another instant, though, the assailant was back on two

feet and face-to-face with the third person.

In one fell swoop, I had become a mere spectator.

At this point, for some reason, the third person threw away

the hatchet. And here there was such a golden opportunity to

use it. Could this have been a gesture of sportsmanship? At a

time like this?

Unlike when fighting me, this time my attacker attempted

no reckless leaping. But there was a time limit here. If this

didn’t get settled fast, there was a chance Kunagisa would

finish explaining everything and bring the others here.

But this third person didn’t repeat my mistake. Bam, came

the sound of feet hitting the floor as the third person sprang

toward my attacker, covering as much as six feet in a single

stride. In a Japanese kenpo-style motion, the third person used

the momentum from the leap to deliver a straight punch.

Instead of dodging back or to the side, my attacker instead

contorted diagonally, both dodging the punch and closing in

on the third person at the same time. My attacker then

grabbed the third person by the throat, but the third person

delivered another straight punch without even trying to avoid

my attacker’s clutch. My attacker, still in offensive mode, was

unable to dodge. The punch connected straight with the

heart.

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“Huh…”

My attacker let out a groan but refused to release the third

person’s throat. Then, almost effortlessly, my attacker slid past

the third person’s side and delivered a back kick to the calf.

The third person stumbled.

It appeared my attacker intended to use this opportunity to

slam the third person into the floor. Watching from the

sidelines, even I thought this was the end. But it didn’t end.

The third person used my attacker’s arm as a pivot axis and

swung up while shifting in midair, causing them both to fall to

the floor together with my attacker’s arm in a lock. It was a

judo offense-through-defense technique.

Another instant. The surprisingly dull, almost anticlimactic

sound of breaking bone echoed through the dark room. The

third person released the arm and stood up. My attacker

followed suit and began to stand up, too, but before managing

to get up all the way, took a merciless kick to the already

seemingly broken arm. My attacker flew through the air and

over the sofa. Then came the sound of the shattering glass

table. And my attacker fell back on the sofa.

“Phewwww.” The third person exhaled a deep breath with

complete calm.

We had a winner.

I was utterly speechless.

At last, the third person faced me. And then, without so

much as a smirk, said, “When you’re about to die, I think you

should close your eyes.”

“Didn’t you say guys like me should die?” I mumbled

faintly.

“Oh, that.” She tilted her head. “That was a lie.”

Teruko-san said.

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Slowly shaking my head, I held my hand out to her. I

figured the chances were about fifty-fifty, but she grabbed my

hand and pulled me to my feet.

“What are you doing here?”

“No reason. It was just inevitable.”

“What are you talking about?”

“Don’t worry about it. It’s just nonsense.”

Now that…

That was my line.

Sigh.

“Thank you.”

After pulling me back to my feet, she let go of my hand

and looked at me with those out-of-focus eyes.

“No need to thank me. More important…”

A brief pause.

“There’s something that’s been bothering me.”

“What?”

This was a fairly heavy statement to make. What was she

about to say? I couldn’t even imagine.

Dark.

My eyes had completely adjusted to the darkness, but even

still, I couldn’t read Teruko-san’s expression.

Just like my own heart.

Just like the hearts of others.

“Your question from this afternoon,” she said, with that

same old pale tone and cold gaze. “I know you were speaking

metaphorically… were you talking about Kunagisa-san or

yourself?”

The child locked in the basement.

Deprived of communication with anyone else for ten years.

“Ah…”

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Once again, I reached out to touch Teruko-san’s hand for

no reason at all.

For an instant, our fingers touched. And then, in that

moment of separation…

An eardrum-shattering sound. The feeling of a shock wave

running through my entire body. Teruko-san’s body slumped

onto me. Like deadweight.

I held on to her as she rested her entire weight on me. But

there was no time to stand there and savor the warm touch of

her expectedly light body. My eyes were still glued to the sofa.

Or, to be more specific…

To the woman sitting there holding a handgun. Sitting

there, totally aloof.

My eyes were glued to it. It was a black gun, a relatively

popular model. I had even seen a few overseas. I sure didn’t

expect to see one in this country, though. She had a Glock?

Why she hadn’t used the gun until now was obvious. No

matter how big this mansion was, it wasn’t big enough to stop

the sound of a gunshot from reaching every corner of it. In

other words, this was probably the final ace up her sleeve. It

was an illegal move, the absolute forbidden method.

In which case…

In which case the day was mine. I still had my ace, though

maybe I had let the time to use it slip away.

And so the conclusion continued. The resolution to the

final scene.

A voice. A faint voice. And then, the gun barrel turned

toward me.

She said something I couldn’t hear, my ears still ringing

from the gun blast. My eardrums were probably okay, just

momentarily paralyzed. But in a situation like this, that meant

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the same thing. It didn’t look as if she were going to wait for

my hearing to come back.

What did she say? It kind of bothered me. This was a

checkmate.

Farewell. How stupid. What were you trying to do? You want to

die in a place like this? What were you living for anyway?

She was probably saying something along those lines. Or

no, maybe she wasn’t saying anything at all.

Either way, there is no meaning in words you can’t hear.

Just like there is no meaning in feelings you don’t express.

Out of steam, I looked at her. Over Teruko-san’s shoulder.

Fast the muzzle of the gun.

“Ah.”

Just as I thought. Just as I thought, this was the end.

Naturally I didn’t believe anyone was coming to rescue me

from this crisis… and this was pretty much what I expected to

happen. Of course, I didn’t mean to get Teruko-san involved,

but aside from that, everything had gone more or less

according to plan.

That’s because my one and only plan was to not involve

Kunagisa. Nothing else mattered. Really, it didn’t matter. I

was apathetic and indifferent. There was no future. There was

no past. I had forgotten about being born long ago. Oblivious

to the fact that I was alive. Reality was nothing more than a

synonym for illusion to me, and that was never an antonym

for dream.

At this point.

Teruko-san’s body resting on me. My throbbing ankle pain.

My paralyzed train of thought. My breaking values. My

melting ethics. My collapsing morals. Kanami-san’s neck.

Akane-san’s neck. The truth behind the incident. The culprit.

The killer. The murderer.

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The splitting girl. None of it mattered now. I would forgive

it all.

So…

Pull that trigger. Please end it.

K-chink.

The sound of the gun cocking.

A sound I had heard a million times abroad.

And so, finally…

Here.

“Ii-chan!”

The sound of the door slamming open. Light pierced the

room with such ferocity that my eyes stopped functioning for

a moment. But there was no need for visual confirmation of

who was pointing the gun on me. Even with my stunned

eardrums, her voice had managed to reach me.

But I could barely believe it.

Kunagisa Tomo was standing there alone.

Ridiculous. That wasn’t possible. I had left her on the first

floor so that she couldn’t do this. I had left her on the first floor

because she was unable to climb stairs alone. She wasn’t

supposed to be able to come here alone.

But she was indeed alone. With tears in her eyes. She wore

a terribly exhausted expression. She was panting. Clutching

her chest. She looked as if she were ready to collapse at any

moment, but she forced herself to remain standing.

And she was alone.

“This is…”

Wait a minute here. This can’t be. Someone must be with

her. If no one was with her, it would have been impossible for

her to climb that spiral staircase. Maybe one or two steps, but

not this.

It was impossible.

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Had she really come all the way up here alone, despite her

affliction?

All this way?

To be sure, it wasn’t physically impossible. But obsessivecompulsive

disorders aren’t something to be taken lightly.

They aren’t so minor that you can just conquer them with

willpower. I know for a fact that defying one’s own

subconscious is no walk in the park.

However… however, Kunagisa had heard the gunshot.

And despite it being deathly agonizing, despite it being so

painful that in a worse-case scenario she really might have

died, she had forced herself up the stairs. Forgetting to even

bring someone along. Suppressing the urge to vomit.

Clutching her own heart. Forcing those reluctant legs to keep

moving. Lashing at her own fear-ridden soul. With that heart

much too fragile for living. Enduring the anguish of the depths

of Hell. All just to reach me. Casting all things aside.

Kunagisa. For me.

“Why?”

The pressure. It was heartbreaking to the point of brutality.

I really was a clown… feeling like this.

This pathetic feeling—what was the name for this?

“Why are you…”

Why are you always, always… shaking me up?

You.

Really. Since the ancient past.

Nothing’s changed.

Fwip.

The woman removed me from her sights and retrained

them on Kunagisa.

“Hey!”

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What are you doing? You were going to shoot me. Why do

you have to aim that gun over there? No such necessity exists,

dammit. Or are such things meaningless to you? Are things

like necessity and reality nonexistent in that skewed world in

which you live?

The light.

Gradually my eyes were adjusting. Hers were probably

doing the same. Kunagisa, however, who unlike us was

adapting to the dark, not the light, couldn’t yet make out my

attacker’s features. Dark adaptation takes longer than light

adaptation. Consequently, if she were to shoot now, there was

no way Kunagisa could dodge it.

I jumped up.

But by the time I was on my feet, it was too late. There

was no point. There was no way I could make it to Kunagisa

in time. I couldn’t outrun a bullet. Even if I could, there

would be no point. I couldn’t just die in front of Kunagisa. I

was too late. I was too late, just as I was years ago. Just like all

the time.

In which case…

There was nothing I could d—

“Oh.”

It seemed Kunagisa was able to spot me. Without even

casting a glance at the handgun, without letting my attacker

even enter her field of vision, she stuck a finger out at me and

grinned.

“Ah, thank God. You’re okay, right Ii-chan?”

With that smile. With that selfless smile. With that ragged,

worn-out smile. With Kunagisa Tomo, who was completely

oblivious to the circumstances.

I was…

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Truly…

“I’m in love with her,” I said to myself.

Yup. It was something I had always known. It was so

obvious to me there was never a need to put it into words.

There was no need for words between us.

Of course, it was a completely self-aware matter. From the

instant I had met her, I had chosen Kunagisa Tomo. To the

point that I didn’t care about anything else. I didn’t need to be

loved or even chosen.

“Please stop,” I begged my attacker.

She remained motionless for a while, but then, “Hehe.

Hehehe…” She spun the gun around and pointed it at the

ground. She continued laughing for a while.

“Hehehehehehe… haaaahahahaha…”

Like she was truly having a ball. Laughter like singing.

Dragging my feet, I made my way over to Kunagisa and

grabbed her by the shoulders. Her body had become

thoroughly hot. That was enough to discern just how much

she had struggled to make it here. I held Kunagisa to cover

her, and trained my eyes back on my attacker.

She was looking back at us. Looking at us holding on to

each other.

“Well, I’ve still got some complaints, but”—she opened her

mouth—“eh, from a guy like you, just hearing something that

honest is good enough for now, I guess,” she said. “That’s what

I was waiting to hear last night, after all,” Sonoyama Akane

said cynically, and tossed the handgun aside.

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“Uwaaa, you’ve got a huge bruise here, Ii-chan.”

With my pant leg rolled up, Kunagisa patted the bruise on

my ankle. This blue-haired goon probably didn’t realize how

much that patting hurt. Hikari-san had brought me antiswelling

medication, so I stuck it on. It felt as if all the warmth

had drained from my body.

This was comfort?

“Akane-chan was sooo tough. Not that she ever looked like

much of a pushover,” Kunagisa said. “Didn’t you know, Iichan?”

“Why would I? Who could’ve known one of the Seven

Fools would turn out to be so freaking tough? This isn’t a

video game or something.”

She was a complete force to be reckoned with. I hadn’t

expected her to be so overwhelmingly tough, and I certainly

hadn’t expected her to have a handgun prepared. I had had a

number of brushes with death by now, but this was by far the

most dangerous.

“If Teruko-san hadn’t come to my rescue, things would’ve

gotten really bad.”

“You have to be careful. That body doesn’t belong to you

alone, you know.”

“Says you, woman.”

Since the showdown, we had entered a phase of treating

the wounded, dictated by common sense as the primary

concern. At the time, I hadn’t thought anything of it, but after

a while, the damage from that initial leg sweep became much

more apparent, so I was now undergoing treatment in

Kunagisa’s room.

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“You hit your back as well, didn’t you? Did it hurt?”

Hikari-san said. “Please take care. Akane-san was in the karate

club in high school, you know?”

“I think I’ve heard that before…”

“She even participated in the national tournament.”

Man, teach me that stuff.

“Yeah, but apparently she only won five matches.”

“You only need five matches to win the national

tournament.”

As for Akane-san’s wounds, first there was her broken right

arm. Then there was that first kick, which had apparently

broken four ribs. Even in that early phase of the showdown

she had suffered a major wound, yet she was still able to jump

around like that. It was no small feat.

Meanwhile, Teruko-san was undergoing treatment with

Akari-san. Skin around her throat had been scratched off from

when Akane-san was strangling her, and there had been some

bleeding, but she had suffered no other notable wounds. At

the time of that gunshot, I had thought the bullet had hit her

square in the back, but in fact it hadn’t hit her at all. I thought

she had fallen into my arms from the force of being shot, but

it was actually the result of her dodging the bullet. Perhaps it

was her reaction to the sound of the gun being cocked. She

was like one of Charlie’s Angels.

Not to mention that, afterward, she was playing dead.

“Actually, that’s not quite right,” Hikari-san said. “I’m sure

she was just shielding you.”

“Shielding me?” Indeed, depending on how you looked at

it, that wasn’t an impossibility. “So you’re saying she was

risking her life for me?”

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“No, her life wasn’t particularly in danger. Teruko’s apron

is bulletproof.”

“Bulletproof?”

She wasn’t an angel, she was a battle maid. What the hell

had happened to reality?

“Yes. Spectra is sewn into her clothes. Unlike Kevlar,

Spectra can withstand any number of shots without

weakening. And it’s light so you don’t get sweaty. Teruko is

nigh invincible at short range, but she takes caution with longrange

defense. See how long the skirt is on this apron dress?

That’s because it works like an aikido hakama.”

It sounded like a terrible joke, but it was hard to tell based

on Hikari-san’s expression. Maybe it was better to just let it

go. “But why is Teruko-san so strong? Are you that strong,

too?” I asked.

“No, Teruko is our mistress’s resident bodyguard, in a

sense. Our roles are fundamentally different. Up to now,

you’ve never seen all three of us doing the same job, have

you?”

Come to think of it, it did seem as if Hikari-san and Akarisan

were always the ones at work. As a former participant in

the ER3 program, maybe it was unforgivable that I hadn’t

noticed until now. Yeah, it sounded pretty bad.

“But I’m sure glad she rescued you. I’m sure you’ve noticed

by now that she can be awfully cold. Saving you is one thing,

but staking her own life to shield you… It almost doesn’t

make sense.”

“Yeah, about that. Why did she do it?”

“Well, she’s a whimsical girl.”

Just like everyone else here.

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But it wasn’t completely beyond my comprehension. I still

didn’t know for sure how Teruko-san felt, but insofar as she

was still a mystery to me, I was no doubt just as much a

mystery to her.

Surely, she just wanted to ask about me.

“That’s just a bunch of nonsense, though…”

Come to think of it, she had seemed abnormally strong

when she grabbed my arm that afternoon, but I never would

have imagined that that was some kind of foreshadowing.

“It seems like your back and hips are okay. You didn’t hit

your head, did you? Well then, that’s a wrap,” Kunagisa said,

and, sticking close to me, began to massage my shoulders. This

was Heaven.

“Now then, shall we head back to the dining room?”

This was Hell.

Right. The noninjured guests had all been left waiting

anxiously for Kunagisa and me in the dining room.

Unbelievably. Terrifyingly.

“Tomo, you go on alone. These injuries are way worse than

I thought. I don’t think I can go.”

“Whatever. But y’know, Ii-chan, this is your chance to look

good in front of Akari-chan. If you’re smooth, you might get

something out of it.”

“Oh my, do you have Akari on the mind? She loves smart

people, you know.”

Kunagisa and Hikari-san were happily double-teaming me

with suggestions. What were they, middle school students?

“Tomo, you know how much I hate stuff like that. You

don’t need me to explain it, right? Just think something up

yourself.”

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“Ii-chan, didn’t you do this kind of thing abroad?

Performances or presentations or what have you?”

“Well, yeah, but they were Hell every time. They would

always bitch at me, you know, like ‘Quit talking around the

subject’ or ‘You’re being too vague’ or ‘Nobody’s interested in

your problems.’ Ah, I know, I know. I should just do it, right?

Just do it.”

“Don’t weasel out of this,” Kunagisa’s smirk said.

“Come on, you’ll get in trouble. You have to be more

cheerful about this. I know that’s probably impossible for you,

but anyway, let’s get going. Tie my hair up first.”

“Huh? You don’t like it that way?”

“It feels like my head is being pulled on. One or two tails is

better after all.”

“Mmm, and here I liked it.”

“Tomo-san, would you like me to do it?”

“Uh-uh,” Kunagisa shook her head.

“Putting my hair up is Ii-chan’s job.”

Yes’m. I redid her hair, and…

…and our preparations were complete.

“Well, let’s go.”

Slowly the gates of Hell opened. I was feeling quite heavyfooted,

and it wasn’t just because of my injuries.

“What a buncha nonsense,” I muttered as I arrived in the

dining room. Everyone besides Akane-san, whose wounds

were severe, was gathered together.

That of course included Shinya-san.

As if he had already given up, as if a burden had been

taken off his shoulders, he had a calm air about him as he

watched us walk through the door. Maki-san sneered at me,

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making me think I was about to be harassed again, but she

remained silent.

Lined up on the table was the remade food Yayoi-san had

prepared while I was being treated. Possibly because Yayoi-san

had calmed down, this time the food was remarkably fancier.

Akari-san, still feeling awkward, avoided eye contact.

Teruko-san had bandages wrapped around her neck.

Rei-san watched over the scene in complete silence.

And then there was Akagami Iria-san. She was looking at

me with challenging eyes.

“Well then, shall we have you begin?” Iria-san said to me as

I took my seat. “What is all this?”

“Allow me to explain. Sonoyama Akane-san of the ER3’s

Seven Fools is the killer, and Ibuki Kanami-san’s caretaker,

Sakaki Shinya-san over there, is her accomplice.”

Silence.

“And?”

“That’s it.”

“Give us thirty minutes,” she insisted. “The first thing I

want you to explain is what Sonoyama-san was doing in

Yayoi’s room.”

“That’s easy. Yayoi-san flew out of the dining room, right?

Thus, Yayoi-san was the next person to be somewhere by

herself, so Akane-san used it as an opportunity to kill her.

“The idea had been to have Akane-san’s plan backfire, but

instead things had backfired on me and Teruko-san had saved

me. And ultimately I had had to rely on Akane-san’s

kindness.”

That hatchet she had brandished at me, surely it would’ve

lopped my head off.

“I’m very grateful to Teruko-san.”

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“No, I don’t mean that. You know what I mean. Wasn’t

Sonoyama-san killed? In that sealed storage room?

“As you saw, she’s alive.” I shrugged. “Assuming she

doesn’t have a twin, I think we can all agree that it was

Akane-san.”

“So what about that headless body in the storage room?”

“Well, Akane-san is alive, so that wasn’t her body. That’s

just logical thinking.”

“It was someone else’s corpse?”

“If you see a headless body, beware of switching. It’s a

cardinal rule of detective novels, right? I’m sure your darling

detective would say the same thing.”

Iria-san tilted her head at me as if to show that this was

beyond her comprehension. “Um, just wait a second. I’m

thinking.”

She wanted a moment to contemplate things alone. I was a

bit impressed by her spirit. “Umm…”

“Well, in the meantime, might I ask something?” Shinyasan

raised his hand. “I’ve got a question for you there.”

“I don’t mind,” I nodded. I thought for sure I’d be asked

when I realized the truth behind the incidents or how I

figured out the killer or something like that, but Shinya-san’s

question was totally different from my expectations.

“Is that wound on your foot okay?”

“Yes. It’s made a bruise, though.”

“Really? So it’s not broken. That woman…” he snorted.

“Or maybe she couldn’t break it, though that’s not like her…

or is it?”

I wasn’t sure what all his whispering meant.

Finally, “Nah, it’s no good,” Iria-san said capitulatingly. “I

don’t get it at all. There was really a switch?”

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“There was. Kunagisa’s computers were destroyed, right?

The third incident. Nobody could have done that. Literally,

precisely nobody. Everybody served as everybody else’s

witness, so alibis and accomplices weren’t even a matter of

concern. We were all watching one another the whole time.

Nobody could have done it. Nobody who was there, anyway.

Therefore, the only person who could’ve done it would have

been someone who wasn’t there with us. That’s just logical

thinking.”

“I gathered that much,” Iria-san said. “You don’t need to

keep emphasizing that it’s logical. You’re kind of a smart

aleck, aren’t you? So whose headless body was that in the

storage room? Everybody was here together. There wasn’t a

single person who could have been switched with Sonoyamasan’s

body. Isn’t that strange to you?”

“Well, it is strange, but…” I decided to give her an easy-tounderstand

analogy. “Do you know this quiz? Or actually, it’s

more like a trick or a form of fraud, but anyway…”

I pulled out the alibi chart and turned it over to the back.

There I drew a big rectangle, then drew nine lines through it.

In other words, a ten-box chart.

“What is that?” Iria-san asked. “Something to do with this?”

“Please pretend these are telephone booths. Ten telephone

booths. Now let’s put eleven people in them.”

“Phone booths?”

“Oh, I mean, they’re just boxes. They could be rooms.”

“Ten rooms.”

“Yup,” I nodded.

Incidentally, this was a magic trick I had picked up from a

book I read while in elementary school.

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“Okay, so let’s say A-kun tries to enter the first box, but a

second person enters it before him.” I wrote an X in the first

box. “Now for the third person.” I wrote an X in the next box.

“The fourth person.” I wrote yet another X in the next box.

“The fifth, sixth, seventh, and eighth people. The ninth

person, and the tenth person. So now we’ve got ten people in

boxes. But there’s still one box left over. So let’s stick that first

guy, A-kun, in there.” I drew an X in the final box. “And so

we’ve fit eleven people in ten boxes. Do you get it?”

“That’s stupid,” Iria-san said. “The first person never

entered the box, so it was off by one person.”

“Yes, that’s correct. It’s a rudimentary trick that anyone

can figure out with a little thought. But if done with the right

timing and skill, nobody notices.”

“Yes they do.”

“They don’t. We didn’t notice.”

“I don’t have any idea what you’re talking about. And this

is all off-topic. I’m asking whose body that was in the storage

room. Everybody was gathered here. No matter how you look

at it, that makes us one person short. Or are you saying there

was a thirteenth person on this island?

“Not possible. There were twelve people on this island.

Let’s assume that’s a given.”

“Well then, who was it?”

“As of now, there are eleven people alive on this island.

Akagami Iria-san, Chiga Akari-san, Hikari-san and Teruko-san,

Handa Rei-san, Himena Maki-san, Sashirono Yayoi-san,

Kunagisa Tomo, Sakaki Shinya-san and Sonoyama Akane-san.

Then, finally, there’s me. So the answer should be clear.”

I allowed a brief pause.

“It was Ibuki Kanami-san.”

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“With the corpse wrapped up in a sleeping bag, it didn’t get

dirty even when we buried it. After we left the burial site,

Shinya-san dug Kanami-san’s body back up. Then, with body

in tow, he headed for the storage room window. From the

outside, I mean. He knocked on the window and Akane-san

opened it from the inside. In went the body, and they made

the switch. That’s basically it.”

Taking a look over the crowd to see their reaction,

especially Shinya-san’s, I continued.

“It was strange. When we went to bury Kanami-san’s body,

Shinya-san brought a sleeping bag along. It was a coffin. But

hold the phone there a second. Why would he have a sleeping

bag? Maybe if this was a camping trip, but nobody would

bring a sleeping bag when they’ve been invited to a mansion.

So maybe it was already at the mansion to begin with? See,

that’s what I had thought. I thought Iria-san had offered it to

him for the sake of the burial. Certainly in a mansion like this,

a mansion that offers beds with canopies even in the guest

rooms, it’s a little unnatural for there to be sleeping bags lying

around, but it’s not impossible. So that’s what I thought. But

the second time, when Akane-san’s corpse—actually Kanamisan’s

corpse again—was discovered, Hikari-san brought us a

stretcher. Is there some reason you would offer a sleeping bag

for the first person but not for the second? Not likely. Even if

there was a reason, Hikari-san would’ve told me. And so one

assumption crumbles. There were no sleeping bags here after

all. Shinya-san must have brought one himself even though

this isn’t camping. It’s as if he knew from the start he would

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need something in which to bury a body. He knew that he

couldn’t let the body get dirty.”

“So he… recycled the body?”

“Bingo, you’ve got it. Shinya-san and Akane-san murdered

Kanami-san and from her created a new, ‘phantom’ corpse.

That’s basically it.”

“But there was blood in the storage room,” Iria-san said. “If

that body was a day old, there wouldn’t have been so much

blood.”

“There was no way for us to determine whether or not that

was Akane-san’s blood. Maybe the police could have. Indeed,

if the police were here, this crazy incident never would have

happened. But you didn’t want to call the police.

Understandable. Due to certain circumstances, you couldn’t

call them. Knowing that, Akane-san was free to assume that

even if there was another incident, the police wouldn’t come.

The blood could have been from a blood bank or even from an

animal. We’ll have to ask Akane-san or Shinya-san to find

out.”

But Shinya-san remained silent, refusing to answer. I let it

be and continued. “In the same sense, if the police had been

here, they could have told us that the body was a day old

already. But we’re not professionals. All we know is the

difference between dead and alive. Maybe after ten days we’d

be able to discern the age of the corpse, and maybe a little

faster in the summer, but this isn’t the summer. This is the

season of blooming cherry blossoms.”

“So they changed the corpse’s clothes?”

“Yes. Akane-san called Hikari-san to her room in the

middle of the night just to show her what she was wearing.

Kanami-san’s body was already in the room at that time. That

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room has an inward-opening door, so all she had to do was

hide the body in the shadows behind it. As long as she came

out to greet Hikari-san, Hikari-san wouldn’t enter the room.

This was likely the riskiest part of the whole ploy. If there was

ever a point that proved Akane-san was going out on a limb, it

was this scene. But she had to go out on a limb. As I said

before, she did it so that she could make us all think Kanamisan’s

body was hers. Also, to narrow down the time of the

murder and to give her accomplice, Shinya-san, a solid alibi.”

That night, Shinya-san was with Maki-san drinking the

whole night. Maki-san had invited him, but supposing she

hadn’t, he probably would’ve invited her. Or it’s even possible

that he would have invited us instead of Maki-san. Of course,

now that all was said and done, that was just a trivial detail.

“That’s also why they smashed Kunagisa’s PCs. The PCs

and digital camera contained images. Images of Kanami-san’s

corpse. If we carefully compared those images with Akanesan’s

corpse in the storage room, there was a chance that we

would realize they were in fact the same body.”

“Actually, that’s true,” Kunagisa said. “Something had been

bothering me. The hands, or the fingers or something. Yeah,

that’s it, huh? It’s not like Kanami-chan and Akane-chan have

the same fingerprints.”

She let out a sigh. It seemed she was disappointed in

herself for not noticing right off the bat. Everyone else

probably thought she was joking, but I knew she probably

wasn’t.

For crying out loud.

“But why would they do such a thing?”

“There are altogether too many possibilities as far as that’s

concerned, but in my opinion she was trying to ‘erase her

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existence.’ Akane-san created a phantom ‘thirteenth person’

by using the same body twice, and in so doing succeeded in

erasing her own existence. There are plenty of hiding places

around here. It’s a huge mansion, and many of the rooms

aren’t locked. And there’s always the possibility she was

outside the mansion.”

“Why would she need to erase her own existence?”

“That’s simple. Isn’t it obvious? If she became a victim, if

she herself was murdered, she would no longer be under

surveillance. She would be free to move about, beyond the

confines of thought and reason, like some kind of invisible

woman. In which case, breaking Kunagisa’s computers, for

example, became a simple task. Even causing a fourth

incident, such as another murder, would have been simple.

But again, we won’t know for sure what they had planned

unless we ask Akane-san or Shinya-san.”

“We were going to kill everyone.”

This time he was gracious enough to answer. He spoke

with a coldness that told of his complete surrender. He spoke

with indifference.

“Everyone on this island. But to do so, she had to remove

herself. It became apparent that her ability to move around

would be cut off, either by the forming of teams or by having

everyone stay together in one place, so she had to remove

herself from everyone.”

And once she was on the outside, she would just start

picking people off one at a time, starting with the easiest prey.

Shinya-san let out a weak chuckle. “And here she did such a

good job of removing herself from the party. I never would’ve

thought she wouldn’t even be able to kill a single person. I

thought she’d at least get through half of you.”

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“Shall we have you explain the rest then, Shinya-san?”

“No,” he shook his head weakly. “I’ll leave it all to you.

That’s your role here. It’s your job.”

I nodded without saying anything. “Well then, I don’t think

I need to explain the first sealed room at this point, do I? That

was just a trick to distract us. They just needed to buy time

until the second incident. It might not have been specifically

planned to go down that way, but rather just a coincidental

product of the Law of Great Numbers. Maybe the earthquake

just happened to occur and she thought of it right then. Of

course she was planning the murder all along, but maybe she

only decided on a specific plan once the earthquake occurred.

Supposing that was the case, it was some incredibly quick

thinking. You can’t help but be impressed. Anyway, there was

an earthquake. Then Shinya-san called. However, it wasn’t

Kanami-san on the other end, but Akane-san. Then Akane-san

killed Kanami-san. Shinya-san said Kanami-san had said ‘the

paint spilled,’ but that, too, was a trick. He used vague

wording so that even if the trick was exposed, he could weasel

out of it. Even I was tricked by that.”

“Heh heh,” Shinya-san laughed.

“That’s simply a coincidence.”

“Well, I can’t speak as to that, but anyway, Akane-san

killed Kanami-san. Then she put together that ‘sealed room.’

By intentionally spilling the paint.”

“Well, at least I wasn’t wrong when I originally said she

was the killer.”

“That’s right, Iria-san. Certainly it was a high possibility.

But that’s all it was. Because Akane-san had created that

sealed room, we couldn’t say for certain. Of course, that was

the whole point of the sealed room. To put herself under the

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‘perfect level of suspicion,’ she placed herself in a position

where she was the prime suspect, but where nobody could

prove that she did it. Then she was locked in the storage

room.

“Granted, I was the one who had suggested it, but even if I

hadn’t said anything, Shinya-san surely would have. There

were only so many rooms with locking doors, so it would have

been easy for them to guess where she would be held, and

there had already been plenty of time for them to get to know

the mansion. Of course, we can only speculate here, and if

you don’t feel like talking to Shinya-san about it, we’ll never

know the true answer.”

On that note, it seemed to me that Akane-san’s big tiff

with Kanami-san was also done to intentionally show their

sour relationship. Akane-san had wanted to put herself in that

risky position.

You know, for later on.

I didn’t know whether the fact that Akane-san was the

only one without an alibi (well, actually Rei-san, too) was

pure luck, or whether she had figured out a whole strategy.

But it was probably just a coincidence.

That’s what I thought.

“So then she switched with Ibuki-san’s body?” Iria-san said.

“And then showed herself to Hikari-san in the middle of the

night, put the clothes she had been wearing on Ibuki-san,

escaped, and… then she hid away somewhere in the mansion,

right? Then during dinner she was hiding right by the dining

hall listening in on Sashirono-san’s hysteria. She overheard her

saying she was going to lock herself up in her room. So she

turned back and hid herself in Sashirono-san’s room. There’s

no lock, after all. Then there was the setup. Hmm, so that

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means Sashirono-san’s breaking down and accusing Hikari was

all a ruse you set up, doesn’t it?”

“Yes,” I nodded. “We could’ve just found her at that point

if we had searched the whole mansion, but it’s so huge. It just

seemed like it would be a big hassle, so we set a trap instead.

It was risky, though.”

“The amazing thing about you is that you were able to just

write that off as ‘risky.’ ”

I didn’t know who was speaking for a second, but it turned

out to be Maki-san. It was the first time she had given me a

compliment without a hint of sarcasm. I was just a little bit

pleased.

“But hang on a second.” Iria-san placed a hand on her own

head and remained like that for a moment. “Something still

seems off,” she said. “Hmm, what is it? Something seems

strange to me.”

“Are you wondering how Akane-san got out of the storage

room?”

“Yeah, that’s it!” Iria-san said with a clap of her hands.

“That’s it. You haven’t explained that yet. Did Shinya-san pull

her up? Did she literally switch places with the corpse?”

“Nope. Shinya-san was only outside the mansion when we

buried Kanami-san’s body in the mountains. At that time, he

did drop the body into the storage room, but he didn’t pull

Akane-san out. Hikari-san saw her the following night at two

a.m., right? Plus, Shinya-san had an alibi that night as well. So

he couldn’t have pulled Akane-san out. That much is certain.”

“Then did he drop a rope ladder down there or

something?”

“That’s not it, either. A rope ladder would’ve left a hole

somewhere. I suppose it would’ve been possible if the rope

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was long enough, but Hikari-san saw that the window was

closed at two a.m. Akane-san couldn’t have tied the rope

outside from the inside of her room. She would’ve needed an

accomplice, but as I said, Shinya-san was busy at the time

creating an alibi for himself with Maki-san.”

“Then it’s impossible,” Iria-san pouted. “My head is

spinning in circles. I feel like I’ve got cyanosis here.”

“You must mean vertigo.”

“That’s the only kind of thing you ever explain, huh?” she

grimaced. “Well? You must know the answer, right?”

“Yup,” I nodded.

“She was locked in a room with a door that can only be

unlocked from the outside, and a window that opens freely,

and she wanted to get out. Iria-san, what would you have

done in that situation?”

“I can’t possibly imagine.”

Spoken like a true princess.

“Well, what about you, Akari-san?”

I had already explained it to Hikari-san and Yayoi-san, so I

asked Akari-san. I could’ve asked Teruko-san, Rei-san, or even

Maki-san, but Akari-san was my favorite, after all, and I was

hoping to break the awkwardness lingering from the morning’s

events.

“I… I guess I would stretch my arms up and jump.”

“Right. But even if you jumped, you wouldn’t reach the

window.”

“We’re talking about the storage room, right? If I was

locked in there, and jumping didn’t work… next I would try

standing on a chair, stretching my arms up and jumping.”

“Even then you don’t reach.”

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“Then it’s simple,” she said with a forced cheerful

expression. “I’d give up.”

“That won’t move this conversation anywhere.”

“Well, it’s over, right?”

Wow, she was blunt. Maybe it wasn’t awkwardness, maybe

she just plain hated me. Well, whatever. Time to change the

channel.

“Akari-san says she would have used a chair. That’s

basically what anybody would do, right? Like a monkey trying

to reach a high-hanging banana.”

“Are you calling me a monkey?” she screamed, her face

bright red. “Aren’t you rude! You don’t know the meaning of

the word delicacy, do you? Are you trying to infuriate me?”

My mistake. It seemed I had changed the channel in the

wrong direction.

“No, that’s not what I meant. And you don’t have to get so

angry. Monkeys are adorable.”

“I’ve never been so insulted in my entire life.” She cast her

face away from me. “From now on you and I don’t know each

other.”

Her disdain for me was unquestionably clear. I was a little

bit shocked. Dammit, Kunagisa, what about impressing her

with my smarts? It was the exact opposite outcome.

“Um, that’s not good. Anyway, you stand on a chair. Just

like anyone would. You jump, you stretch your arms out. You

still don’t reach. So what now? It’s simple. You just get on a

taller chair.”

“There’s only one chair in that room.”

“Well, ‘chair’ is just a metaphor. It could be anything. So

what was in that room?”

“Nothing. Books? The futon? A lamp and table?”

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“There was something else, wasn’t there? Something we all

saw. It was practically all we saw.”

A silence fell over the crowd. Maybe they couldn’t think of

it, maybe they had thought of it. Either way would’ve

warranted such a reaction.

It was Iria-san who finally answered.

“It was Ibuki-san’s corpse, wasn’t it?”

“Bingo,” I nodded.

What else needed to be said?

“Rigor mortis reaches its peak at around the first twentyfour-hour

mark—well, depending on your sources. It was

about two a.m., give or take, so almost exactly that much time

had passed since Kanami-san was killed. Her body was

probably stiff as a pole. I’m sure getting those clothes on her

was no cakewalk, but there were merits here as well. I guess it

had an upside and a downside.”

“No cakewalk? It was a suit, for crying out loud. How do

you get that on a stiff corpse? Maybe her joints were still

moving, but still…”

“Then she could’ve brought two pairs of the same outfit.

That way she could get it on the body while it was still

relatively loose in the afternoon. Maybe Kanami’s removed

dress was hiding behind the door,” I continued without

pausing. “I arrived at this train of thought based on her reason

for cutting off the head. That was, of course, so that Kanami’s

body could play the role of two people. Her face was a

hindrance. But I believe there is one more reason she cut off

the head. She may be the only person to have ever cut off

someone’s head for this reason. Yup. To flatten her shoulders.”

“You mean because if she hadn’t done that, if the shoulders

weren’t flat, she couldn’t have used them as a step? Because

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Kanami-san wasn’t a sturdy stepping stool?” Akari-san asked

weakly, as if stricken with fear, or else hoping for some other

answer.

“Is that what you’re saying?”

“Yes,” I nodded. “Not just a step, but a ‘staircase.’ First she

placed the chair, then stood Kanami-san’s body up next to it,

letting it lean against the wall a little. Then she used the chair

as her first step, the body as her second, and made a final leap.

Like a hop, step, and jump maneuver. Then she stretched out

her arms and finally reached the window.”

Kanami-san was always confined to a wheelchair, so I

wasn’t sure of her exact height, but considering Akane-san

had thought to recycle the body that way, she was probably

about as tall as Akane-san. And that was none too petite. Even

without the head, she was at least five feet tall. If you added

Akane-san’s own height, it was a little over ten feet. Plus she

was extending her arms. Plus she jumped. As long as her hand

made it to the window, all she had to do was pull herself up.

The impact from the jump probably caused Kanami-san’s

body to topple over, but that was all the better. It would be

hard for anyone to tell the body had been used as a step.

And that’s exactly why the head had been lopped off from

the very base of the neck.

“It couldn’t have been that easy. I mean, come on…”

“She didn’t have to succeed right away. I mean, she could

have tried any number of times. It’s not the type of thing you

can do in one or two tries, but eventually she succeeded, and

knocked Kanami-san’s body down in the process. To be

greedy, she probably wanted to close the window, too, but

you can only do that from the inside, so she probably just gave

up on it. When we went and examined Akane-san’s—by

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which I mean Kanami-san’s—body the next day, the peak of

the rigor mortis had already passed, and the body had become

somewhat loose again. Of course I’m no specialist, so I can’t

really say for certain.”

“That’s…” Akari-san was turning blue. It was the same

broken down Akari-san I had encountered this morning.

Infuriated, or deep in despair. “It’s too terrible. It’s too

terrible. I can’t forgive this. To kill a person, and on top of

that cut her head off, and then dig up her buried corpse, and

on top of that disguise it as the body of someone else… that

alone is unspeakably foul. But to then use the body as a chair,

as a staircase, as a stepping stool?”

“ ‘It’s difficult to sit on a living person. To sit on a living

person for nearly thirty minutes is nearly impossible. But I

wouldn’t say sitting on a dead person is very hard at all,’ ”

Shinya-san recited. “The words of Oe Kenzaburo. Don’t you

know it, Akari-san?”

Still blue in the face, Akari-san shook her head with a look

of disgust. She looked like a small frightened animal. Like she

wanted to deny reality.

I couldn’t help but sigh.

A corpse is something that’s been thoroughly spent, with

no sentience or personality or even a spirit remaining inside it,

just as it no longer has a will or an essence. It is nothing more

than a “thing.” And the owner of that “thing” utters no

complaint as to what might become of it, and even supposing

it wanted to, he or she was in no place to do so.

There was a headless body. She recycled it as her own

body.

There was a headless body. She used it as a staircase.

So what?

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When you die, that’s the end. The fact that you lived is

irrelevant. It’s nothing more than a fact. Everybody has a

different idea about it, and that’s their right; you can’t

complain about what others believe.

I let out another sigh.

“So that’s it, Iria-san. The minor details are a pain to

explain, so please think about them for yourself. I’m sure

there’s an easy answer for everything else. Unfortunately, I’m

not a nice enough guy to explain it all. Please reason things

out on your own.”

“The minor details, huh?” Iria-san said. “What about the

motive? I don’t think you can write that off as a trivial or

minor detail.”

“You’ll have to ask the murderers directly.”

I repeated the same line I had already said a number of

times by this point, and looked over at Shinya-san. So did

everyone else. With a look of capitulation, Shinya-san

prepared to give an answer, when a voice came from behind

my back.

“You don’t have to answer that, Shinya.”

I looked back. Standing in the entrance to the dining room

was Akane-san. She was supposed to be resting in the

bedroom. How long had she been there? How much of my

nonsense had she heard?

Her arm was in a brace, but she still wore a fearless

expression as she looked down upon the crowd sitting at the

round table.

“Akane-san…”

ER3 system, Seven Fools, Sonoyama Akane.

Akane-san, who had claimed that she would never

complain, no matter who, when, why, or how she was killed.

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But did that just mean she would forgive herself no matter

who, when, why, or how she killed?

“Hah,” she laughed. “Motive? Motive, you say? How silly.

What a meaningless thing that is in a world this big. It hurts

my brain to think about why you would even care about such

trivia. I don’t get it at all.” She gave a sardonic smile as she

continued. “I was just trying to eat those brains of yours.”

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Where are you?

Who are you?

As luck would have it, just as Kunagisa and I had originally

planned, we were able to return to the mainland on the

afternoon exactly one week after we had arrived. Kunagisa

having a tendency (albeit not as compulsive as her vertical

motion thing) to hate changing plans once she’s made them,

this set me at ease a bit.

But if you looked back, Kunagisa’s original purpose in

coming to the island was, at least in part, to satisfy her interest

in the “various things” that had occurred there in the past. I

asked her about it.

“My investigation is basically over,” she said.

It seemed she had been up to some “various things” herself.

Not that I wasn’t wondering what she had been up to, but if

that was the case, there was no problem for now. I just

wanted to get home anyway.

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I sat on a sofa in a room on the same cruiser that had

brought us to the island. Kunagisa lay sleeping on the sofa

across from me.

Now that we were set to return to the mainland, I had half

expected something to happen with Hikari-san or Akari-san,

but they gave nothing more than the usual, dutiful formalities.

Thank you very much. Please visit again if you have the chance. Take

care now. I don’t even have to get into Teruko-san’s farewell.

She left me without a single word, as if to say, “I’ve already

spoken to you enough to last a lifetime.”

But whatever.

That’s how my life goes.

Sonoyama Akane-san and Sakaki Shinya-san.

The two perpetrators of this crime were of course no

longer allowed to stay on the island, and were currently laying

low in the next room. I didn’t know what they might be

talking about.

We were heading back to the mainland as planned, and

they were heading back because they had been kicked out. It

was technically the opposite of being island exiled, but if you

thought about it, the word mainland was wholly subjective.

Yayoi-san and Maki-san remained on the island.

Yayoi-san’s doubts regarding Iria-san and Rei-san seemed

to have been swept away, but I wondered if that was enough.

Of course, it was up to Yayoi-san to decide how she lived her

own life, and not my place to butt in.

As for Maki-san… that woman was a sly fox to the very

end.

“So how much did you really know?” I asked her before

leaving the island.

Maki-san responded with an ambiguous smile.

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“Well, you know. Maybe I don’t really know anything. Like

the whole thing was really just an act.”

“You know, I get the impression you knew about Akanesan

and Shinya-san’s plans all along, and you were aiding them

in creating alibis.“

“What if I was?” she said nonchalantly. “What if I was?”

“Then you’re an accomplice. That’s all.”

“But it’s not like I had heard anything from Shinya-san, and

he didn’t try to tell me anything.”

“If he had, you would’ve been abetting a murder. You

invited him over two nights in a row, helping him create an

alibi that was hard for me to trace. So what’s the real story? If

you were really cooperating with Shinya-san, then…”

“Then what?”

“Nothing. I guess nothing would happen,” I shrugged.

“Nothing at all.”

Maki-san snickered at me.

In reality I wanted to tell her something, but there was no

point. If she really possessed those powers there was no need

to say anything, and even if she didn’t there was no need.

It’s just that I had doubts. Shinya-san and Akane-san’s

serial murder plot just seemed too perfect, like it relied on one

too many coincidences. In presenting my findings to Iria-san, I

had made great efforts to step around that. It’s not that their

plans had been sloppy. It was like they had been unrehearsed,

yet at the same time, everything had been prepared ahead of

time. Or rather, it felt like luck was very much on their side…

Yeah, it was like they had factored in coincidences and made

friends with luck. As if the layout of the entire island and

everything on it were on their side.

“Nonsense, huh?”

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Of course they probably were all just coincidences, and

probably just examples of the Law of Great Numbers, and

those two had simply won a bet, so to speak. Anything will

look fishy if you think about it selectively.

“Occam’s razor?”

However.

On that island was someone who knew everything, and I

do mean everything, even the future.

Was even this a coincidence?

Sigh.

Indeed, it probably was. I could draw no other conclusion.

Even if it wasn’t a coincidence, it was all over already, and

there would be no way to prove it, plus Shinya-san and

Akane-san sure weren’t talking, so there was no point in

pursuing it. Even if there was a point, it had nothing to do

with me, and even if it had something to do with me, I wasn’t

interested.

So that was the situation. Instead, I asked a question.

“Are you the one who told Teruko-san I was in trouble?”

There was no reason anyone should’ve known I was about

to be done in by Akane-san in Yayoi-san’s room, and thus

there was no reason Teruko-san should have conveniently

busted in with all the grace and good timing of an action

heroine like that.

Unless there was someone who could predict the future,

that is.

“Do you think I would do something like that?”

“No.”

“Then I probably didn’t, did I?”

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She gave me a wicked smile. I decided any further inquiry

would be meaningless, so I didn’t even thank her. There was

no reason to.

“I wonder what’s going to happen now. To the island, to

Iria-san…”

“Mmm.” Maki-san gave an expectedly short response.

I shrugged once. “Well, how about telling me what’s going

to happen to me and Kunagisa? As a continuation to that

‘compatibility reading’ from the other night. Are the two of us

going to stay like this forever?”

“My readings are expensive.”

“In that case I’ll have to decline,” I said.

“The two of you will stay that way for a little while

longer,” she said, answering me the very second I had given

up. What a perverse contrarian.

“A little while?”

“Yes, a little while.”

“How long?”

“Two years plus change.”

I tilted my head at her.

“You mean it’ll turn into something else after two years?

Or it’ll completely fade away?”

“Well, I don’t know.” She laughed a bit cynically. “I can’t

see more than two years into the future.”

Hadn’t heard that before. I probably failed to hide my

surprised expression.

“It’s a secret though,” she continued. “So I don’t know

what will become of you and Kunagisa-chan two years from

now.”

“You mean that’s the limit of your power?”

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“I mean I’m going to die,” she said plainly. “Time is not on

my side. As far as I’m concerned, all time stops at that point.

Two years from now, on March 21, at 3:23 p.m. That’s the

date and time that I will die.”

All I could do was be silent.

“Spewing guts and brains all over the place, it’ll be a fitting

death for a heretic like me.”

“Can’t you avoid it?”

“When the time comes, be sure to get my killer. Just like

you did this time. I’m asking you now as a favor.”

“What’s the point in asking a favor if you won’t be able to

see whether or not I’ve fulfilled it?”

“That’s true,” she seemed to say as she stuck out her right

hand, her chest out as if to express pride that she, too, had an

unforeseeable future.

“Let’s shake hands.”

“Sure. Might not be bad to pretend we’re friends now that

we’re at the very end.”

Even having said that, I couldn’t grab her hand.

I still had no idea why she had picked on me so much. It

probably didn’t matter, and it was probably actually better

that way.

However…

I still had some doubts.

“Excuse me.” The cabin door opened and in walked Reisan.

“We’ll be docking soon. Please get ready.”

“Sure,” I replied.

Time to wake up Kunagisa.

She seemed to be sleeping awfully comfortably so I didn’t

really want to, but I couldn’t just leave her be. Although that

would have been pretty funny.

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“Um, thank you so much for everything.” Rei-san took the

time to say. “You, especially. We’re grateful to Kunagisa-san as

well, but you…”

“Did you have a blast, Akagami Iria-san?”

“Sure,” Rei-san nodded without any particular sign of

surprise. “You bet. I had tons of fun.”

Akagami Iria-san grinned a genuinely happy grin. A smile

she hadn’t given once during her performance as Rei-san. This

wasn’t acting, it was a real, human smile.

“How did you know Rei and I switched? Since when?”

“I just thought of it now. It was just a wild guess. I figured

if I was wrong you’d just get a little ticked off, it wasn’t like a

breach of your human rights or anything,” I said to her. “If you

had left this room quicker I probably wouldn’t have even

noticed, or at least I wouldn’t have said anything.”

“Is that right?” she nodded. “I always get sloppy at the end,

huh? My grandfather used to say it all the time. But you must

have had some reason to think that. Please, enlighten me.”

“What’s it to you?”

“I can use it as future reference.”

She was going to keep doing this?

“Well, yeah. Yayoi-san still hasn’t noticed, plus Maki-san…

well, I don’t know about her.”

She snickered. Seeing her childish demeanor, she seemed

to lack a certain refinement in comparison to the “real” Iriasan,

the one on the island—Rei-san, that is. It was like the fake

version was more real than the real one.

She just seemed to be very free.

“Well, let’s see,” I said. “You didn’t talk very much, did

you, Iria-san? It was so unnatural. I’m sure you thought that if

you spoke you would give yourself away, but on the other

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hand, not talking at all was just as much of a blunder. So you

made Teruko-san act silent as well to create a sort of universal

‘lack of presence,’ thereby covering yourself.”

“No, that’s just her nature,” Iria-san said. “I can tell her

apart from the other two even if she’s not wearing her glasses.

‘Cause she never talks.”

Apparently that was her nature.

Well, if you thought about it, it didn’t really seem like

Teruko-san had been acting.

“Is that right? Well, either way, I figured if that Iria-san

was an imposter, there was only one possible person it could

have been. After all, Akari-san, Hikari-san, and Teruko-san are

triplets. I guess it’s a little counterintuitive that they couldn’t

have swapped places because they’re triplets.”

“You said it,” she smiled.

It was the smile of someone addressing an equal.

At least that’s what I thought.

“And then there was something about your aura. Like,

Teruko-san never seemed to be doing much work. That’s

because she was mainly your bodyguard. But I never saw Reisan

do much work, either. I was wondering about that.”

“I poured your tea, didn’t I?”

“Yeah, it was great.” I had forgotten to thank her earlier.

“Oh yeah, and also, the first time I visited your room, you

were sitting on the sofa and Iria-san was standing. It seemed

like it should’ve been the other way around.”

“My, my.” She was gleeful. I supposed Rei-san had been

copying such mannerisms all along, but there was nothing like

the real thing. “Go on.”

“Right. Where was I…”

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If you thought about it, Akari-san and Hikari-san obviously

knew about the switch, which meant that they, too, were

quite the pair of little actresses. Especially Hikari-san. As spry

and pitiable as she was, I never would’ve guessed she was lying

all along.

Somebody owed her an Oscar.

“The nail in the coffin was when the fake Iria-san covered

for you. That night ‘Iria-san’ and Yayoi-san were together

talking all night. Makes sense, right? Rei-san was probably

asking her for culinary advice. She’s really a maid, after all, so

it wouldn’t be that strange if she had an interest in cooking.”

“Yeah, Yayoi-san believes Rei is me, so she doesn’t ever

spend much time with the real me. That was my

miscalculation.” she sulked. “And hey, come to think of it,

where does Rei get off imitating me like that? I don’t change

my clothes in front of random people, and my personality isn’t

that crappy.”

Apparently her personality wasn’t that crappy.

Hmm, sounded like another lie to me.

“So what were you really doing that night, anyway?”

“That’s a secret.”

“It’s a secret?”

“A lady never discloses her evening’s affairs,” she said

mysteriously.

I had a feeling if I pressed any further it would just tick her

off, so I decided to let it go. I wasn’t looking for any more

trouble. I didn’t like “making waves,” after all.

“Anyway, even though ‘Iria-san’ did nothing to protect

Hikari-san, even treating her like a criminal, she went as far as

lying to save your hide. Why? Because Rei-san is closer to Iriasan

than Hikari-san is? Maybe. But something about that

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answer doesn’t float my boat. Living on a deserted island like

that, I would think you’d all get pretty close and cozy. And I

don’t think human beings are such a cold species.”

“That’s true,” Iria-san said. “Those girls are like my family.

My precious family, who stayed by my side even after I was

exiled.”

Exiled.

And the reason for that exile?

“Even so, ‘Iria-san’ protected ‘Rei-san’ but not Hikari-san.

Why? Could it be because ‘Rei-san’ was really her superior,

someone she had sworn allegiance to?” I clapped my hands

together. “Something like that, right?”

“You’re marvelous. I want to hug you.”

“I don’t mind.”

“I will refrain,” she giggled innocently.

“This time I have a question. Why exactly did you switch

places with Rei-san and pose as a maid? Was it because, as the

granddaughter of the Akagami family, you couldn’t show

yourself unguarded in front of the guests, even though you

were exiled?”

There was no guarantee that there wasn’t some unsavory

individual mixed in with all those geniuses. As our prior

investigation had indicated, sometimes these things happen.

Thus, she had prepared an imposter—a body double.

Was that it?

But Iria-san shook her head daintily. “Nope,” she said. “I

just wanted to see who would notice first. Just a little prank.

No reason, really.”

A prank.

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It was the kind of line that made your knees wobble, and I

didn’t think she was lying this time. And until now, not a

single one of those so-called geniuses had caught on.

In all these years, unnoticed by anyone, geniuses are

nothing special.

Perhaps that was what Iria-san thought. And she would

probably continue to think so.

“But you noticed.”

“If you hadn’t gone a little too far at the end there, I

wouldn’t have. Even if I had noticed, I wouldn’t have said

anything. You should have just stayed at the mansion instead

of coming on this boat with us.”

“Well, I have to go apologize to Aikawa-san for all the

unnecessary hoopla. There’s still a visit scheduled. We’re

going to meet straight after dropping you off. Oh, Aikawasan’s

going to be ticked. Not a person you want to see get

angry. Even though it’s inevitable. Plus, well, I wanted to talk

to you like this. You showed me such a good time, after all.”

“It’s an honor.”

“Say,” she said sweetly, “won’t you return to the mansion

sometime? Kunagisa-san, Maki-san, Yayoi-san, and you. I

think you’d make a terrific family. I hear you’ve taken a liking

to Akari and Hikari. I don’t mind letting you have your way

with them.”

“That’s not the kind of thing you say to a family member.”

“True, but I’m serious. I’m always serious. So how about

it? Like my proposition?” She stuck her tongue out at me.

At this point I was becoming disgusted. You couldn’t just

write this off as free-spiritedness or vibrancy or lack of

restraint.

“I don’t like murderers.”

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“Ehehehehe,” Iria-san laughed.

I didn’t know why she was laughing.

“Regardless of their reasons?”

“Regardless of their reasons.”

She nodded. “I’m not sure what you heard from Hikari and

Teruko, but you can’t possibly be thinking they told you

anything but the truth. Those girls are generally liars. I think

the fact that they never told you about me and Rei’s switch is

proof enough of that.”

“Eh…?”

“The reason I didn’t call the police was simply because it

wouldn’t have been any fun that way. Absolute authority is so

unromantic,” she said as she rolled up her left sleeve. This

revealed a lovely, perfectly unscarred arm. “Please excuse me

then,” she said with a smile, and left the room.

“Hey, hey…”

Sigh…

Sure didn’t see that coming.

What was real and what was fake?

Who was real and who was fake?

It’s a mixed-up world, and I for one never claimed to know

anything, nor do I think all people are honest and all things are

as they seem.

What was it?

The truth.

“Man, what a load of tomfoolery.”

It wouldn’t be long now. I thought to wake up Kunagisa,

but seeing her peaceful face as she mewed like a kitten made

me lose the motivation. It wouldn’t be too late to wake her up

after we reached the coast. The rule of thumb is, the longer

you can stay dreaming, the better.

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Nevertheless.

Family?

“Man, I’m gonna regret turning down that proposition,” I

said to no one in particular, expecting no response. But I knew

there was only one response one could give. For me, there was

only one person I could ever call family. “What a load of

nonsense,” I muttered in the usual way.